i wish you could tell me everything
doubt that you would be judged to need a shrink
when the music is good
it changes your mood
and i could tell you too if i would

i wish i could tell you everything
if i knew i could be naked for all to see
and you wouldn't laugh
hell you'd be glad
and you'd show me you too and we'd be understood

I don't want to fool you all anymore
I just want to feel strong as an oak
I don't want to fool you all anymore
I just want to feel like i belong
I just want to feel like i belong
Tell me where do I belong
I want to belong

I wish i could tell you anything
not be harmed by assumptions you might think
A simple grace that sees through the hide & seek
then again it seems like we enjoy playing games with cheats

Everything (demo)

Gone is gone. 

I disappear
Take me there 
Where machinery can't steal my air
Empty my soul of souls
Of spiritual rituals
That nobody knew was there.

Gone away forever
In my home I hear no moans to
what's been done.

Scrape the sky.
Rake the seas.
All of this meant so much more to me.

Gone Is Gone.

iDisappear (demo)

Eyes can hear and ears can see
There's no rhyme or reasoning
It's just time and maybe a sign to show me and you love true
Indeed I will try

Long long lonely crimes had us together doing time 
Then we found a love so hard to find
Then we said you are mine
Roundabout lullaby
We'll be together soon you and I
Avenue long goodbye
Don't you know that you are mine and I am yours.

There's a time and place we seek and find
that life is too short to be
alone all alone
So let you and me love true
Indeed will we try?

Pairs come in two
when there's nothing left to prove
Everyday I'll give my love to you
I will live         
I will love till I die
Indeed I will try

Avenue Long Goodbye Demo

In 80' 
Cold December
Maybe you remember...
Shots fired that echo still
When he was killed

Love lost a battle but the war wages on
A voice louder than guns still rings "all you need is love"
The revolution lets start it up...

In 80' 
Cold December
Maybe you remember...
Shots fired that echo still
When he was killed

Love lost a battle but the war wages on
A voice louder than guns still sings "all you need is love"
The revolution lets start it up...
I think we've had enough.
Are we mad enough?
Are we sad enough to see?
...what a little love can bring

In 80' 
Cold December
Maybe you remember...

Joshua Stephen Ward