soft heart

No Advice

Sweet little lies (with sorrow bringer)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

lyrics for the fan that messaged me sorry it took so long

much love keep your head up it get's better homie trust me <3


you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

im just writing songs istead of doing wrong
instead of you alone
im just hitting packs of the bong
it was peace, then
suddenly nobody get along
fuck a reason
i just want you inside of my arms
but you dont wanna
my love she dont want it
perfect she a goddess
goddesses are heartless

and i stay
filled in with blankness as bliss
i get lost in the pain of the shit
faded the canvis it's raw like i'm blazing 
the scent break the cloth when i'm painting the shit
need to stop overhearing ho
personal buissness is blended but different than all my lyrics
no way
teardrops hit any others might stain
still the same kid any others might change
forever i roll with the homies even if we smoking 50 miles away
and im still accidentally passing the j
someone's gon grab that shit one of these days

oh no no no no i never take it like i used to
all this hurt and high shit dont faze me like it used to
she gon do me wrong she gon break me like the usual 
all these ruts and drugs still dont change how i get used to
(x2)

you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

homesick (YourStandardSappyOverlyEmotionalHeartbreakSong) |prod. GHXST|

project soon

thanks to my dude @notmorgn
go check him out if you haven't

heartless w/ notmorgn

there are so many amazing people that contributed to making this song become real

all guitar
@cam-quinn98
violin
@mohinighoshroy
clarinet 
@thaya-zalewski

prod. mixing and vocals by me

TRASH

Fake Friends (prod. bruferr x nonbruh)

Greyscale

guitar by @noahwalker
lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hell-if-youre-with-me-lyrics

hell if you're with me

Spitfire (prod. jody)

28 Grams (Prod. 27corazone)

Heartbeat

Stay By Me

Are You Alright (live from home)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

soft heart

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