NIce work man love this. Where can I hear this beat?

This the sound on gawd i feel the pain 😔🤞🏽

Nice unique vibes. Should use much groovier drum beat rather than generic hiphop beats. Keep exploring!

(prod. bipolar beats)
mix by: me
master by: me
vocals by: me
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/drawllapse/
and how the fuck do people liking me feel painful (painful)
not really their fault i'm mentally unstable (i'm unstable!)
i swear to god my life's been told just like a fable (like a fable!)
they shut me off like people shutting off their cable (shut it off!)
i try to pleasure everyone when i'm unable (i'm unable!)
i gotta put my life together like a staple (gotta staple!)
but they just think i'm good all they give is appraisal (give appraisal!)
deep inside i often have thoughts of betrayal (yes i do!)

all these emails tryna sign me to a label (they just want you!)
but if i really do i really won't feel faithful (yeah i won't)
i just wanna work and always do my own thing (my own thing)
but how do i when i can't even think straight (not thinking clearly)
about what i want in this life (very dearly)
they take advantage whenever u wanna feel nice (and they fear me)
and to these people i could never pass their turnpike (wheeling)
unless i already wanna go and see the light (feelings)
why these people always wanna take advantage (of my own stuff)
i guess they dont know the affect of damage
@user-324021497

Music Vid

dhmu it's painful (bipolar beats)

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/gravehouse-live-in-la-tickets-880030052577

JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

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