Waiting (demo)

Waiting (Final version)

Waiting (With less vocal effects)

“lyin' by omission is worse than f- lying”
prod. Astral
Written by Jose Mejia
A lyric in here was written by Blackbear/Matthew Tyler Musto
StackzzzRecords

“lyin' by omission is worse than f- lying”

this song ain’t about no relationship it’s about a friendship.

this song i use a beat from novulent unknown feeling.

this song is pretty much “something” except the lyrics and beat are different.

u “switched up” (novulent unknown feelings)

This song was done with one take! IM NOT GOING BACK TO REDO THIS SONG CS ITS JS ABOUT HOW I FEEL OKAY!? (Prod. Taymxru) (my favorite beat producer lol)
lyrics:

How do you keep on coming to me 

i’ve seen right through you i can see it clear now

Your not in love with me you’re just in love with what you want me to be
that just ain’t right at all

look me in my tired eyes 
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you need me
tell me that i’m the one 4u cause in the end i don’t fucking care

Been on you for too long
got me low but i managed to get up again
why do you haunt me every night
swear that you don’t need me just the moment

your just messing with me
this isn’t love and i don’t know what to call it
go head listen to your best friend cause we don’t need each other 
and we’re never gonna save this love cause 
it’s same old story my hearts is on fire 
every here and there you’ll pop up to fuck me up i’m still burning for you 

you Run through all these thoughts in my mind you get me so dead inside cause i love you but i fucking hate you at the same time i’m lost with all these times we never shared 

you promised to come around but you never came around don’t know why but i miss you but i never knew you well at all so forgetting you it’s gonna take me more than a year

I'M STILL BURNING FOR YOU (TAKE ONE) (E)

Ur moving on
Prod. Astral
Mixed and tuned by Yunny Goldz
Written by Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

ur moving on (Prod. Astral) (mixed and tuned by Yunny Goldz)

(Prod. jewelerbeats)

LYRICS

I think I must have forgotten how it feels to be around you
This could be the reason why I'm so lost in my mind
Remember you cut me up like a knife

You consume my soul
You consume my mind
Now I don't know if I should turn back to you or get a move on from you
Cause I'm stuck in the past

Knowing nothing will last forever
You get me dead inside
Got me wishing that our love was still alive
Knowing that nothing will ever last forever

LOST IN MY MIND (Prod. jewelerbeats)

Scars (cover)

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS BY MATTHEW TYLER MUSTO/BLACKBEAR

It started out when I was six
I played a string for every year I lived
I was thirteen when you got sick
But I knew we could push through it

I didn't really say that I loved you
But you knew, you knew, you knew
Down and out, through and through
You know I'll always love you

I don't know where we'll be
Where we'll be in fifty years
I just hope we'll be together again
And I don't know where I'll be
Where I'll be in fifty years
All I know is where I've been, yeah
And we can start again
'Cause we were little kids back then
Yeah
Oh, oh, oh

So where have you been?
You haven't called
I guess you haven't missed me at all
We were seventeen thinking we're in love
We were eighteen when we broke up

I didn't really say that I loved you
But you knew, you knew, you knew
Down and out, through and through
You know I'll always love you

I don't know where we'll be
Where we'll be in fifty years
I just hope we'll be together again
And I don't know where I'll be
Where I'll be in fifty years
All I know is where I've been, yeah
And we can start again
'Cause we were little kids back then
Yeah
Oh, oh, oh

It started out 'bout three weeks ago
I got that letter that you wrote
I studied every line that it read
It started out with a line that said

I didn't say that I loved you
But you knew, you knew
Down and out, through and through
You know I'll always love you

I don't know where we'll be
Where we'll be in fifty years
I just hope we'll be together again
And I don't know where I'll be
Where I'll be in fifty years
All I know is where I've been, yeah
And we can start again
'Cause we were little kids back then
Yeah
Oh, oh, oh

50 YEARS (COVER)

Prod. taymxru

LYRICS

You was like a drug to me
Made me feel good for a bit But then you made me feel worse than before baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Now when I think of us I always seem to smile cause I was happy for a while with you
You are worth more than what he is giving you, why couldn't you recognize your wrongs
You made me live like a fool for you cause once again you ain't made no time for me
It ain't no surprise to me, all my friends end up back stabbing me
This ain't no XO life for me

You was like a drug to me Made me feel good for a bit but then you made me feel worse than before, baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you, baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Remember that you wrote this song about her? Now I dedicate it to you, baby
One way or another I'm gonna enjoy this summer without you and me

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...(Enjoy summer)

Where are you going?
Prod. Astral
Written by Jose Mejia

Memories i hate so much (second part of this song)
Prod. luisszz.34
Written by Jose Mejia and Luis
StackzzzRecords

Where are you going?/Memories i hate so much.

"kill for me ill kill for you"-U

LYRICS

Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Need you to prove to me that you love me

I was willing to kill for you
But you switched up, you flipped the script
Now you're just a ghost to me
You haunt me every day, you and your ghost

Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Need you to prove to me that you love me

"KILL FOR ME I’ll KILL FOR YOU"  (PROD.coupdotcom)

Bella
(cover of ilyleo bella)
Prod. Astral
Written by Leo Reyez/ilyleo
StackzzzRecords

Bella

the vocals sound fucky cs they are digital memories yk that’s the point of the album 🏚️

LYRICS

Digital memories haunt my mind
Nothing we ever did was real
What if we never got together?
Our love just seemed to be never believed and meant to be

I hate remembering these memories of you and me
Knowing nothing will last forever

I was always selfish when it came to you
After school I wanted to have you all to myself
Now I just look back at these digital memories of you and me
And I can't help it but to just laugh it off

DIGITAL MEMORIES (prod. whylonyy, nextime)

(prod by @trynacommunicate)

LYRICS

Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?

I meet this new beautiful girl and I swear that she likes me
But I can't make a move to get her cause I'm scared to fall in love again

That's why I asked myself
Why, why, why did you hurt me
I now crave the type of love you gave me and it's a shame (so)

Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
(Why oh why?)

WHY? (prod by @trynacommunicate)

(prod. trynacommunicate)

I take back some of these lyrics ngl

LYRICS

Wishing you the best wherever you go
I'm letting go of you and you too
Couldn't find the reason why you left me numb
Should've hugged you tighter if I knew it'd be the last of you

If I'm going to be honest
I'll forever reminisce about the past
That we had together and I'll just look back and laugh at it
Oh whoa, I'll laugh at it

I'll look at you and your love from afar
And will wish you guys the best
Had so many negative thoughts of y'all
It fogged up my mind and my head
It was sad to see the one I once held on to
Up and leave me
Even though that hurt me
I'm fine with it cause it's what you wanted

I'm saying my final goodbye
Wanna wish you the best
Hope you succeed with that kind of heart you have
I know you'll make it far ahead
And again I wanna wish you the best
For the rest of your life I'll be here looking from afar
Knowing my heart will be wishing you
Nothing but the best for you

WISHING YOU THE BEST. (prod by @trynacommunicate)

Prod. Taymxru

Lyrics

Was it my fault?
Baby?, I wanna know
Was it the nights I needed some space?
Or the way you let go of me?
I wanna know was it my fault

Every tear that's falling
Like rain on my soul
Was it my fault?
Baby?, can we let it unfold?

Thought we were perfect
But love's a game with no rules
Now I'm drowning in my thoughts
Man, guess I'm just a fool

Late night text with a sigh of regret
Playing back your laughter
It's a vibe I can't forget
Swipe left on the memories
But they haunt my mind
Trying to forget the closure
That I never seemed to find
Told you that I loved you
But it's hard to show
Stuck in this cycle with you

Was it my fault?
Baby?, I wanna know
Was it the nights I needed some space?
Or the way you let go of me?
I wanna know was it my fault

Every tear that's falling
Like rain on my soul
Was it my fault
Baby, can we let it unfold?

Was it my fault?
Was it just the message?
Or was it just a lesson?
And my heart what it's gonna take oh whoa

WAS IT MY FAULT? (Prod. Taymxru)

In love with someone (NOT A HEARTBREAK SONG)

LYRICS

I feel her love by her touch
I love losing myself in her eyes
I want it to be her for the rest of my life

You got that smile, the vibe it hits just like a drug
In this crazy world, girl, you're my perfect plug

I feel her love by her touch
I love losing myself in her eyes
I want it to be her for the rest of my life

HER LOVE (prod. kodokunaxd)

Prod. yunny goldz

LYRICS

I was out on the field today balling out I was doing so well 

I didn’t let anything get in my head

But then you popped up in my head

You consumed my mind it had me so low 

I had to get off the field oh whoa

I kinda feel confused 

You left without a say

No longer feel this pain

I’m better than MGK

Your words no way

Oh

I felt so alone my hands were cold 

I was at verge to losing it all and to look like a clown

my head ringing the things that you told me like 

“you should never give up” 

but i think i gave up

I was on the bench crying sobbing 

Trying to hide my feelings was impossible for me

I 

I like

I feel

She wants to rule

She got me up

She got me down

Remember we were ex 

But we come back together 

Wishing to have you still motivate me 

I won’t let you get in my head again 

I swear this time

YOUR WORDS RINGING IN MY HEAD (FT AKIRADOVES)

The_notebook_v1

Lyrics

Why am i still waiting for you

You got me down on my knees

Can you love me back please

No don’t leave me here

Can the past stop repeating

Can you stop leading me please

Don’t leave me dry

Why am i still waiting for you 

This is the lowest of the lows oh

Oh Oh Oh

WAITING (prod. treezy beats)

Revamped version and explicit (Prod. KOTHIAN)

Lowest of the lows (E) (REVAMPED)

I'm looking forward to buy this beat and complete this song in terms of vocals and mixing real soon trust me the full version will come out this year.

PROD. FLOWER

LYRICS

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause you were driving me crazy

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares 

You held me down in your arms

But i won’t ever be in them again

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause you were driving me crazy

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares

Blame me you can always hate me (DEMO) (Prod. Flower)

Prod. Flower

My vocals and flow aint nothing like peep but this shit was inspired by him.

LYRICS

(Yeah Blame me)

(You can always hate me)

(Uh)

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me
(You can always save me)

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause i didn’t want to let go of you
(Why the fuck is it so hard to get over you)


Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares 
(why does no one care)


Know nobody’s there for me but i’m fight i’m trying tho nobody’s there for me

(Why the fuck does nobody care)
(Felling like i’m all alone)
(Why the fuck does nobody care)
(Felling like i’m all alone)
(Uh)

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me
(You can always save me)

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause i didn’t want to let go of you
(Why the fuck is it so hard to get over you)

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares

Blame me you can always hate me

I've Fallen Off Plus This Song (demo)

prod. taymxru

LYRICS

Teenagers like me go to prom, they spend there time being in love and they just have a good vibe i guess but look at me I’m different i guess

I noticed this year, i can’t compare myself to other 

I can’t compare to others who go to prom cause i just can’t compare

I got asked if i’m going to prom, i just said “i have no plans to go to prom”

Even if i’m in love by then ill have to consider prom cause i don’t feel the same i want to be the same

No plans to go to prom in the future

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

You’re always looking at me And I’m always looking back at you

I know you know you wasted my time
I know you know you ran me so dry

You lead me on for two months and never came back you ran away
You ran away to god knows where and now we’re just a memory in my head

I know you know you wasted my time
I know you know you ran me so dry

Sober i’m sober from you don’t want nothing to do with you i don’t want nothing to do with you cause I’m sober from you

You’re always looking at me and I’m always looking back at you

I know you know you wasted my time
I know you know you ran me so dry

You lead me on for two months and never came back you ran away
You ran away to god knows where and now we’re just a memory in my head

I know you know

Prod. only1august

Inspired by AkiraDoves conflicted 

LYRICS

Cause i’m felling lost, and so confused 

I’m caught up in those words, before you came at me
(Before you came at me)

I treat everyone good, but i wanted it to be you, to treat good

My head hurts

“Thinking of you all the fucking time”

Is something i would say when we were still together
(together)

You thought i would drop it soon, i didn’t
(No i didn’t)

I think it was you, but it was not you
(it was not)

Those words

Prod. Only1august

UPDATE AS OF 6/3/25 I CHANGED THE FILE TO A NEW VERSION THAT HAS BETTER VOCALS IN THE BEGINNING! 

LYRICS

Can you keep me calm even without your love

Can you please not take over me and get the best out of me (there’s nothing left in me)

I got a sensitive heart growing and coming from a rough time being alive (never to high)

And what i mean by that line is that i’ve been living through a mess, people started things and end up getting me stressed

I’ll fight for you i’ll keep you calm and you’ll keep me calm too but still i wonder

Can you keep me calm even without your love

Can you please not take over me and get the best out of me (there’s nothing left in me)

I got a sensitive heart growing and coming from a rough time being alive (never to high)

And what i mean by that line is that i’ve been living through a mess, people started things and end up getting me stressed

Sensitive

Prod. Only1august

LYRICS

What If i disappear will she wait for me?

What if i run away will she stay there for me?

And It’s people like this who are meant for me
I need someone for life, that won’t get me high, and won’t say their final good bye

What If i disappear will she wait for me?

What if i run away will she stay there for me?

What if?

Prod. Only1august

Inspired by blackbear DRUG DEALER

LYRICS

whatever will i do, whatever will i say, when you ain’t around no more to make my life okay 

wherever will you go, i hope you find what it is that you wanted, though you always know

i’ll always have love for you, your really about your best friends, i can’t trust nobody but you

What am i gonna do the day that i move on from you

Whatever am i gonna say to best friend it just ain’t the same

it just ain’t the same, ain’t the same same

It just ain't the same

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

SoundCloud exclusive lol

Prod. ang3lcry ^^

Lyrics

In love

I wish to be

In love with her

I saw in those eyes

That you only lied

Feels like

Sweet misery

In my head i feel it

Lingering through my soul 

In love

In love

In love

In love

(I’ll be one day)

In love?

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

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