Major thanks to DikRikulus for his rapping, guitar, and friendship

Groovin' Again ft. DikRikulus

Thanks for listening. A lot went into this. It was all important.


silhouette me with your skin
slumber gently in my wings
in-serenity-carnate

at night the mind plays tricks on a lover
when the underlying truth begins to shudder

the way your breath would always slow first
and your fingers would turn me over
the lightning of your hips and mine
but i feel like it's slipping
i feel like it's slipping
this fucking feeling the misery's only beginning

i'm sorry
but i've got to be alone
i'd rather check my comfort at the door
i'm starting something new

the silence in this room is absolute
those sheets we shared
an icy cocoon and i can explain
my incentive
leave your confidence dented
or just freeze my tongue in white

and this has happened before
and i hate that it's happened again
hope your love can find better hands to wake in
but i feel something missing
i feel something missing
and who am i
to mold you for my own?

i'm sorry
but i've got to be alone
i'd rather check my comfort at the door
i'm starting something new
the old me ends here

and i know you
thought that i was
what you needed
and now silence
alone can stop our bleeding

i never meant to be so misleading
steadily feeding this pain that keeps on eating me
gonna settle in for this bitter season

i'm sorry
but i've got to be alone
i'd rather check my comfort

Something New

Stay til the deed is done
Teach me my smiling sun
Open to find you gone
I'll rise 'fore the morning comes

Gone where I can't be found
These walls melting to the ground
Paint me my crystal crown
You own me without a sound

Burn me a beautiful view
I'll try not to lose this truth
In this silence I'm torn in two
So next time, I'll be born anew

Maybe when my fear's unmasked
When I'm unattached
When I've let myself be seen
Maybe all the shades of green
Will explain their reckless array

I'll never know until I let go
Floating lonely on this vast ocean
Reluctant dreaming with my eyes open

So help me let go

My Smiling Sun

A lil love song made in my bedroom.

Jordan Lowe on guitar, percussion, vocals, mixing
Emily Gross on upright bass
Drew Pine mastering

Lover Grl

Singin' and makin' music because I love it