teyoken

Pain (Prod. 5head)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark
produced by https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro
mix + master by both joshiguess & diegointhedark
lyrics below
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doing shit with no hesitation
like a step by step animation
my life is a book full of pages
and i'm tired of going thru these phases

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

money on my mind go run my bands up 
got a xan under my tongue bitch i can’t stand up 
all y’all just some clones y’all just my fandom
talk shit bitch this 30 throw a tantrum

last year they would treat me like a reject 
everybody bouncing back like a reflex
stone island when i walk imma big flex 
your bodyguard gon die shoot a big tech

she wanna fuck i don’t even gotta ask her 
i pulled up turned the show to a disaster
you want smoke put your liver on a platter 
upgraded diamonds bitch my chain is dark matter

and i swear i had to do this on my own 
you ain’t never had to struggle all alone
my girl looking pale like a ghost 
stepping out i put that rick owens my toes

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

playing cities like i'm playing on nintendo
said she wanna hang out took her back home
she wanna smash so i put in some smash bros
if she meant the other way she a bad hoe (battle)

Cliffhanger

spotify

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoshiestar
prod https://soundcloud.com/omgartixan

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

I'll take another, no reason to cuff her
For the rave I'ma take her out the suburbs
Watching cars pass on the edge of the gutter
When she stay the night, she spread it out like it's butter

Yeah we stay up all night yeah we on mario party
Yeah we download play we connect to the lobby
And she want my paste but I just want a copy
And the two of us pair like we're walkie talkies

Like we're walkie talkies
What you doing walking with a bag of takis?
And i don't see a reason why you should love me
Realize I'm a star and I'm feeling like I'm hoshie

And I only have interest
In all the drugs that I ingest
And I know that it doesn’t serve a purpose
But tonight I'ma see if it's worth it

I tried to take her to the top
I tried to put her on
There's some work I gotta do
But I'ma put it off
Designer all up on my fit
You know I put it on
Live my life like its a role
You know I took it on

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

And yea we got too drunk another passed out on the pavement
And no one was in the right state of mind to say it
And there's been days I thought of going faceless
But I want to hear people scream my name and say it

Stay inside and bleed
I just wanna be me
And I just wanna feel free
But she begging on her knees

And she only find interest while she's getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then, huh

counterfeit! w/ hoshie star (artixan)

feature by https://soundcloud.com/supachefm
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/polearm and me
cover art taken at screwyounick's first ever show he threw

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

And now these days keep flying, some bright some gloomy
And I don't got no time for another groupie
Only consider plans if you already knew me
And we always stick together, banjo & kazooie
Late nights in my room and I'm still feeling vacant
Overthinking shit, hoping I make the payments
Wake up 4am and I'm stuck on the pavement
If this a daily routine i hope to escape it

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

Just hit me back when November ends
I could wait for hours til you're up in bed, yeah
To realize you want him instead
When two lines are too alike they coincide
But as time will always fly it's who will die
I'm headstrong but waist down i'm paralyzed
Love's gone and what's left is you and i
If the blood shed I wouldn't let you go

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

vacant w/ supachefm (tykun)

(Prod. Groovy) https://soundcloud.com/prodgroovy
Everyone credited in order below
JoshIGuess - https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
SpaceManNick - https://soundcloud.com/spacemannick
CVRNAGE - https://soundcloud.com/cvrnage
Kurama SD - https://soundcloud.com/kurama_sd
Intrusted - https://soundcloud.com/intrusted1
LIL VMK - https://soundcloud.com/41boi
getbetter - https://soundcloud.com/wontevergetbetter
nrt- https://soundcloud.com/nrtdiverse
lilxmateo - https://soundcloud.com/lilxmateo
nokia2k - https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
krillinsane - https://soundcloud.com/krillinsane
blospar - https://soundcloud.com/blospar
kawaiirxge - https://soundcloud.com/kawaiirxge
SNM Murda - https://soundcloud.com/snmmurda
domesticsoul - https://soundcloud.com/domesticsoul
AkiraDoves - https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
ACEIDIC - https://soundcloud.com/therealacidic
MUNDO - https://soundcloud.com/mundogotnostyle
ND - https://soundcloud.com/ndjustfuhyobih

RAINBOW ROAD CYPHER (PROD. GROOVY)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami
prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza
pic taken outside of @screwyounick first show
https://open.spotify.com/track/3FbODgk1VXlMKjrG9O6S09?si=80b008bca4214fea

Yeah
You know it's JoshIGuess
And we do it once again yeah 

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours 
Taking elevators to the top of the towers 
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder


Drift in my whip but it ain't no joycon 
Staying all alone all these bitches wanna boycott
When I finna blow up you know ima put my boys on
And I gotta make a name on this world I deployed on

Tryna take my shit but all you ever attempt is from my pocket
It don't make no sense when everything is out my digital wallet
And whether you hate this shit or not 
I want the truth I would rather hear honest
Bet you never expected this from someone always staying modest

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

Staying ground I can't be a coward
Chasing bags getting racks by the hour
Smoking sour good flower
I don't want an upper need a downer
Gave a fuck tho up every day so what
You so fucking frail why the fuck you acting tough
I was in the lunch line only had a couple bucks
Now I don't give a fuck get the check and throw it up

Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

I'm a beast spitting fire and I'm feeling like I'm Bowser
It's an alternate reality I'm feeling like the Prowler
Your girl hit me up while I'm tryna take a shower
And you better watch out she wanna take off my trousers

throw it up! w/ shinigami (wayza)

https://soundcloud.com/hkfiftyone2
https://soundcloud.com/angelsofsorrows

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

One day feel like me then the other different person
My mind never set straight yeah it's written all in cursive
But it's got a story ending on a cliffhanger
It's JoshIGuess I'm always dropping the bangers

Importance for years yet still got to decide
If any of choices are bad sacrifice
And everyone leave me so got no advice
But I'd rather figure out my own reside

Only feel like myself when I'm up to the mic
But the camera's too close to me like it gon snipe
Some of you guys just rely on a swipe
But that's not how I want to use my device

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine, I'll be fine (yeah i'll be fine)
Yeah I'ma get by I'ma live my life to the fullest
I'ma not be stupid I'ma live
I'ma keep on going and I ain't give a shit
And I found my inner self, yeah
But it comes with sacrifices
Now I know why people tend to stay the same, yeah

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, I'll be fine

I'll be fine
Yeah I'll be fine, I'll be fine, let's go (yeah i'll be fine)

i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

featuring & mixed by https://soundcloud.com/9aradox
prod https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
mastered by me + 9aradox 
photo by: https://soundcloud.com/whatafuckingbitch edited by me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah 
yeah yeah yeah yeah

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

a bad bitch only want me for the night
a real one to me will always come to requite
my ex looking back at me saying she wants a contrite
i just tell her she a joke like mario is to spike

and there's a reason that i live a private life
cus once everyone knows they will all just try to entice
with everything that interests me feeling so memory wiped
and i just want discoveries someone to show their other side

feeling like grimace with purple stains all on my neck
my fit so bright that rave lights show in the reflect
that bitch say she want me but then she looks like a grotesque
there just comes a point where me and people never intersect

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

girl i'm in the club, you know that i been turning up 
if you hear me thru your speakers baby you should turn it up
addicted to you girl your love is like a drug 
i'm coming for you baby you should give it up
i'm so sick of everybody they all act so typical 
the way that i be flowing on the beat is so despicable 
i just popped six tabs like bitch i hope that i get visuals 
i'm moving like a thief in the night bitch i'm invisible

onenitestand + 9aradox [nokia2k]

https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyd34d
https://soundcloud.com/omgartixan

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
i'm always on the stage say i'm an icon

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

spot on my neck, you can say that's your landmark
feel like nothing nowhere with your cold blood black heart
and oh that's your girl why she wanna throw it back for
if she wanna take my tarot, i already took her v card
hop on top to the rhythm cus the beats hard
i'm rock hard yeah I'm feeling like a t-tar
afterparty hotel you better have the key card
and i'm always going crazy every night i gotta recharge

we met on the dance floor in the lights in the night yea
sippin’ on my cup flying up on cloud 9 yea
baby what you feeling? cus you know i’m feeling right yea
i’m so high i’m so high walk up on me it’s on sight
i can’t feel my face started feeling like i died 
bass hitting but it just makes me want to cry
i’m just tryna fuck baby i’m not tryna fight
i need to sober up and catch my morning flight

on the dance floor dance more
do you wanna take a chance or
take this shot as well as this one in the glass poured
once im on the stage the persona in me transforms
this the energy I want and that I always planned for

i see u dancing in the club with the lights on
shawty you're the only one I got my eyes on
every other memory has been bygone
got the paparazzi on me with a nikon

used to play shows for no one i enjoyed it anyway
and now look at us raving at the dna
these numbers keep on adding like its 2048
i'll do this til i die i'ma moshpit in the grave

AFTERPARTY HOTEL 2 W/ D34D [ARTIXAN]

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year 
cause I see you 
and I see you running back I'm dying 

nothing compared to what we have had once before
and i know you're sending texts to me but i can't help but ignore
the moment you chose someone else over me
i realized to my own table that i never bring nothing
huh?, gotta sit back and pause
she only cared about my flaws
and now i'm out another job
hotel room that's booked for two but i'm the only one that's staying
but i guess i can't complain because i'm not the one that is paying
hiding in a maze that i created in the vineyards
cus i'm staying on my own but i still see you in the picture 

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year
cause I see you 
I'll see you right back

i see you (taymxru)

https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyd34d
https://soundcloud.com/amenphoenix
i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat
looking for your lifestyle cus i can't find that

bitches boyfriends be mad just because we had a past
it ain't deep don't be weak or maybe you will fucking see
that the bitch lowkey is still attached and she right behind me
less she the one that always wanna keep it lowkey

bitch i'm tryna chill i'm not taking pills
you know where i live now it's free will
and no i ain't talking about that fucking orca
but if it's free a willy for a bitch? well sorta
yo momma still stream me on pandora
and the haters ain't shit cus i'm more up
yeah i'm 21 this year, i'ma pour up
and i'm speeding down the highway but it's not forza

i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat
looking for your lifestyle cus i can't find that

i put em in the ground
and i told em run it back
7.62 he cannot get up from that
i said pick ya mans up
and take em back to ya trap
i'ma be there fuckin soon
smokin on ya homies pack
i'ma pull up in a demon
and leave ya broski leakin
drop a fuckin emote
got ya whole squad seethin
i'm yo fuckin dad
you my kid u still teethin
when i dash out his spot
i'm the only one still breathin

i said run it back!
spending all my racks yeah you know she like that
if she treat me well yeah i'ma wife that
she get a little intimate we could try that
only tap my cards cus we don't swipe that

doing all these shows yeah it got me sidetracked
bitch we stay secure i got on that white hat
but you know we staying chill like a striped cat

MAYHEM!

MAYHEM! w/ D34D (ATTACKISHERE)

with @akiradoves
come see me and him in august <3 tickets below
https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=67&ticketTierId=67
prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

You gotta face it
I know that you keep seeing faces
Projected in the dark like a silhouette
Remember back when you were laying on a pillow pet
And now she got the pillow wet, feeling explicit

But I don't want that
I'm just hoping I can always get a call back
I'm not looking for immediate responses
I'm just looking for at least you to respond back
But she don't want that

I know your life is busy, can you update whereabouts?
Cus you've been acting differently, you used to treat me paramount
I'm like your lost airpods that cannot pair with sound
And I feel so lost staying in this small town

Where's your location?
You say that i'm sounding insane then
But i'm not playing I just want you safe there
It's one sided actions I can't play this game fair
So just take care

You gotta face it
I know that you keep seeing faces
Projected in the dark like a silhouette
Remember back when you were laying on a pillow pet
And now she got the pillow wet, feeling explicit

But I don't want that
I'm just hoping I can always get a call back
I'm not looking for immediate responses
I'm just looking for at least you to respond back
But she don't want that

bare minimum

You're still my best friends
Even if we're distant
And I can't fathom losing over disagreements
And I can't help that I keep enjoying peace where
I stand next to lakes and to the mountain peak and

I take in the fresh air as I continue breathing
And you don't gotta worry what you do and don't believe in
Just as long as you don't battle me with your own demons
Cus it's hard for me to handle anyone close that is leaving

He's stuck with her and I just gotta accept that
And my other friends busy and I wish I could prevent that
Ghosted about a year and i'm still tryna get back on track
Without their energy i'm missing my other half

Yeah the percent is 50
Josh nowadays doesn't feel too nifty
Lost track of my mind when I had an epiphany
Yeah I'm always coming down like Santa from a chimney

I can't keep running away from this society
But it's hard to keep these feelings that are inside of me
I used to have a lot of people that were right behind me
But once they keep on moving forward they say bye bye to me

You're still my best friends
Even if we're distant
And I can't fathom losing over disagreements
And I can't help that I keep enjoying peace where
I stand next to lakes and to the mountain peak and

And yeah I may be afk
But i'll still try to be there any day
Just wish it didnt have to be this way
If only my mind could never break

Never break
I made too many mistakes
I just gotta teach myself to behave

long distance

Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
What the fuck?
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone

For weeks in a row
No one hit my phone
Just the normal ones
And the normal ones only when they low
They be sending some
I just want someone to be the one to hit me up for once
And I had that before but she fell out of love

People get a little ounce of glance toward themselves
There's no connection it's just texting we were never pen pals
Texts so dry the person probably covered up with 10 towels
But i cannot be talking when I just always respond in lols
Communication has been nothing but a nuisance
Wish things went well so I don't have to go thru this
Never ending cycle of my guilt and fears
Gotta close down slowly like i'm sears

Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
What the fuck?
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone
Everybody gone

Am i just meant to do this on my own?
It's already felt that way as i was in control
And the taste is gone like an empty cereal bowl
I guess that's just the life they chose

everybody gone

Tell me why she came running to me
Her life has been a whole on movie
I can't take even trying to sympathize
Cus even if I step in it won't feel right

She fell out of love with her other guy
That she left me in the dust for
So lustful
I don't know if i'll ever feel trustful
Around her knowing how fast she let go
But my heart still cries
My heart still cries

Our eyes locked and I just can't help but feel bad
Is this manipulation or actual status
I don't know if I should return to her
She didn't think about me in reverse
Only forward
Like how she should move right now
I'm worried that I might be the only way how
I don't ever want her to find her way out
I care too much she don't deserve constant frowns

I made this album with the mindset of being detached
Now she coming back fuck how about that
She probably listen whether or not I come back
That's the biggest problem music always in tact

Tell me why she came running to me
Her life has been a whole on movie
I can't take even trying to sympathize
Cus even if I step in it won't feel right

reconcile

Miscommunication
Got my heart racing
I can't tell if its just the way that you're behaving
But I hope that you're the one for me i'm too impatient
Can't trust someone in another bed as a patient

Is anyone truly stable?
Or is it all a fable
Is there a controller and our life has turned to cable
She has 2 sisters that rhyme with each other like able
So I guess if it ain't work out there's others on the table
Okay tho

Let me be serious just for a little moment
My last was a liar and she wasn't too devoted
I guess that's what I get for not wanting her promoted
But it's getting too hectic to just wait on being chosen
I spend all this time on my music and emotion
Never on a stable sleep cycle, fuck a token
It's always midnight with these lyrics that I wrote in
But I debate with myself if I should even post it

Miscommunication
Got my heart racing
I can't tell if its just the way that you're behaving
But I hope that you're the one for me i'm too impatient
Can't trust someone in another bed as a patient

Is anyone truly stable?
Or is it all a fable
Is there a controller and our life has turned to cable
She has 2 sisters that rhyme with each other like able
So I guess if it ain't work out there's others on the table
Okay tho

Even a digital notebook can burn its existence
Why does everyone I fall for come at a distance
Everyone always sees me as a business

Can someone take me to an alternate dimension
Where I don't have to keep losing a best friend
Forget everything that they always mention
So let's invent it all and put it to the test then

Miscommunication
Got my heart racing
I can't tell if its just the way that you're behaving
But I hope that you're the one for me i'm too impatient
Can't trust someone in another bed as a patient

Is anyone truly stable?
Or is it all a fable
Is there a controller and our life has turned to cable
She has 2 sisters that rhyme with each other like able
So I guess if it ain't work out there's others on the table
Okay tho

miscommunication

These monsters got me on the scare floor
Cus im in bed with nothing to prepare for
But I stand on my two feet let's compare yours
You rocking yeezy still but I be rocking air force

Guess that's why they switched from scary to laughter
Cus sometimes our fear is worth what is after
I know sometimes it can turn into disaster
It doesn't hurt to try

They try to creep up in the comments but it doesn't mean shit
If they weren't so pressed wish it was something I could fix
But you know something you can never fix, guess what? A bitch
Cus it ain't no grudges only stay how it is

How it is? I ain't give no second chance
Got other plans, i'm not gonna interrupt it for my fans
What you ask? What you ask? Why don't you say in my dm
They be staying talking back no matter what like Talking Ben

Why do I keep waking up in my own dreams?
Break the door down in this movie please cut the scene
If it goes on lockdown just grab my keys
Now I'm in the dark void the new sentry

These monsters got me on the scare floor
Cus im in bed with nothing to prepare for
But I stand on my two feet let's compare yours
You rocking yeezy still but I be rocking air force

Guess that's why they switched from scary to laughter
Cus sometimes our fear is worth what is after
I know sometimes it can turn into disaster
It doesn't hurt to try

And there's a big eye watching from above like Mike
Watching my every move far from sight
Always rejected i'm not their type
But stick to my gut it don't hurt to try

scare floor

Slowly drift to a place
So far away
I can tell it's nowhere near yesterday
The past and present shall not be erased
It's gotta stay for my future to take

Now i'm truly stuck in the middle of nowhere
And I cannot choose between my long or my short hair
Is this town vintage or modern like warfare?
They told me at least I got a room to record there
So why not take my time and go and explore there
Before the time expires and it starts to outgrow there
So let's go and try and start to make it a home there
They try to tell where I am like, it's a no share

And there's times I know i could be elsewhere
But you know I won't feel like myself there so

Slowly drift to a place
So far away
I can tell it's nowhere near yesterday
The past and present shall not be erased
It's gotta stay for my future to take

There's no escape now there's no way to transport
Unless I'm getting to the bag like i'm wearing Jansport
Or I truly use my legs, yea it's a man's sport
Catch me chilling in the back of a vans store
Of a vans store

middle of nowhere

You made me set my standards so high
My hometown stay believing all these lies
Later this month I can stay sipping pints
Gonna show her I would've been the right guy

She want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't
She want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't

Told me just a little bit of time is all she needed
Her look in her eyes I couldn't trust her too deceiving
She begging on her knees yeah she continue pleading
Like she did with her little time she was receiving

From the back
You don't want me back

Just until again, when you phone a friend
Then break up with me, and go back with him
And I love her so, but she can't commit

Why does everyone have to be a fucking bitch?
You can't give the definition of what true love is
You've gotta prove that mine is above his
You tried but you put me in the rough bitch
Some tough shit

She want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't
She want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't

So you sending me
All these memories
You ain't forgetting me
It's just unsteadily
Reaching to a point
Where I'm your only choice
But hate when I avoid
You treat me like a toy
And you prefer iphone, well I prefer a droid
Cus my battery will last longer than ya boy
You would've been with me forever until we're in soy
But you chose an ounce of temporary joy

She want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't
And she want me back
What's up with that?
I can, I can't
I can, I can't

And my trust has went from 1% to zero
But these bitches have a rulebook they can veto
And I don't give a fuck if she's flaming hot like cheetos
I'm gonna figure her out like Zito

she want me back

I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years
I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears
So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?
I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers

I gave it my all, it's mostly just rise and fall
Just waiting patiently to receive my future life on a call
Every success stories different just think it's not quite my time
More than 20 years have passed at least you could say that I try
Been doing shows so frequently got bigger artists asking how
Guess that's what you get when you just open up your mouth
And I know the success of others just has its ups and downs
So that's why i'm tryna self reflect and make more solos now

So what you think what you think?
What you think?
All I had to do was lock in just to feel like me

I don't need to reach an audience I just love my craft
Practicing these songs in my room but wish it was with a band
And I just need someone sweet to offer to take their hand
But it's like looking for a treasure in the deep buried sand
I was on the stage with those i've looked up to my whole career
And i've done dream collaborations with people that i've held so dear

I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years
I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears
So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?
I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers

self reflections

Say I'm stuck in a box
I really don't give a fuck
I'm just sticking with the sound that I fucking love
I'm here to prove em wrong
Yeah we blowing up

I don't need to suffer
Name in yo mouth like a gusher
All these bitches bluffers
When they lose their breathes and need a puffer

Is it their own purpose
To make their time worthless?
I stay deleting all these comments
Shoot em up just like comets

Over 5 years and you can't stay situated
Even tho i grew up they'll still be hating
And even if I blew up, don't know what they saying
Just know it won't be anything worse investigating

Too pure for this world my greatest strength and weakness
I be getting booked for shows every other weekend
But I always been sober yeah I wasn't ever tweaking
Guess that's enough to call me a poser for a reason

Just know that my vocals better than most the scene
But these people stay in boxes for their labeling
They say this music styles dead, well not for me
I'm bringing this shit back for eternity

Me and tykun making banger after banger
Shawty hmu later I might bang her
Showcasing my own styles on some hangers
Cus man im one hell of a genre changer

I don't need to suffer
Name in yo mouth like a gusher
All these bitches bluffers
When they lose their breathes and need a puffer

Is it their own purpose
To make their time worthless?
I stay deleting all these comments
Shoot em up just like comets

Yeah they're going to the galaxy
And I do my own mix and mastering
But I suck at vocal balancing
Better stop 4th walls are damaging
I wish I could explain my life
It's a thunderstorm cloud I feel like strife
I hate to break it to you all
But that's the end of this song

keep on

bitch i got no clique i just be staying on my own
they be thinking i can't do this shit bitch i do it all
i can crush this shit easy like a waffle cone 
and as soon as i go up all them bitches gonna fall cus

i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one!
and all these people hating yea you're a fucking bum yeah
they're a fucking bum yea
they're a fucking bum!

TELL EM SHUT UP YUH
GO GET YOUR BUCKS UP
ALL THESE PUSSIES TALKING LIKE THEY GOT SOMETHING SHOVED UP
AND IM A FUCK UP MOTHERFUCKER
BUT UNLIKE JOE I DON'T COMPARE MY SHIT TO OTHERS

i'm me bitch if you don't like it fuck off
and i got a mean bitch and she like to suck it off
and i just told your girl glove on or glove off
she a lil freak bitch yea she wanna do it raw

then she gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone
GONE GONE GONE GONNNNEEEEE
cus i'm the only one bitch!

ONLY ONE [RVYMVND]

Sometimes you gotta get a little bit of anger out
Rage and then push everything into large amounts
Yo bitch asked me what the fuck is my body count?
I said I ain't been around but got a lot of whereabouts

Rolling up dough like pizza
Pumping out songs fast like a cheetah
I be rocking black leather cus ya know fuck peta
And your bitch acting like she incognita
But she kinda bonita
See how much better I treat her
I'm the one that get the heat up
No Miami
Bitch I aint doing this shit for the grammies 
Staged ass award show matter fact hope they ban me
I know the industry they cannot stand me
They need to fix this shit call Handy Manny
Got the tools in the chest, like when she call me daddy
Except when its her chest, we continue to panties uh
That's a lil explicit and I need a plan b
And it's a lil too early to start a family
Need to go piece by piece like its reeses
I remember back in school at recess
Rap battles would start all in the streets there 
I never did it cus im quite unique there
Now im up more than people can believe and
I be doing shows like city after city 
Doesn't matter if you treat me shitty
I'm still coming back whether not you with me
So why not get on the wave right now you ain't busy
So go ahead get up and chant with me
Just chant with me just chant with me just chant with me

It's JoshIGuess
Never know quite what's next
He be switching genres right and left
And look he does a show once again
Once again

It's JoshIGuess
Never know quite what's next
He be switching genres right and left
And look he does a show once again
Once again

THEME SONG [RVYMVND]

was supposed to drop on the alt but eh
(prod by. kinderyessir + centrlx)
https://soundcloud.com/kinder-603456337
https://soundcloud.com/centrlxx

feat: https://soundcloud.com/joshaw4tt


Joshaw4tt
Bitches what's up

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

She throw me back and forth on the bed
But you know it ain't for the sex
She in my head but she not giving in
She say that we're better off as just friends
And I said baby can you give me a chance?
This is the first i've been in the camp
In a tent with you we stay overnight
Looking at the stars shine
At the campfire and they shining so bright 
You're a marshmello with the face you hide
These seconds fall like rose petals 
Are we on the same level?
I don't want you to do all this to satisfy me
I want us to be one i hope you fantasize me

Joshaw4tt 
You don't really know what it was til its gone
Cus I know what I want
But when you turning to another you start to notice all the flaws
Fuck, I'll pause and sip some white claw

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

magical fantasy

feat: @yungscuff
prod: Callisto Blue

PAIN SUFFOCATES THE SAME
I'M ON A RUNAWAY TRAIN
SHE GOT ME IN CHAINS
IN PAIN

Welcome to a world where you can never see where you are
And your footsteps have left a trail but then you can't see in the dark
And once you end up on the path that still ends in the same exact result
Trying my only luck with a struck from this sudden lightning bolt
CUS THATS MY SPARK

Taking things so sudden where I cannot even process
and I would live more dependently but I ain't dealing with bosses

And every time my life has changed I proceed more and more with caution
With my temperature below the cold breeze feels like that I'm in Boston
And I'm cutting the connects I feel like that i live in Groton
Me & Yung Scuff yeah we know we bout to start a moshpit

And yeah I always surround
These people that give me frowns
But I just gotta calm down
I'm gonna make my own sound

I gotta do it for myself now
Even if everybody’s let down
Cus every ending's all the same
And every time it ends in pain
But these chains don’t phase me 
they barely even wear me down 
And I’ll only break free
No matter what my fate allows
I’ll only break free
It’s just a matter of time now
NO MATTER WHAT MY FATE ALLOWS >>

Forever in your lost and found
I know you don't want me around
When you dream of me aroused
Save me from this endless desire
But you let me rest your soul on fire

Endless Desire [2025 Remaster]

(Prod. Anyvibe & Enigma)
Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

She got that perfect body show me how it work
When she shake it she gon change my universe
Bad bitch yea you know she got the curves
And she gon make it work, uh uh
We be at the club all night
Yea we making love tonight
So let’s enjoy this life
Dance like it’s our wedding night

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Who that girl in the photo right there?
Pretty eyes and that natural hair
Looking good no matter what you wear
You and I would make a pretty good pair
So let’s go on the dance floor show me what you’re made of
And you look so perfect with or without your makeup
We’re locked in forever you know I won’t break up
She feeling kinda freaky she might put the tape up
Te amo bebe exploramos el mundo
Solo quiero que te mantengas seguro


Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Gifted (Prod. Anyvibe & Enigma)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

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