mh parents fught so much lmao and its just funny now

I was about 12 when I found this song. I used to lay in bed and cry dreaming of the day my parents would find me lifeless. Well, 6 years and 4 attempts later im still here. Im turning 18 tomorrow. It wasnt easy but im so glad i made it.

Im just questioning myself because i feel like my life is perfectly fine but i cey almost every night and i wanna commit but i dont have the guts but i dont know if thats good or bad

I close my door and listen to this while my parents fight it just helps somehow

I hate it I hate it because my family wonders why I hate them when all of them are abusive assholes who can't admit that they are.

Been listening to thing since i was 8-9 and im now 18 going on 19 its funny how certain things you find meaning to stick with you

look guys when I was 5 I was sexually abused by my stepfather up till now and I am pregnant with his child so when I was fifteen I almost succeeded but I got scared so I called the cops

Originals

Hey guys, this is another of my originals called My Conscience!

It's about how our conscience can make us believe that situations are worse than what they really are. It's not particularly what someone says about us or what happens to us that is the problem. Our conscience is what decides how we perceive things and it can make us think that what someone says about us is true. If we can better control our conscience we may better handle what someone might say about us.
I hope you all like it and understand!
Lyrics to My Conscience are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye Singing My Conscience (original)

Hey guys,
This is my first version of an original song I wrote and first uploaded in March 2013 - I replaced it with my new version in April. In the mean time other channels had copied and uploaded this version to their own channels - this version was then shared all over Facebook. I have decided to upload this v.1 copy again because so many people enjoy both versions.

It's basically about a girl who gave in to bullying by committing suicide. There's way too much of this happening at the moment and this is just kind of an eye opener i hope to everyone, to think about what you're going to say before you say it
Lyrics to You're Not Innocent are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye Singing You're Not Innocent (original) v.1.0

When She Cries - Britt Nicole(Male Version)

Don’t talk about it - Skydxddy

dont talk about it (sad Version)

This song, for me, is about the lack of humanity these days and the loss of hope for not only those experiencing it but those who aren't (yet). I hope this song gives people the perspective that we are all our own person, and that what you do and who you are towards people really does affect the whole world! Humanity is such an important thing and it's all we have to keep our world together! 
Lyrics to Humanity are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye singing Humanity (original)

Fun and Games - This song is SUPER important to me because I think that sexual abuse or harassment of any form is absolutely disgusting and I honestly think that people under estimate the lengths some will go to, to actually satisfy themselves. It's not always the gorgeous, thin girls who show more skin and are confident in themselves, it can just as often be the shy, covered up women who don't even give these people any attention. 

So in this song I'm trying to give two scenarios where (in a nutshell) two completely different women are being victimised by men using sexual abuse/harassment. The chorus connects the two, explaining that there is a very obvious line between kidding around and violating someone's privacy and right to feel comfortable in their environment. The bridge also explains that it never matters what someone wears or how someone acts, unless they verbally tell you what they want you should never assume anything or take it into your own hands.
Lyrics to Fun and Games are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye singing Fun And Games  (original)

Butterfly is one of my favourite songs I've written so far and is probably one of the most personal to me. I've been working on this song for a very long time now, waiting and taking my time to finish it before my 18th birthday on the 8th of February.

This song is for my parents, John and Roxanne, who have raised me so lovingly and have made me who I am today, and who I want to be in the future. They have supported every choice I've made and guided me through the bad decisions, as well as praising me on the good. I want these beautiful people to know that I truly do love and appreciate what they have done for me, and it means the world to me that I was lucky enough to have them as my parents.

I hope you all can appreciate this song, and it's meaning of growing up and how thankful we should be for the parents we have. Parents can be amazing in so many ways. Not everyone gets to see the amazing side of their parents when they need to, I am so blessed to have amazing parents, and to those of you who aren't close to your parents, I truly hope you have someone close enough to you that you can dedicate this song to, because it is a very personal song to me, and I truly hope that you all can relate to it in some way. 
Lyrics to Butterfly are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye singing Butterfly (original)

[Verse 1]
초록빛과 파란빛의 어느쯤
물결 속에 발을 담갔어
첫 숨처럼 차오르는 시원함
가만히 나를 감싸던 바다

[Verse 2]
작은 돌돔들이 다가와
먹는 건 줄 알고 다릴 뜯어
아프지 않은 장난 같은
낯선 섬의 인사였어

[Chorus]
햇살은 뜨겁고 바다는 차갑고
그 온도 차 속에 내가 풀려
나를 데려가고 또 떠미는
울릉도의 움직임 안에서

[Verse 3]
물결이 말 없이 등을 밀면
나는 조금 더 깊이 들어가
손끝에 닿은 바다의 심장은
한없이 부드럽게 뛰고 있었어

[Chorus]
햇살은 뜨겁고 바다는 차갑고
그 온도 차 속에 내가 풀려
나를 데려가고 또 떠미는
울릉도의 움직임 안에서

[Outro]
초록빛과 파란빛의 경계 위
나는 잠시 머물렀다가
그 빛을 발끝에 묻힌 채
다시 육지로 돌아왔다

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