Bro, I know Ive said it already, but your sound is so dope. 💯

@user-839036203-29604541: Wow thank you. Glad you like'em. Need more fans like you!

Feel Fine Again

I used the Wooden Heart instrumental by Listener along with my own spoken word poetry. Hopefully it'll be a part of a future album called 'blue hues' 
p.s roast me and tell me what i can do better because criticism can only help an artist grow.

12/3/18
wow this piece is almost 2 years old, it really makes me so happy that so many people have listened to this and continue to do so, thank you so much. I hope this piece means as much as it does to you as it does to me. 

here are the lyrics 
Somewhere along the lines 
an --out of body experience occurred
being there^ but not actually there-
It's impossible to describe dissociation


You think you're talking --you think you're laughing 
That you're participating
but people ask why you're so quiet...
and you snap out of it-
You're scared
It's not something you can quite control
only something 
you can get help for
but no one wants to help
you're caught between a rope of insanity and bliss
i know it sucks 
and you just wish
that things 
could be different


and i know you've stayed up till 4
in the morning
with
restlessness^ inside your bones 
you've asked yourself 
"why am i like this"
you've gone through periods of self hatred 
and then self love
it's a rollercoaster
that you can't seem to 
get off of 
even though you much prefer flat ground....
 
its sad
how you think you're nothing because
i think
that You 
are the stars 
I am convinced that you are not of this world
your bones - 
must be made of stardust
your tears asteroids
because of the depth that they hold when they fall 
your hands forming every galaxy from scratch

and you are something foreign 
something no one can understand 
You.   are the ocean
You are darker and more blue than all of your friends
you are drowning in sadness
that's almost comfortable 
i know you can't wait till it ends
till you are in the sky 
among the baby blue soft clouds
they suit you so well----!

but the warm hues of a sunny day -
reflecting off the strands of your hair 
misplaced
the shine in your eyes that lead to a 
world unknown 
they make me 
happy 
To even be alive

And if you were to leave 
i would miss everything about you
so 
if you ever need me at 4 in the morning to help you you fall asleep
you call me
if you ever need someone to pull you out of deep water
i will dive in immediately
when you're lost in space creating clusters of beauty 
please remember
that i 
love 
you
for everything 
you are is 
beautiful 

and 
i am so happy
that you. are. here.
I am 
so 

happy

A Self Love Piece

My first mixtape, I've spent two years working on these songs. A lot of songs didn't make the cut. Im from Milwaukee and everyone featured is also from Milwaukee. Recorded at Charley Cooks studio in Milwaukee. I produced the whole tape. MicKellogg helped with production on the song "What You Want". Charley Cooks helped on production on "K cool". I hope everyone enjoys it and shares it with there friends and peers.

Save My Life -Prod. Sean Sison

some sad shit that i been feelin. sorry for being hella late on my 400 song ._.

Go check out @themostwackest <3 they made this dope ass beat that
i completely ruined <3

art by: http://kada-bura.tumblr.com/post/134281975562/feelin-an-awful-lot-like-empty-space

lyrics
(verse 1)
as i get older
i start to look
father keeps sayin
to play by the books
i'm feelin so scared of the world
how do i know if i'm gonna be fine
might be too anxious
afraid that i'll die
insisting to me
it'll all be alright and i
don't really know if i'll make it
telling myself that
it's just like a game
my biggest fear is that
i'll only bring shame
like the one that did before me
ignorance just made her lonely
i don't think i'll reach that path
but i feel like i'm still in last
time is just going to fast for me
i start to feel the defeat
even resorted to get on my knees 
and pray out to god
asking him please
make me feel normal
i'm tired of the 
sleepless nights
depression locks me
in real tight
and i've been asking all 
these questions
i don't know the right direction
still i stand before the people
that i call my friends
and i crumble


(hook)
more or less
i'm feelin so distressed
and i've been
counting all the days
i lay my head to rest
and i'm scared
i might miss
the moments
of such bliss
pass the spliff
i'll just fade away


(verse 2)
been feeling to sad
thinking of quiting
but then i'll feel bad
how could i cut every tie
that made?
just cause i'm feeling 
depressed in my brain
i should keep going
show all the niggas
who doubted that
i can keep growing
i keep flowing
trying to figure out
how i should deal
letting em know all
the shit that i feel 
gotten this far
but i still wont reveal
the face behind the mask
afraid to try and grasp
every single feeling
that is bad
but i
will still try
and keep going

fear/try (prod. by elias)(thanks for 400!)

I DO NOT OWN ANY ARTWORK!

Little back story. I dated a girl, she cheated on me and I forgave her.
She then called me a few days later saying she wanted her cats back and also breaking up with me lol. 

Like this little beat? Go check out @redpestbeats. They've got some snazzy tunes.

Who's the girl at the start? Well that's my good friend @typo_17117 go check her out she's fuckin amazing.

(lyrics)
you told me that it's over
and i don't mind
i have one thing that
will make me cry
and that is

i miss your cats
i miss your cats
(i miss your cats)

i miss your cats    
i miss your cats
(i miss your cats)

(hook)
but not you
cause you suck
i think that
you're a cunt

but your cats
are fuckin rad
and i would
take you back but
you are hella
whack so i'll just
be sad cause  

i miss your cats
i miss your cats
(i miss your cats)

i miss your cats
i miss your cats
(i miss your cats)

i miss your cats
i miss your cats
(i miss your cats)

i miss ur cats :/ (prod. by redpest)

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Betrayed (Remix)

Comatose - Single

Comatose

Scar Tissue

Scar Tissue (Prod. @Ocean)

Writers: Nick M. Livingston and John T. Britt
Producer: JTB
Mixing: Will M. Carlson
Mastering: Will M. Carlson

Kids (ft. JTB)(Prod. JTB)

Fun lil song we all made back when it was a lot sunnier
@khaidreams
@atwood

fly away w/ khai dreams & atwood

here you are

Written & Produced by Jesse Aicher & Westerns

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Scar Tissue (Prod. @Ocean)

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