It hurts that I miss you and it breaks me in two
Knowing I'm forgetting how your voice sounds
It feels like I'm letting you down

I've been trying for so long now to find myself
But I've been searching for so long that I've lost what I've found
But I swear to you that when you look down on me
This broken boy will make you proud

For Old Times' Sake

Heart From Your Hate Rough

141 BPM (roughly) - I fucked up the timings lmao apologies

Oleander (no vox)

150 BPM

End of the song (starting around 2.30) is meant to be faster but I couldn't turn the click track up without fucking up the whole recording lmao

I'll show you the speed at practice

Lyrics:

Maybe it's true
I am scared of running out of time
I don't want my name remembered
Just to have enjoyed my life
I feel the world spinning steady to my heartbeat
But I'm so out of time with the song
That I trip up on my feet

Time is a 
Man made construct
It does not own you
And you don't owe it anything
Time may pass, I can't change that
A bitter pill you learn to love the taste

Maybe it's true
I'm so scared that life flies by so fast
But a shadow of impermanence
Is not something I cast
I want my family to know I love them
I want my friends to know I'm there
I want to stop the calendar voices
And the clocks to know that I'm not scared

Time is a man made construct
I shape it to my will
I took all the shapes, watched them fall into place
And suddenly time stood still

INFINITE INPERMANENCE (guitar And Vox)

INERTIA (no vox)

The wolves are at the door
I can feel it in my bones, I can hear it through the walls
They're coming for me, I know
You can hear it in my lungs, I can feel it in my soul
Oh, how my body aches
Oh, how my heart breaks
Because the dream that I had has fallen to pieces right at my feet

I miss the house that I lived in
I miss the bed where I sleep
But the wolves have come and taken everything I loved, and cast me out to rot on the streets

Can anyone spare some change?
I could do with a little change myself
I tried sleeping in the church, but I fell off the pews
I guess it's of no use
I've walked down and slept in every road in this run down place
All I found was empty alleyways and food to get me through the night
I know this place ain't no castle, but this concrete bed is mine
At least I have somewhere to sleep tonight

I miss the house that I lived in,
I miss the bed where I sleep,
But would you even spare me a passing glance if you walked past me on the street?

I don't wanna fade away like this, all alone and helpless
I begged for help, but nothing. "At least remember my face," I called
But my cries were in vain, because I knew the next day when they woke up
Their days would go by, and they wouldn't remember me at all

I remember I begged God to take my life
Because for someone to be living this way just ain't right
But now days have gone by, and I'm still wondering why
Maybe there's another purpose for me

I miss the house that I lived in
I miss the bed where I sleep
I've made my bed and I'm the one to lay here
But I'm wasting hours counting sheep
There's ghosts in the house that I lived in
There's wolves prowling on the streets
The winter snow feels so cold and yet I feel so numb
Maybe now I can get some sleep

Wolves

If I had the choice, I wouldn't give you anything
I wouldn't give you the time or day
I wouldn't give you the air I breathe
I can look you in the eyes and smile and not feel a thing
I hope my name makes your voice hoarse when you dig it up from where you buried it

You can take all you want from me, but I will never call you family
You can take all you want from me, but you mean nothing to me

I'm The Guy That Makes Walking Out Look Cool (demo)

I fell asleep on a beach and I woke up in hell
I fell asleep myself but I woke up as somebody else
I fell asleep on a beach and I woke up in hell
I stare into mirrors but I don't seem myself

I just wanna get some sleep, why won't you let me be at peace?
Take me away, wash over me. Why won't you let me breathe?
I just wanna get some sleep, why won't you let me be at peace?
Words don't mean anything, why don't you let me be? Just let me be

I wrote out my name, but I don't know who I am

Imagine this, me standing at the top of a cliff and there's a bright new world raging inside of me
But then I get pushed off and all I see is a thousand foot drop, and when I hit the bottom it's gonna hurt like hell
I've got a devil on both shoulders, they're telling me to fall. They're telling me I mean nothing at all
They're telling me the only impact I'm gonna make on this world is that of a man with a sewn up mouth who fell from the peak because he couldn't stand on his own two feet

I felt like I was dead but I'm still breathing

Hell (demo)

A brief version of my song, A Blessing In Disguise! 

A Blessing In Disguise! (guitar)

CIRCA 201294.

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