To mourn for someone when you know they are going to hell is quite an experience. You don't know whether you should start crying or just shrug off his death because, hey, he literally called himself the Antichrist. He was a chaotic figure, deeply complex. I could never pinpoint my exact thoughts on him. And even in death, this still rings true.
Mental health is a crazy topic, mostly because those afflicted with it like to pretend they don't have it. This is true for both me and Etika. Though my issues aren't nearly as severe - it's just some autism - I find it wild that the way I think isn't the way everyone else thinks. And I wonder, just what was going through his head when he went and offed himself, because that straight up baffles me. I suppose we'll never know. We will never find meaning. Any meaning his death could have had to him, was lost with him.
What broke the finale straw? Was their a finale straw to begin with? I dont kn

The R.I.P Etika Playlist

Best time of year #Rap #Halloween #Spooky #Boogeyman #Michael Myers #Farrukoo18 #Scares

Spooky Season (Prod. Anabolic Beatz)

TeXasSmaSh.wav (prod. High Roller)

Deep Fantasy

Myself

Where is home when you have no path that leads to it?

Where is home (Prod Jofis Beats)

We each walk a path all our own. Where will yours take you?

My path to Joy [Prod_tiebrkrnb]

Laying with the two ladies who will destroy your world.

Laying with the Double Ds [Prod ArcaneBeats]

It's no end to the attempts, what matters is you come back harder than last time.

(Breaking) Addiction [Prod Origami]

where

For anyone who is having suicidal thoughts then call the Samaritans phone number (116 123) for someone to talk to and to to help you out that situation

Trust me, You are loved!

(Art by nairdaGS)

116 123 (Rest In Peace Etika)

Damn... Sad that it ended like this. He was a very energetic guy and super caring for his fan-base. I watched him alot over the years so this hits hard. Rest in peace Desmond "Etika" Amofah... #JOYCONBOZFOREVER
Sample used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBGcdRPbOj4

RIP ETIKA - (Prod. Josh)

Etika was a true bro through and through I will definitely miss him!
Just last year at we were turning up at Anime Expo. We joked, we laughed, we bro'd out. It's crazy to think that things could have been different. If maybe we just talked a little more, if I just reached out even after he pushed us away. Let your friends know you care. Please let them know. And Never forget the impact he had on us, keep your friends close let them know you're there for them, RIP Des we wont forget! It's been an honor and a pleasure!
We Dem Boyz!

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Thank You For Your Time - Tribute to Desmond "Etika" Amofah

RIP Etika

Josh May - Synth, Vocals, Guitar
Samuel Schultz - Bass, Vocals
Jack Holston - Production
Colin Conway - Trumpet

This Time Of Year

b3fOr3 tH3 WaK3 (Prod.TORYONTHEBEAT & LouBeats)

(Minute limits are whack yo. Go follow DolanII 2)
Posting bad music here when I'm not working on an equally bad fanfiction.
If your a robot, please stop trying to get me to enlist in your cult. Souncloud, if you are wondering why I am reporting so many people, they are not people, they are spam bots. I think I reported like ONE actual person. And they WERE spamming the same message to a bunch of different people.

RIP ETIKA - (Prod. Josh)

Joshua Gayden

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