WORRIED ABOUT WORRYING

Verse 1

I know it’s awful but I’ll tell you 
There’s not an easy way to live 
Not every door can just be opened 
But what is life without a risk?

The devil’s in my mind each morning 
He steals my happiness away
Another night without closure 
Feels like everything was all a waste 
Feels like it was all a waste 

Chorus 

And I never meant to fall through 
I never meant to feel ashamed 
And if I told you that I loved you 
Would you turn the other way?
Would you turn the other way?

[Inst Break]

Verse 2

I know it’s madness to be trying 
And I don’t have that much to give 
Not every sign you see’s an omen 
So it’s better just to live

TURN THE OTHER WAY

u 4 m3 ft ch111oe prod. tommy2lighter

🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡🏡
@spaceb0y @3speon 
mix/master: @tonserrr

buying a brand new house, no rent 🙅
I made this bag on bag on rent
all my cash is, cash is
passive, passive
massive house by the end of the day.. so what 🏡
real estate
r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
Chrome my teeth, my rims, my AP
🇩🇪 can't speak german but I feel this girl
suburban, turban on, save me🙇
get düner, wonder how much a bier
pardon j'en veux plus monsieur..
Steffan DJ brought the gear
no Std i'm making it clear, she making it work, i make an affair.
I ain't going to work!

@spaceb0y
狂っている my brain!
I jus walked the Walk of shame 🚶‍♂️ 
Too turnt up like it’s not okay 
Couldn’t give a shit cuz I’m turnt w my gang 
bands up 
hands up 
Let’s get lit like it was in Bangkok 
Bahhh, Stars on the beat beating to the same drum 
Oooo 🌟
Let’s Take some, & let’s break sum 
バカ外人どこでも俺迷惑
全て繋げっているまるで星座
Heyy yuhhh!
I’m locked in I ain’t ever leaving Asia 
Imma Jb fan ye ima Belieber 
never say never dream bigger
Love my self I’m a keeper 
livin my life so Leasure
I’m too hot got a fever 🤒 
Turn it up a notch on the speakers 
Imma stay a kid not a geezer
always getting blessed ima sneezer

@3speon
Joder Joder, no sabes porque
yo quiero el mundo , contigo profundo  
Mi casa es su casa 🏠
Turn up let’s do the cha cha 🕺 
viva la vida ,no pasa nada
Te quiero 愛してる I love you 💓
Monopolize  your love like a tycoon 
Roll the dice 🎲 take a chance  
Ima make it back
If it’s true love will my heart be intact 
わかんない
君のこと大好き
Eifie忘れない

r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
r҉e҉a҉l҉ ҉e҉s҉t҉a҉t҉e҉
Chrome my teeth, my rims, my AP
🇩🇪 can't speak german but I feel this girl
suburban, turban on, save me🙇
get düner, wonder how much a bier
pardon j'en veux plus monsieur..
Steffan DJ brought the gear
no Std i'm making it clear
she making it work, i make an affair.
I ain't going to work!

real estate ft. Space Boy & espeon (djilmarë)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QtsnmlGNZk&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

art by jakub bohdal
guitars by Blood Eagle
THE BIG SLEEP

Lyrics:
This path I’ve taken be the death of me but I just play along 
These Long cold nights destroyed my will how you staying strong ? 
Got the light back behind my eyes just to see it gone 
This the type of shit that enables me , it’s my siren song

Lord this rivotril it curb my pain
It’s a stepping stone 
Gave a helping hand I hope it helps but I know it won’t 
I’m weary, staring down the barrel 
Guess I stand alone
On my last legs I curse the earth
I don’t feel at home
Yeah there’s half the battle won
You left me half-alive
Even if I die by my own hand
It’d still be homicide
You tore the heart right out my chest
I’ve been left behind
There’s nothing you didn’t do 
To make me dead inside

MUSIC VIDEO LINK

Siren Song (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER x Blood Eagle)*MV IN DESC

The plugs the only one left that’s been showing me love
I’m feeling dangerous cross my heart in my Mechanix gloves
You Dont need worry what’s in my pillbox I’m just stocking up
I’m too Goofy off a Kpin I’m not cuffed it’s just young love
My karambit it goes flick flick flick u get tummy tucked
Sippin piss mixed with phenergan, believe it’s bottoms up
Your expiry date it goes tick tick tick
You’re washing up
This clown's delusional he needs a drop kick in the ass more than a hug

Mechanix feat. Ricky Chix (prod. vetmonback x bfdd)

SAPPHIRE

Stream/Purchase the full album: https://lukedesciscio.bandcamp.com/album/heaven

As far as
As far as
Wherever you go
I won’t let you go

As far as
Pathfinder
Peel back the rust
Make a bridge with the past
Smile
Hold my hand

I’ve come so far
As far as
As far as
As far as
Mona Lisa
No second guessing
I’m not too tired to jump
If you keep insisting
I’ll sing your song

As far as
As far as
If you’re on your way
I’ll never die
I’m the pathfinder
Pathfinder
Treacle down tile
Alamo horse
Thundering statis
Light as my cross 
Hold my hand
I’m the pathfinder
Treacle down tile
And your back
And your back
And your back
And your back
As far as
As far as

Wherever you go
Wherever you go
I won’t let you go

Pathfinder

Infinite drugs I got cheat codes 
I like BBW pussy so my diets Keto 
UK bred but my pockets filled with C Notes
You say no to ratchet pussy I’m in love with freak hoes
She’s a trap 5’7 like Ben Shapiro 
I hit from the back, pushed her face in to the pillow 
The only way that she’ll be mine is if she’s widowed 
Real night stalker when I come in through the window 

If I take this any further you gon see me on the TV
watching One Tree Hill on my lonesome popping OCs
I dreamt I never woke up when I woke up it was a wet dream 
I’m going straight to hell this bitch saw it in the tea leaves 
It’s Freaky Friday with a broken paddle going up shits creek 
Cuz one day in my shoes and you’d be replacing them with concrete
They tried sending me to rehab but that shit is just a retreat
This karambit gives close shaves it’ll send  you down to Fleet Street
She really miss the old me
She asking me what happened
Was r**** when I was a kid so as an adult I’m unbalanced
No excuse me for me I take penance for my actions 
I love my family, I stay true whatever happens
Im too booted up I need someone else to translate 
Woke up smelt the flowers then it’s back to being a deadweight
Bringing shame on those I love, the only thing that I hate
This a cry for help but I’m worried if it’s too late

Infinite drugs I got cheat codes 
I like BBW pussy so my diets Keto 
UK bred but my pockets filled with C Notes
You say no to ratchet pussy I’m in love with freak hoes
She’s a trap 5’7 like Ben Shapiro 
I hit from the back, pushed her face in to the pillow 
The only way that she’ll be mine is if she’s widowed 
Real night stalker when I come in through the window

Martyrs (prod. XLWAVE)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Lpt3MymKL4&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack 
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back 
Cuz my waking state is turmoil I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet , tried to cut my strings for good 
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could 
There’s many people I’d die for if required I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot 

I’m the group therapist can’t take heed to my own advice 
Tell my brother there’s a lot to live for but I don’t value my own life
Always sinks in at 3am when I’m coming off my favourite vice 
There’s a bounty on my head and I’m too tempted by the price 
There’s a big question mark stamped on everything I see
Why the fuck was I smoking spice now I’m cursed with DPD
I’m fed up, it’s not living no more when you’re living in OBEs
I’m just trying to sip the pain away so keep walking don’t mind me 
Turn violent when it gets too much and this shits not feeling real 
Watched me beat a man to a pulp and it’s not empathy I feel 
I’d die to get off the grid clock out reshuffle the deck and heal
Petrified by the unknown but can’t wait for the big reveal

I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack 
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back 
Cuz my waking state is turmoil I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet , tried to cut my strings for good 
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could 
There’s many people I’d die for if required I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot

Puppet (prod. theylovechiko)

https://lukedesciscio.bandcamp.com/album/where-there-is-a-shadow-there-must-be-a-light-papa-unredacted

Whilst we're speaking honestly
I should tell you truthfully
I could never imagine your heart in my hand

Likely got swept up in the things
We did when we explored tentatively
The feel of each other's hands

Before mind games
Asking myself just to behave
Hoping i'm not acting all strange
Visibly hiding the words circulating round my brain

I'm a clever ghost
I'm a clever ghost
No one knows where my mind goes
No one knows

Recently lapping the same shore repeatedly
Just like before I can feel the breeze
But it's not moving me

Lay her down
Another trip round a dusty town
Intimate amongst the crowd
People smiling awkwardly

Your hair is thinner now
Drop the bottle it puts you down
Crazy to think she'd still be down
Given how long it's been now

I'm a clever ghost
I'm a clever ghost
No one knows where my mind goes
No one knows

In your perfect run
Did you always think there'd just be one
Eternally revealing Sun
Ocean still and horizon

No that cant be right
Come on babe I can't sleep at night
Where there's a shadow there must be a light
Where there's a shadow there must be a light

I'm a clever ghost
I'm a clever ghost
No one knows where my mind goes
No one knows

Papa

Clever Ghost

ballygowan

i'm not ready for this...

WHATEVER

i had a friend...

MV: https://youtu.be/QLP6nFY6yTY?si=rqY1EP0LvjPN0Yl6

In every ebb
And every flow
River in me 
Wherever it goes 

In every tree 
On every tow
Spirit in me 
Wherever I go

Tide comes in and goes away
Breaks the river gate 
Blinds the sun 

Silent, subtle 
River Wey
You make
Me afraid 
Of what’s to come 

On every path 
In every fern
River in me
Wherever it turns 

In every flock 
Down every road
Spirit in me 
Whenever I fall

River Wey

Verse 1

Gave them my love and care
I kept them safe and warm 

Comforted little souls 
Treated them like my own 

Pre-Chorus 

I won’t be back again 
Know they won’t understand 

Can’t change the person I am
‘least I was there for them 

Chorus 

Why?
Should I fight all the demons
That ruin my peace?
Embrace the evil and stop being me?

And I,

I know I hurt 

But do they

too?

Verse 2

Played my guitar to them 
I even sang ‘Luminous Moon’

Faces all lighting up 
Even in a tiny room 

Pre-chorus 

I won’t be back again 
Know they won’t understand 

Can’t change the person I am
‘least I was there for them 


ballygowan

Joseph Weightman

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