Emo part 4

girl r u a coffin? cuz i wanna die (prod. nedarb)

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

KISAMA

RiverKinn
"Asthma"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

Thank you for 500k ♡

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest

I smile while you ripping it out
Get the blood drip taste
What I spit in your mouth
Why I should I worry where I'm headed
When I'm six in the ground?
I've been relatives with the devil
Even lived in his house
But was I singled out?
Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
Feeling so disparaged
Got me tearing out my hair again
I'm cursing and I'm swearing
Get the fuck out my head

My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

OFFICIAL VISUAL

Asthma

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

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mixed by the legendary @oh_lucifer
produced by me 

i've been working super hard on new music, i know the amount of music i put out this year is a lot less than it's been in the past but i am working super hard for u guys, ily never forget!!!

LYRICS:
(intro)
you’re so far away 
you’re so far away

(CHORUS)
Do u promise to keep me alive?
Fight off the monsters that eat at my mind
Im so far away from where I belong
i overthink everything I think I do it all wrong

(VERSE 1)
Lately Ive been mixing up my dreams
Lately ive been skipping meals and talking in my sleep
Love me with ur eyes closed stuck in different time zones
I can tell ur feeling for me i’ll start to lose control

the chemicals that make me smile are upside down today
so i’ll mime my way thru conversation frown upon my own damnation crying my heart out because i broke a promise i once made to someone who i love so dearly now she can’t stand being near me 

(BREAKDOWN)
i’ll be on my way home 
see you at the payphone 
no matter how anxious i get i have you on my shoulder urging me to breathe and remain calm
remain calm
and i promise you we will get thru this 
to u i am no more than useless cuz u are an angel u already knew this 

(CHORUS)
do you promise me i always be a part
of you and of the itty bitty fragments of your heart 
cuz i can’t do this shit alone you pulled my life part 
my head is in the dark you gave my feelings all these scars 

wish you here
now im upset i got nobody near
i’m in my feels while i’m covered in fear 
it’s been a long time like almost a year
but i have a way out of sadness my dear 
when you say love i hope that you’re sincere
cuz i’ve heard it a hundred times over and over the coffin closing my thoughts are getting too severe
hold me tight and dont let me go!
falling for u with vertigo 
falling for the girl that i met the first time and now
i cannot outgrow 
the tendencies i have to dispose 
any hope that you’ll hold me close
i was once a happy kid with dreams and a heart but that’s a long time ago

promise?

RiverKinn
"Blood on the Floor"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Somebody give me a sign
That I'm fine
As I pick myself up
One more time for you
Telling me I'm selfish
Blame me for the things
You put me through
Why
Did I beat myself up
All this time for you?
Never compromised with me
On anything I thought I knew

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
If I don't make it home tonight
Will you leave the door
Unlocked for me?
Or turn off all the lights
I could see you
Through the window
But you faded out of sight

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Blood on the Floor

[Hook]

Bands going up, my health going down 
I’m stuck in a place, I can’t get out 
Ran out of luck and ran through the ground 
Yeah damn now I’m fucked, I’m so stressed out 
You and me was something that I used to love but now I don’t 
Every time I give my trust then I get hurt that’s how it go 
I would give you everything then you’d act like a psycho 
You should be more careful with your words because they powerful 

[Verse]

I don’t know what I should do I’m trynna make the right call 
No I cannot sleep without a blunt or else the night long 
I get so fucked up at night I wake up and I feel lost 
Yeah I feel lost, yeah I’m so lost

Sick of all this shit that I been doing I don’t like it all 
Sometimes I be feeling like I’m doing all the right wrongs 
Bring this shit right back into existence when I write songs, yeah
but I want it gone, yeah I want it gone 

It’s been with me for a long time 
I let the outside control my mind 
I don’t want your, sympathy I’m alright
In my control, so I’ll be fine 

[Hook]

Bands going up, my health going down 
I’m stuck in a place, I can’t get out 
Ran out of luck and ran through the ground 
Yeah damn now I’m fucked, I’m so stressed out 
You and me was something that I used to love but now I don’t 
Every time I give my trust then I get hurt that’s how it go 
I would give you everything then you’d act like a psycho 
You should be more careful with your words because they powerful

Stuck (Prod. Paryo)

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

spotify/apple music

INSTAGRAM: @swainesworld
TWITTER: @swainesworldd
woodpecker: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7cghc_K7HvqrHAeb0z34-g

lyrics:
[swaine]
i wanna rock 
swaine witta new bop
new hit, new spit take
get off rocks
new clock
new car, 2 door, 4 more and we all gon pop
and we all gon drop 
never fall, all knots

tie up all my loose ends
make it all stop
yabba dabba doo like im steppin on rocks
get lost in a mindset, make a whole tape off top

i need more, i cant get enough
i need love, no i need stocks
i need cash, plus i need box
i dont know what

i-i feel lonely, i feel lost
dont take it serious, its just talk
fuck it im clearin it, fresh new start
i reach ascension when i go off
i gotta be there when shit gets rough

brand new deity
i go speedy
never on road, off road, pop wheelie
lay down, drift thru life like a feeling
slide in, on worst behaviour, really
guidance, i need none, no ceiling
fuck you, i go on, till sleepy

ROCK [w/ sewerperson] (prod. woodpecker)

kitchen - november prayer (guardin flip)

i love you <3

lyrics:

Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you
Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you

I’ll do it right this time, I’ll try to fix my mind
Make myself look fine, make this song go shine
You left me behind, I wish that you were mine
Thought I saw a sign, guess that I was blind

And the rain is falling down
Didn’t wanna see you frown
Can you please come back around 
You got me smoking off the pound

How could I know this 
got me losing focus
All this drama bogus
Looking like a clown I wrote this

Look at my passion
Energy I match it
Wrap you with my jacket
But you still gon throw a racket

Thought we were a package
You started laughing
Guess I fell off your bracket
I just wanna know what happened

Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you
Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you

Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you
Fall
Baby I just wanna fall with you

Fall With You

Stream on Spotify

Fall With You (Feat. Date)

hope u guys like it <3

releasing on spotify and all other platforms at 2k plays 💕

Lovesick

I hope you guys enjoy! My EP is coming out soon 💕

Lyrics:

Chorus

California Flexin’ got me chilling with the famous hoes
Right up in hillies, raining billies yeah I set the tone
Got a chain on my neck, yeah I’m flexed up
Living hot, like the flu, you don’t want smoke

Yeah and I’m back with gang yuh 
Skrt skrt in a foreign, shawty tanned up
I got white VVs on my hand yuh
Life’s a dream, hit the gas, live it faster

Verse

Aye Ima do what I wish
This is my life, jump in pools with the click
Shawty scream my name on the roof of the whip
Rockstar living I’m a fool with this shit

Ex call my phone I decline with it
My cup’s empty pour the wine in it
Shawty throw it back yeah she fine with it
Counting up my bands Ima die with it

Now I gotta go and flex with my money now
Shawty eating all my checks I ain’t running out
Got a ring on my thumb and my pinky now
Shawty likes Louis belts yeah she checks it out

Chorus

California Flexin’ got me chilling with the famous hoes
Right up in hillies, raining billies yeah I set the tone
Got a chain on my neck, yeah I’m flexed up
Living hot, like the flu, you don’t want smoke

Yeah and I’m back with gang yuh 
Skrt skrt in a foreign, shawty tanned up
I got white VVs on my hand yuh
Life’s a dream, hit the gas, live it faster

California Flexin’ got me chilling with the famous hoes
Right up in hillies, raining billies yeah I set the tone
Got a chain on my neck, yeah I’m flexed up
Living hot, like the flu, you don’t want smoke

Yeah and I’m back with gang yuh 
Skrt skrt in a foreign, shawty tanned up
I got white VVs on my hand yuh
Life’s a dream, hit the gas, live it faster

California Flexin'

All platforms

and i'll figure out a way to get us outta here
luv u @cavetown <3

cavetown - this is home (guardin cover)

lyrics
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if you knew me
you wouldn't like me at all
if you took the time to think then maybe this could dissolve
this is pointless
wasting fucking time till i fall
back asleep and in my dreams 
i do not wake up at all

voices scream inside my head another migraine to come
i'm deranged goin insane until my body is numb
disassociate create another problem your call
straight to voicemail cause i do not wanna pick up at all

if you knew me (prod. ryini)

all the same

Whatsinit4u (Prod. Ryan Bevolo X Nick Mira)

No Tomorrow (Prod. Fossa Beats x Serafim)

YESSIR!

I had been listening to a ton of New Order and Joy Division was feeling really inspired by the Peter Hook approach to bass. Laid down the bass guitar through my Orange Crush into an SM58, same for the electric guitar parts. Then ran my vocals from an SM58 through a Tube Screamer out the Orange Amp into my SM7B.

Lyrics

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

Here's a toast to my friends about beginnings and ends
As I sit on the ledge and overlook the abyss
I contemplate if I fall
Think about how I live
I have grown to escape all of the things that I did
And I will never be missed
Myself forever in pain
And there's someone inside of my head making mistakes
And I hope you come back
And I hope I get through
The only person I need in the world

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

Run, run as fast you can
Run as fast you want
And
Ill pickup again 
Where we left off isn't the best situation
That we tend to dust off
Try to get a better indication
Of what were like
Never losing hope
Never losing love
Theres
Always gonna be some part of me
That just gives a fucking way to your bees
And pretends that we didn't up and lose everything that we built

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go

H-h-h-hey

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

W-w-w-wait

H-h-h-hey

Wait

H-h-h-hey

Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go

Emo part 4

SPOOKYPRAX