ima tell the truth
if it wasnt for him, I wouldnt exist
not talkin bout semen, up in a stomach
im talkin bout when I was goin thru shit
all of the bruises, the marks, the scars, left as a kid, a teen, almost became a fiend
to a couple of different things up in that mist
the objects, took to the head
all of the beatings
the things that was said to me
messed me up mentally
the blame always fell on me, couldnt let my brothers take it, so I made it all fall on me
even if its not my fault, I still gotta say im sorry
I couldnt even sleep on my bed
I slept on the floor
thats all my mom had
to say the least, im sorry for, what we didnt have
I know you tried yo best
but! even then
you coulda treated us! better, im for real
I cant just, let it, slide nomore, its how I feel
its what was son
huh what was done
you gon get mad oh well
understand, and admit to all of the pain you've caused
its the past, but I had to live with it
its the past, I Still gotta live with it 

but who did the tears to see their sons crying and sobbing
holding them, saying he's sorry
that were so young going thru this
I know it sucks to hear this, but its been on my chest, now I gotta say 

cuz yaw dont understand what this man has done for me
never ran from me, always there for me
I know I dont always visit, but I promise I will change that, so put the money on the tree 

I also gotta thank my mama and papa
my yay and tha
and my step motha
thanks for scolding me
thanks for believing in me
thanks for doing things for me
you see, if I took that chance to make the industry
I wouldnt have been ready
cuz my mind wasnt steady
but now im more calm and wiser
I mean im still weird as hell but I love ya
im more me, ima do me, im all out there now
screw people if they hate
my uncle and cousins, thank ya
and most importantly, my father
I am the most strongest, nicest man
because of you, just like you
thank you, for everything you did & still do
im finna be best dad & person I can, just like you.


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Løstboys.
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