guitar with vocals and quick edits on FL's demo.
recorded with a handheld voice recorder.
I don't really know how I'd describe this song, folk, rock, independent, amateur, all I know is I like this one.  
tuning is two steps down and the chords are
Dm-Am-C-G 
Am-F-C-G
lyrics 
paranoia is in my mind, I can't seem to find my way
lite snow in the street light, I find myself in a crystal haze
this heavy weight on my shoulder blades
never seems to fade away
patiently I wait for comfort, like my grandfather use to say
hold on, hold on, it won't be long..
'foe the summer rain falls on you again. 
she wakes up and makes her bed
the night before running through her head
she tears up and she breaks down
anther awful night on the town
this heavy weight on her shoulder blades
never seems to fade away
patiently she waits for comfort, like her grandfather use to say
hold on, hold on, it won't be long..
'foe the summer rain falls on you again. 
and I've been waiting for the rain
like she's been waiting for the same.

For The Same

the chords are C/Em/Am/F all the way through. 

chorus 
look at the mirror and I don't see me 
just the man I use to be  
and all the things that I said I do 
ad all the things that I can't undo 
they're all around me 
now more then ever 
old friend of mine old friend of mine 
I'll let it go but all in time 
all the things that I said I do 
and all the things that I can't undo 
they're all around me  
now more then ever 
 
 
verse 1 
I'm cold hearted almost robotic 
I'm giving an open target every time I open 
so I don't. see I'm better left alone, 
the way that I'm living now can bring chills down to your bone 
I'm snorting percocets 'til I'm berzerk 
in the dirt 'til I covert into something less than perfect 
I come first but it's been reversed and i'll admit it 
your like thrust and your getting worse by the minute 
every time the rain falls over me I come to find this ain't the way 
life is suppose to be I need you close to me but when I call your a ghost 
so I'm dancing with wolves in some abandon post 
I need a dose of reality a moment of enlightenment  
I drive myself crazy thinking you don't like me 
yeah feeling like I'm dreaming
and nobody seems to hear me when I'm flipping out and screaming.  
  
verse 2 
stress to the breaking point my head hurts these perks 
don't work as well as they should I'm nodding off when I should be alert  
flirting with the succubus its just a kiss is what thinking but she doesn't leave 
suddenly I'm in a place bleeding from the face and teeth 
thinking about the way is for me alone in att 
fatally attracted to a demon you can barely see 
embarrassing emotions like a barren sea 
currently ain't got the currency to permanently 
be commented to these percocets whispering josh 
like the whistling wind wondering if ill ever be normal again 
rolling a ten breaking a pill and snorting it in 
numbing the pain going insane know what I'm saying? 
I go in the shade though it a beautiful day 
cuz nobody truly knows the pain I go through in vain  
yelling away busting a frame and cutting a vane 
just loosing myself in rage all over again. 
 


Now More Then Ever

recorded with the tascam dr40 
edited with a demo version of fl studio
chords are Am/F/G/C/Em fro the verse and F/G/Am/Am for the hook. Am/F/G/G 2x for the part after the rap.
capo on the 3rd fret.
lyrics 
verse 1 
I've been a lonely travelling man 
for far too long when  I think
of everywhere I've been you never seem to mind
and I do dwell endlessly
and in my dreams I see you standing there on your own
wondering bout the way things might have been
and could have been and I know
nothing ever goes as planed
hook
and I'm walking on this long dirt road
and I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it home
verse 2
now I wouldn't mind if I were to be  a positive speaking mc
but the thing about it is all I ever see is negativity
and it's constantly hunting me and taunting me
to do all the things that were done to me to everybody else
so I wanna hide in stealth I wanna scream for help but I can't
cuz everywhere I go my shame follows behind me 
like a ball and chain I can't tolerate all this pain
cuz everywhere I go it's all the same
I wish a had a dollar a day in exchange I'd be a millionaire  but things wouldn't change
I'd still be in constant danger
flipping off god like a drunken angel. 
hook
and I'm walking on this long dirt road
and I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it home
and verse 1 again.
 

Dirt Road

written by Nolan in 1936
I'm doing the johnny cash version
chords
Dm/G/Am
lyrics
There ain't no grave can hold my body down
There ain't no grave can hold my body down
When I hear that trumpet sound I'm gonna rise right out of the ground
Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Well, look way down the river, what do you think I see?
I see a band of angels and they're coming after me
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
There ain't no grave can hold my body down

Well, look down yonder Gabriel put your feet on the land and see
But Gabriel don't you blow your trumpet 'til you hear it from me
There ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Well, meet me, Jesus, meet me, meet me in the middle of the air
And if these wings don't fail me I will meet you anywhere
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
There ain't no grave can hold my body down

Well, meet me mother and father, meet me down the river road
And momma you know that I'll be there when I check in my load
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
There ain't no grave can hold my body down
There ain't no grave can hold my body down


Josh Metat