And you are a garden, entwined with all
You are the silence on sacred shores
You've got diamonds for teeth, my love
So take a bite of me, just once
I want to turn the page once again, oh
Take a bite
This is a giving, an offering
In your favour, a sacrifice in your name
But I know you've got a taste
So just take a bite of me
Turn the page once again, oh
Give in again and let me lay
My arms belong around you
So take a bite, I want to know
I want to
Take a bite
Take a bite.

Sleep Token - The Offering (Vocal Cover)

Listening to who could bring me life, is what keeps me moving forward,
As I look back into the past I can see those who I owe my life,

You’re the only one stopping me leaving this place,
You’re the whole reason I could be who I wanted,

As I stare into space, I can only see your face,
I look forward to my dreams because I know that you want it for me,

For everyone but you, I would not continue,
I know you don’t want to see me go,

I see your life in front of mine, protector,
A path of light forever shines, perfect for me,

I tread into this solemn sanctuary of my destined disappointment,
Knowing full well that my frustration will never be diffused,
The problems lie where they will and won’t spread further,
My infliction has selected it’s victim and will commit this murder,

For everyone but you, I would not continue,
I know you don’t want to see me go,

I’ve got this feeling inside me,
The cold embrace rushes through me,
My heart it won’t listen to me,
Blood won’t return and renew me,

Believe me,
You were everything I asked you to be.

Existential Dread - Disposition 005 - Guardian (2021)

Have you ever seen the walls around you closing in?
With no escape, you’ve no control, your mind has left, the pressure wins.

As you stare into space you see your mind betray you as the future disappears,
Your consciousness travels into a world where there all things you love are simultaneously destroyed,
Your sense of self importance rises as you lose your future,
Your mind is tethered to the darkness swarming from your cryptic core,

Listening to the voice inside uttering the words you wish weren’t spoken,
Bellowing out this bitter undying plea for cease of pitied existence,

Breathing gets harder,
Beating gets faster,
Tired eyes and laughter,

You regain your consciousness as they stare at your pale face,
The fear inside your eyes is telling of your chosen fate,
A glance to each of them is enough with increasing pace,
Breathing can’t keep up the blood it won’t oxygenate,
But there is no telling of when it will happen the process is out your hands,
If only your hell it would come and then drag you until it could meet your demands,
The devil is coming, is running, upon it you’ll lie as it spits at your feet,
The only thing stopping your corpse from it’s rotting is admitting defeat

Existential Dread - Disposition 003 -  Sense Of Impending Doom (2021)

Every single time I stop, the pain in the back of my head returns,
Needles drawn to punish me for the lack of effort and motivation,

What am I working towards?
When I can’t see a future,
The emptiness doesn’t help my eyes,
To deter from the task at hand,

If I could feel accomplished,
Like I had made it to my destination,
Have everything I wanted,
I’d still feel overwhelming dissociation,

No matter how far I go,
There is nothing behind me,
Yet so now that you’ve passed me,
You’re there, only to haunt me.

I can’t believe you left me here alone on our journey,
I thought you were with me until the,
I can’t believe you left me here alone on our journey,
I thought you were with me until the,
I can’t believe you left me here alone on our journey,
I thought you were with me until the end,

No matter how far I go,
There is nothing behind me,
Yet so now that you’ve passed me,
You’re there, only to haunt me.

Existential Dread - Disposition 003 - Pilgrimage (2021)

I’m fucked if I know what you mean,
so I’m never gonna compromise on anything you ever say,

Hiding in my uncertain mind I can’t seem to find a sense of self belief or control,

My will escapes my grasp,

Suffering in silence is a port of call in pessimism,
Who could tell you anything worth listening to?
My will escapes my grasp,
Who could tell you anything that you’d understand?
Passively pestering pessimists in forms of punishment,
Who could tell you anything that would make a change?
My will escapes my grasp,
Who could tell you anything that would sink in?

Never sure of yourself,
Always want that second answer,
Never sure of yourself,
Always want that second answer,
Never sure of yourself,
Always want that second answer,
Never sure of yourself,
Always want that second answer,

Care,

This indecision haunts the consciousness at every step,
Dwelling on each word heard until there’s nothing left,
Deafening cries take over all the thoughts inside your head,

No choices made,
No truths remain,
A mind so broken,
Concerned without a purpose,
No choices made,
No truths remain,
A mind so broken,
Concerned without a purpose.

(My journey of self improvement has been successful thus far,
Thinking about that final goal keeps me going,
And achieving the little things,
But what I hate to believe is that my building blocks are frivolous,
And I am just stock on repeat.)

Existential Dread - Disposition 002 - Uncertainty (2021)

Embrace this feeling that I can’t see progress,
Emptiness indefinitely, I feel haunted,
Hold back this encumbering torment,
Just so I can seem fine,

This piercing light upon my eyes,
Forces my hand in spite of wanting,

Hide the consequences of your actions,
I only see failure in my future,
Hide the consequences of your actions,
I only see failure in my life,

Often I will see demise, waiting in my future,
Gripping on tightly, to my inadequacy.
But then my eyes are closed, I’m the only one who,
Listens to myself, don’t trust anyone,

Often I will see demise, waiting in my future,
Gripping on tightly, to my inadequacy.
But then my eyes are closed, I’m the only one who,
Listens to myself, don’t trust anyone,

This piercing light upon my eyes,
Forces my hand in spite of wanting,
As I descend into the abyss my eyes are opening wider,
This burning light of pessimistic deficiency becomes the snake inside my mind.

This piercing light upon my eyes,
Forces my hand in spite of wanting,
As I descend into the abyss my eyes are opening wider,
This burning light of pessimistic deficiency becomes the snake inside my mind.

You know that I can see you,
So why’d you try to hide?
(Hide the consequences of your actions,
I only see failure in my future,) You know that I can see you,
So why’d you try to hide?
Hide the consequences of your actions,
I only see failure in my life.

Existential Dread - Disposition 001 - Inadequate (2021)

The Fireys

I was steel when you met me
You didn't break me
You filed me down
You never asked for blood
But you didn't look away when it came
And I liked that
I liked you watching
So I started pulling at the seams

You didn’t ask, I made the cut
I was full of you

Take it all
Every piece that I called mine
Let the blood mean something this time
Take it all
If this is love then leave the knife
I'll drain myself to prove I'm right

I dimmed my light to make you glow
Shrunk my spine so you’d feel tall
I called it care, but now I know
It wasn’t love

You drank my calm like it was owed
Praised my silence when I stalled
I gave until my hands let go
And you didn’t notice at all


Soluna - Exsanguinate



I walk like a signal lost in the wires
Static in my spine, breath caught in the fire
You say “speak,” but I’ve swallowed the sound
There’s a voice in my throat that won’t come out

You stare like a wound in bloom
I vanish in fluorescent rooms
This body’s a cage of hush and howl
And the sky is watching now

The moon is a mouth, and it’s open wide
Swallowing stars, bleeding out the night
The moon is a mouth, and it sings for me
In a language I forgot how to speak

Don't make a sound
Keep it inside
They won't understand

(I bit my tongue until it burned
Gave you silence in return)

Mirrors lie, but I lie louder
Every room is a war I lose
Every word a noose I choose
Mirrors lie, but I lie louder
I blink and the sky pulls me in
Like a secret under skin

This body’s a cage of hush and howl
And the sky is watching now

The moon is a mouth, and it’s open wide
Drinking the noise I hold inside
The moon is a mouth, and it howls in me
In a language I forgot how to speak

Dress my dread in skin, like armor for your surveillance

The moon is a mouth, and I am the scream


Soluna - The Moon is a Mouth



1, 2, 3, 4!
(All the things that she said, was it all in my head?)

Come on, baby,
Keep it down.
Honey, hush your lips.
Clothes trailing
From the backdoor
To the bedroom
And I don't even know your name.
Give me all you've got.
Make this night worth my time,
Make this worth my time (oh!)

What I would give to live this night again!
I knew when I first saw you,
You would fuck like a whore!
You'd fuck like a whore!
I can hear you scream for more! (yeah!)

Your thighs were made for cheeks to graze.
My lips, your poison,
They bring you to your knees.
[2x]

Ah, come on!

Girl, get down,
It's almost over!
Take it all the way!
Oh!

You stupid fucking whore!

And after all of all my dreaming being only you,
You're standing there, baby, oh,
The things that I could do!
Back to the wall with a drink in my hand!
Back it up, baby, ride, ride, ride!

One step too late
And I never told you (never told you)
That I can't take
Another disappointment.
Breathing and grasping all leads to another messy ending.
Breathing and grasping all leads to another messy ending.

Ten inch!

With your back against the wall!
With your face buried in the pillow!
I see you cold!
I feel you heartless!
Bitch!
You stupid fucking bitch!
You stupid fucking bitch!

Fucking bitch.


Not The American Average (Vocal Cover)

Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same (Instrumental Cover)

Vocals performed by Jenny Mayhem & Jesse Taylor

@jennymayhem

www.jennymayhem.ca

Lyrics:
Slept in a while,
When I opened my eyes,
You were here again,
With that killer smile,
You never miss a line,
Except one thing.

You could be,
Locked up in your head,
You could be,
On every last breath,
You could be,
Tied up on your tongue,
But you won't say love.

So I watch you go,
With that killer smile.

Locked up in your head,
You could be,
On every last breath,
You could be,
Tied up on your tongue,
But you won't say love.

So I watch you go,
With that killer smile.

Joshua Longworth

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