Sad Boy Hours

She Wears Hoodies To Hide Her Veins

IG-@sleepi_rat
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visuals https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbaGsq_KA5A

ash creek

art by nasa and an unknown source

twenyohthree:

i wanna fuck you with your black silk on
i wanna love you til we dead and gone
oh i’m hoping
that we could fuck tonight
i don’t wanna fight take a trip to the moon
wanna see the world i could do it all with you
i’m hoping
you’re never out my sight

see it in your face
take it by the day
baby take it by the day
wanna be okay?
baby come with me
baby be okay with me

i’m losing my mind over you
i’m spending my time tryna prove
that i ain’t the one that will lose

killfiji:

they don’t understand how i feel when i get in your bed 
your voice is in my head
and when i see you stare into my eyes
then spread between my thighs 
you feel like paradise 
give me closure brain damage make my heart pound til i cant breathe
feel wanted, beg for it on the knees like a god damn fiend please
when i was broken your presence picked the pieces up
when i was hopeless compassion kept my dreams alive
youre so perfect you deserve this
youre the person of my goddamn dreams
non-toxic so flawless and you know what true love really means
sometimes you dont know what you have until its gone
so i wont let go of you until we burn into the sun

black silk [ft. killfiji] (prod. marla’s dreams)

april sixteenth (prod. nedya)

Long Nights w/ STEELO

no one has to know [you tried to kill yourself]

liminal sex (prod. slashy)

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I've been there, not scared, I'm good
I've been there, not scared, I'm good
No one ever understood
But it's okay I swear I'm good
I was posted in the Tahoe breathing smoke in like its air
I was tryna find my soul but it was neither here, nor there
I was running through the desert, I saw four red pyramids
I was tryna find my soul, but then I found it everywhere
Eternal love filled up my chest
And took the lungs right out my breath
Young Neo in the cut, uploading data to my head
Things that do not have an end, a human cannot comprehend
A species bound to measurements, that's why Infinity is dead
but he exist inside my head
Im'a live forever man
Sing these songs until I can't
Im'a live forever man
Smoke these blunts forever man

My dear I'm not
Livin' in fear a lot
But they not fuckin' with my mind
I'm starin' off
Into the wind I'm gone
Nobody else here by my side
Yeah

Tell me she finna leave
Bitch are you kidding me
Nah she don't care about me, yuh
I made some enemies
Now I bleed steadily
While I been off of a bean, yuh
Stuck in this misery
You ain't a friend to me
You ain't been fuckin' with me, yuh
Got no identity
What is a bitch to me
I never needed a reason
Killin' me over again, yuh
Look at myself in the mirror
I never like what I see, yuh
Probably cause I'm feeling weak
I might fuck around and leave her
Cause I noticed I don't need her
Got me sippin', I'm a leaner
She won't fuckin' intervene

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I'm Not Scared

I'm Not Scared ft. INFINITYISDEAD x Dyre {639hz} {prod* Nedya} (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

a passion project i made late 2020
produced, recorded, and engineered by yours truly. 
Everything will be okay, keep going.

I been good [RARE 2020]

Produced by Milo Pena in fl studio. 
Beats from YT. (free use, not making money)

Some songs were made on a laptop mic and some with a scarlett mic.

DICE GAME

summer alone ~ friends/snow angel (slowed & reverb)

𝕳𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝕺𝖋 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕳𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖚𝖒𝖕𝖘°

summer alone ~ friends/snow angel (slowed & reverb)

R.3.N

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