“Another Life”

Original by Joshua Ponsonby prod. Saul Suttie 

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Lyrics:


Sunflower 

Guess I should let you go...


Have you slumbered to another life? 

Sometimes appears if you close your eyes 

It’s not to touch and you can’t think twice,

Otherwise the ties unwind and the spiral cries 


Have you slumbered to another life? 

Sometimes appears if you close your eyes 

It’s not to touch and you can’t think twice,

Otherwise the ties unwind and the spiral cries 


The spiral cries 


Well,

Try to be a better human, Try to be a better son 

Try to be a better brother but some days you just can’t please everyone...

Tried leaving it all behind an being on my own but even with that I found there’s never quite enough love. 


Sunflower guess I should let you go...


Have you slumbered to another life? 

Sometimes appears if you close your eyes 

It’s not to touch and you can’t think twice,

Otherwise the ties unwind and the spiral cries 

The spiral cries 

Cries 

Cries 

Sunflower 

Sunflower 

Guess I should let you go, just thought I would let you know.

"Another Life" Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Saul Suttie

Sad Story

"Sad Story" By Joshua Ponsonby Inst. Ryini Beats

Instrumental By FluffyBeats 
Lyricism and Vocals By Joshua Ponsonby
Photography By Saul Suttie


drop some thoughts in the comments its always greatly appreciated. This is only the beginning. 7 days till Full EP GHOST. is out. YES FULL EP GHOST. Friday 30th HERE ON SOUNDCLOUD!!!

"I Should Just Let Go" By Joshua Ponsonby Inst. FluffyBeats

GHOST.


4 SONG EP


P.S 
Each song was written and recorded at different stages of my current journey, some older others more recent.

I've been busy, sitting on 60+ songs of my own alongside the collaboration efforts of many producers/artists/instrumentalists.

These 4 hand picked for GHOST. are more rustic and less produced but they give a tiny taste for whats to come :)

--------- Credits ----------

 Producers/Instrumentalists:
 FluffyBeats 
RyiniBeats
 AstroBeats

Imagery: 
Saul Suttie

Writers: 
Joshua Ponsonby

Vocalists:
Joshua Ponsonby

"Paradise" By Joshua Ponsonby Inst. RyiniBeats

"One More Night" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. FluffyBeats

"FOREVER YOUNG" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Jake Angel Beats

Instrumental: Ryini Beats 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

"Bridges" By Joshua Ponsonby Inst. RyiniBeats

“Remain” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Ryini Beats

“You Do You” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Ralph Tiller Beats

"So High” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Hvrtzlab

“Sail Away” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod Heydium

“Growing In My Garden” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod FILATOV BEATS

“Aspire” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod Jake Angel Beats

Production: Jacob Vallen
Art Work: Saul Suttie
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby


(Intro)
In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 


(Verse 1)
What happened to love?

What happened to us?

We don’t speak enough,

Like you give a fuck…

Today’s another day 

But I’ve had enough 

Sitting in the same old pain 

Guess I’m outta luck 


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Verse 2)
Another lone black bird staring at me strange 

Is it potraying this sorrow 

Or am I bugging in the brain 

So faded between a lover and the game 

I hate it how I’m supposed to keep my aim 

When faces only ever seem to change or turn and walk away 

How am I supposed to keep my faith when they just walk away


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Verse 3)
Quater to 11 

The reservoir is still 

Crying through old photos 

Aint life a bitter pill 

Saw inside tomorrow

Captured every frame 

Futures looking narrow 

So take my breath away 

Googling the symptoms 

Of suicide victims

Seems the only way to rid this feeling that I’m sinking 

If it wasn’t for my siblings I’d have already gave in

Instead I take another deep breath

An keep on praying 


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Outro)
Oh lord 

I’m torn 

Oh lord 

Can’t go on

"Twilight" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Jacob Vallen

Production: Unito
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

(Chorus)
Give me just a second 

I’ve been lost in heaven 

Give me just a moment more 

As I gather up my thoughts 

Pause breathe now take it slow 

Let be don’t leave let it flow 

Baby did I mention 

I’ve been lost in heaven 


(Verse 1)
Winter fell 

Then out sprung spring 

More life in the world 

More flight in the wings 

If the door bell rings  

I’ll hide away with my sins 

Anxiety got the better of me 

I keep my piety so that he won’t forget about me 

Diety diety 

I keep my soul clean 

Still searching for love lust pouring out my jeans 

Can it truly be lost when it was never to be seen 


(Bridge)
Cause I’m awake when I dream 

Alive in my sleep 

Dead when I wake 

Just need some fucking relief 

And for whatever means you took away the weed 

Made it not agree 

The crutch that was holding me up 


(Verse 2)
Now I fall at your feet 

Weak beyond belief 

Speech locked behind teeth 

Grinning and bearing

But I can barely breathe 

Spinning and sinking 

Floating withinthe breeze 

Diety Diety 

Did you forget about me 


(Chorus)
Give me just a second 

I’ve been lost in heaven 

Give me just a moment more 

As I gather up my thoughts 

Pause breathe now take it slow 

Let be don’t leave let it flow 

Baby did I mention 

I’ve been lost in heaven 


(Outro)
Did I mention 

Did I mention 

Mention 

Heaven 

Did I mention 

Heaven 

Did I mention

Heaven

"Did I Mention" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Unito

Production: ZBeatz
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

"Last Time" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. ZBeatz

Production: Ryini Beats
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

"Home" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Ryini Beats

Production: John Snow
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby


(HOOK)
I know I’m falling falling deep 

But I got you if you’ve got me 

All my life all my life I’ve been

Searching for you so forgive my sins 


I heard you calling calling me 

Im there for you as quick as 123

All my life all my life I’ve been

Searching for you so please let me in 


(VERSE)
Take my hand won’t let you slip  

Intertwined through fingertips 

All my life been 

Searching for you 


Lets get closer lip to lip 

Cup of love lets take a sip 

All my life been 

Searching for you 


(BRIDGE) 
This party’s boring shall we dip 

You and I go roll spliff 

Lets get high and talk some shit 

Lets get high and fall asleep 


She’s just like the autumn leaves 

Resting on the colour green 

She’s the only one for me 

Best believe I got a dream 


(HOOK)
I know I’m falling falling deep 

But I got you if you’ve got me 

All my life all my life I’ve been

Searching for you so forgive my sins 


I heard you calling calling me 

Im there for you as quick as 123

All my life all my life I’ve been

Searching for you so please let me in

"All My Life" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. John Snow

Production: Heydium
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

(Verse 1)
So

So many games 

Pushing my buttons 

Oh I love how you play 


(Bridge)
So much to say to you 

Waiting for the right move 

Cause you keep on running 

And further I’m falling 


(Chorus)
Wrote you a letter 

Hope that it gets there 

To somebody better 

I wrote you a letter 


Im just another fool  

Doing what fools do 

But if your done regretting 

Write me a letter 


(Verse 2)
Time that I gave to you 

Time that you give to me 

We could have the world 

If only you’d see 


(Bridge)
So much to say to you 

Waiting for the right move 

Cause you keep on running 

And further I’m falling 


(Chorus)
Wrote you a letter 

Hope that it gets there 

To somebody better 

I wrote you a letter 


Im just another fool  

Doing what fools do 

But if your done regretting 

Write me a letter 


(Verse 3)
Maybe I’m just not enough 

Maybe I’m not cut out for love 

Guess I’ll know if 

You write me a letter

"Letter" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Heydium

Production: Heydium 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

(Intro)
Instrumental 


(Verse 1)
I’m stuck staring at the crowded sky 

My heart beats twice as fast as I’d like 

Tryna read through the lines of a crossfire 

Still you keep me straying from the light 


(Bridge) X2
Open up my third eye 

Feel as high as birds fly 

I’m just trying feel right 

Tryna have a good night 


(Chorus)
You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 


(Verse 2)
In the cosmos I 

Feel a lost cause try 

See the sun won’t shine 

In the place I cry 

But the tears will dry 

And the fears I fight 

Always seem just fine  

When it’s you and I 

Will you come and feel alive with me 

Open up fill your cup we’ve a world to see 

Will you come and live a life that’s sweet 

There’s enough we can love through ecstasy 


(Bridge) X2
Open up my third eye 

Feel as high as birds fly 

I’m just trying feel right 

Tryna have a good night 


(Chorus) X2
You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 

You help me breathe 


(Outro)

Ooos & Ahhs

"U Help Me Breathe" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Heydium

Production: Heydium 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby 
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby 

(Intro)
Instrumental 

(Verse 1)
I wouldn’t be afraid 

Some risks we gotta take 

Bound to make mistakes 

To find out who we are 

Been counting the days 

Tired of feeling pain 

Dancing in the rain 

But you light up the dark 


(Bridge)
I know it’s hard to live and let be 

Believe me baby I know 

I know it’s not always easy to breathe 

But take one deep and slow 


(Chorus)
If you feel a little lost 

I’ll find out where you are 

Hold you in my arms 

We’ll go back to the start 

Upon the break of day 

You’ll find it’s all okay 

So don’t you be afraid 

Life’s just a little rough 


(Verse 2)
God knows how much we can take 

Before you break hold your faith 
     
Refresh your soul clear the page 

Don’t dig a hole outta hate 


(Bridge) X2
Slow down just hold on 

Before long it’s morning 

Stay strong just keep calm 

Before long your growing        


(Chorus) X2
If you feel a little lost 

I’ll find out where you are 

Hold you in my arms 

We’ll go back to the start 

Upon the break of day 

You’ll find it’s all okay 

So don’t you be afraid 

Life’s just a little rough 


(Outro)
Ooos & Ahhhs

“Growing Pains” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Heydium

(Verse 1)
Alone but I ain’t lonely anymore 

I found someone to call my own 

Someone that I adore 

The other half me is clear to see 

Eyes of the ocean now your all I need 


She says she’s never felt so loved by anyone 

Her yesterday is but a fray she’s overcome 

Today we climb together we rise 

Tomorrow we’re lost in love


(Pre-Chorus)
Whenever life 

Stretches us apart 

I have to stop

And hold my fragile heart 

No the ground beneath my tired feet 

Don’t feel as stable as when your with me 


(Chorus)
Cause there’s nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your heart may beat 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 

There's nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your beside me 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 


(Verse 2)
Your doing well 

Much more than good enough 

I’m under your spell

And you fit me like a glove 

Listen to my songs 

But I’m your biggest fan 

I wanted the world to know my name 

But I don’t give a damn 

As long you know who I am 

That’ll be fine by me 

Ocean eyes do you know 

Your all I need 

All I need 


(Pre-Chorus)
Whenever life 

Stretches us apart 

I have to stop

And hold my fragile heart 

No the ground beneath my tired feet 

Don’t feel as stable as when your with me 


(Chorus)
Cause there’s nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your heart may beat 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 

There's nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your beside me 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 


(Bridge)
Ocean eyes how deep we dive

Your divine and I love you 

Those words are mine 

And I couldn’t write a rhyme a thousands times 

To describe the way I feel inside 

(Chorus)
Cause there’s nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your heart may beat 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 

There's nowhere I’d rather sleep 

Than wherever your beside me 

No there’s no where I’d rather be 

At home than in your arms 


Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby 

Production: Matthew May

"Eyes Of The Ocean" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Matthew May

This is a random selection of songs I've written over the last 18 months, it tells the tale of my journey during that time all the way up to the present day. Enjoy!

"Boy To Man" Prod. Ryini Beats

"Baby" Prod. Ryini Beats

"Call On Me" Prod. Ryini Beats

"FOCUS" Prod. Velvet

"Cold Without You" Prod. ZBeats

"Volcanic Love" Prod. heydium

"20 YEARS AND A DAY" Prod. heydium

"Not Going Down" Prod. heydium

"Tryna Be Me" Prod. Ryini Beats

"Frustrated" Prod. lowtyde

"Spare A Penny" Prod. Bloom

Produced by: RRAREBEAR

Vocals by: Joshua Ponsonby

Lyrics by: Joshua Ponsonby


There is a house 

I used to know

It used to be warm 

Filled with love 


Now it lays cold 

And empty 

Now it is a place 

No one wants to be 


You were my first love 

My first family too 

I can’t just forget you 

But you don’t seem as blue 


I never meant for it to go this way 

Couldn’t see past the fog we made 

Never had time to miss your face 

If only we gave each other space  


Now your gone 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 


I wish I’d have helped you find your feet more 

You moved to me to a place you didn’t know 

When you said your happiness was fading out 

It was then and there that I should have turned it all round 

When you said your happiness was fading out 


Now your gone 

moving on 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

We belong 

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

It was bad

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 


Oos & Ahhs


Now your gone 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 



"Still" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. RRAREBEAR

Produced By: Vynez Beats 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

Walking round this empty house 

I see the shadows of our past 

And wonder how 

It didn’t last 


I know

I’ve got to be stronger than this 

Cause our baby girl 

She still needs me 


Looking at her little face kills me 

Knowing I’m the one to blame 


Picking pieces of my heart 

From out of the floor 

Wishing that I never 

Showed you out the door 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Packed your stuff the other day 

Amongst it was some things I loved but now I hate 

Birthday cards with messages of how we cared, now all I see are empty words of a past affair 

Mushroom rings and chains that used to mean something 

That meanings lost and I don’t know how to think 

Now it’s swim or sink 


Picking pieces of my heart 

From out of the floor 

Wishing that I never 

Showed you out the door 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Was it love or just my imagination 

Do you care for me how I do for you 

Am I not enough to warrant contemplation 

How’ve you moved on and left me in two 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind 


Her words they echo 

In the corners of my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


If you have to leave me far behind 

Hold the memories tight 

Until the day I die 

I wish you nothing but the in best life

Joshua Ponsonby

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