track two from Joseph Komari's 2021 album ID Watchers.

tryna make this fucken nutter bounce

Hang Around

lyrics: 

Gives me a break but it wasnt my best 
Feeling to shake cant get off my chest 
Cant avoid over head to address
Cant destroy everything that makes sense 

Call again another time 
Some day wishes come alive 

Just like my ram sam sink im greeting him all the time 
Unfortunately wise to own 

So go on 

All the days I spent and cried 
Some day wishes come alive 

What can I take as a lesson to rest 
Whatever fate that awaits me is best 
Im honestly nasty to the sense of this gravity 

And home nowhere 
All the time 
An endlessly prized unknown 
And held down by your sold souls

(rant about being poor and bad at life / capitalism)

This conversation is abject madness

Im having a trip on something you made its getting me so stoked 
And good for my brain 
I think I found me

Ram Sam

track from july 2023

Whats a death but full of meaning 
Want your care but im still reeling 
Whats an end but full of meaning 
Against what you left im leaning 

Again inside I find it mine 
Everything that made me feel fine

Its not hope against your being 
Bitter look on effort winning 
Its not hurt to see your seeing 
But still cant see it going well

Again inside I died alive
Trying to pretend its all fine

The desperate meaning 
In between the lines youre reading 
I cant see them 
If im being what im being 
Then it follows theres a reason

To love the note every day 
Again
Again inside against my time made

Think I made my life 
Harder than needs to be one way this time 
Loves already a mess 
Love ill never confess 

Made me something alive 
Covered in a sap 
Takes life to heal this time 
Life I never get back 
Blinded by the attack

Bum rushed time to survive 
I’ll say its good 
But I dont know if one things true 
What I know how to do 
How’s it meaning to you 

Whats my breath but life thats leaving 
Spent upset the world demeaning 
What I care to be at all 
And slowly watch your beacons fall 

Gods mind is made up all the time 
He wants you to be real happy

What is left but something bleeding 
Always wanted to save someone 
Energy thats sold to children
Cant believe its going well 

Sorry but we lost its death inside 
The money beats the good time

I feel bad cause im a bummer  
Live with no AC in summer 
We dont have a fan at all 
And wishful thinking us at all 

Live dives 
Into the great surprises
That didnt come at all
Laugh
 
Think I live in your past 
If youre honest to us 
What is goodness to you 
What do you know how to do 
With people lower than you 
The world is cruel its true 
When badness speaks through you 
Do you know what to do

What To Do

Lyrics:

Don't just dive there things to think of
not all your plans go just perfect
I trust in them though I don't know why

Seeing the big picture of it comes after I've always fucked it
up and up my eyes are opened wide

I can see why you'd adore him
try to be a caring partner
all the time it's undercover
grow into a loving mother
get up please stop flowing water
you can be the one that stops her
poisoned is the current you send

I so love the way it feels when it sneaks out and shows it's purpose
never can you know until it's gone

Spend so much time being wary 
someone says it's not so scary
don't know who it is but guess it's true

I can see why you'd adore him 
try to be a loving partner
all the while it's undercover
grow into a loving mother

one that was there before 
I cried
growing up the past has died
guess I'll see everything

Want to be in a tree
(someone's in the backroom)

Oh so unfair
Can't be so tall yet

There Before

Improv Over A Groove

Lyrics:

Someone comes there every night 
knowing he'll put a fight
I closed a straight open door
one stayed for a year or more

take from me all that you will
no mind of holding him still
come see me off behind a 

clean board, gives us much more sight
born under green glowing light
come here for patterns to see
unfolding a history

what's in there that you can see?
someone is following me
time spread me off behind a
off behind a wall weeping over you 
come to mean a sanctuary lost for days and

Someone sees there every night
trading the dark for some light
give me more, choose your fate as
what's written comes from you hands
though a path can't be what you
choose all the time, there are rules
follow me off behind a wall that you can't lose
from within your inner ears
keep a calm cool head about them
lost for days and so

so he's wandering 
where did your secret go is someone there instead?
though it's been giving a lot
time grows your fruit into rot
pick it pick it off

come when no ones there I'll keep you safe from harm I'll give you all the love the fruits of labor
keep your head inside and don't be scared of dying life does not say bye says see you later

I don't need your mind I'm here alone every time
I gave you so much to stab
you did right, you're kind you had
times to hurt me but you used it to sort me
I'm in your palm I grew this life I took a bite of it
I haven't loved for years
what's the main secret you use like teach me ways it's 

framing a bowl
knowing no words
oh for a staff to hold under your clothes 
break necks, bleed
for lives left in need

I keep a home in the past like never leave me
if I can give full exchange than you will read me 
knock on a door without purpose I will need
she left before I could learn what it meant to be we 


Wandering

what can i say?
i wasted away here
i doubt every word caught myself in lies clear
i won't stay left there

and i want to say you've stayed with me through it
what could i give to you 
love was hate from my mouth
you stayed here all through it

safer in time i'll find what is mine
everywhere to look
never know what to do with my time, i am alive
and still you are my friends even when everything is gone
is this a death that i see coming to me 

yeah you stayed with me through it

Post III

Shadow Manage

grab the fig of nearest reach 
often only way i'll go oh no
stretching out a body sore 
howd it get there i dont know 
i see your spirit float above your vessel joining hands in the infinite world of love the stressors of day tryna keep it out of the way and its hard for me to say this

the dance is over
buried under ice there's still hope for her
she said i know it must be hard to face me so she called anyone and told them to replace me now they charge in love behind the mic and i can cry all night until its all made right because of

light holds tight when you're seeing joy in nothing but being
you are you are and try to celebrate your bests enough tonight i wanna heal your damaged gate
because its mad out there seems it just gets worse but right now i wanna love my hurt in song 

the dance is over
buried under ice there's still hope for her
she said i know it must be hard to face me so she called anyone and told them to replace me now they charge in love behind the mic and i can cry all night until its all made right because of

you're the one i love being you're the one i love seeing 
who's the one they love being?
at the end of the day the only thing i can say is that i want being mine 

forever and ever hold me in potential energy
forever and ever hold me in potential never be
forever forever hold me in potential enter

Luv Txt

this is an instrumental from summer 2018. I'm going to release an album called Stella Nostrum soon. I plan to release a single from it this week

Throat

a song on an EP from 2020

today
my eyes
been taped shut 
i ask whats up 
nothing
silence
they made 
but when i sleep
i hear them speak
its good and its bad
its ugly
and what i see 
i wish to weep 

one of these days

it hurts me all the time 
when your ghost comes 
to revoke me 
stained now i've lost my mind 
shame how the sea evokes me 
each month gone worst than last 
wanting today to get done fast

warned
a huge hole
in my gut
she used my love 
a beach by the road 
i must hide again
and just my luck
they know im snuffed 
fast forward time 
im bleeding out 
how can i go on?
everything is wrong

Today

Lumped me in with enemy 
I want to change im trapped 
Im problematic im a skeleton in your attic 
And im static 

Im washed away 
the same old way 
You done to a million before me 
they’re charged and bleed


i don’t care to be gold anymore 
I dont care if you’ve been here before
I dont care if you know who I am 
I dont care if you come shake my hand 

Wait for my hate to dissipate 
Your words not mine 
Every fucking time 
The voice you hear is not alive 

It never came 
The day is insane 
It washed away the center of the real in my brain 

i don’t care to be gold anymore 
I dont care if you’ve been here before
I dont care if you know who I am 
I dont care if you come shake my hand 

and now I’m angry 
i hate me 

stain 
staying
saying

fuck you

i dont care

bday

wrote August 27th for the 2021 album ID Watchers

I will not soon forget the smell of you stranger 
Just as you won’t let me go 
It sucks how much I know
And I want to let it all go 

But I won’t soon forget the pain 
That it all caused me 
Now I know how much you know 
Just say and let it go 
I want to let the past go 

it seems youre fine out there without me 
so stop knocking on my room's door

 I don’t know what to say anymore 
I dont like feeling the way I have the last couple days 
I wish we could say 
The truth in the open 
But you won’t do it 
Im no cupid 
We’re not doing this 
i won’t do it 
you just screw it up and I lose it 
My minds loosened 
what am I doing here
you stole my whole home and I wanna leave now 
Yeah I just wanna go

Forget

track one from Joseph Komari's 2021 album ID Watchers.

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