I don’t wanna go I’d rather be there w u 💜

I say go go go if you need to Ik you got somewhere else to be

[memoirs of a junkie]
strung out again for like the 10th time this week
all of these substances they flowin thru me
and if i took a knee
would you hate me?
and if i disagree
would you hate me?
and once you decide to leave
once you decide to leave
i learned its all about teaching me things
[i was never the type to ask for help]
strung out again for like the 10th time this week
all of these substances they flowin thru me
and if i took a knee
would you hate me?
and if i disagree
would you hate me?
and once you decide to leave
once you decide to leave
i learned its all about teaching me things

it was never supposed to be pretty

[memoirs of a junkie]
would you all be happier if i wasnt here in this place?
show my face, sit here with my -
would you all be happier if i took some time away?
im thinkin bout disappearing later today

would you all be happier if i wasnt here in this place?
show my face, sit here with my -
would you all be happier if i took some time away?
im thinkin bout disappearing later today

would you

Feels like I don’t know u

(intro)
so in the end..
my punishment is even worse
than i imagined
the loneliness
oh ..my.. god
the loneliness
(verse)
[memoirs of a junkie]
and i been high for most of my life
special concoctions just to keep my mind right
and its kinda fucked up that i have to fight
with the world i was birthed into
i neva signed no waiver'
i dont remember neva signing no papers
[where is the contract?]
why do i exist?
and why am i here?
and why do i want this all to disappear
why do i like getting high
more than i fear dyin? [will you miss me when im gone?]
its a strange case
isnt it?
to think i love myself, but i hate this existence
if i could rewrite the rules i'd do it all myself
i'd show you how to write a game that really runs itself

whyamihere

gone to plan (prod luxary)

Answer It-feat:FFEARR(Prod.bypyctur)

Somewhere Else To Be

prada me ft. march

paint the sky red

Artist; Micah1, Lil Scopic
Mix/master; Micah1, Lil Scopic
Prod; Better Tracks x alexbrazy
Cover Art; STADIUM

Boo ft. Lil Scopic (prod. Better Tracks x alexbrazy)

Whenever I approach you
I'm always getting close to
Sayin' it out loud
So take out all the O2
The autumn wind will blow through
You're never gon find out, out
She said, "Curse that fallen angel."
How I'm scrapin' up a scheme to serve the plot
(Don't get in my fucking way)
And I know I'm gonna raise Hell
One mistake after another, I forgot
I do not want you to save me

Girl, I know you love your boyfriend
And he's all you'd ever need
'Cause his love comes straight from the source
And I'm a force of social greed
And the doctor said I'm bugging
But I swеar I'm gonna choke
If I keep talkin' in circles
We could trеat it like a joke

But if I had you
I wouldn't have to
Girl, if I had you
But I couldn't have you

Oh, baby, I only wanted you
I couldn't say it, so I'm typin' it on the cue
I fuckin' hate it, so I died like a Montague
You think I'm chasin' something, I only wanted you

I found the truth in solitude
It's concrete proof that we're all screwed
I only wanted you
I'm eating Lucy in the sky, what you tryna do?
You think I made it? That's a lie, fuck your point of view
I never say this shit, but I only wanted you
I only wanted you

soul crushing

XOVAST. made from chaos, built to heal. every track’s a scar, every line’s a lifeline. for the ones who’ve been through it — I see you. this ain’t just sound, it’s survival. turning pain into something you can feel. if it helps even one of you, it’s worth it.

Somewhere Else To Be

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