This track is my absolute fav, it’s a f*ck you to the guy that was going out with my bestie Scarlett and was written as they were breaking up. The relationship was totally one sided Scarlett was all in & had pretty much planned their future & it was pretty clear to me that he was stringing her along until breaking up. I was her closest confidant and so I knew everything she was feeling, and i'd see how passive he was with her at parties first hand. She vented to me for probably about a year and so I went through all the stages of a break up with her and watched as she slowly realised her worth and that he wasn’t worth her tears anymore 💘 I wanted to write this one from her point of view. It’s a pretty positive song as it’s about her finally letting go, realising his many faults and taking back her life 🤍🦋

I rly love the video for this track too, obviously the song is about Scarlett so she had to be in the video - especially after being named an ‘emotional grim reaper’ lol. The two of us break into an airport hanger, steal and spray paint an arctic truck, then I perform on the back of it as Scar drives it down the runway. It was honestly the most fun and so jokes. I was clinging on as I was being thrown about. If u look closely the guitar I throw off the truck is the same one from my very first video for Deep End and the banners were at my London shows at Omeara !!!! I really hope it feels as empowering to watch as it did to be on the back of it performing!! Loved how ironic the bad British weather line is when we got the nicest sunset going for the video. Hopefully u enjoy it 🤍xxxx

Scarlett

Finish Line

Maybe

wings - edit

a song for my best friend <3

you held me under the aquarius moon
if i could call a place heaven
it'd be laying there with you 

teaching me constellations 
being my consolation 
backs soaked in the dew 

smoking american spirits 
and chasing the view 
in the front seat of my civic 
adding songs to the queue

everything in this town is closing 
but i dont care where we're going 
as long as i'm with you

taking graveyard shifts 
and tracing your tattoos
putting holes in our faces 
and calling ourselves new

there's a whole world awaiting
but lilee i wouldn't trade in
being with you

lilee

josiah

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