ＹＯＵ＇ＲＥ　Ａ　ＣＯＭＥＴ　ＩＮ　ＴＨＥ　
ＤＡＲＫＥＳＴ　ＳＫＹ

//あなたは素晴らしい//

i'm finally happy again so here's a lil' love song for a lil' someone. 
thank you so much to my best friend qawi for comin' in clutch with creating this with me. i love you man <3

@qawikamri

lyrics
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(guardin)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

i think i'm falling for you
everything you do is so cool
i'm a sucker for your tattoos
and the way you say i love you

let's just crawl inside my bed
sleep until it's six a clock my parents think we're dead
i could hold you for eternity or till you fall asleep
i could write a song about the way i love it when you speak

baby you complete me evidently 
you're a diamond in the rough & 
i'm so fucking glad you met me
imma love you like forever or until you just forget me
but i think you wanna stay a while
i think you that you get me

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

(qawi kamri)
welcome to my house, please take a seat
i call you beautiful, cos i mean it
are you hungry though? i can make you something
what do you want? i can make you anything

or we can order pizza too
i got spare change my room
dominos or pizza hut
just so you know the choice is yours

ohhhh the choice is yours
ohhhh so which one?

maybe im your soulmate
maybe you're my soulmate
should i kiss your lips
we're gonna make history
we're gonna make history  

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

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shaky hands (feat. qawi kamri)(prod. by qawi kamri)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ

//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
-----------
this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
-----------
under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

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photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

Ｉ＇Ｍ　ＡＦＲＡＩＤ　ＯＦ　ＤＩＡＬ　ＴＯＮＥＳ

//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
-------
summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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home (prod. by mewsyc)

brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe!!

lyrics :-0 :-)
Lilac incense burning out inside my Mercedes 
So reminiscent of the times when I would call you my baby 
Autumn leaves fall from the trees just like our feelings they changing 
But I remember what u told me life is just what we make it 
Cherry blossom Shawty breathe your life into the wintertime 
Memories of you and me u interlocked ur hand in mine 
Memories of conversations destinies that intertwine 
Icicles around my fuckin heart I feel like Gucci maine
Brr brr brr brr brr 
We not Gucci tho 
East Atlanta Santa in the phantom feeling Gucci tho 
Used to wake up with u, now I wake up in my Gucci robe 
Text me like “I miss u”  hit u back like naw I’m Gucci hoe 

I’m like Gucci this and Gucci that um 
Gameboy games in Gucci bags 
Gucci jeans all on my ass um 
Lil cream on her face no Gucci tat um
Brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe 
Text me like u miss me hit u back like naw I’m Gucci tho 

Like why u tryna call me bae Bitch 
I’m up in that Tesla why u tryna test my patience 
Cause I been livin day to day shit like this life a vacation or maybe 
Now they all be singing my cadence its validation 
Fuck That fake shit 

Im on that wake up give me top shit 
I’m up on my boss shit 
Fuck her then I teleport lil hoe I feel like Noctis 
Damn my ex is all up on my shit I feel like Roxas 
Had to cut that bitch off she like koffing hoe is toxic 
Gurren lagann Shawty how she bout to give me face bitch 
She turned off my PS4 u bout to run my fade bitch 
I don’t take no shit lil Boi u sounding like u take dick 
I just took flight I’m out in Paris w my main 
Bitch 
I’m w my lil Shawty tho 
Yellow diamonds wario 
Whippin Maserati vintage Tommy drizzled on me tho 
Got a bunch of thotties rubbing scented lotion on me tho 
Girlfriend feed me takis while I’m fuckin on ur auntie tho

Feeling Gucci ☾˙❀‿❀˙☽ (prod.Meltycanon)

prod. by @lilsadeyes
feat. @lilsadeyes

lyrics
--------
sadeyes
------------
juliet i miss you so
you were my angel
now i'm all alone
one more scar
i've grown so dark
push that dagger straight
through my heart again

guardin
------------
stab me in the back again
blood stained polo cardigan
wasted fuck it i'll relapse
burning all the photographs
i can remember the smell of your hair
the smoke on your clothes lingers throughout the air
he doesn't love you like you think he can
fornicating in the back of his van

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codename juliet (feat. sadeyes)(prod. by sadeyes)

shout to all my fellow weebs
lyrics~
Waifu pillow Shawty cute as fuck so kawaii and I take my baby to kauai and we vacation the Islands 
 I see Vibrant embers , crystals dance like stars on her eyelids 
we go together like I’m plusle and ur minun u my Bitch 
Draped in Takahashi when she top me in the Islands 
I look like captain hitsugaya how my diamonds is shinin 
Watching hentai and we smilin damn I love my kawaii bitch 
Ok like I said moshi moshi then that bitch start to throat me 
She said lonely but  girl that shit was before me 
I said arigato when she gave me t
toppo 
Look like nagato  rinnegan see thru them ops tho 
We was in Osaka 
She was on my cock ya 
Shawty look like shiny magikarp oh ya I caught her 
She said she kawaii desu 
And thru that neck too 
I got all these thotties on my body like senketsu 
All these rappers cappin fake illusions like genjutsu 
Everything I’m on I kill that xp + 2 

I sound like lightning in a bottle hit u w a that chidori 
Lil bitch I’m frightening I’m a prolem all u rappers just bore me 
Im gettin green like avocado kiss ur mom shorty 
Savage gasp lil el diablo icy blizzard all on me 
And look like I don’t eat no shrooms but ima always one up 
See I creepin on me bro like what the fuck is u up to 
I got takashi on me number nines on my butt too 
Oh wait bro u just kissed ur girl that bitch was giving me succ to 
But ay but savage gasp is lame boy he can’t rap like that 
U know I rly fucking hate it when u cap like that 
Like when u act like that and then u dap my hand 
Cause like a mom at Trader Joe’s lil hoe I’m in my bag 
I look like wisdom form sora hoe I’m soarin thru Florence 
My ass was sleeping in my car now I fuck foreigns in foreigns 
She see my mecha sonic diamonds look like water I’m gorgeous 
And u a pussy boy like Korin 
I get them blue strips like Corbin 
And u a lame boy 
My shit go insane boy 
Shawty suck my dick while I play Pokémon on gameboy 
Blonde hair denim on the jacket like an Android 
Brand new Guap hoe but I’m still the same boy

Moshi Moshi＼（＾○＾）人（＾○＾）／ (prod. Deegs)

ＴＨＥ　ＶＯＩＣＥＳ　ＩＮ　ＭＹ　ＨＥＡＤ　ＣＯＬＬＩＤＥ

//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
--------
this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

flaming hot cheetos(◠﹏◠✿) w/keshore (prod. Meltycanon)

ＴＨＥ　ＷＡＹ　ＴＨＡＴ　ＳＨＥ　ＴＡＬＫＳ　
ＭＡＫＥＳ　ＴＨＥ　ＮＩＧＨＴ　ＤＡＮＣＥ

//落ちるのを恐れる//

i've been feeling some type of way recently. i don't know what to call it.

s/o young taylor
click that link up there & check him out 

thanks for 13k <3

lyrics
--------
how you gonna say that you like that
just to walk away when the tide casts
just to disappear well the forecast 
is cloudy today but the way that she talks makes the night dance 
girl you're an angel from hell
bad to the bone baby i couldn't tell
ooo mamasita she sweet to the cell
she on my dick cause i look like drake bell
whisper my name 
grippin' your neck & i'm slappin' your face
pull on your hair as i slide your panties off your waist
sit on my lips cause i love how you taste 
baby girl just take off on my rocket 
when you pop it back you better lock it 
we could spark the jay inside my pocket
fuck all night & we ain't ever stoppin'

got a feelin this is it 
got me feelin like a kid
spark another in a bit too high i'll admit 
rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie on my wrist
jk maybe ravioli in my dish

i'm never hungry 
only for pussy and money 
i thought that bar was so funny 
i'm still laughin' like a dummy 
nothing makes sense to me lately 
stuck in my room someone save me 
i'm a fiend cause this weed got me shaky 
smoking it daily 
cause i cop big bands 
and i got big plans
and i can not stand you
being this far away
from the shit that you say 
that you think that you can't do 
just try a little harder and you'll see
turn your dreams into reality 
fuck the hate and negativity 
i believe in creativity

so when the sun comes up will you be here in the morning
love
x2

i can't sleep without you in my bed
and lately you've been wandering inside of my head 
so maybe i'm falling all over again
and i fear you'll leave me for one of your friends

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lately (prod. by young taylor)

Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＥＶＥＲ
ＧＥＴ　Ａ　ＣＡＬＬ　ＢＡＣＫ

//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
--------
and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

in my sleep

ＷＨＡＴ＇Ｓ　Ａ　ＨＡＢＩＴ　ＴＯ　Ａ　ＲＡＢＢＩＴ
ＩＦ　ＨＥ　ＣＲＡＷＬＳ　ＯＵＴ　ＯＦ　ＨＩＳ　ＣＡＧＥ？

//あなたは私に死んでいる//

lyrics
--------
droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

follow redrose

trust me (prod. by redrose)

Ｉ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　Ｉ　ＮＥＥＤ　ＡＮＯＴＨＥＲ　ＬＩＧＨＴ

//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
--------
addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

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addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

an ocean of stars couldn't keep us apart(prod.Elijah Who)

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

ＴＵＲＮ　ＡＲＯＵＮＤ　＆　ＷＡＬＫ　ＡＬＯＮＥ

//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
--------
when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

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when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

shout my bro dawg 9tails

lyrics for my part because miles is a dumb whore and forgot to send me his smh:

Red velvet that cupcake 
I’m just tryna fuck ay 
I tell her i love her 
Then I hit that pump fake 

I got like the hits like I’m Ichiro 
Strawberry aura my soul like I’m ichigo 
Shawty a freak and succ on my pee pee 
My heart be my key they like what the fuck he be on 
I’m up in the party w my whole team cocaine keyblade Shawty got a nose bleed 
I’m not tryna text hoes I’m just tryna sex hoes look at how I flex like Broly 
Overlord and Bitch I go retarded look like amethyst Garnet them crystals on me 
I been shitting on artists who talkin garbage look like Seargant frog w Green up in my pockets 
I play my psp I’m off the thc 
Warpstar sports car DxD 
I send a pic of my Johnson hehe XD 
And all these goth women thot Bitches eat my seed 
I had to swing by on my dragonite  take bitch to chili’s 
Ima roll up in that bottom 
Monkey balls deep in titties 
Break up then I fuck call that Xbox 
I don’t whip Vespa boy I whip Tesla 
Boy I keep that gas like a rest top 
Why all u Cunt’s steady fronting I’m next up

strawberry aura ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) w/9tails (prod. cairo)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

lyrics <3

Left my ass on read like 3 times Lupin 
Texted back again like 3 times stupid 
I wish we could hit that rewind movie 
Angel baby fly thru the sky Cupid 
I’ll always tell u that ur beautiful 
I been catching feelings hope that u can catch a few of those 
I’m tryna make u laugh 
And when I tell u that I love u hope u say that back 
Dance dance revolution I make moves 
What I gotta do to show u that I want to date u 
Correlate u face w a great mood 
Never see ur face blue never need no FaceTune 
Dance dance revolution 
What I gotta do to show u that I wanna date u 
And u lookin great u an angel 
Summertime sky in ur eyes and ur face cute 

Back track whoa there 
I can’t even slow dance
Hit my phone 
And lmk where ur at 
I’m just tryna chill and watch coraline 
Im just tryna show u that there’s always something more to life 
We could leave this castle and explore the sky 
When I feel the darkness in my heart i know that ur the light 
We can be like Ethan and hila 
I fall in love again with u whenever I see you

i really hope you like me back╰(◡‿◡✿╰) (prod. snail’s house + tsundere twintails)

Ｉ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＳＴＡＲＥＤ　ＡＳ　
ＹＯＵ　ＫＥＰＴ　ＢＬＩＮＫＩＮＧ

//私はただ一人でいたい//

lyrics
--------
i'm sick of this open house
my friends are not my pals
they all swarm in and out
and i just wanna be alone
cause death sits on my mind
a fraction of the time
they say that love is blind
but i don't think they really know

i escape the ceiling of my brain
feelings are unspoken when i'm tokin' in the rain
easier to ignore all the pain
i bet you would do it too if you we're just as insane
as me
contain my drinking
i wish i could 
just stop thinkin'
pick my body up 
i'm sinkin'
i just stared
as you kept blinkin'

it wasn't always like this
lately i've been feelin' sorta lifeless
lie awake at night tryna fight this
but i can't escape the pain so i write this
song for a girl that'll never give a damn
or a boy that's a friend that'll never understand
or a mom that's confused about her son and where i am
or a deadbeat dad that's just watching from the stands

i'm sick of this open house
my friends are not my pals
they all swarm in and out
and i just wanna be alone
cause death sits on my mind
a fraction of the time
they say that love is blind
but i don't think they really know

i don't think they really know a thing about it
so maybe you should go just dip like shit
like you don't really care bout me or him
if i end it all tonight does that mean you win?

umf

Joshua Anthony Shain II