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“You’ve reached Sonny… but honestly, it’s too late.”
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I’m already dead, but my body don’t know it
Autopilot in a Benz, still tryna show it
She left, he lied, they all played their part
Now I’m stitched together by broken hearts

Mix the liquor with the script like fate
I got pills that erase, I got lines that create
OD dreams in a five-star suite
But it’s quiet in here—too quiet to sleep

They all chipped in on my funeral cost
Every fake hug, every love I lost
She said “forever,” then fucked my bro
He said “I got you,” then let me go

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
From the fans to the friends who feel me
From the girls who ghosted when I got too real
To the texts they left on “read” with no appeal
Everybody helped kill me
With the smiles and the lies that thrill me
Now I bleed on the track for the likes
But nobody showed when I flatlined twice

⸻

Therapist said I got rage to purge
But I just mix lean with the urge
I see demons in the VIP
Sayin’ “Sonny, you ain’t shit without grief”

Mom said “pray,” I said “why?”
God ain’t answered since I learned to cry
The label love it when I sound broken
So I keep rappin’ like my veins still open

Bury me in a stage light grave
With a gold chain cross and a check they gave
I sold pain for a Billboard spot
But every song just hurts a lot

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
From the fakes in the room who feel free
To the ones who posted “miss you, bro”
But never called when I spiraled low
Everybody helped kill me
Even me, in the mirror nightly
I kissed the bottle, said “this the end”
Then hit record and did it again

⸻

I’m a dead boy walkin’ in a diamond vest
My closet full of ghosts in designer dress
I smile in interviews, lie in quotes
But they never hear the rope in my throat

She said “you changed,” yeah, I had to
Pain made profit, now I rap through
The overdose that didn’t work
Now I just perform it with a smirk

⸻

Can’t trust her, can’t trust him
Can’t trust peace, that don’t fit in
They love you better when you break
So I break again—just for the take

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
Even when they swore they’d heal me
All the hearts I broke to feel
Were just mirrors for wounds I conceal

Everybody helped kill me
But I smiled so they’d still feel me
Now the boy they clapped for bled
And the crowd just danced instead

⸻


You didn’t lose me.
You watched me go.
And you still scrolled.

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Everybody Helped Kill Me

Pressure Point

Pilot (feat. Mantra)

Together

Stream S2 Lines here: https://song.link/us/i/1450399272

S2 Lines

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Part of the "Zachary Lewis" Album
Additional Vocals: Daniel Turley, Taneisha Cofey, Kye Russoul, Desiree White, Ben Goldman
Extra Instrumentation: The Color 8, Ralph Nader, BoyLord
Executive Produced by Futuristic & Boylord
Mixed/Mastered/Recorded at SheeeshWorld Studios

My Side Of Town

Sense (Prod. By Benihana Boy)

Chickens In The House

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Saving Your Soul (Prod. by HitMakerDot)

Produced by https://www.instagram.com/carlobazzera/
Written, Performed, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered By https://www.instagram.com/carltoncarvalhogoldmind/

LYRICS

You’ll see what you made of once you put you under pressure
I cant waste a breath moving efficient like a Tesla
When feel its nothin left I dig deeper for some extra
Cut from a different vibe different cloth different textures
Where the find a reason to quit I find a reason to go
Harder than I ever did, cuz my perspective is gold
Im jus praying for the discipline to stick to my soul
I know once im in my rhythm ima get to my goal
So I been heavy in the kitchen fixing hits on the stove
Feeling ready for the mission pitch this shit to globe
Bringing like a strobe
I was on the mic in my robe
Bringing new heights to my lows
Cuz I aint likely to fold
Whether hungry or tired or uninspired
Never runnin’ & hiding
I’m the one providing
Another vibe when
I should high off of my wins
Never let the light you shining have you blinded 
Now we can’t….

No I can’t stop now
We done came too far
I done worked too hard
CAN’T STOP NOW


Another day with no days off its gonn pay off
If they sleep then its they loss get laid off 
Im in the zone like the playoffs time to ball
Answering the dream when they call
Goin A-wall, been off the radar
Brick after the brick building a Great Wall
Chip after chip betting on me n they may fall
Where they meant to
Toughen up my mental
How I look stopping after all that I been thru?
At this point it’s get rich or die trying
Or look into my son’s eyes and feel I been lying
Cuz he see his dad and he thinks that I made it
How he gonn look up to me thinking I faked it?
Or right within 2 or 3 feet I just flaked it
Feeling like Trey wit da braids, “I gotta make it”
At it everyday yeah they say this what makes men
So I cant fold 3 feet away from greatness

No I can’t stop now
We done came too far
I done worked too hard
CAN’T STOP NOW
No I can’t stop now
We done came too far
I done worked too hard
CAN’T STOP NOW

Can't Stop Now (Prod. By Carlo Bazzera)

Here I am with another single.... VVV2 on the way
Video link: https://youtu.be/QgP-WN4oR24
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Josh-dwh-kill-a-friend-lyrics
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Kill a Friend (Snippet) - Josh DWH

Josh DWH is a bronx born and raised rapper who has curated a sound and image for himself that is relatable to his peers and the upcoming youth. A contestant representation of staying true to self he has allowed his art to be an outlet for him to first make sense of his own experiences before sharing his reflections on them to the world.

Saving Your Soul (Prod. by HitMakerDot)

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