teyoken

Pain (Prod. 5head)

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/kurama_sd & https://soundcloud.com/wtchmesuffer
prod. https://soundcloud.com/heysavvy

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

falling down 
without a sound
turn around
i won't allow
'less you vow
i can't live without
the comfort that I used to have in this house
i remember time we spent in my room
held you in my arms and i swear thought it was true
then you left me and i felt that that was kind of rude
and to this day i still feel really confused

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

yeah i’m falling down i don’t wanna flaunt it 
see me come around i know what you want yeah 
a little honesty is all that i asked for 
but you went out the back door 
tried to save it but what for? 
you know i trusted you with all i had 
i tried to cut the ties 
but i can’t seem to get you out my head 
sleep in a lonely bed
i know u want me dead 
but i cant change the end

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

Spotify

falling down w/ kurama sd & suffer (savvy)

featuring @emowrapper
prod. @nightclub
cover art www.instagram.com/kayleewantsrevenge
Shoutout to the person who put me on the scenecore iceberg to make me wanna make a song like this 😭 and shoutout the scene for inspiring me

She wanna fuck take off her studded belt
My phone's ringing it feel just like a bell
Drunk in my jacuzzi feel like I am Téa Noelle
I hit all my haters with something I call repel

We too fucked up on alcohol
Spend the night take out a withdrawal
He call up I ignore it
Hear the rain it's pouring
Sleeping on me snoring
Fuck your life you're boring

They say Josh stick to a genre well fuck no I am not gel
Feel like I'm Kurama the way life is bringing hell
Shawty wanna fuck but it ain't no kiss and tell
But only in my home I like to stay within my shell
We be at the rave she be grinding up on deez nuts
Not just any bitch this girl I know is Japanese love
We be taking shots like we're taking 223s huh
Pretty soon she the one begging to be on her knees fuck

She wanna fuck take off her studded belt
My phone's ringing it feel just like a bell
Drunk in my jacuzzi feel like I am Téa Noelle
I hit all my haters with something I call repel

We too fucked up on alcohol
Spend the night take out a withdrawal
He call up I ignore it
Hear the rain it's pouring
Sleeping on me snoring
Fuck your life you're boring

They say Josh stick to a genre well fuck no I am not gel
Feel like I'm Kurama the way life is bringing hell
Shawty wanna fuck but it ain't no kiss and tell
But only in my home I like to stay within my shell
We be at the rave she be grinding up on deez nuts
Not just any bitch this girl I know is Japanese love
We be taking shots like we're taking 223s huh
Pretty soon she the one begging to be on her knees fuck

We too fucked up on alcohol
Spend the night take out a withdrawal
He call up I ignore it
Hear the rain it's pouring
Sleeping on me snoring
Fuck your life you're boring

I'm too fucked up on some drinks
Feel like I am gonna sink
That boy hit me up and wink
You know he my sneaky link
Fuck your shorty cannot shrink
She not into all my kinks
You should go sit down and think
Cuz you won't be getting this pink
No you won't be getting this pink
No you won't be getting this pink

studded belt w/ emowrapper (nightclub20xx)

featuring @kurama_sd (he carried me)
prod. @nightclub
cover art https://www.instagram.com/kayleewantsrevenge
Lyrics

She wanna tie me up so I called her a spider
Bitches acting like snakes so I call them a viper
The total always 8 legs with 3 bitches at desire
She told me wanna keep going but I lied and said I'm tired
She wanna bite my neck and I'll turn to peter parker
Then I'm going in and I keep on going harder
I'm on a private plane yeah bitch I'm on a departure
She wanna suck me off my dick only getting larger

Never been able to get out the web
The web
Bloodshot eyes like a vampire
Suck your blood cause you're a liar
I'll never leave your side
Even after I die, die
I'll haunt you till you cry
Cause I like the pain in your eyes

She wanna tie me up so I called her a spider
Bitches acting like snakes so I call them a viper
The total always 8 legs with 3 bitches at desire
She told me wanna keep going but I lied and said I'm tired
She wanna bite my neck and I'll turn to peter parker
Then I'm going in and I keep on going harder
I'm on a private plane yeah bitch I'm on a departure
She wanna suck me off my dick only getting larger

See me playing San Francisco I be raving DNA Lounge
Feel like I'm Kurama I don't make cash I make pounds
She said she wanna play sliding in just like a playground
I might go fuck around go to LA and take a greyhound

She tried to poison me but bitch I always got venom
She see me in a jacket and she knowing that it's denim
Scene sluts all around me you would think that it's a harem
But if they wanna stay I don't blame em wouldn't dare em

She wanna tie me up so I called her a spider
Bitches acting like snakes so I call them a viper
The total always 8 legs with 3 bitches at desire
She told me wanna keep going but I lied and said I'm tired
She wanna bite my neck and I'll turn to peter parker
Then I'm going in and I keep on going harder
I'm on a private plane yeah bitch I'm on a departure
She wanna suck me off my dick only getting larger

You don't see me like I see you
The beat go harder than my dick

VAMPIRES & SPIDERS

vampires & spiders w/ kurama sd (nightclub20xx)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark
produced by https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro
mix + master by both joshiguess & diegointhedark
lyrics below
____________________________________________________________________


doing shit with no hesitation
like a step by step animation
my life is a book full of pages
and i'm tired of going thru these phases

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

money on my mind go run my bands up 
got a xan under my tongue bitch i can’t stand up 
all y’all just some clones y’all just my fandom
talk shit bitch this 30 throw a tantrum

last year they would treat me like a reject 
everybody bouncing back like a reflex
stone island when i walk imma big flex 
your bodyguard gon die shoot a big tech

she wanna fuck i don’t even gotta ask her 
i pulled up turned the show to a disaster
you want smoke put your liver on a platter 
upgraded diamonds bitch my chain is dark matter

and i swear i had to do this on my own 
you ain’t never had to struggle all alone
my girl looking pale like a ghost 
stepping out i put that rick owens my toes

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

playing cities like i'm playing on nintendo
said she wanna hang out took her back home
she wanna smash so i put in some smash bros
if she meant the other way she a bad hoe (battle)

Cliffhanger

spotify

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

might b my final scenecore release so enjoy
ft https://soundcloud.com/nyanman310
prod https://soundcloud.com/nightclub

catch me on the stage
and you know I'm going crazy
making all these hit songs
for these pretty ladies
see I got the swag
you can see I'm way too rad
when I'm on the fucking stage
yea I do my little dance
come in the fucking back
we can snort some lines of crack
yea we having lots of fun
cus you know we got the swag
with all these hoes 
and you know we bout to smash
i dont give a shit
cus we feeling way too rad

tell the dj to turn up the bass
cus we got the best tunes at the fucking show
yea we making hella bops 
and you know they never flop
yea we always make them drop
from the motherfucking top
spotlight on me cus they know I'm way too famous
see me on the stage 
and you know I'm going crazy

all these girls surround me at the fucking show
yea they always tell me they like my fucking flow
yea they know I fucking made it
yea they know I am on top
yea they see me on the tv
cus they know I'm way too famous
catch me smoking boof 
yea you know I get so faded
every single fucking day yea I feel way too famous
see me counting racks
see me on the fucking top
yea drop a new song 
and you know it never flops

catch me as i jump on the stage
playing in the bay 
our first shows nobody showed up
now we're playing dna
and they say im underrated and everyones overplayed
but the numbers will go up like im watching social blade
don't evercatfish me and don't pull a deepfake
or i'll take ur best friend and be deep within her cake
then you'll never trust again and you'll be in deep pain
you'll listen to my music and i'll cover her face
and i fucked up my schedule for y'all i sleep late
and i'm using so much autotune call me t-pain!

yeah she got a noti from me and she saying omg
my homies playing like dva cus they saying gg
and that girl she a diva she gon be my sneaky link
she ain't even converse she like josh come over pls :(
she don't wanna be my girl she just wanna be a mean whore
but that is ok least i fit u in my scenecore
and i swear this bitch crazy yeah she be such a fiend for gore
but trust me i'll always be there for you to always reassure

NYANMAN310 X JOSHIGUESS - OMGG!! (NIGHTCLUB20XX)

featuring @zeija
prod. @omgartixan
photo by @whatafuckingbitch
 had this 4 a while but said fuck it n dropped

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
i'm always on the stage say i'm an icon

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

spot on my neck, you can say that's your landmark
feel like nothing nowhere with your cold blood black heart
and oh that's your girl why she wanna throw it back for
if she wanna take my tarot, i already took her v card
hop on top to the rhythm cus the beats hard
i'm rock hard yeah I'm feeling like a t-tar
afterparty hotel you better have the key card
and i'm always going crazy every night i gotta recharge

u can see me in the club with the lights off
panties down smoking loud i need another one
in the back rolling up smoke another blunt 
at the party turnt up until my opps pull up
paparazzi round me idgaf only hit my ig
pull up to the party hop out the limousine 
cameras flashing in my face i think it’s tmz

on the dance floor dance more
do you wanna take a chance or
take this shot as well as this one in the glass poured
once im on the stage the persona in me transforms
this the energy I want and that I always planned for

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

used to play shows for no one i enjoyed it anyway
and now look at us raving at the dna
these numbers keep on adding like its 2048
i'll do this til i die i'ma moshpit in the grave

afterparty hotel (artixan)

prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

i just made a bag off of a fucking mix and master
camera in my face soon it will be a broadcaster
that bitch thinking she the one but im walking right past her
and they try to hit me up but ima ghost her like casper

if you try to reach out yeah im a fucking silhouette 
someone asked me after i performed for a cigarette
i said go ask someone else bitch i don't ever do that shit
grew up seeing someone passing by it i just wanna live

yeah i just wanna live
so i stay relevant
you talking all that shit
can you do better bitch?
you way too sensitive

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

back to back shows in the city all these people that I gotta invite
i got a fast pass like we at disney so you can be the first person to ride
if you a day one you better stay one cus I don't wanna lose all of you to time
yeah it's joshiguess and I'm up next and you know I always stay on the grind

yeah you know i always stay on the grind
yeah i just wanna have a good time
and i do not wanna cut no ties
yeah i just wanna keep my close ones tight

silhouette (wayza)

produced by @whatafuckingbitch
features by: @whatafuckingbitch & @emoflytrap
mixed & mastered by: joshiguess + whatafuckingbitch


it's whatafuckingbitch and joshiguess and emoflytrap
we be on the track, yeah

stupid sad but god damn it don't @ me
i be popping off like the bottles in the backseat
pacing cus i'm geeked up only half the time
just mix that shit in different lines
getting hella faded for the free they say they know me
i guess i'll know when i see shit
too ignorant believe it
how you gonna fuck up my time barely breathing
who cares? god at least i'm tweaking 
molly's not for weekends
molly's not for weekends

molly's not for weekends
well i'll wait another season
and i'm staying up drinking
put me back together cus i'm falling into pieces


i should've known that you would never hit me back
all your texts are way too dry, i'm the shore and you're the wrack
and she got a nice rack but there ain't no point of that
when u ain't feeling attached yeah they always wanna nag

and the times ticking on a time bomb
tbh i'd be scared but tonight I'm staying quite calm
been alone in bed for days yeah I'm waiting for the right call
and I don't want to go back to something I just resigned on

repeated process, talk a lot of nonsense
when they see me gone they gon put me on colossus
the way that you been lying look like u got proboscis
and i wanna move out but I don't wanna pack the boxes

molly's not for weekends
jumping off the deep end
fuck being sad emoflytrap always geeking
always geeking yeah i'm always geeking
fuck being sad emoflytrap always geeking
dying in the back tho
fucking on a bad hoe
told me that you love me but that's not what your text wrote
drugs in my bag tho
i don't ever test those
fucking up my life got me ripping up your love notes

yeah got me ripping up your love notes
but i'm wishing you the best tho
even tho my life's a mess hoe
if you're ruining my life then i'll go out on a death note

time bomb (prod. whatafuckingbitch)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoshiestar
prod https://soundcloud.com/omgartixan

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

I'll take another, no reason to cuff her
For the rave I'ma take her out the suburbs
Watching cars pass on the edge of the gutter
When she stay the night, she spread it out like it's butter

Yeah we stay up all night yeah we on mario party
Yeah we download play we connect to the lobby
And she want my paste but I just want a copy
And the two of us pair like we're walkie talkies

Like we're walkie talkies
What you doing walking with a bag of takis?
And i don't see a reason why you should love me
Realize I'm a star and I'm feeling like I'm hoshie

And I only have interest
In all the drugs that I ingest
And I know that it doesn’t serve a purpose
But tonight I'ma see if it's worth it

I tried to take her to the top
I tried to put her on
There's some work I gotta do
But I'ma put it off
Designer all up on my fit
You know I put it on
Live my life like its a role
You know I took it on

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

And yea we got too drunk another passed out on the pavement
And no one was in the right state of mind to say it
And there's been days I thought of going faceless
But I want to hear people scream my name and say it

Stay inside and bleed
I just wanna be me
And I just wanna feel free
But she begging on her knees

And she only find interest while she's getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then, huh

counterfeit! w/ hoshie star (artixan)

feature by https://soundcloud.com/supachefm
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/polearm and me
cover art taken at screwyounick's first ever show he threw

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

And now these days keep flying, some bright some gloomy
And I don't got no time for another groupie
Only consider plans if you already knew me
And we always stick together, banjo & kazooie
Late nights in my room and I'm still feeling vacant
Overthinking shit, hoping I make the payments
Wake up 4am and I'm stuck on the pavement
If this a daily routine i hope to escape it

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

Just hit me back when November ends
I could wait for hours til you're up in bed, yeah
To realize you want him instead
When two lines are too alike they coincide
But as time will always fly it's who will die
I'm headstrong but waist down i'm paralyzed
Love's gone and what's left is you and i
If the blood shed I wouldn't let you go

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

vacant w/ supachefm (tykun)

(Prod. Groovy) https://soundcloud.com/prodgroovy
Everyone credited in order below
JoshIGuess - https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
SpaceManNick - https://soundcloud.com/spacemannick
CVRNAGE - https://soundcloud.com/cvrnage
Kurama SD - https://soundcloud.com/kurama_sd
Intrusted - https://soundcloud.com/intrusted1
LIL VMK - https://soundcloud.com/41boi
getbetter - https://soundcloud.com/wontevergetbetter
nrt- https://soundcloud.com/nrtdiverse
lilxmateo - https://soundcloud.com/lilxmateo
nokia2k - https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
krillinsane - https://soundcloud.com/krillinsane
blospar - https://soundcloud.com/blospar
kawaiirxge - https://soundcloud.com/kawaiirxge
SNM Murda - https://soundcloud.com/snmmurda
domesticsoul - https://soundcloud.com/domesticsoul
AkiraDoves - https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
ACEIDIC - https://soundcloud.com/therealacidic
MUNDO - https://soundcloud.com/mundogotnostyle
ND - https://soundcloud.com/ndjustfuhyobih

RAINBOW ROAD CYPHER (PROD. GROOVY)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami
prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza
pic taken outside of @screwyounick first show
https://open.spotify.com/track/3FbODgk1VXlMKjrG9O6S09?si=80b008bca4214fea

Yeah
You know it's JoshIGuess
And we do it once again yeah 

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours 
Taking elevators to the top of the towers 
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder


Drift in my whip but it ain't no joycon 
Staying all alone all these bitches wanna boycott
When I finna blow up you know ima put my boys on
And I gotta make a name on this world I deployed on

Tryna take my shit but all you ever attempt is from my pocket
It don't make no sense when everything is out my digital wallet
And whether you hate this shit or not 
I want the truth I would rather hear honest
Bet you never expected this from someone always staying modest

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

Staying ground I can't be a coward
Chasing bags getting racks by the hour
Smoking sour good flower
I don't want an upper need a downer
Gave a fuck tho up every day so what
You so fucking frail why the fuck you acting tough
I was in the lunch line only had a couple bucks
Now I don't give a fuck get the check and throw it up

Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

I'm a beast spitting fire and I'm feeling like I'm Bowser
It's an alternate reality I'm feeling like the Prowler
Your girl hit me up while I'm tryna take a shower
And you better watch out she wanna take off my trousers

throw it up! w/ shinigami (wayza)

https://soundcloud.com/hkfiftyone2
https://soundcloud.com/angelsofsorrows

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

One day feel like me then the other different person
My mind never set straight yeah it's written all in cursive
But it's got a story ending on a cliffhanger
It's JoshIGuess I'm always dropping the bangers

Importance for years yet still got to decide
If any of choices are bad sacrifice
And everyone leave me so got no advice
But I'd rather figure out my own reside

Only feel like myself when I'm up to the mic
But the camera's too close to me like it gon snipe
Some of you guys just rely on a swipe
But that's not how I want to use my device

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine, I'll be fine (yeah i'll be fine)
Yeah I'ma get by I'ma live my life to the fullest
I'ma not be stupid I'ma live
I'ma keep on going and I ain't give a shit
And I found my inner self, yeah
But it comes with sacrifices
Now I know why people tend to stay the same, yeah

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, I'll be fine

I'll be fine
Yeah I'll be fine, I'll be fine, let's go (yeah i'll be fine)

i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

feat: @yungscuff
prod: Callisto Blue

PAIN SUFFOCATES THE SAME
I'M ON A RUNAWAY TRAIN
SHE GOT ME IN CHAINS
IN PAIN

Welcome to a world where you can never see where you are
Your footsteps have left a trail but then you can't see in the dark
And once you follow on the path that still ends in the same exact result
Trying my only luck with a struck from this sudden lightning bolt
CUS THATS MY SPARK

Taking things so sudden where I cannot even process
I would live more dependently but I ain't dealing with bosses

And every time my life has changed I proceed more and more with caution
With my temperature below the cold breeze feels like that I'm in Boston
And I'm cutting the connects I feel like that i'm living in Groton
Me & Yung Scuff yeah we know we bout to start a moshpit

Yeah I always surround
These people that give me frowns
But I just gotta calm down
I'm gonna make my own sound

I gotta do it for myself now
Even if everybody’s let down
Cus every endings all the same
And every time it ends in pain
But these chains don’t phase me
they barely even wear me down
And I’ll only break free
No matter what my fate allows
I’ll only break free
It’s just a matter of time now
NO MATTER WHAT MY FATE ALLOWS

Oooooo
I'm not afraid to lose
Your love is so true
But i'm always confused
Save me from this endless desire
But you let me rest your soul on fire

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

we back i guess 
prod by: www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at the garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

maybe my bliss uplifts when i'm staying by the mountains
got more clarity and time in peace, getting used to my surroundings
but the better health, means better funds, so i might need an accountant
but for me to want to stay forever, i seem to always doubt it

cus do you want to know?
the place that i stay is barely livable
but i'm just lucky that i have a home
but to express my feelings i'm on the go

quote on quote friends only want me when they need me most
i used to think the same with outside of town
but maybe that's not what they're all about
some people bat an eye when they hear my sound
site so unreal my head in the clouds

cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just just life

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

turn to crystal shards
don't know where the fuck to park
and so i found a random spot
cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just just life

we, who? (quitall)

featuring & mixed by https://soundcloud.com/9aradox
prod https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
mastered by me + 9aradox 
photo by: https://soundcloud.com/whatafuckingbitch edited by me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah 
yeah yeah yeah yeah

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

a bad bitch only want me for the night
a real one to me will always come to requite
my ex looking back at me saying she wants a contrite
i just tell her she a joke like mario is to spike

and there's a reason that i live a private life
cus once everyone knows they will all just try to entice
with everything that interests me feeling so memory wiped
and i just want discoveries someone to show their other side

feeling like grimace with purple stains all on my neck
my fit so bright that rave lights show in the reflect
that bitch say she want me but then she looks like a grotesque
there just comes a point where me and people never intersect

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

girl i'm in the club, you know that i been turning up 
if you hear me thru your speakers baby you should turn it up
addicted to you girl your love is like a drug 
i'm coming for you baby you should give it up
i'm so sick of everybody they all act so typical 
the way that i be flowing on the beat is so despicable 
i just popped six tabs like bitch i hope that i get visuals 
i'm moving like a thief in the night bitch i'm invisible

onenitestand + 9aradox [nokia2k]

feat: https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
prod:https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

walk around midtown leaves within the distance 
she say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
it's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
but i'll stay on my lone, i don't wanna fuck with bitches

and i hate answering questions
cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
that it ever happened, it's just a distraction 
to fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

yeah I wish they just could enjoy it 
i try to find what they’re missing then I’m outta luck 
this trouble sleepin gotta keep it on my bedside, I’m on her badside
got me asking why why why 
cause we don’t even fight fight fight 
but maybe now we should should should 
don’t you let me down would you let me hold down like we wanted

walk around midtown leaves within the distance 
she say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
it's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
but i'll stay on my lone, i don't wanna fuck with bitches

and i hate answering questions
cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
that it ever happened, it's just a distraction 
to fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

reading thru the messages
it's getting hard to breath and
and i don't know if i can ever be
the person that i need to be
take you like a medicine
you sleep on me like sedative
so take me back to bed again
if only for an evening (woah)
guess that love is just a weakness
now i'm picking up the pieces (woah)
but there's some i can't retrieve yet

treachery w/ lil booj & yokai dreams (fantasy camp + brody)

https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyd34d
https://soundcloud.com/omgartixan

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
i'm always on the stage say i'm an icon

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

spot on my neck, you can say that's your landmark
feel like nothing nowhere with your cold blood black heart
and oh that's your girl why she wanna throw it back for
if she wanna take my tarot, i already took her v card
hop on top to the rhythm cus the beats hard
i'm rock hard yeah I'm feeling like a t-tar
afterparty hotel you better have the key card
and i'm always going crazy every night i gotta recharge

we met on the dance floor in the lights in the night yea
sippin’ on my cup flying up on cloud 9 yea
baby what you feeling? cus you know i’m feeling right yea
i’m so high i’m so high walk up on me it’s on sight
i can’t feel my face started feeling like i died 
bass hitting but it just makes me want to cry
i’m just tryna fuck baby i’m not tryna fight
i need to sober up and catch my morning flight

on the dance floor dance more
do you wanna take a chance or
take this shot as well as this one in the glass poured
once im on the stage the persona in me transforms
this the energy I want and that I always planned for

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

used to play shows for no one i enjoyed it anyway
and now look at us raving at the dna
these numbers keep on adding like its 2048
i'll do this til i die i'ma moshpit in the grave

AFTERPARTY HOTEL 2 W/ D34D [ARTIXAN]

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

see me shining on the strobe, paparazzi taking pics
and everyone staying lit with these fucking glow sticks
but i'm staying in the back ain't nobody notice 
these memories feel like a blur, camera out of focus

hard to go to any function, everyone knows who i am
you motherfuckers never book me so hit my instagram 
tired of this energy because it always goes to waste
and I'm lucky that there's people out here that give me a better trade

partying like a night shift, i stay clocked in
start a moshpit, two steps, like nico im ahead
i'm fucked up in the alleyway, pitch black she giving head
if I ain't on the stage, afterparty at the crib

spooky season i got kandi in my hand and on my wrist
these bitches be plastic, like a boo bucket
shawty hit me up on insta, i dont know what love is
but we could turn up at the next function

self made dj, got a pc not a console
and now i'm on my own cus this scene is fucking awful
these artists act like chickens, and these labels act like gonzo
and i stay dragging on my enemies like im hanzo
and these days it's impossible to know who fucking cares
always asking for a share but they never want to share 
well oops bitch i just shared your affair
look look look look look right there

spooky szn 🎃 (artixan)

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Take a fucking breathe, hope these people show respect
Cus i don't want no threats, so please let me stand correct
You already know who i am yeah it's fucking joshiguess
Well guess what if you didn't well you ain't gonna forget it

Spending the night all fired up on whiskey
Turn a normal conversation, something fucking risky
Better watch yo girl before she get way too frisky
she'll keep a secret, then come out like its lewinsky

She dance in circles 360 like its xbox
Her voice so clear like she's speaking thru a text box
Holidays bitch we sippin on some egg nog
Better not come to close before my fucking breathe stops

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Costume party yeah its dress to impress now
Afterparty yeah i never go to bed now
Bad bitch colored hair she give me head now
and maybe now its time to reassess what i said now

show you off! 🧛‍♀️ (artixan)

(order: hope, joshiguess, reaper)
https://soundcloud.com/hopewithindarkness
https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

mixed by: joshiguess (+ hopewithindarkness self mixed)
mastered by: joshiguess
production unspecified: provided via loui jay

No we not the same, get out of my lane
I hate when people talk shit
They never live up to their expectations
So why the fuck you say what you say in the first place?
Cus you never fucking lived it
I got a life I got a purpose
While your shit's just fucking worthless
Your music is garbage throw that shit in the trash
Never coming back yeah make a track
Subtract flows like math
I'm cracked at this music shit with this autotune
I can pop off any day I want to

Don't need love for me I just need the guidance
Look at me straight into my eyelids
So I know that you're being real
Don't cut a deal just to cut me off
I'd do it myself but I'm not a shop
To be honest I don't want this to flop
Every time that you see me drop and
Every time that you speak I swear that I 
Just wanna feel love deep down, not me frown
In my bedroom, you in bed too
Facing away so you don't have to
See me in pain or see me in vain
Don't want you to overthink, but I get if you sink
Back way down to your emotions 
Like a shipwreck inside of the ocean
Never want to cause commotion so I drank the potion

I drank the potion
She told me to pick my poison
It's life or death, hold you to the end
And I ain't riding trends, yeah I just genre bend
Huddled in a tent with a ten out of ten
And I won't forget all the time we spent
(yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh)
And yeah it's hard to say goodbye
And now im' sitting here wondering why
That you never call me

Falling in love is like a dart 
you either hit the mark or miss it outright
Will I ego death like quad or will I deflate 
Like I'm brakence either way 
I'll feel like a (deep fake) deep fake of myself
Maybe a la carte & a second dish for the entree ya

I don't want you to fade out
Like it's the next day
I just wanna help
JUST WANNA HELP
Don't you let this be the end
Because I wanna see your face again (see your face again)
Ice filled cracks in your heart will mend
Just know you're not alone in the world 
There is someone you can call a friend
Someone you can call a friend

in a dark shadow of hope, i guess.

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

It's complicated whether or not to continue strolling thru this valley
I just confuse myself with a brainstorm cycling fast like a rally
This math don't fucking add up please excuse my dear aunt sally
It's hard to live life knowing next second could be the finale

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back


In my room and there's too many empty cups
Wondering when I will fill them up
All these memories fading, and hope to awaken and try to remember whatever's up
There's never true love in between a bitch with high standards or wanting to fuck
i feel like an alien inside of this world, and it's ran by people with infinite bluffs
There's too many problems continue ignoring hell i'm tempted for once i will roll up this blunt
But nah i'd rather sleep away, lights off and door shut hope the demons won't haunt
They saying that money don't bring happiness well how do you feel with a couple of bucks?
I'm tired of people online acting like there's only one way, with their narrative shoved

And just when you think things are fine and dandy
Your plan b turns to plan z
Cus it ends in such a random pull of possibility
Life itself is like playing your own game of the lottery
You ever feel the voice inside your head is just a form of mockery?

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

canvas (lmg x everest)

produced by jozzu

Images spark through my head, yeah
We were juxtapose back then
You never knew how much you meant
But to me I just suppose I'm dead

Went to five below 
Eyes directed to the matching necklaces we always wanted
And I'm getting signs like every day this telepathic haunting
No one reaches out the way you always did to me they're boring
Never should've believed it would last the way my life is going

These images spark through my head, yea 
We were juxtapose back then
I wish I knew how much you meant to me
Because to me I feel so dead

And if i'm ever on my way out
Just please take care of yourself for me
I still got love in my heart
So the future isn't worth ignoring
And I can't tell if anything will end up back to normal
I treat these songs like i'm sharing my own personal journal

juxtapose.

OAKLAND TICKETS IN BIO
this song's for the valentines haters <3

No not again, it's fucking February
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

No one ever asked me nor I ever asked them
School life wasn't really well for me back then
The only valentine I had was listening to atlas
Awkward moments and random candy grams
And I never went to prom cus I don't give a damn
All the songs were clean how the fuck i'm supposed to dance
But when I look back it may have been my only chance
But would I really know the true meaning of romance

The true meaning of romance
I was pressured in relationships i didn't understand
That power outage at the alley should've been my sign
That someone born in February shouldn't be mine
(goodbye)
Friday the 13th at that, No Jason
But I just felt too attached
She was taking all my time but it's over now
I'm just glad I matured to know that it's just foul
But wait

No not again, another more than friends
Tried to make a month we hate into one we celebrate
And the result just made it like hella fucking worse
Cupid shot me from the back again, an even darker curse

I need a fucking refund, I need a reimburse
Cus all these bad bitches, ain't talking one with curves
Manipulate my mind until it's the end of this world
JoshIGuess in a tilt-a-whirl

I took some v cards, don't overthink it
Valentine's, yea Virginia was memein'
Commodore Clique, miss my friends at recess
We all did our own thing and we split into pieces

And I hated that year I was fighting inner demons
The whole school listened to x and peep then
So love's always been just out of the question
So fuck a valentine get it out of my mentions

No not again, it's fucking February (get me out of here)
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary (28 days)
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

february

february (lmg x niketaz)

beat by @prodby_amity 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeb0oy4qVFel4VUnBz8dSLQ
mixed/mastered by joshiguess 
lyrics below

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

I want to just keep you mine
Let's stare and let's watch the sky
There's a million reasons why
Rest my head right on your thigh
Come on you can be my mai
Baby you just look so fine
This love I just won't resign
No matter what i'll always try

Let's teach each other lessons
And continue through this adolescence
I want this to continue for eternity
And continue from what's currently, yeah

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

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