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Wait Until I Fall

thank you
prod iof & sorrowbringer
https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx
https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx

lyrics:

i can’t help it, something wrong in my head
and i know that you won’t be the one to fix it
is it too late now if i say goodbye
would you curse my name
or would you hold me tight
you are my light in all of this
i won’t get out of this alive
without you by my side
without you by my side
without you by my side

yeah
you broke me down and i wasted my time 
you said that i was a one of a kind 
i should’ve known you were spewing these lies  
i need to get help cause i wanna die
yeah
i wanna feel it something wrong with my brain so ima kill it 
anti depressants don’t work at all i rather let go six feet ill fall 
i waste my time just staring at the ceiling  
i don’t wanna talk but inside im screaming
take another sedative all these pills im eating 
i don’t wanna love again trusting is defeating  
you stabbed me in the back now im bleeding  
now my hearts under attack rapid beating 
everyday feels the same it’s depleting  
constant repeating

and i know i need help
but i don’t know where to get it
you were never there
so i gotta stop pretending
we could have it all if you just
tell me what you’re thinking 
every time you call i play it back and let it sink in
i can’t help it, something wrong in my head
and i know that you won’t be the one to fix it
is it too late now if i say goodbye
would you curse my name
or would you hold me tight
you are my light in all of this
i won’t get out of this alive
without you by my side
without you by my side
without you by my side

without you w/ sydcxx (iof & sorrowbringer)

Led Astray

prod me./
-
tonight
hold me
inside
its fine
your alright
you don't like when i tell you the truth sometimes
WE FIGHT!

I DONT LIKE IT ALL
im blind
CAN YOU TELL ME WHATS UP IN YOUR MIND 
TRYNA FEND FOR MYSELF WHEN YOU DIED
but i promise to god, that i tried  

good luck, im gone, and i ran away
its your time, its not worth, and the pain i see
its all luck
im wasted, oh drugs
can take you so far
cant make me, a star

good luck, i wish you, the best i guess
its not THE WAY!
I MISS YOU AGAIN!
IM TIRED, IM BLED
i tried
i tried!
Wonder why you lied!

Make
a mess
again
i
wait 

a master, holds 
his heart
away
and keeps it tucked away safe
I'm not
like I want to be
my life, is a wreck
ill apologize, when I can

make me feel something

UNDER MY SKIN

STATE OF ME

WORRYWORRY

some of yall are a joke.
cover w/ liz & mini cooper
----
lyrics.

life is spinning round in my head
i dont wanna wait till im dead
screaming out your name i do depend
on your presence, here we are once again

but i was doing better, than i had ever been 
until you locked me out, guess it was better than it seemed
no i was so confused, you keep on pushing this agenda its okay
but its not, theres something wrong with your brain

cold days, long, nights in the morning
saying in, bed late, i kept snoring
theres a lot, my mental really kept on going
i dont wanna stay up late, wanna wake up in the morning

why does everything need to be a sad song
i dunno, honestly, what the hells wrong
my own mind tells me everything's a mess
but at times i need to understand, and just deal with the stress

fuck you and everyone, who left me
i dont care about ur problems, u just hate me
never forgetting all the things and what you said to me
i feel like throwing up, almost every day

now why'd you do that at my show
you knew my friend died, and you didnt even know
that would ruin the whole you fuckin stupid hoe
we grew up and you keep bringing up that shit you shoulda known

i just, wanted to be friends
but just like all the others you just went and dipped
i coulda told you all the stories that you probably missed
when being gone for all those years, i guess it was never meant-

its always the same
never trust a girl with mental issues is what they said
but thats the only kind people who ever understand me
i got a few guys left, but they're always so busy

and to the guy who got my car with me
buddy yeah you gotta problem, i just let it be
off the drugs you were so special, couldn't've almost seemed
like we were homies meant for life, but life aint what it seem, so i just let it be

why, as humans, do we do this
day, after, day i keep moving
on, its hard for me, to really know that
i, am gonna loose, more, as im older

a story to all of those who left me behind (prod. jake hxllywood)

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

UNDER MY SKIN

Joseph Weightman

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