"21" mixtape

(verse 1)
heres my blissful exit
I hope she hears this
I hope she finds out but I never say shit
and I'll keep lookin up to the clouds
see a funny face, start laughing out loud
(lol)
find my peace in the same place (same place)
I was lookin when I was tryna find my way out
I brush off things, I keep to myself
I like to stay in, but I'd wish I'd go out
maybe dancing(feet in the sand) maybe in n out(remember that)
maybe catch a movie with you babe
ima wild case, ima ambivert, no im not, I hide my keys in different places on different days
so therefore, ima introvert, I like to think things carefully, im weird
sike, im extrovert, I like to speak things loudly
(annoying) 

(chorus)
I could go up, I could go down
cant pick one, dont know why
but im doin just fine, when alone
I could give one, I could give none
cant pick jack, dont know why
but babe I want you here when im gone. 

(verse 2)
hopefully not, I get taken early
but I rather stay and watch a process of growing
issa soon to be
something, im soakin
every moment, I can get
cuz tomorrow is a different mission
but I wana wear a cap, wear sun glasses
go to baseball games
volleyball, whatever man
I dont know, just askin for a blessin
listen
you're glistenin, im blabberin
wait, remember when, back then
everythin was soothin, whooshin
no arguin, just cruisin, havin amazin conversations
night time romancin, the passion
the smilin, whats mileage
I dont know what that is?
cuz everytime I get a check
im zoomin to you
lets make a checklist
and do what we gotta do
like pay bills, get groceries
keep tempers down, not get sued
flip em off, then look at me singing. 

(chorus)
we could go up, we would go down
cant pick one, dont know why
but we doin just fine, when alone
we could give one, we could give none
cant pick jack, dont know why
but babe I want you there when we go.


JDB - Depressingly Doing Okay (prod. ThatKidGoran)

(chorus 2x)
Theres no story to be told
Just a lonely soul to be sold
When its frozen over
And sign of ending its time before the high road
So its done deal and its going down ya know. 

(verse 1)
Man it had so much to tell
But now that soul's gone and fell
cuz it felt, nothing it does, does anything
So it ended itself
But all it wanted was someone to see their pain
Come to them as a cain
Hold'em up thru the hard times
Forget it this is you, your forgiving, everything that hurted you 
And thats probably the toughest wall you aint getting through 
You wont get through anything you choose 
Because everything you choose always goes down the same path 
Its, probably not what you asked 
But, everytime you think about it, its painful 
Now your feelin cold 
Got, nuthin to hold 
Your going thru the pain, you dont like it, but you wont let it go 
So your tellin yourself what the hell is wrong with you 
Your crazy, but everything else is insane 
Now you thinkin maybe, maybe you need a change 
But life aint helping 
You feeling sadness and nothing you do is fucking working
Get yourself together man. 

(chorus 2x)
Theres no story to be told
Just a lonely soul to be sold
When its frozen over
And sign of ending its time before the high road
So its done deal and its going down ya know. 

(Verse 2)
You cannot blame yourself for what pain brings
But just to keep in mind your a human being
yea life hits you sometimes outta nowhere
But it brings you closer to why you here
wipe them tears
get tougher 
Cuz you already know its gonna get harder
The punches will never be over
Success comes to those who try in life
The ones who let sorrow consume them loses themselves 
And thats you, you let emotions inside
didnt even try
Like, your just, letting it happen
What the hell man, wheres the real you man
You changed man
Even people think you've changed now
Im you and I dont recognize you, you different now
Or you dont try at all nomore
You not the same
Not the same nomore
So scared to open any door
Wake up, get yourself a fix
Tell me whats going on
Is it mom, are you scared for baby brother?
Cuz I know thats the only reason you go to see mom to make sure he's doing better
thats deep. 

(chorus 2x)
Theres no story to be told
Just a lonely soul to be sold
When its frozen over
And sign of ending its time before the high road
So its done deal and its going down ya know. 

(verse 3)
Only 4 right now but he'll be okay
He gets to see his own dad now, man I get it, you wana see him live thru every day
Man you worry to much about others
Even people who hate
I mean, you carry all this weight
And feel like they choosin your faith
So your not true to yourself
But you true to everyone else
you think no one cares
You probably right
Usually you never jealous of anythin
But maybe these pills are causing you a lil mo' depression 
thats why you act so conceded
Just tryna fit in
You act annoyin on purpose
Whats your purpose?
Always shakin your legs are you nervous?
Come on what is it?
It'll be our little secret 
No one will ever know unless you tell it
Nevermind I already know what it is
Im you, So lets tell a lil more
Before carryin your soul thru any door
you love yo brothers, you just dont always show it, its okay, remember, thats the past so sing it. 

(outro)
Theres no story to be sold
Just a lonely soul to be sold
When its frozen over
And sign of ending its time before the high road
So its done deal and its going down ya know
Theres no story to be told
Just a lonely soul to be sold
When its frozen over
And sign of ending its time before the high road
So its done deal and its going down ya know.

JDB - Good Ol Days (Prod By. Chillimadebeats)

(verse 1)
I be taking damage to the heart like its nothing
codiene have a nice sound
maybe I should take some
I cant get no sleep, im always overthinkin
cant move my feet, but im still runnin
and im drownin
dont know why im drownin
all I am is overtrustin
yeah, girl im damaged (damaged)
everything I bottled up finally killin
now that I showed love, im finally dyin (im sorry) 

(chorus)
oh im sorry
sorry that I love you
I cant help it, baby I just wana trust you
so if I leave or if you do, whats the first thing we gon do
help me understand you
so you can understand me. 

(verse 2)
cuz I be taking damage, I dont even feel it anymore (nah)
it just comes and goes, this feeling comes and floors (yea)
she tells me wake up baby, I think she want me dead (she dont)
she saying yeah she loves me, but she dont mean it by the slightest (but she does)
im sad and she's smiling, but she sounds angry (she's not)
she said she's going to the store, I think she leavin (she's not)
hours later im the couch crying
door opens, yeah I guess she got groceries
so I say im sorry (sorry) 

(chorus)
oh im sorry (its not yo fault)
sorry that I love you (I love you)
I cant help it (I cant), baby I just wana trust you (I trust you)
so if I leave or if you do (im sorry), whats the first thing we gon do (im sorry)
help me understand you (I always wana feel you)
so you can understand me (lemme hold you) 

(outro)
im sorry that im damaged
im sorry im afraid of losing you
im sorry that im damaged
im sorry I always wana feel you
im sorry im trustin you
im sorry im damaged.


JDB - Im Sorry Im Damaged(prod. Khush)

(chorus)
how are you doing today?
are you alright?
are you okay?
are you just fine?
are you drinkin today?
are you drinkin tonight?
is you gon get in a fight?
who should I tell who might die? 

(verse)
I got alot in my head
and alot on my chest
got alot on my plate
please dont fill in the rest
I dont even wana think about it
cuz a second ago, I already thought about it
sorry, I overthink shit
but how can you blame me?
I got ah couple dents in my head from a tv remote before pre teen
maybe thats what lead me to indulge in some lean
or was it some weed?
or a couple of drinks?
sorry im slurin my speak, it just hurts to think
hurts to think
I hate to think. 

(chorus)
how are you doing today?
are you alright?
are you okay?
are you just fine?
are you drinkin today?
are you drinkin tonight?
is you gon get in a fight?
who should I tell who might die? 

(verse 2)
I just wana be able to write songs again
without getting stuck
tell me why my head always getting in ah rut
always repeating actions that pisses someone off
and I aint doing it on purpose, but I gotta rush
just to give an apology, I do too much
I guess im that type, too nice, maybe I should run
I dont know if im just gettin started or already done
but im, headin down hill
just kidding, just thinking, thats where my head is right now
can you check it?
am I losin it?
maybe I should check in?
boutta be 21, might get worse, im just sayin
screw it, good for me or not
live it to the fullest and drink every shot
no ones gon stop me from doing me, HA
and screw covid, its September
but wait theres family history in that bottle
cuz shit, even tho I reach liquor legal, I might not even wana drink nomo. 

(chorus)
how are you doing today?
are you alright?
are you okay?
are you just fine?
are you drinkin today?
are you drinkin tonight?
is you gon get in a fight?
who should I tell who might die?


JDB - HAYDT? (prod. JI KID)

JDB - I Have To (prod. IOF)

JDB - FMTTM (interlude)

ima tell the truth
if it wasnt for him, I wouldnt exist
not talkin bout semen, up in a stomach
im talkin bout when I was goin thru shit
all of the bruises, the marks, the scars, left as a kid, a teen, almost became a fiend
to a couple of different things up in that mist
the objects, took to the head
all of the beatings
the things that was said to me
messed me up mentally
the blame always fell on me, couldnt let my brothers take it, so I made it all fall on me
even if its not my fault, I still gotta say im sorry
I couldnt even sleep on my bed
I slept on the floor
thats all my mom had
to say the least, im sorry for, what we didnt have
I know you tried yo best
but! even then
you coulda treated us! better, im for real
I cant just, let it, slide nomore, its how I feel
its what was son
huh what was done
you gon get mad oh well
understand, and admit to all of the pain you've caused
its the past, but I had to live with it
its the past, I Still gotta live with it 

but who did the tears to see their sons crying and sobbing
holding them, saying he's sorry
that were so young going thru this
I know it sucks to hear this, but its been on my chest, now I gotta say 

cuz yaw dont understand what this man has done for me
never ran from me, always there for me
I know I dont always visit, but I promise I will change that, so put the money on the tree 

I also gotta thank my mama and papa
my yay and tha
and my step motha
thanks for scolding me
thanks for believing in me
thanks for doing things for me
you see, if I took that chance to make the industry
I wouldnt have been ready
cuz my mind wasnt steady
but now im more calm and wiser
I mean im still weird as hell but I love ya
im more me, ima do me, im all out there now
screw people if they hate
my uncle and cousins, thank ya
and most importantly, my father
I am the most strongest, nicest man
because of you, just like you
thank you, for everything you did & still do
im finna be best dad & person I can, just like you.


JDB - Just Like You (prod. KG BEATS)

prod. epik beats
[Lyrics]
(intro)
watch it watch it
watch it watch it
hold it hold it
yeah yeah yeah yeah. 

(hook)
I dont like to shoot guns
but I will if I have ta
I dont like to punch back
but I will if you want ta
I rather not hurt ya
but I will if I gotta
theres so many things I rather do than all the things thatta end ya. 

(verse 1)
ima pull back
thats what ima do
cuz if I dont
they wont find you
on a serious matter
I dont play around
I keep myself down
I stay low now
you dont wana see angry me, bitter me, better be, galaxies, away from me
I hear you touch my loved ones
not gonna be, hiding, its gonna be running from me
when I get there, no talking
I aint no oldies villian
best believe when I see you
its like it never happened, so. 

(chorus 2x)
pull back joe
watch it watch it
dont let em make you mad
watch it watch it
hold yo anger down
hold it hold it
go and drink some tea
oh calm yoself, oh. 

(hook)
I dont like to shoot guns
but I will if I have ta
I dont like to punch back
but I will if you want ta
I rather not hurt ya
but I will if I gotta
theres so many things I rather do than all the things thatta end ya. 

(verse 2)
Ima nice guy
but dont tempt me
you see cut throat city
thats me
I'll be desperate to find you, just to steal your life
cuz you screwed with me & my family, and I'll burn your money nice
you dont need it where you going
when I get there I'll be smiling
chilling, lookin for you
but whose that queen right there, thats my wife
feeling bad for you (bad for me)
yeahh cuz she knows what I can do to you, thats why.. 

(chorus 2x)
they say pull back joe
watch it watch it
dont let em make you mad
watch it watch it
hold yo anger down
hold it hold it
go and drink some tea
oh calm yoself, oh. 

(hook)
I dont like to shoot guns
but I will if I have ta
I dont like to punch back
but I will if you want ta
I rather not hurt ya
but I will if I gotta
theres so many things I rather do than all the things thatta end ya, but ya kno.

(outro 3x)
watch it watch it
watch it watch it
hold it hold it
yeah yeah yeah yeah.


"21" mixtape

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