The sky was darkened

🔻 SONG INSIGHT
“This Is Me” is a thunderclap of unapologetic self-love and stage-commanding energy. It’s not just a performance — it’s a coronation. This track doesn’t beg for your approval; it struts past your doubt in heels made of stardust and sweat. Every lyric is a spotlight confession, every beat a pulse of truth. It captures what it feels like to own your power after someone tried to shrink you, twist you, or make you question your shine.

From cosmic flexes to poetic burns, the track walks the line between humor and raw defiance — a celebration of survival, reinvention, and queer brilliance. It’s for anyone who’s ever been underestimated… and came back with a mic drop.

🔻 LYRICS
[Verse 1]
You said you needed time
I was waiting around for hours
You said you had to find yourself
I didn’t even know you were missing

[Pre-Chorus]
You lost your way — and that’s okay
Somehow...
You still found...
Me

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s the best
A flawless man... some cosmic shit
While you're stuck in second place
I’m moonwalking through outer space
So don’t you cry when you miss me
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Verse 2]
You tried to dim what’s inside
Baby, I’m the northern lights
I gave you time, I gave you grace
And still I won the human race

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You keep slipping, I just glide
Every mirror’s on my side

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
A perfect storm that always lifts
You play the game, I changed the rules
I broke the mold and made it cool
So go ahead, embrace your myth
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Bridge]
I’m not just a man
I’m a message
If loving myself is wrong
Then I’ll write a song
About how right I am

[Final Chorus – Modulated]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
Ego-sculpted, heaven-kissed
You chase the dream, I am the dream
Your greatest thought, your silent scream
So write it down, tattoo your wrist
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Outro]
You’re welcome

🔻 PERSONAL REFLECTION
I didn’t always believe I could say things like this — out loud. For years, I gave my light away in tiny pieces, hoping someone else would tell me I was enough. But no one can crown you if you don’t show up like royalty first.

"This Is Me" came from the rubble of that realization. It’s camp, it’s glitter, it’s truth with fangs. It’s the voice I wish I had when I was younger — the one that didn’t apologize for being too much. This song is a mirror I built for myself. And when I looked into it, I finally saw someone worth fighting for.

So yeah — this is me. And that’s the gift.

🔻 4ME2BEFREE
At 4Me2BeFree, every song is a cinematic confession. We don’t write to entertain — we write to transform. Whether it’s heartbreak or power, loss or glittering defiance, we chase the truth until it sings.

"This Is Me" isn’t just a track. It’s a stage. A pulse. A reclamation. And most importantly, it’s yours too — if you’ve ever had to fight to be seen.

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This is Me

Deutsch: Storytime zu "Before the Silence Falls":
Ein Song über den schmerzhaften Moment kurz vor dem endgültigen Verstummen. Zwei Menschen stehen sich gegenüber, wissen, dass es endet – und doch sagt keiner das, was gesagt werden müsste. Es geht um die Stille, die lauter ist als jeder Streit, und um das letzte Aufbäumen vor dem Bruch. Emotional, eindringlich, voller Spannung zwischen Hoffnung und Resignation. "Before the Silence Falls" fängt diese Sekunden zwischen Nähe und endgültiger Trennung ein – ein stiller Schrei im Schatten einer Liebe, die zu Ende geht.

English: Storytime for "Before the Silence Falls":
A song about that painful moment just before everything goes quiet. Two people face each other, knowing it’s over – yet no one speaks the words that must be said. It’s about silence louder than any fight, and the last flicker of hope before collapse. Emotional, intense, filled with tension between holding on and letting go. "Before the Silence Falls" captures those seconds between closeness and final separation – a silent scream in the fading light of love.

Before the Silence Falls

Reshape Reality

(She is in my mind...)
(She haunts me...)

VERSE 1
In the night, her ghost returns,
Whispers cold, my spirit burns.
Eyes like daggers, smile's a chain,
I'm adrift, lost in her reign.

PRO-CHORUS
Thoughts of her, a poisoned dart,
Stay strong, guard my heart.

CHORUS
She haunts my dreams
But I resist...
Fighting fire, desire's call,
She's temptation, I won't fall !
[Break]

(I'm shaking...)
(I want her out of my head...)

VERSE 2
In the dark, her visage gleams,
Every night, in twisted dreams.
Heartbeats clash, two worlds fight,
In her arms, I lose my light.

PRE-CHORUS
Temptation strong, like iron binds,
But I fight, clear my mind.

CHORUS
She haunts my dreams
But I resist...
Fighting fire, desire's call,
She's temptation, I won't fall !
[Break]

(I'm shaking...)
(I want her out of my head...)

BRIDGE
[Shout]
In the night, she fades, a ghost,
Memory lingers, whispers most.

CHORUS
She haunts my dreams
But I resist...
Fighting fire, desire's call,
She's temptation, I won't fall !
[Break]

(I'm shaking...)
(I want her out of my head...)

OUTRO
Walk the line, 'tween love and fire,
She's temptation, won't expire.
[Fade Out]

(I'm shaking...)
(I want her out of my head...)

RESIST

Not A Love Song

Every time I loved someone
They faded away, like the setting sun
Every time, I was left alone
Talking to shadows, holding the phone


Now all I’m gonna carry through
Is how my world feel when I'm with you
The laughter we have, the nights we share
A strong love that flows in the air


I don’t wanna understand
How to live without your hand
You’re the spark that lights my skies
You’re the truth that kills the lies
Feels like losing the air I breathe
Like the floor is gone beneath
And I’m falling, falling slow
Where you are is where I’ll go


It feels so right in this moment here
I’m lost in your voice, the sound I hear
Don’t want the morning to steal this light
Don’t want the silence to own the night


And I know it sounds insane
But without you, I’m not the same
Every second that you’re near
Is a life I want to keep clear


I don’t wanna understand
How to live without your hand
You’re the spark that lights my skies
You’re the truth that kills the lies
Feels like losing the air I breathe
Like the floor is gone beneath
And I’m falling, falling slow
Where you are is where I’ll go


Maybe this is just the way
Destiny decides to play
But if our stars aligned tonight
I’d hold you close and never fight


I don’t want to live without you
No… I don’t
Where you are… is where I’ll go

I don’t want to live without you

Produced by Mark Xenophontos

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos

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The whispers speak
Will you choose to rise?

Breath of life cuts through my doubt
Pulls me from this freefall down
What was dead is coming out
Turn my whole world around

Voices screaming in my head
Will you choose to rise?
Leave behind what should be dead
Stop believing lies

I won't fall to fear
Won't be crushed by shame
Truth is burning here
I won't stay the same
Grace is coming near
Breaking down my walls
Rising crystal clear
When redemption calls

Time keeps moving, heart beats loud
Finally free from all this crowd
Now I'm breathing something true
Found the strength to make it through

Voices screaming what I lack
Will you choose to rise?
There's no point in turning back
Done with all the lies

I won't fall to fear
Won't be crushed by shame
Truth is burning here
I won't stay the same
Grace is coming near
Breaking down my walls
Rising crystal clear
When redemption calls

When the darkness fills my mind
And I'm losing all control
I remember what I find
Deep within my restless soul
More than scars and more than pain
Something's calling out my name
In this moment I can see
Who I'm really meant to be

I won't fall to fear
Won't be crushed by shame
Truth is burning here
Set my soul aflame
Grace is standing near
Tearing down these walls
Rising crystal clear
When salvation calls

Breath of life, I'm alive
Finally learning how to thrive
Breath of life, I'm alive
This is how I come alive

Breath of Life

instrumental intro ]

this world 
is  the best place I could find, 
maybe 'couse ther's no other  one
where to go, 
[ bridge]
perhaps tonight I try find new planet
on the trip, I take you there, you know
[ bridge]
I take you  there, if you want to go

we catch the first rainbow, 
this sky shortcut over colour rainfall, 
listening gentle music flow, 
[ bridge
we'v took   cab with crazy driver, 
fly over city now,

on the back seat's plenty free place
for foolish  couple, for us, 
[ bridge
to make love,
[ bridge


[ intermezzo instrumental, synths and piano]
and  stars, stars are flying all around 
[ bridge
your lips, your fingers and tender voice
all fragile things I'v stolen from you
this feeling makes me go,
this world is  best,  
[ bridge
there should we go.

we took a yellow  cab 
on the back seat's plenty free place
for foolish  couple, for us, 
to make love,
[ bridge
to make peace, 
[ bridge

and  stars, stars are flying all around 
your lips, your fingers and tender voice
all fragile things I'v stolen from you
this feeling makes me go,
[ bridge]
this world is  best,  [ drop ]
there should we go.
[ bridge]
there should we stay
there should we go

where should we go? (this world)

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Desert Cry Blues

Night Chains

[Verse 1]
In my eyes you’re less than dust,
You walk in shadows, far from the sun,
Your hearts are frozen, hollow inside,
Your sins like lead you cannot hide.
No remorse, no spark of regret,
Even in death you cling to deceit.

[Chorus]
You fall—deeper, deeper into night,
No flame of hope to spark the light,
Bound in chains, lost in the abyss,
Where no prayer will ever exist.

[Verse 2]
Your words are venom, empty and cold,
A throne of ashes, proud yet old,
Scarred by endless, silent pain,
Yet no mercy runs through your veins.
No savior comes to break your chains,
Even the fire turns you away.

[Chorus]
You fall—deeper, deeper into night,
No flame of hope to spark the light,
Bound in chains, lost in the abyss,
Where no prayer will ever exist.

[Bridge]
And when the final star is gone,
The last light swallowed by the void,
I’ll remain, a witness to your fall,
Your souls as frozen as steel walls.

[Outro]
In my eyes you are nothing at all,
Just fading shadows that slowly dissolve,
Your legacy lingers, a curse left behind,
One final breath… and nothing survives.

Deeper Into Night

Jo MB on Spotify, YouTube etc....
Real name: José. I'm from Germany. I'm not a singer or beatmaker; I just write and then implement what I've written. I'm just doing it to let my thoughts flow. All these changes of direction, an exceptional taste, as the style of music demonstrates. I enjoy it, and if it brings joy to others, it means even more to me. Being free means not letting thoughts create barriers that hold you back and torment you forever. The human mind is as elastic as a rubber band; the more freedom, the stronger your will, and the limitless your development. Life is one, and time is the opportunity to prove your abilities.

Deeper Into Night

Jo MB

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