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Problematic - Break Em Down Ft Kryple

Problematic - Fade Away

Problematic - State Of Mind

Lyrics:

Livin on the edge, dunno where to go
Surrounded by a crowd but I'm all alone
Veering off the path, on a different road
Is this where I belong, I will never know

I'm doing this for me because it's all I need
This moment that I live is all I'm guarunteed
I may never wake up when I go to sleep
So I'm living in the moment and I live for me

Drivin in the night, the therapy of the mind
Listening to music thinkin how to live a life
Where you were never living like you felt you were alive
So you going through the motions saying everything is fine

But deep within your heart you feel like something isn't right
And all that you are feeling isn't showing when you write
So now you feel like all you ever do is dissapear
Feel so fuckin numb you couldn't try to shed a tear

But, You feel your running in a circle
Everyday's an obstacle that you have got to hurdle
Pushin through the pain but the weight is growing heavy
Wake up in the morning never wanting to get ready

But the more you hide away the more you losing any purpose
Wonder if existence in this world is even worth it
Everyday is gray, Feel like you can't pray
Cuz you're scared that even God isn't hearing what you say
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Times are getting tough and I slip into depression
A knife into the heart but I will never show expression
And now within my mind there is a permanent impression
That the only way to love is take your feelings and suppress em

So I been building walls so I can never love again
And now all that I think of is the music and a pen
This room that I have built is really all I know of home
And I wonder to myself why I'm feeling so alone

--There really isn't any question
All it really takes is just the truth and a confession
I'm scared of getting hurt so I would rather be alone
So when people are around I'm always hidden in my phone

Still I really wonder why I feel so fuckin broken
I don't why I hurt, but I know I'm sick of hopin
That I can make it better and that I can make it right
Been moving for a year but now I'm losing all my fight

Seems like anymore that all my words are losing weight
What's the point of speaking if you don't know what to say
What's the point of livin if you can't accept your fate
And all they ever say is that it's better if you wait

--Been waiting for a while now
Been faking my expression but only holds my smile down
Running from the pain hopin that it would be mild now
But it's all up in my head, now you're telling me to smile now

huh, now my mind is going weak
Another fucking burden and I'm falling to my feet
The pain that i been feeling isn't really new to me
But now everything I feel is out for everyone to see

And everything I know has started falling into pieces
Look into my soul, wonder where my inner peace is
But everything inside going cold and as it freezes
My mind is shutting down as a result of these diseases

Maybe I am weak, maybe all I am is dirt
And karma came around so all I ever feel is hurt
Addictions that I fight while I am weaker than you know
No matter what I say it feels I never seem to grow

I started making music as a way to vent the pain
Writing what I felt because I knew I'd never say
When I look in a mirror all I see is not enough
Never hated who I am but still I hate who I've become

Fuck, I guess I better face it
I wanna do what's right got me up at night n pacin
All I wanna see is just the glimmer of the light
It's not within myself but I can see it in your eyes

If I can make it better for a single fuckin person
Tell me what you're feeling now I swear you're not a burden
I know i'm broken down but I only wanna help
I  tear myself apart, conversations with myself

Conversations With Myself(Prod. Young Taylor)

Anxiety

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Problematic- ANGEL Vs DEMON (Deep Rap)

Problematic - Damaged

Problematic - Reflection

Problematic - Oh Lord
Verse 1:

When I get on the mic ain’t no telling what Im gonna do 
Writing out my life Ima spill it right in front of you
About to take flight ain’t nobody in my rear view
Whole nother atmosphere you’ll never reach my altitude 
Chasing down this revenue/ Smoke another dab or two
Always in my zone ya’ll know Ima speak the truth 
Never one to hate no debate Ima make it through
Gotta have faith/ find strength or you Finna lose 
Work around the clock I don’t ever take a day off
I never feel I do enough my mind it won’t stop
I overthink and overthink until my brain rot
Lately I’ve been so depressed praying that I don’t flop
If you ain’t showing no respect then its bye bye
I ain’t dealing with it if you wasting my time 
I got a goal got a dream and I’m about to shine
Im empathetic don’t forget it/ this is my life 

Chorus: 

Ask me how Im doing I will say Im fine
I bet that you would never guess that I was lying
I crack a smile but inside I am really dying
At war inside my head I think I lost my mind
Oh Lord please come rescue me 
Oh Lord oh lord come rescue me
Ive been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no get away from me 
Oh Lord please come rescue me 
Oh Lord oh lord come rescue me
Ive been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no get away from me 

Verse 2:

Been living on the edge I can tell I’m paranoid
Counselling and meds that is something I’ll avoid
You say you wanna help but only in it for the dollar signs
Here’s a pill take it on the daily it will ease your mind
F*ck that you don’t care about our souls though
But they will strip you of your money till its all gone
So much they hiding from the public its a dark road
Self therapy is what Im seeking all that I know 
Oh lord please forgive me for what Ive done
Ive been a liar/ been a thief/ I cheated on one
I still don’t know if I can love I got a long run
These bad decisions having karma come around son
Im still me/ still writing in my notepad
Still lost/ still my happiness it won’t last
Until I find my inner peace but the odds stacked
It’s been a struggle everyday you should know that

Bridge:

Im rolling up this weed because Im not okay
The people I had in my life all gone away
I say a prayer these feet they cannot fail me now
Oh Lord I need an answer Ive been reaching out

Problematic - Oh Lord

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