All my failures on display like a gallery
And my friends all doing better than me, so it seems

Tell myself, one day you'll find that energy
Then I'm back on my addictions, swimming deep in dopamine

What a terrible place to be
Not here nor there
Find me in the in-between

What a terrible place to be
Not here nor there
Always stuck in agony

Making up new excuses everyday
Going back on all those promises, that I made

Paralyzed and paranoid, I'm so afraid
Stay static while the time goes by and fades away

What a terrible place to be
Not here nor there
Find me in the in-between

What a terrible place to be
Not here nor there
Always stuck in agony

I'm watching trains just pass by
I'm standing frozen and I don't know why and
I swear I've been here a hundred times (tonight, tonight)
I pack my bags and I won't look back
What am I so afraid of anyways?

aspiration

Get Thief (keshi x Ookay)

0:00 knock2 x Waryaa - dashstar* x Entry⦁︎ (Colorboy EDIT)
01:39 Skrillex x (G)I-DLE - Leave Me Like This x Wife (Colorboy EDIT)
04:26 BIGBANG - Haru Haru
07:14 BIGBANG - Last Farewell
07:57 informal. x NewJeans - pretzels11spedup x Bubble Gum (Colorboy EDIT)
10:05 Darby - Everything

JINKIES! 10 (Oct 31 2024)

0:00 FANCY - Twice (Areia Remix)
0:33 FANCY - Twice
02:16 DNA x Levels - BTS x Avicii (Colorboy Edit)
04:50 Bboom Bboom - Momoland
05:36 Miniskirt x Wanderlust (Snakehips Remix) - AOA x The Weeknd (Colorboy Edit)
08:32 Love Scenario - iKON
10:23 Peek-A-Boo - Red Velvet
11:28 Wolf x TOO BIZARRE (juked) - EXO x Skrillex & Posij (Colorboy Edit)
13:13 Fake Love x Stay - BTS x The Kid LAROI & Justin Bieber (Colorboy Edit)
15:19 BOOMBAYAH - BLACKPINK
16:22 BLACKPINK Medley x buttons! - BLACKPINK x Dillon Franics & knock2 (Colorboy Edit)
18:04 I AM THE BEST - 2NE1
19:24 Abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls
20:38 FANTASTIC BABY - BIGBANG
21:50 Sorry, Sorry - SUPER JUNIOR
23:25 Roly-Poly - T-ara
24:56 Replay*2 - SHINee x Iyaz (Colorboy Edit)
27:47 Again & Again x Heartbeat x Lady (Hear Me Tonight) (TWIIG REMIX) - 2PM x Modjo (Colorboy Edit)
31:19 Mr. - KARA
32:39 Genie - Girls' Generation
33:35 Whiplash x 365 - aespa x Camden Cox (Colorboy Edit)
36:03 Queencard x Alors On Danse - (G)I-DLE x Stromae (Colorboy Edit)
38:24 Seven x It G Ma - Jungkook x Keith Ape (Colorboy Edit)
41:00 ANTIFRAGILE - LE SSERAFIM
42:04 CAKE - ITZY
43:36 Hype Boy - NewJeans
46:23 Into The New World (Live) - Girls' Generation
48:17 Into The New World (Orchestra Version) w/ Vocals - Seoul Philharmonic Orchestra x Girls' Generation (Colorboy Edit)

KPOP ERAS NYE 2024 Full Set

bouncey vibes for late night hangs

0:00 squabble up - Kendrick Lamar
02:37 WISH - Denzel Curry
04:00 MAGIC - Vince Staples, Mustard
06:28 The Weekend - BIBI
08:05 Party (SHUT DOWN) - Sik-K, Crush
09:09 bbycakes - Mura Masa, Lil Uzi Vert, PinkPantheress
11:30 LEFT RIGHT - XG
13:50 Don't Go - Skrillex, Justin Bieber, Don Toliver
16:11 Passionfruit - NMIXX
18:06 Eve, Psyche & the Bluebeard’s wife - LE SSERAFIM
20:15 Just Wanna Rock - Lil Uzi Vert
20:53 New Jeans - NewJeans
22:23 Areyoudown? Pt. 2 - Saba, tobi lou
24:35 Landed in Brooklyn - Khantrast
26:07 Wife - (G)I-dle
27:17 Crew - Goldlink, Brent Faiyaz, Shy Glizzy

service. (Hip Hop/Rnb/KPop Mix)

Violet Evergarden OP (Badly Flip)

Open up that window
Your front door's always closed
And surrender, all of the doubts in your soul

Yeah we older now, older now
23 and plenty different me's, chasing silly dreams
Yeah we older now, older now
Don't be, so afraid of yourself
So afraid of yourself

Thanks for waiting, staying patient
I know I took some time to get my mind state right
(I hope I get this right)
Everyday I'm, elevating
I've been chasing highs and feeding empty lies to myself

Stirring up my stomach acids, breathing in those poison gasses
I'll figure it out by the time I'm 25,
So I just hope to God these two years is enough to try

Everything (in life, I) Never dreamed (that I would)
Ever be (in line for)
Something great than me
Energy (of mine makes) Enemies (that's fine, I)
Better be, ready for elegies but I ain't dead yet

Blurry vision and hurried living
Hurting all my second chances at redeeming myself 
But I'm alright yeah 
I'll be fine yeah
Long as I'm on my feet, couples rhymes and a beat I'm decent

And I never been one who fancies perfection 
I got this microphone to my soul, this is an honest reflection
I'm just a boy from the suburbs, and the son of a reverend
And shoutout to my mother, for me she prays every second

Lord forgive me for my sins, I'm laying all my transgressions
I'm sick of going through these cycles of regret and depression
Will I carve out my own story? Or is it all predestined
Well I'll still give him all the glory, this is a God given blessing, Amen

Yeah we older now, older now
Every line and every melody,
It isn't just for me
Yeah we older now, older now
Don't be, so afraid of yourself
So afraid of yourself

Older Now

I think you gotta unfriend me
I'll take a girl out for chicken at Wendy's
I got figurative keys to the Bentley
Literally driving a Hyundai (Damn)

I think you better leave me on read
Cus this sad church boy's too much in his head
Yeah a whole lotta dread, a whole lotta meds
My friends think I be up to something in the bed, ooh

I'm just up to nothing, sunrise to sundown, mind is just running
They say "How are you?" I gotta say something
I can't let em know that I'm everyday slumping

Oh I'm everyday slumping
Sitting on the toilet, I'm everyday dumping
Drop it like the beat, man I'm everyday bumping
Please  play my tracks guys, just a little loving
Just a little loving

(I know) I overshare all my issues
(I think you gotta unfriend me)
I try too hard to get you off that blue
(I think you gotta unfriend me)
All of this pill talk just ain't news
(I think you gotta unfriend me)
I think you gotta unfriend me
Cus I might get a little too friendly

Joseph Colors

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