NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF. 

"NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT" - KEEP THE LIGHTS ON & HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE.
EXECUTIVE PRODUCED BY @vincent-the-black-rabbit
EVERY TRACK DIRECTED & RECORDED BY JOSHUA LANUARII

FROM ME TO YOU

NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT

sorry
*remastered as of 2/24/2022
prod. BeatsByCon, mixed by @nbmusic098


i wanted you to get home
i wanted you to be with, me
and i know you wanted, more
baby, i can see it, please
when my phone goes off
i know that we'll leave it
what if we had to go
what if they won't leave us, be
i know that i've been gone
i know that we've been here
and when the moon's coming down
we'll be the only ones around

so tell me when you come home
yea tell me when you get here
i really wanna see you, now
i really wanna see you, clear

and all the days that i've had to think about it all
with the time that we've spent on all of us
through the storm i know i'd have to go and bring it all
just to love what is left of you and i


i wanna be with you
i wanna spend my time out here
the only time i feel the truth
is every time i'm out with you
and for the rest of my life
i know that it's fine
if we're miles apart right now
but only if our hearts endowed
i talk about it too much
and i know you feel it, too
that i can't wait to say 
i'll always just love you, ooo

so tell me when you come home
yea tell me when you get here
i really wanna see you, now
i really wanna see you, clear

and all the days that i've had to think about it all
with the time that we've spent on all of us
through the storm i know i'd have to go and bring it all
just to love what is left of you and i

so tell me when you come home

come back home

don't hold me down, one of my favorites. single #2
prod. Dionso, mixed by @nbmusic098

[Chorus]
Don't hold me down
Can't breathe when you're not around
Stay with me now
When you leave without a sound

[Verse 1]
Stay with me now
These streets are cold
I can't miss you
I can't lie down
This time it's old
Ways you turn out
I can't fix you
You'll cut me out

Oh no

[Chorus]
Don't hold me down
Can't breathe when you're not around
Stay with me now
When you leave without a sound

[Verse 2]
Take up my time
I need you just in my life
I can't wait no, no more
Need to take up some lies
So
Don't hold me down
I don't wanna fall out
We can go to the sky
Don't wanna hear a goodbye

[Outro]
So
Stay with me now
When you leave now
When you leave without a sound
Stay with me now
When you leave now
Don't hold me down
Stay with me now

don't hold me down

stream on spotify, apple music, etc: https://fanlink.to/rosetints
prod. @nbmusic098, featuring @kittydoggo

[Intro: Joshua Lanuarii]
I just got a message it told me too much
Roses on my mind I just can't get enough
The words I try to think of just get withered n such
But If I just

[Verse 1: Joshua Lanuarii]
Get this feeling, talk too much and bomb it all
I know you feel it
I don't wanna get involved
My phone is ringing
It's just what we wanna call I'm always dealing
So just hear me breathing
I'm just on the other side of paradise
The places that we take each other, wanna ride
Yeah

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
I see you through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Yea, you got me through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Babe, I see you through rose tints
yea, yea, yea

[Verse 2: Kittydog]
I'm always looking through these rose tinted windowpanes
They say its unrealistic, I say its not worth the pain
You're too damn beautiful to see the world as pessimistic
Give it a try baby just put on all my heart shape glasses
I'm just tryna hold up my wilted bouquet
I miss the beautiful garden I was in every day
Yea you wipe off my rose tears
And I thought they were broken
But I never had to leave them

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
I see you through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Yea, you got me through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Babe, I see you through rose tints
Yea, yea, yea

spotify !

rose tints (w/ kittydog)

a couple drinks in a graveyard aye aye
prod. @nbmusic098
feat. @fuckjamesy, @kaydenneal, @patrickmcgee & Bee

[Chorus: Kayden Neal]
Cranberry lime
Let's not waste this time
Cranberry lime
We can feel sublime, woah
Cranberry lime

[Verse 1: Joshua Lanuarii]
One, two, uh
What makes you think I got a different place to be, yeah
I don't got a lot of things but you and me, now
What if we can go and make it up for me, yeah
What if we can go to states we won't be leavin
So
So I'm movin through the night
Got your body through the lights
We won't stop until it's right
Movin state to state tonight 
Yeah we're movin til we're there
Nono baby don't be scared
It's just you and I, a pair
Yeah

[Chorus: Kayden Neal]
Cranberry lime
Let's not waste this time
Cranberry lime
We can feel sublime, woah

[Bridge: PM]
Aye, it's PM baby
Yea, it's just me and you
When it's just us two, we gon do whatever
I know he hurt you girl, but when you with PM I'ma make it better
Take you out for a night trip
And when the time is right grab you by your hips
As I lean in for a kiss
Yeah I know you new to this
Got the ciroc with the cranberry
Now It's mixed up, it's like strawberry
Nah, this is not no fairytale
I'm just correct in way he felt
Let me know, all your lies
I see the hurt, in your eyes
Show you real shit, you look surprised
You know, I
(Lemme see it, cuz we could have fun, nigga)

[Verse 2: JAMESY!]
I could change your life 
You knew the second, you look in my eye, boy 
Fuck, We know we can keep this a secret 
We can't when the neighbors been hearing you screamin my name 
Mi nah one tuh ramp games, 
Tell mi baby, tell mi, vwoy, eff yuh feel di siem 
Cud yuh gimmi yuh name, 
Nuh one tuh shot ah shot, but I'm workin on my aim 
Dimepiece nex tuh mi. 
Him brown yeye,  boutta si ah brand new mi. 
Suh many niggas, buh mi nah guh bi choosey, 
Yuh di one, swear tuh Jah, Eh ah doozy. 
Mon kno dat he plans tuh bi mine. 
Tan out, Nah talk a quarter afta nine. 
He ongle sipping pan dat Moonshine. 
Buh he kno mi so-so fucking wid di cranberry lime

[Chorus: Kayden Neal]
Cranberry lime
Let's not waste this time
Cranberry lime
We can feel sublime, woah
Cranberry lime

[Outro: Bee]
And I know that he plans to be mine
And I know that he plans to be mine
And I know that he plans to be mine
And I know that he plans to be mine
(Cranberry lime)

cranberry lime (feat. Kayden Neal, PM & Bee)

feat. SAIGA12 & Isabelle Zamora
prod. XN Beatz, mixed by @nbmusic098

[verse 1: SAIGA12]
Un gran cuarto full of bad bitches
When he talks, es porque no te hablas
No soy tu amante yo si soy la tosca
Try me, atrévete, me llaman peligrosa
Pistol on my hip, belleza en mi cara
If you touch me yo te dispararé
King Midas touch. Todo lo que toco turns into gold nadie arrebate mi oro
Si lo tocas, cortaré su mano
No sabes, no sabes 
Contra cuchillo

[chorus: Isabelle Zamora]
Un nuevo dia y me despierto en la cama sola.
Ya hacen años qué te veo y me dejas por otra.
Cuantas llamadas perdidas te he dejado por tonta?
Pues esta bien mi vida ya tu no me importas

[verse 2: Joshua Lanuarii]
I took a trip down to the docks it made me feel like I'm on top
Different cities everywhere, I'd never know, I'd never stop
I just can't accept the greed in my heart, it just dropped
One, two, three
Different oceans by the pier, I'm by the scope, I'm by the bay
Feel it on my skin I'm soakin up the money, andale
Got good food up on my plate, I'm eatin caesar's little steak
They got me listening to games but when I'm out, I don't play
Babe, you get it? Right?
Yeah I got that love
So I got that love
Put the racks up on my back and call it shoulder rubs
Gas up in the city makes me feel like I'm a thug
Rose petals on my back, and they melt me up

[chorus: Isabelle Zamora]
Olvidame, olvidame, mami olvidame, olvidame, oh

[Bridge: Joshua Lanuarii]
Got that money, got that money
In a new city
Got that money, got that money
In a new city
Got that money on me, got in a new place
Got that money on me, got in a new place

[Verse 3: Joshua Lanuarii]
You got me fuckin up, I feel like I just got myself a lot
Windows down, I'm goin, smokin all that shit at restaurants
Got that nails they lookin fye, by the day I never thought
They just called me up, they told me that they hit it
And I paused
So I spent the night in punta, and I headed up in town
We went shopping, and we spent it all in seconds, by the pound
I'm the special kind of fucker, I just run up then I bounce
Now I'm lookin at the beach while livin it with no doubt

You know
That's just how it is sometimes
You know
You're in a new place for the first time, it's just
Feel somethin
And sometimes it feels, better
You know

punta gorda (feat. SAIGA12 & Isabelle Zamora)

prod. DWNLD, mixed by @nbmusic098

[Chorus]
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one

[Verse 1]
Cleanin up the party
I got no where else to stay
The room is feelin lonely
And my job is MIA
Talkin to my friends
But they ain't got shit to say
Got the crown up in my body
But I'm movin with the day

[Chorus]
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one

[Verse 2]
I'm callin in the mornin
When I pullup right on time
I say I love your colors
And you're always lovin mine
Sleepin under covers
With the sun right in my eyes
Sayin I'm a lover, but
Only for the night, yea

[Chorus]
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one
I can't
Wait for you to miss me
Soon I'll be gone
I just
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one

Prince street
Prince street
You're the best one
Run on down to prince street
You're the best one
Wait for you  (To miss me)
Wait for you (To miss me)
Wait for you

prince street (wait for u)

feat. @squiblers & @kamikaz3endless
prod. 4AmBabz, mixed by @nbmusic098

[verse 1: josua lnary]
Got me on your mind like some pesos
Ghosted in the grass for my daws low
Two damn hearts, that's what they know
Lurkin all around, for the unknown
But I'm haunted
Feelin haunted
Got me in the house where I'm locked in 
Old hoes got me feelin haunted
You got me fucked up now 
Talkin too much for my old sound
Walk around town, feelin low now
I feel it on my back, I'm alone now
Too haunted
I'm feelin too haunted
If only it was done, got me boxed in
Coked up, trees down, lochness

[bridge: joshua lanray]
You don't know
What you've done
In the dark
I just can't
Be alone 
For this part
Take my time
Say & leave
In the stars
You'll just kill
Me at home
Like my heart

[Chorus: nanku]
Break my heart
At the start
Fall apart
And there's ghosts all around
So I can't make a sound at all
And I hope they're not after me
Cause it's haunted like my dreams

[verse 2: kamikaze's endless]
Bitch im feeling locked down like a lochness
Whatchu thinking ‘cause i know you aint gon’ find it 
You dont know me now, move to the silence
When i’m alone I swear i think I feel your body man I'm haunted 
Too haunted
I waited years for something i never wanted
Time to get up boy its time to clock in
I dont wanna be alone in the dark yet
(Dont leave me in the dark)
Ooh, Whatchu know now 
Bitch you doing too much, its a show now 
Pulling up to the crib with your phone out 
Polariods with the faces snuffed out 
Memories, someone is at a loss now 
Looking all around, feeling low now
I'm haunted (I'm haunted)
Too haunted (I'm haunted)
Too haunted
We’re haunted
Dont walk in town while the moons out 
Get up till you fall down
Looking up into the unknown now
Couldnt let this be a letdown

[Chorus: nanku]
Break my heart
At the start
Fall apart
And there's ghosts all around
So I can't make a sound at all
And I hope they're not after me
Cause it's haunted like my dreams

[bridge: joshua lanary] 
Haunted
I'm feelin too haunted
Got me in the house where I'm locked in 
Old hoes got me feelin haunted
Too haunted
I'm feelin too haunted
If only it was done, got me boxed in
Coked up, trees down, lochness

haunted (w/ naku & kamikaze's endless)

feat. @fuckjamesy
prod. @nbmusic098

[Verse: JAMESY!]
Been a minute since the last time, we...
Been a minute since we last fucked
You was fuckin with a couple guys, and...
I think I'd had enough
Leveled up from the last one, and...
I been in my bag, goin rough,
Saw that you got a new one, but
You know damn well he ain't nothing
Everybody tryna be me
I thought I'd let you know since you was tryna reach me
And I'm foolin cause you acting like you need me
And you've been wanting reparations like a treaty
Yea, Stop playing with a nigga,
I could make him disappear, wit some tapping of my fingers
And I'm feeling Aiko, you know a nigga triggered
But we made it, yeah we made it, so I know these niggas bitter 
(Yeah, yeah)
Tryna fuck my life up
(Yeah, yeah)
These niggas pussy like Pfeiffer 
Don't gotta fight now
I miss the times when we would fuck with the lights out,
With him I see you wearing your least favorite tights now,
But Ima move on cuz shawty right now 

[Chorus: JAMESY!]
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my mind's been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my minds been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters

[Verse 2: me!]
I know you don't wanna talk
But you're all I need
(all i need)
I just need somebody
'Fore I leave
(Fore I leave)
I'm at the top of a place I've always wanted to be
Runnin through these people
These fans are like all I can see
In a limbo stuck between myself
And all I can have
If it fits, I wear it 
This shit is like is all I can grab
Singin through myself
I know you wanna take it on me
I'm just sleeping through the pain
That you inflicted on me
I'll just be myself, I know I can't just leave tonight
Never goin home, I hope I only leave it riiight

[Chorus: JAMESY!]
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my mind's been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my minds been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters

away from what matters

prod. 98ninetynine
mixed by @nbmusic098


All I hear Is laughin, I ain't tell a motherfuckinjoke
Bitch I feel like tyler, you know golf is in the studio
Ridin all around, takin pics with all these groupie hoes
Hit em wyldstyle, you know i master what they cannot know
Always like a darth misfit i kick em in and use in the force
had to hustle for my place and had to hustle for the low
Double drank up in my cup
I text that a boy a yoo
Party up at my place, it's a party it's a party
Ohhhhhhhh
When you call me up 
I'm askin do you hear me son
Treat you like my kid
My style is the only one
But you never know
My enemies are shootin tweets
I do my own thing
And now you wanna shoot me

It was only a dream
Won't you bring me somebody
Just reach out and judge me

Yeah I got a new bag, had to put it on and bring it home
Cut off all my old hoes, all they wanna do is bag-n-bone
Yeah i love my life n shit, i'd never trade it for no old
Blowing up my dms with yo mid head and yo broken phone
Who the fuck you talkin to, you think this this is my only show
Nah bitch, nah, nah bitch, nah
Money up my racks 
They callin me a founding father
I dance up on the stage 
They treatin me with dollars dollars
Throw it at my swag
And gettin me a gucci collar
Baby, hit me up
They sayin' I'm a primadonna
T'll never let it go
The times are never gettin harder
Please don't call me up
If all yo dreams are getting smaller

dreams come true freestyle

prod. scandilbeats
mixed by nbmusic098, backing by peachii

[verse 1]
Switchin up on love so long it felt like I'm myself
(Felt like i'm myself)
I got too much bottles,
I take two, one off me
And it feels like I can't feel
I'm goin upstate
You tell me it's different 
And it's really not too late
But I got your pictures
I'm starin, I can't figure
All the times we spent for me
The times we spent for me

[chorus]
I'm leavin for the week
Flying out to places that I've never been
or seen
I'm leavin for the week
I'm never comin home
Backed up all for me

[intsrumental break]

[chorus]
I'm leavin for the week
Flying out to places that I've never been
or seen
I'm leavin for the week
I'm never comin home
Backed up all for me

[verse 2]
I took too much tonight yea I know
I just wanna travel up the road
I can't take no days from you
But now I feel no waaaays bout you
It took me some timeee
I can't get no timeee
I can't get
I can't get

flight to niantic (feat. Peachii)

stream everywhere: https://fanlink.to/inmyheartwkd
prod. @nbmusic098, featuring @kittydoggo

[verse 1: kd]
Straight from the heart
You cannot take me apart
My words can
Hit u like darts cuz
All my messages sharp
Don't forget
Love is an art
So fall right into my arms
I want to paint u with colors
That are as bright as the stars
Open your eyes, spread your wings so u can fly
I could be by your side as the time goes by
But every moment's forever, even when you're not with me
Two different spots and call your number that's a colon three

[chorus: both]
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
i want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
I want you now

[verse 2: lanuarii]
Oh, you're always in my mind and it's got me hypnotized
I'm tricked by the colors that's got you by my side
I wish I could fly every time you rock my mind
You'd give me all these powers and I'm higher the the sky

I just wanna feel your love and I cannot choose
I'm always dancing, romancing, it's got me up in the blues
Riding right with the waves is all I can do
But I'm swearing, I'll never leave unless it's true
Yeah

[chorus: both]
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
i want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
I want you now

in my heart (w/ kittydog)

with @kittydoggo
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

[Chorus: Both]
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
all ur friends are talking to me and they cannot get enough!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
i'm too busy seeing stars, i aint ever picking up!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
got me swaying side to side, and u cannot call my bluff
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
cause i'm feeling the colors they got me falling in love!

[Verse 1: Kittydog]

as soon as i enter the door
got the music up in my core
when im fuckin up the dance floor
everyone around me wants more

dont even think about texting me
aint got Notifications
i just got exhilaration 
you aint got no invitation

and when im up in the club
it gets me riding the wave
the passion melting my mind
like wow im all up in space

i can't stop, i feel the rhythm
shaking tail to the bass
it's like im losing control
u know its all in good taste

[Chorus: Both]
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
all ur friends are talking to me and they cannot get enough!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
i'm too busy seeing stars, i aint ever picking up!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
got me swaying side to side, and u cannot call my bluff
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
cause i'm feeling the colors they got me falling in love!

[Verse 2: Joshua Lanuarii]
i’m at the club, it got me turnin around
i’m always swinging your lies so much i can’t hear a sound
im swingin!
disco lights got me breakin it down
i’ll live my life by these vices, and bae i can’t have you now

i’m swingin hips by the back
i’m livin dressed in all black
i got so much in the club, that they can’t ever live that
oh baby

red, blue, green is all i can see
and yeah i never loved you, so love, what can you tell me?
don’t call me

[Chorus: Both]
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
all ur friends are talking to me and they cannot get enough!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
i'm too busy seeing stars, i aint ever picking up!!
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
got me swaying side to side, and u cannot call my bluff
hey, bitch
dont call me at the club!
cause i'm feeling the colors they got me falling in love!

DON'T CALL ME @ THE CLUB (w/ KIttydog) [prod. Vincent & The Black Rabbit]

prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

[Chorus]
Take my life 
And tell me
Do I sing for
All my
Life is
Tellin
Do I sing for
Never
Love is
Taken
Do I sing for
Tell me
Take my
Life and
Do I sing for

[Verse 1]
Take me on the road for like fifty days
I've been goin down, I've been MIA
Can't see where I'm goin now,
I've been stuck around, I've been in my ways
You make me feel like
It's always my fault
I gotta get away now
I gotta feel lost

[Pre-Chorus]
You're a criminal
Two face, scarface, criminal
Take my life in subliminals
You're a criminal
You would dash out every time that I'm movin forward
You would leave me in the dust, babe, without a note
You would steal all my love-like without a rose
You're a criminal, criminal
You're a criminal, criminal
You would

[Chorus]
Take my life 
And tell me
Do I sing for
All my
Life is
Tellin
Do I sing for
Never
Love is
Taken
Do I sing for
Tell me
Take my
Life and
Do I sing for

[bridge]
Do I
SING FOR
Who I, sing for?
Do I, sing for?
(Criminal, Criminal, Criminal)

[Verse 2]
The devil took me down to chicago, babe, 
He wasn't as bad as you
I can't feel my love when I'm lost,
I'm searching for one too
I've got myself right
I need myself tonight
I gotta get away now
I gotta leave your life

[Pre-Chorus]
You're a criminal
Two face, scarface, criminal
Take my life in subliminals
You're a criminal
You would dash out every time that I'm movin forward
You would leave me in the dust, babe, without a note
You would steal all my love-like without a rose
You're a criminal, criminal
You're a criminal, criminal
You would

[Chorus]
Take my life 
And tell me
Do I sing for
All my
Life is
Tellin
Do I sing for
Never
Love is
Taken
Do I sing for
Tell me
Take my
Life and
Do I sing for

CRIMINAL [prod. Vincent & The Black Rabbit]

feat. @kittydoggo
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

[verse]
Tear me out my face
And tell me I won't talk about
All the things and all the lies how you surround yourself
I'm the poison, I'm the person, I'm the one in you
Baby, tell me everything you love unless it's true
And I
Just got
To know
All the love and all the pride in me
Just why
You got
To go
All the time I can't leave, oh why

[Pre-Chorus]
wait a moment, feel ur sharp teeth
piercing through me, so consume me

[Chorus]
Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me
Baby, Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me

[Verse 2]
teeth and claws, im fighting for all your love
don't tell me ive had enough, im biting through all ur trust
u close ur eyes, next moment ur coughing blood
im seeing into ur mind, u want me to give it up??
and i
can't let
u go
or at least i don't want to
and it's
so hard
to know
what my purpose is without u

[Pre-Chorus]
wait a moment, feel ur sharp teeth
piercing through me, so consume me

[Chorus] x2
Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me
Baby, Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me

BEAR YOUR FANGS (w/ kittydog)

feat. @bunnymimi
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

[Verse: Joshua Lanuarii]
Rip into my soul
Rip into my heart so much it feels I made gold
Look into my eyes
Tell me you see rubies when I'm cryin on the side
I just cannot feel
Any of your love no more and I cannot survive 
Feed into the dark
Changing every part of me that I cannot reside
Oh
Am I pretty enough for you?
Does my body result for you
Are you scared of to see the truth
Do I change every part of you?

[Pre-Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
Love's too hard and I feel it can't break
All is lost and I'll kill for your sake
Take me love, take me whole, take my faith
All is lost and I'll kill for your sake

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
My mascara is just running out
Time is tickin, I see it now
My mascara is runnin out
My blood is spilling, I'll use it now
My mascara is running out
It's all red on the ceiling now
My mascara is running out
Another dream it had us endowed 

[Verse 2: Bunny Mimi]
Say you like the color of my blood
As I spill it all out for you
Say you cant hear my call, it's your love
My body, sacred ground you fell through
You can't grant my wishes after 
I granted yours
Beg me for forgiveness but I
Can't care anymore

[Pre-Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
Love's too hard and I feel it can't break
All is lost and I'll kill for your sake
Take me love, take me whole, take my faith
All is lost and I'll kill for your sake

[Bridge: Bunny Mimi]
(Kill for your sake)
(All this time)
(Breaking down for you)

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii & Bunny Mimi]
My mascara is just running out
Time is tickin, I see it now
My mascara is runnin out
My blood is spilling, I'll use it now
My mascara is running out
It's all red on the ceiling now
My mascara is running out
Another dream it had us endowed
My mascara is just running out (Running out)
Time is tickin, I see it now
My mascara is runnin out (Running out)
My blood is spilling, I'll use it now
My mascara is running out (Running out)
It's all red on the ceiling now (Running out)
My mascara is running out (Running out)
Another dream it had us endowed (Running out)

MASCARA (w/ Bunny Mimi)

prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF. 

"NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT" - KEEP THE LIGHTS ON & HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE.
EXECUTIVE PRODUCED BY @vincent-the-black-rabbit
EVERY TRACK DIRECTED & RECORDED BY JOSHUA LANUARII

FROM ME TO YOU

KEEP THE LIGHTS ON

NO MORE PARTIES

ON THE RUN

LAMENT

BANG BANG (MY BABY SHOT ME DOWN)

NOW UNTIL FOREVER

feat. @squiblers
prod. vincent-the-black-rabbit

NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF. 

"NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT" - KEEP THE LIGHTS ON & HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE.
EXECUTIVE PRODUCED BY @vincent-the-black-rabbit
EVERY TRACK DIRECTED & RECORDED BY JOSHUA LANUARII

FROM ME TO YOU

BURN THE HOUSE (feat. naku)

feat. Luminives & @kittydoggo
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF. 

"NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT" - KEEP THE LIGHTS ON & HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE.
EXECUTIVE PRODUCED BY @vincent-the-black-rabbit
EVERY TRACK DIRECTED & RECORDED BY JOSHUA LANUARII

FROM ME TO YOU

UNDER THE MOON (feat. Luminives & Kittydog)

feat. @learkeoffic
prod. Vincent & The Black Rabbit

NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF. 

"NEVER CATCH THE LIGHT" - KEEP THE LIGHTS ON & HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE.
EXECUTIVE PRODUCED BY @vincent-the-black-rabbit
EVERY TRACK DIRECTED & RECORDED BY JOSHUA LANUARII

FROM ME TO YOU

GRACE MY EYES (feat. Learke)

with @bunnymimi & @deesastercomposer
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit
extra guitar by Neil Simpson

[Verse 1: Joshua Lanuarii]
Fucked up
I mean I'm really fucked up
I was searching in the dark
You gave me nothing
I feel the sins upon my scars
I feel the blood up in my veins
You're knockin on my heart
And you want me to do the same
You’re taking all my oxygen
You love it when I run
I love you til I don’t
And then you leave me just for fun
The door is left, for me to close
I’m choking on the gun
When the night is over all  I have is 
waking up to one

[Pre-Chorus: j. lanuarii]
Oh,
You get away with murder how you get away with love (I)
You toss and turn like night and day 
You love it when we’re done
You get away with murder how you get away with love (Love)
You toss and turn like night and day
You love it when we’re done

You get away with murder how you get away with love (I)
You toss and turn like night and day 
You love it when we’re done
You get away with murder how you get away with love (Love)
You toss and turn like night and day
You love it when we’re done

[chorus: bunny mimi]
murder me
as a pastime, you watch me bleed
can't you see all the fissures you've left in me
all the issues you carry so proudly
set me free
thorns entwining inside of me
this rotten love that's been eating away at me
yearning for something so blindly 

[bridge: asterr + j. lanuarii]
Leave me in the ditch
Oh will you cover me with dirt
I know that's how you operate
Your calling card's expert
And there upon my grave I know you'll spit upon my love
The love whereof I gave to you you seem to lack thereof

[verse 2: j. lanuarii]
clawed me down
i feel you every time i leave
(i'm posted up) and i cant see
what you get and hide from me
all my life, my god is all benign from me
your murder rate is in my eyes
you hold my hand and sink it deep every time

[chorus: bunny mimi]
murder me
as a pastime, you watch me bleed
can't you see all the fissures you've left in me
(what's another wound?) all the issues you carry so proudly
set me free
thorns entwining inside of me
this rotten love that's been eating away at me
(cutting deeper) yearning for something so blindly

[outro: asterr]
ooh, you get away with murder
(you get away with love)
ooh, you get away with murder
(you get away with love)
ooh, you get away with murder
ooh, you get away with murder
ooh, you get away with murder

GET AWAY WITH MURDER (ft. Asterr & Bunny Mimi) [prod. Vincent & The Black Rabbit]

[prod. TheSkyBeats]
mix & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/nbmusic098
the first single off my album "Beautiful Narcissism" in 2020.
feat https://soundcloud.com/lilstubb22 & https://soundcloud.com/squiblers
VAMPIRES ARE FOREVER

Beautiful Narcissism

missed calls (feat. Squiblers & Jayce Maxwell)

[prod. Rami Koma]
the 3rd and final single off "Beautiful Narcissism" feat. https://soundcloud.com/beumy
mix & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/nbmusic098
$b inspired

888 (feat. Verx)

[prod. TheSkyBeats]
mix & mastered by @nbmusic098

beautiful narcissist

[prod. WaveyyBeats]
mix & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/nbmusic098

back 2 hell (feat. kamikaze's endless & Slxxpy)

look the other way (feat. Peachii)

by myself and some lonesome searching. 2nd single.
ft @squiblers, prod. zach sutton & mixed by @nbmusic098

[chorus: wolficide]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight (yeah)

i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time (yeah)
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 1: wolficide]
with my friends and the one in the deepend
i'll be fine, i'll just fake it, i'll pretend
we're so dumb that we're stuck in the past tense
take me back to the times i could read them

[verse 2: naku]
i don't know, i don't know what they want though
all my friends, enemies, and my own home
got some shit in my head, but that's unknown
i don't know where i'm supposed to go

imma do what i love, you can't fight that
i don't give a fuck, but i wanna know who asked
i don't remember what he taught me
it's the end of the road for me

[chorus: naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 3: wolficide]
you'll be fine, i'll just live in the moment
type of shit where our dreams go unnoticed
it's okay, it's okay, i'm just growin
hey, who knows, well my future's chosen
i'm alone in this world and i'm frozen
thinking back to the days where i was broken
say hello to the ones that i trusted (okay)
and all love to the ones that i once did

[chorus: wolficide + naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

Heart After Dark

lonesome searching (w/ naku)

summer in december, against my shell (w/ @kittydoggo)
prod & mixed by @nbmusic098 <3

[chorus]
i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

[bridge]
i don’t know where to go
my dreams are growing old
i just can’t fathom i guess
my family’s often told
i rock right by the beach
sun shines on me and me
some say i often preach
bout the old days i repeat

[verse: kd]
i'm tired of the distance
internal disconnection
been questioning existence 
like am i even a person
i didn't grow up in the real world
and none of my friends did
i feel like my sense of self
is dislocated
our reflections in the ocean
don't reflect who we are
when you're miles away
writing notes in the stars
but it's all temporary
won't be this forever
the future might be scary
but oh i won't surrender

[verse: wolficide]
i ran another mile
i sang it to myself
and with no other words
we'll just chill right by ourself
i think like back to school
there was no other tools
i said i felt so cool
brushing baskets after two

[chorus]
i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

i just can’t feel myself
i don’t want no one else
and when i feel too well
you just splash against my shell

against my shell

against my shell (w/ kittydog)

prod. 98ninetynine, mixed by @nbmusic098

[chorus]
i’ll just start ending i know
i’m falling endlessly
ruby jewels they follow my soul
and send me searching deep
i’ve spent so much time all alone
it’s all apart of me
wasting all the time that i have
for breaking honesty

[verse 1]
i  spent 2 nights out here
it’s all that i can breathe
i’m tired of these empty fights and different dvds 
better just to shut my mouth, confess my feelings
all these demons follow my soul, so much that i can’t eat

[chorus]
i’ll just start ending i know
i’m falling endlessly
ruby jewels they follow my soul
and send me searching deep
i’ve spent so much time all alone
it’s all apart of me
wasting all the time that i have
for breaking honesty

i’ll just start ending i know
i’m falling endlessly
ruby jewels they follow my soul
and send me searching deep
i’ve spent so much time all alone
it’s all apart of me
wasting all the time that i have
for breaking honesty

i'll just start ending, i know
i'm falling endlessly
tell you i can't pickup the phone
and i'm tired of sleep 

[verse 2]
told you last time it would be fun
but that was a lie
i don't know when i'm alone
or with them other guys
magic city's where i'm from
and charging up my highs
honestly honesty's done 
i see it with my eyes 

[chorus]
i’ll just start ending i know
i’m falling endlessly
ruby jewels they follow my soul
and send me searching deep
i’ve spent so much time all alone
it’s all apart of me
wasting all the time that i have
for breaking honesty

[part 2]
yeah
let’s go, let’s go, let’s go, woah

[verse 3]
been like 2 years since a good guy,
been 10 months since you were my type
it’s been so much like since the last ride 
doin ji jitsu on my last flight
swipe ur text and swipe my life
got 20k in such a good time
fight my demons fightin satan
i’m just dyin, rules i make them
always flying, check my numbers
do the same shit undercover
ain’t no bitin, make another
hearts on me like no one other

falling endlessly

prod. Vivek The Origniator, mixed by @nbmusic098

[verse 1]
10 nights outside for the evening
i don't know what ya heard, what ya spending
went outta town for the weekend 
she don't know what she want, she's pretentious
"boy", she told me, "i'ma teach you a lesson"
it's that typa shit i play when im flexing 
told me my skill wasn't eccentric
ceo, baby, i don't do pretending 
so we ask ourself,
"is this song worth it enough?"
"are we all right outta luck?"
"are we gone or is it tough?"
cause i always do too much 
we're alone while doing stuff
i don't trust myself at all
i don't wanna get involved

[chorus]
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
didn't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
don't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea 

[verse 2]
10 nights outside for the evening
i don't know baby, is it treatment 
or do i wonder the way, that you treat me  
while i travel by your side, well it beats me
i say are you down to ride, i'm with peachii
her and i both know that it's decent
that it's you and i both and nobody else
no one can stop us, not even yourself 
yea yea
no one can stop us, not even yourself 
yea, yea 
no one can stop us, not even yourself
i don't know why, yea we broke up
it wasn't you, it was me and other stuff
i hide my feelings with my money at night
i say i'm sorry but this shit ain't right, i know

[chorus]
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
didn't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
don't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea 
(woah)

[verse 3]
holup, take it back for that one time
we got a home, make sure for the next ride
baby tell me all that next time
you and me were a game and i lost mine
huh, yea i lost mine
yea the numbers give me life and a high five
 can't feel myself in the nighttime
my only friends are the whores and the houseflies 
yeah and the houseflies
used to dream about this life and you know i,
yea,  take it back to the summertime
yea, all praise to the most high
me and him were the same on our high tide
rode the wave right back to our first high 
spending money on shit that we didn't buy
maybe we can take it back to when i was five

[chorus]
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
didn't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
don't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea 
(woah)

[verse 4]
yea, i feel like a king
haven't been the same since 18 yea yea
i hope they'll be proud
my stats was up and i was down
didn't wanna go up no more
didn't wanna be here no more
left the city 10 times for the screen and
i didn't even look back in
yea, i toosie slide
had it right back in mind
yea yea
yea, i toosie slide
had it right back in mind
yea yea
spent midnight in memphis
spent midnight in memphis

[chorus]
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
didn't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea
spent midnight in memphis, yeah
don't know where to spend it, yea
felt like it was tetris, yea
we're all up on this next shit, yea

midnight in memphis

feat. @user-658472422 & @kittydoggo
prod. 98ninetynine, mixed @nbmusic098

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

[peachii]
got alot of shit been on my mind
its too much to handle
such a short amount of time
ur out here looking so fucking fine
u looked better when you were by my side
driving past ur house 
im looking through ur blinds
fuck if im insane i dont really mind
dont mind
dont worry baby im fine
dont trust me 
all i ever do is lie 
oh my 
oh my 
all i ever do is lie 
oh my 
oh my
pulling up next to our favorite spot
4:30am i aint been sleeping alot 
trying to fill a hole with all the shit that i bought
no matter what i gave 
what i got wasnt alot

[wolficide]
chillin in the east coast with a bag now
two texts and a ring right from moscow
i don't got time for these bitches or these love songs
can't be here, can't be left up for too long
too many right by my side
don't think they'll ride for me that strong
feeling numb, gotta light it just to feel sumn
take a flight, gotta drive for my lonesome
sorry baby, it's just not the same
my words to say, i don't think i got my ways
30 chains just to wear em at a funeral
dark lights in the night just to film it all
know you always hit me up, i can't laugh in awe
being with you is the only shit that brings me all
throwaways are better than your best stuff
i can't lie awake, baby, i'll just trip and fall

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

[kittydog]
im so done with you treating me like this
sometimes i doubt but i know that its worth it
baby i would take all your harrassment
just to make somebody more accepted
ur not the boss of me
ive manifested
a new reality
my time invested
dark and rainy streets
times were the best, did
you listen to me
im down to my last wish
make me go to sleep
i was counting sheep
i was counting times u wanted to murder me
we were down again
7 8 9 10
i hate to realize that you're not my friend
make me go to sleep
i was counting sheep
i was counting times u wanted to murder me
we were down again
7 8 9 10
i hate to realize that you're not my friend

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

i'm down (feat. Peachii & kittydog)

petals, petals, falling down. remade with love & care
produced & mixed by @nbmusic098, ft @kaydenneal

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 1: Kayden Neal]
Spent my life looking for something else
Each wave crashed against my shell
And I was lost in the abyss
Overall a weathered kiss
It pulled me in, pulled me in
Made me feel alive again
These cards they fell
Like a petal in a well

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 2: Wolficide]
Spent my life for some fortune & fame
Got a lot of a time for one sick game
Wasn't too much, baby
Trust for my self 
Walkin by the beach like I live in 012
Wasn't a lot, I wasn't myself
Had to discover some fortune for change
Always my best, I'm lovin your name
Mirror in a woods like a worn out flame
But it's okay 
Maybe I'm fine
Flippin my life like the head of a dime
Oh I'll be fine, can't think of a time 

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Outro: Wolficide & Kayden Neal]
Petals
In the wind
Petals
In the wind

joshua lanuarii

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