Produced by april21
Mix and mastered by me

Lyrics:

Fall, fall down hard (so hard)
Gotta stay high, all the time
The pain goes by (pain goes by)
But it’s all a lie, i just can’t make up my mind
And it hurts so much, no we can’t break up
I just wanna feel your touch
Can we not break off?
Not break off.
I just need your touch <3

fall

Cover to exp worldd

Lyrics:
yea im in the building
im not on the top floor
navigate these feelings
i went in the wrong door
wrong hall
told ya that im in it for the long haul
tryna play the game but i think i got the wrong ball

ill get around to it
im sorry for stalling
tryna stand up straight
im sorry for falling
said i wouldnt cry
im sorry for bawling
this shit is over right?
why are you still calling?
tryna figure it all out
what better time than now
it sounds so far away
i still hear the sound
w/ my top missing
i dont have a crown
will i be the talk of the town?
if i make u laugh
then am i just a clown?
yea i kinda wanna leave soon
but im here for now

worldd

disc of sorrow remix - mckel + me

Cover to 7xvns’ final prayer

[Intro]
I’ll die by hatred before the sword
Can you hear all of the screaming, Lord?

[Chorus]
My heaven is on earth, with bullet shells
With fields full of hearses, I curse this hell

[Bridge]
Do you see the limbs washed up on the shore?
Can you feel the heart of a bleeding corpse?

[Chorus]
My heaven is on earth, with bullet shells
With fields full of hearses, I curse this hell

[Verse]
I'm trying, I'm still trying
I'm dying, I'm still dying
I’m crying, I'm still crying
I'm trying, I'm still trying
I'm trying, I'm still trying
I'm dying, I'm still dying
I’m crying, I'm still crying
I'm trying, I'm still trying

[Outro]
Up there in heaven, do you have a plan?
Because down here, I'm in evil hands

final prayer

Prod frozy

(@josiahmichael)
Whatchu tellin’ me? Why you gotta say that? 
I cant focus, one direction like a lab rat
Check the seal, breach n’ clear grab the hazmat
Bad luck in the air, im a black cat

And im under your spell, i check my phone
I take it off of silent, waiting for your tone
The way u treat me yea, you treat me like im dumb
I only feel okay when there’s weed in my lungs

I do not feel okay, i will be when im gone🩶
(mumblin caydens verse with em)

cayden + michael - i will be wen im gone

cover to @whyhaze song

saw u at the train stop w ur friends
hope u didnt see my face shocked,, once agn
bbgrl u make my brain rot its all in my headd
i got bad habits cant stop.. ima end up dead :o

when i see ur face all i feel is sadness
nvr thought it wld get to here but it happened
on my own cuz u left me in the past tense
its tragic, im stuck ifeel trappd man://
itry 2 dig myself up but i cant get out
no one fna hear me so i can cry out loud
i cn scream n shout but u still wont respond
ik u can see my frown but udont care at all............

i feel dead thnk im dead, its too late now\
i got love in my hed im insane now
off the pills off the meds cope tha pain yaa
we do it all, all again js to breakup (x2)

i think it’s all in my head

neito + michael + ljp2900 - ur touch

lyrics,

can you feel the pain?
coming out
crawling out
i wan't you out my hair

breakin out
come again?

i can feel your sin, crawling in
just falling out of my, head
wake me up
fall apart all again

oh i saw
oh i thought
its all my fault
i wanna fall

can you feel the pain?
coming out
crawling out
i wan't you out my hair

breakin out
come again?
force it out my head

its been hard, but i; still.

(instrumental)

oh i saw
oh i thought
its all my fault
i wanna fall

can you feel the pain?
coming out
crawling out
i wan't you out my hair

breakin out
come again?

i can feel your sin, crawling in
just falling out of my, head
wake me up
fall apart all again

can you feel the pain?
coming out
crawling out
i wan't you out my hair

breakin out
come again?
i wan't you out my hair

crawling

mckel - someone you loved (first version)

old beat i decided to finish from january
haze - melodies
me - counter lead & drums

whyhaze x michael (not free, dont use)

lyrics

zoloftuser:
I can see ur soul
don wanna play these games
like no one has to know
free me from these chains
she cannot let me go
I do not feel the same
we freeze all alone
don wanna feel this pain

michael:
cause the last time that I breathe, is the last time I lost faith
u the last girl I would keep, ur the last girl I would hate
ur the only one I love, ur the only one held close
if I lost my life today, ur the only one whod know
can u let me go, cause I know, one day Ill be gone
hanging in a tree, my dead corpse, colder than the snow

zoloftuser & michael
just to let u know
u meant alot to me
nd I hope u know
that Im sorry
u don want me to go
but its hard for me
so whenever ur alone
come back to me

(ruby)
just to let u know
u meant alot to me
nd I hope u know
that Im not sorry
when my frown turns cold-
nd Im hung from the ceiling upside down
cant stop feeling upside down
when I start feeling upside down
nd claws start tearing my heart down
I don care Ill jus lay down

can u let me kno, cause I kno, one day Ill be gone
hanging from a tree, my wrists froze, I been dead put on
ur the only one I love, ur the only I hold close
if I hung myself rn, ur the only one whod know

@zoloftuser666 + michael + @imiss_ruby - crossparttwo.mp4 remix (with me in it)

cover to stxlkins song

lyrics:

i dont think youll be here long
cus i dont like to speak at all
i cant tell if ive been lost
and take your feelings off my wall

are these poems even true?
i dont think i can ignore u
there is nothing i can choose
it dont hurt me cus its for u

no u dont understand
theres a perfect picture painted
and i lost it in my head
its okay cus i use to hate it

i know u always tried to hate me
even though i know youd take it
and i know u would try to fake it
do it over again cus im aimless

stonewall

nothin’s changed
It’s cold outside today
I stand outside just waiting
I wish this never stopped
ughh

gattaca

Young enough to take the heartache
So I guess I'll take the risk
Old enough to know what's coming
Dumb and hopeless, craving it

heartache

mckel + me - you're beautiful

who do you support?

in this broad broken world 

and the apples on the tree

they all fall like we do


so fight fight fight

fight for whats right

fight fight fight 

fight for whats right

the apples on the trees

drue - drowning (mixed by michael)

cover to @whyhaze song i lob u dooder lets make a song soon <33

Lyrics :

I might burn a bridge today
I might lose a friend or 2
Crush a pill can’t feel my face
sadly it’s not something new
I moved to the city
just so i could never hear from you
I’m losing my mind,
It’s whatever I’ll just play it cool

i’ll act like you’re right here
smoke another one until i’m tired
i’m tired
ima hurt my heart until it beats nowhere
you’re so near
although i can’t see you anywhere
is it too late to say that i care ?

Cuz i care
when you talk to me
stay up rock with me
love it how you die with me
love you like a melody
i think you’re the best for me
hate it when they switch on me
girl would you stay next to me

my heart beats nowhere

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I do covers of songs i like
I occasionally will upload an original song of mine

michael

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