Still my favorite song in the entire scene

onlymehere

This song is one of the most emotional pieces I’ve ever written, because it came from a place that doesn’t happen often in life — that moment when someone makes you feel something deeper than you ever expected. It’s about the kind of connection that hits you in your bones, not just your heart. The kind you don’t plan, you don’t chase, you don’t force… it just happens, and suddenly your whole world feels different.

It’s the feeling of someone’s presence calming your storms without even trying.
The way a single touch can silence a whole lifetime of noise.
The way their energy gives you a strength you didn’t know you had.

This song carries that truth — that sometimes one person can awaken you in ways you never imagined.
They don’t need perfect words, grand gestures, or promises…
their being alone brings out the courage in you.

Writing this, I tapped into that fire inside me — the kind of bravery that comes only from feeling deeply for someone. It’s vulnerable, it’s powerful, it’s terrifying, and it’s beautiful all at the same time. It’s that moment when you realise you’re not just living… you’re finally alive again.

This song is my heart admitting that love can be strength.
Love can be armour.
Love can be oxygen.
Love can be the reason you rise, the reason you heal, the reason you feel like the best version of yourself.

“Strength In Your Touch” is the confession of what someone meant to me — even if they never fully knew it.
It’s that spark, that fire, that breath someone gives you simply by loving you in the way only they can.

This track is me saying:
“You changed me. You made me stronger. You made me braver. You made me feel alive.”

And that’s the truth behind every melody, every lyric, every beat.

--Shauna Hills ❤️‍🔥 💯 ❤️ 

Strength In Your Touch duet

i see you

nobody

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Prod @tothegood

Baby I just wanna save you
Wanna entertain you
I been crying here for days just thinking bout you and the truth

Cuz you been so far away
Know I miss you every day
Feeling like you been a ghost I'm going crazy out my brain

I don't even know you
Do anything for you
We been sad and we been lonely baby tell me whats new

Spent too many nights alone this feeling doesn't ever fade
I been staring at my ceiling knowing nothing is the same

You been on my mind now its a sweet dream
Don't know what you been through baby teach me
I'll hold all your secrets while I'm breathing
When I die it's my heart that you're keeping

Thinking and wishing I could take it back to the days in our youth
Wonder what it woulda been like if I could be right there for you
Sinking and falling in sorrow really don't want you to be blue
Now I'm just spending my days writing and I take it to the booth

saveyou (prod. tothegood)

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

@iamrayless


Lyrics

Where’s the light

Plan switching gotta roll the dice

And control all my own delights

Now I’m sat here gazing satellites

So control the night arise this time

Memories won’t  lie while I’m sippin this 40

Watch 'em slippin' and fallin'

While my shotgun is loaded

Full of thoughts and dead roses, yeah


Chorus:

All the night

When I dream 

Smoking and manouvering 

Will the stars 

with a beam

Show me something new to seek 

Here there’s nothing new to me

You’re still the only one I dream





I been fallin' into this dream 

All these plans on me 

I’m just tryna leave all these demons 

While I just run away 

I hit the gas and now I just levitate, ohhh 

I won’t let gravity to pull me down

Getting a neglect, with a sign of death

Fuck I ain’t fallin back

In this shadowplay I will find the light in the black, yeah

Swearvin' under these astral plans

Dodging hate while I’m catching grands

Gazing stars while my tears fallin’ 

Ain’t fallin’ off I’m switching plans




So control the night arise this time

Memories won’t  lie while I’m sippin this 40

Watch 'em slippin' and fallin'

While my shotgun is loaded

Full of thoughts and dead roses, yeah


Chorus:

All the night

When I dream 

Smoking and manouvering 

Will the stars 

with a beam

Show me something new to seek 

Here there’s nothing new to me

You’re still the only one I dream

Rayless - satellites

room to breathe

@guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters

s/o @niteboi6 for the inspo

lyrics:

you remind me of someone
in the past and
i think i want you
more than i imagined
get rid of that man
he just make you sadder
forget the bad and
just put it in the past (x2)
we can dance all night 
i won’t forget about you
but i wish i could 
forget about you
panic all night
i won’t wake up until two
promise i'll get better for you

you remind me of why i wanna crash
never good enough i’m feeling like i’m made of glass
went through all the sad shit
i wanna make you happy
went through all the madness
i guess our love was plastic
you’re going ghost
well imma go ghost too
i try to cope
and act like i don’t know you

you remind me of someone
in the past and
i think i want you
more than i imagined
get rid of that man
he just make you sadder
forget the bad and
just put it in the past (x2)
we can dance all night 
i won’t forget about you
but i wish i could 
forget about you
panic all night
i won’t wake up until two
promise i'll get better for you

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vowl. & guccihighwaters - forget about you

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

tired of trying..
linktr.ee/mlshgh

Prod. Jody
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

[verse]
i love the dreams where i die
oh i'd love to make it end
this feeling that i have
so deep inside my head
oh its so deep and i cant crawl out 

i'm so tired
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try
no i don't wanna try
just wanna die
yeah, yeah
i don't wanna try
no i just wanna die
no i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try 
no i don't wanna try
yeah i do wanna die (die, die, die)

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

TIRED

instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
twitter.com/yungworry

Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 

I still miss the way you hold me
To feel your hands on top of mine 
I still long for you to take me back 
Hoping you might change your mind

(Hook)

Still in love with you 
Still in love with you 
All I asked for was the truth 
And I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

(Verse 2)

All I’ve got left are these memories
All I’ve got left is this void 
Falling further into darkness 
Falling further from this life

ALL I ASKED FOR

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

all i asked for

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving....

Lyrics:

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving,
I’m dying out here with my heart blown to pieces!

I can’t pick them up, No, I can’t feel your love!
I feel the liquor hit my brain,
Then I’m going dumb!
I’m feeling numb,
Break my heart again, I promise love!
You won’t hear me cry again
When my heart stops!

Savor me! Savor me!

Give me all the fame!
Give it all to me!

It’s all I ever wanted, I would fucking bleed for this!
Just to see me happy; you know ignorance is bliss!

The memories seem to haunt me when I go to sleep,
I wake up crying with my heart beating patiently.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END!
WITH YOU AND ME, HAND IN HAND, FACING OUR DEATHS!


When my heart stops I’m a be rockstar,
Right now imma mediocre pop star!
I haven’t got anything to my fucking name,
But one day when I’m in the grave you’ll remember me!

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING! 
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT IVE BEEN DYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT WHAT ABOUT ME??!!

I HAVEN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! FOREVER WILL I BE FORGOTTEN, DEAD MEMORIES!

DEAD MEMORIES...

FAILED POP STAR [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

Give Me A Sign (prod. skrobj)

(Chorus)

WORRY:

You don’t wanna see me when I hide behind the sun 
You don’t wanna meet me when I’m trying not to run 
Baby you’re my only one 
So let me know when you are gone 

I wanna know where I belong 

(Verse 1)

Two:22: 

I wanna know where I belong, yeah

Save me baby from this lie
Within your eyes shining so bright 
Shame cuts without a knife 
Pain through every night 
And I will try 
But...

(Back to the Chorus)

(Bridge)

WORRY: 

I wanna know where I belong
Baby you’re my only one 
I wanna know where I belong
Let me know that I am yours

(Back to the Chorus)

Behind the Sun

behind the sun (feat. two:22)

not worth saving

with @cloudhighcomeup
produced by @prodbybrody

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-alive-lyrics

behind the sun (feat. two:22)

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