prod me :DD
https://soundcloud.com/1kinji

jnz :
i dont understand why u care about me
i dont understand when u told me that u love me
i text u at night but u left me on seen
please tell me what the fuck u want (x2)

baby make up your mind
please tell me what do you want
ill be here for you
so u dont feel so lonely tnoght

but in exchange pls tell me tell me
what the fuck u want
u always act weird to me
and u cant choose this or that

im so sick and tired of this really wacky fake love
please stop im done with all this shit that u gave me
oh please i dont wanna do this anymore
but i cant cause i luv u so much

kinji :
and im so done w u
everything i said i lied to you
you make me so sick
i might just throw up
you're so fucking weird bro
(thats what my life said to me)

im just writing about my pain
its not my fault im hurt again
shes so happy and im so sad
she has a lot a of friends she doesnt want me back

ilysm w/ kinji

i love the peace in me
i hope u feel what i feel
cause i
im living in a dream
and

this feels so ethereal
it feels so magical
like im soaring in the sky
tonight with me 

yea im soaring up in the sky
and i taught myself to fly
taught myself to try
to try to love myself

i dont feel sad no more 
cause ive moved on before
and i have myself whom i adore 
yeaa

i loved u before
i fell in love w u
but i moved on from u
i moed on frm uu

i try to love again
but along the way i realized 
i need to love me first 
so i can luv u again

fall in love when i saw you
was it all just a dream
well it was all a dream
i dont need u with me 
lookin up at the sky
enjoyin my own time
i cant be more happier than this

ethereal peace

give me time to heal
(i dunno what i do if i cannot heal) :(
no need to hold me now
cause im alright
i can move on
from all the things
that u've done wrong
ik it's hard it's hard for me to heal
and it's ok if i cry

yea it's okay if i cry :''''''''
and it's okay if i cry :'''''

stars aligned
i woke up from my dream
maybe i need u here with me
but i promised myself i would heal
from all the things that u did to me

yes i learned and i learned and i learned
i realized that we cant be together
now im back with the face full of tears 
in need of help but there's nobody near

and i will heal!
cause ill take one step at a time
it'll be a long way path to pass
but eventually i heal
and my broken heart is fixed :

heal

goodbye das all i say
please take the pain away
n evry breath i take 
i hope it wont go to waste

lets go our seperate ways
i never meant to care
and all the love i gave 
u gave it all away

fallin at first sight
maybe it was rlly a dream
i ask myself at night
to try so i wouldnt scream
locked myself up
hid myself inside a dream
my anger build up
let myself dragged by the stream
i was so careless and helpless i dunno what to do
you took my heart youre so selfish and now i feel so blue
it's so hard to accept that's it's true
well sometimes theres just nothin u can do

nothin u can do
nothin u can do
nothin u can do

u gave it all away :(

you fell in love with me but it was all a dream

i fell in love
i fell in love
i fell in love with you

i fell in love
i fell in love
i fell in love with you
to someone like you

to someone like you
(with you)
to someone like you
(with you)
to someone like you

fell in love when i saw you
was it all just a dream?
when i hold you tight w me 
i dont think it was a dream

i want u here w me
lookin up at the sky
enjoyin our own time
i cant be more happier than this

fell in love when i saw you
was it all just a dream?
when i hold you tight w me 
i dont think it was a dream

i want u here w me
lookin up at the sky
enjoyin our own time
i cant be more happier than this

so take my hand i just wanna be with you
i wanna spend my life spend my whole life with you
im at a loss of words
everytime i see you

i been feelin lonely lately i feel like 
nothing can make me happy but i know that 
you're here with me
with me below the stars   

below the stars

i fell in love 
i fell in love
i fell in love with you
to some one like you

i fell in love
i fell in love
i fell in love with you

i fell in love

https://soundcloud.com/ssaranghae

me : 
i wnt u 2 know that i wont ever stop lovin u baby
n every night n day i would still come n hold u ?
wnt u errday by my side i wont ever leave u bby
tired of these games lets just runawy and be togethr

i want u to know x3
that im sad everytime im not w u

n now i know
im not alone
im not alone everytime im ?

cold winter night is what miraie said to me
n i thought we're here tonight cause we're meant to be
youre such a beautiful sight n now i feel so free
and ill make it right 4 u and ill make it right i swear, for us

saranghae : 
*mumbles*

meant to be ft. saranghae

struggle alot w my health
wonder if it's mental or physical
have no clue what's goin on
i need time to talk w me
oh i threw up last night
my body is full of fright
and i dont want all the limelight
i just want someone bymyside
idk what i want and idk what i need
im just here sitting, feeding my greed
and ik errone got their problem with 
their mental but i just want to live

josh look up the sky
n tell me what you want
oh tell me what u need
cause i need to make it right
n ive been struggling hard
learnin abt myself
so tell me wht u want
n tell me wht u need
oohhh idk what ill do tomo rooow
im tired talking to myself oohhh
fuck im so lost
leave me alone lemme cry in my room

yea im tired talkin to myself
but without me my heart's an empty space
if i had a dime for all my  lies
i would be so god damm rich rn
i wanna be a bettr person after this
yea tell me wht u want wht u need
so i can be useful to errone around me 
and ican stop causing unwanted casualties

josh look up the sky
n tell me what you want
oh tell me what u need
cause i need to make it right
n ive been struggling hard
learnin abt myself
so tell me wht u want
n tell me wht u need
oohhh idk what ill do tomo rooow
im tired talking to myself oohhh
fuck im so lost
leave me alone lemme cry in my room

fuck i always act with no thoughts
nicotine alcohol
they cannot help me
and someday ya'll see me up there
and i promise that ill make it out alive
i dont want anyone to know im upset
i dont want anyone to know that i sweat
everytime i see me struggle with life
when i keep fallin down sinking into the sea

josh look up the sky
n tell me what you want
oh tell me what u need
cause i need to make it right
n ive been struggling hard
learnin abt myself
so tell me wht u want
n tell me wht u need
oohhh idk what ill do tomo rooow
im tired talking to myself oohhh
fuck im so lost
leave me alone lemme cry in my room

melancholic me

https://open.spotify.com/album/3vTztQ0wauG26FjfrEFn4D?si=f858a1217c1743de
https://soundcloud.com/5vexe

i thought we are meant to be
baby i need honesty
u pushed me till im down
wished it was all a fantasy
threw up last night
woke up with a black eye
i came back up
just to fall back down

dont need u in my life
but i keep fallin down
and i feel like im turning to someone i despise
maybe im better off alone
and u too better off alone
here i am thinking that we are meant to be
and u too thought that we are meant to be
but the truth is always been here
and the truth is the thing i fear

honesty

honesty (5v)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AvoUhS84WBcnoztgp0oej?si=f7b02e6cf09e4677

i could never go back again
to meet u when we're together
i confesed that's all my bad
why i cant take u out my head 
i hate the fact that im full of myself
manipulation is not good for our health
i undrstand why u want to leave me
so may your wishes be granted by me

hooo im blinded by myself
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u
hooo sitting, crying on my sofa
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u

i look at myself everynight
thinking bout the things i couldve done 
to save me from myself but i cant
it's too late i hate myself too much
ye i cant ever go back to the past and meet u
because all  your past wishes and visions have all come tru
tried to go back up but i keep crashing back down
force my self to be happy instead i look like a clown

heroes n villains

heroes n villians

https://soundcloud.com/jacynyte
https://open.spotify.com/track/0SprF1IIU7TX7nvnqp8YY6?si=900b1b73070046a2
https://youtu.be/Q4fehQQOOjA
yayaaa
<33

prod me :]]

[me]
anxiety is kilin me
dont talk to me dont help me live
reality is confusing
dont wanna be a burden to you
dont get me wrong i always loved u
ill tell u rn n u know it's tru
n im lost right know thinkin about u
but ik im not perfect for u

n im not perfect 4 u
n i thought tht u already knew
with u around all i think is happy things
but idk why i always hurt u so bad

oh i tried my best to keep u safe
n i tried to bring us to a happy place
there's smthing wrong with me and i cant change
always fail to keep u safe, i wish im dead
tried to go high, but i keep fallin 
and now im sad without you just wanna cry
oh please let me out of this ghost town
oh im done with this life i just want to end it all 
i just want to end it all
but i cant end it all
cause all i have, is for you, to you
and my heart, is for you, to you

[jacy]
im not perfect 4 u but know im still here
worthless undeservin on the surface
but whats it feel like on the inside 
would it be different if i been right
and ive been up for like six nights
im not this or that or yours or this type
bring me way back or more or thats fine
im just another lost cause to find
forgot what you told me
dont be surprised 
if i leave ill be fine
youre meant 4 me but im not meant 4 u
maybe i should give up
do u get the message just know
i wont be confessing cause...

for you, to you

for you, to you w/ jacy nyte

https://open.spotify.com/track/0I1ho63s5vQONbDGnQCosZ?si=7adc2d48364d4b0d

https://soundcloud.com/kyxuuko
https://soundcloud.com/phi7i7p

[me]
oh idk what you want
what you need
pls tell me now
cause idk whats going on inside your head
n i dont care
as long as youre there
you look so good-

oh- oh idk what you want
what you need
pls tell me now
cause idk whats going on inside your head
n i dont care
as long as youre there
you look so good with the wind blowing in your hair

all i need
is you INSIDE MY LIFE
cause when youre here with me
i feel so complete
and all this time
i feel 
i feel that im getting attached to u
n everytime with you i think i can pull through

[kyxuuko]
evr sinc i mt u ♡.♡
i dnt thnk i cn nvr evr evr 4gtu
yk i wld nvr evn bothr 2 upst u :*
n evn if were nt tgthr i wldnt regret u
n girl u r my onlee1 
ik i always fkn cm lk im tha lonly 1
bt u remind me of brite n shinin shootn star **
i hp tht nbdy wld evr tear us aprt 2xx
our luv is nt figurd out,, its kinda fded
yk my <3 is brkn but u rly aided x0x
whn i fnd u i cn say tht md it
i cn say tht i am vry prd tht me+u=datin <<##33

you look so good with the wind blowing in your hair

you look so good with the wind blowing in your hair ft. kyxuuko (phi7i7p & josua)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5PRWmxNM959uH0pahlAgXk?si=9e6ac1109a0345b0

https://soundcloud.com/jacynyte

we're back!!!! for you, to you sequel

[chorus] (me & jacy)
oh im running back to you
cause i didnt know u loved me too
ill do anything for you
ill comeback with my heart for you
im done with this stupid game
fuck the anxiety not again
i hope youre happy when i come back
promise ill be back on track

[me]
huhhhh
ill be back on track
i still love you hope you still love me back
everyday without you i was sniffing crack
i look so stupid everything was black
oh i thought i was strong
but i guess that i was wrong
im so dense cant see your signs
please let me rewind the time
back to november
back when i still can remember
we were just like some pretender
you were lucid youre my defender
oh i thought i could live without you
sorry i got no clue
then i realized you want me
well im sorry

[jacy]
cant hear what you said to me
in this world cant find no place for me
wish i could find a way to restart
fall back in your arms
just please dont come and save me
i really feel like breaking
and trust me when it's raining
i wont be complaining like you
just stay inside my room
cause theres nothing we could do
and nothing makes me feel the way that i want to
it doesnt matter to me at all
still
from me to you
just know that i still wanna love you too
cause IIIMMMMM

from me, to you

from me, to you w/ jacy nyte

artwork : https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

trying out new stuff
prod mixed mastered by me

vocal stems if u wanna remix or play around : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1paHBHOYevN6fCKcdb0oQBQYF1KAyjj1J?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
I'm so lost
I've been trapped in this box i call my room for so long now
And I give up
But I don't really wanna let you go cause i promise that i

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

And I won't die
And I won't cry
Why can't you trust me once
I promise it's not a lie
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I made it worse
Please tell me what to do
I told you it was my bad
Fuck
I just lost my mind right now
But i hope it will all be fine
I'm sorry I hit you so hard
Why is my life a fucking mess
It's better just for you to leave
Open that door and bring that dress
I promise I'll be fine by myself cause I

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Hopefully i die tonight

I can't do that
Cause I promise
That I will be
A better man for you

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

I feel my heart is getting dry
I look for help and I'm getting tired

hopefully i die tonight

a story about a virtual character that fell in love with a real person

lyrics:
i wanna die
cause i cant stop my crying
i just cant get what i
want which is you in my life
i hope that i
can be reincarnated
as a human that you love
not in this virtual body of mine

cause i (i i)
just wanna be with you
but im just (im just)
some character from my world :(
and i (just cant)
go out and be with you
i dont know what to do :/
but i wanna be with you :')

i stop my crying cause i see you smile
sitting there looking at me from your screen
but the thing that you dont know is that im happy
just from you getting entertained by me

i wanna die
cause i cant stop my crying
i just cant get what i
want which is you in my life
i hope that i
can be reincarnated
as a human that you love
as a human that you care about

cause i (i i)
just wanna be with you
but im just (im just)
some character from my world :(
and i (just cant)
go out and be with you
i dont know what to do :/
but i wanna be with you :')

you're so far and yet so close
i just wanna be with you
i just want to hold you close
cause you're the one i love the most

cause i (i i)
just wanna be with you
but im just (im just)
some character from my world :(
and i (just cant)
go out and be with you
i dont know what to do :/
but i wanna be with you :')
x3

i wanna die
cause i cant stop my crying
i just cant get what i
want which is you in my life
i hope that i
can be reincarnated
as a human that you love
as a human that you care about

virtual love

virtual love w/ hatsune miku

prod. @y4ndere

i look at me in the mirror i realize baby im useless
look at you youre wonderful and im worthless
looking back to the past im like a monster
so digusting i dont want you to be close to me

close to me baby
i dont want you to be close to me
i dont think that we are meant to be
i go outside, i just wanna be free
whatever happen it doesnt matter cause it wont change me
ive been trying to spend my time by myself trying to feel free

even i know that im not good enough
and the path i take is so fucking rough
whatever i say is some fucking bluff
just wanna see you when the time is right 2x

yeah
i just took some more pills
and i have sometime to chill
bury me up on the hill
and let the red be spilled
i dont care what you all think
im still futile in the end
spending my last time
in my room without a friend

i pray to God hoping all of this would end
but i dont think it will happen all i can do is pretend
ive been up for two days straight and trynna sleep at half past ten
maybe i can do this shit if someone lend me a hand

and i know
that im wrong
all shit doesnt feel real but it's real in my bones
and it's better
for me to go
cause i know it's better for this world to go on without me

wrthless (yandere)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

vocal stems for remixes or whtever : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NEbbsr_v7PN8VOatiup7P-MtRyeO6SOf?usp=sharing

yea i would die tomorrow
oh i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

i believe that someday ill find my way
and i will find the path thru this earth and i will find my worth
cause i didnt know
that i 
even worth more than trash
i just hope that it's all true
and i dont know what to do
i pray to God but i still feeling blue
please tell me what do i mean to you
you dont like me?
then why would i live
and continue on living
I DONT KNOW
i just would like to die tomorrow

or i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

id like to die tomorrow

my verse is ass
i wont be posting this on all plats

w/ https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
prod https://soundcloud.com/prodmino

lyrics :

[me]
i was in love w her and she was in luv w me
n i cant keep my composure when she was around me
so the two of us would talk and chat we were so carefree
it's like we're kids again with zero responsibility
looking up high i was thinking about the two of us
idk why im falling head over heels for u
and starting to love u more n more n more
dont worry youre not a bore a bore a bore

time stopped everytime i look at u
and my heart stop hurting your presence feel so comforting to me
and sometimes i feel so embarrassed when youre standing next to me
cuz i feel like our relationship is like beauty and the beast
and i kno no one can compete with u, youre just like strawberry
and u are the sweetest thing, sweetest thing ive ever seen
oh idk what im feeling but i wanna keep feeling it
and i will always be by your side, ill be your guide

[vic]
i dont want u to leave 
i just cannot help myself 
to throw that overwhelming jealousy
bby cant u see?
youre the only one for me
yea i just want u to stay w me
baby dont listen to them im not that toxic
running outta ways
yea im running outta options
to tell u that youre worth it
im running outta logic
im struggling to breath
im feeling real hypoxic

[me n vic]
and now im running outta things i can do
i just really want to get my point to u
bcuz bby this is nothing new
youre in love w me and im in love w u

two of us w/ victxrw (mino)

https://youtu.be/R7MDPgvNYdI

:)
with https://soundcloud.com/jacynyte

(me)
i just wanna live my life with you
spending this long eon with you
looking up high, the sky is so blue
when i propose i know youll say i do

and ill tell the world that i love you
without you im a fool
and i try to act cool
doing things to impress you
cause i just want you
spring breeze blows on you
let us fly away to the moon

(jacy)
promise it'll get better
as the breeze hits closer to home
the things that we know
and claim that we don't
remember that night I saw you and froze
we walked all alone
and all our love showed
hundred missed calls I don't know where you went
I try to find myself in you that's where I've been
you'd notice when I was hurting
miss and I love you and you deserve it

(me)
and ill tell the world that i love you
without you im a fool
and i try to act cool
doing things to impress you
cause i just want you
spring breeze blows on you
let us fly away to the moon

LET US FLYYYY AWAYYY TOOOOO THE MOOOONNNNN!!!

fly away to the moon w/ jacy nyte

certified josua type beat

with https://soundcloud.com/noyaclarissa https://soundcloud.com/phxlxppp & https://soundcloud.com/xora09

eng x idn x jpn

(me)
ill admit it im a little jealous of u
when i see u two together, u look so good
i rlly wanna be w you but i dont want to
ruin your story that's being written

and i confessed b4 tht i wnt u
i told u b4 that i wnt u
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)
sometimes i feel like i hate myself cuz im full of myself
oh my god..
but i wnt you
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)

(noya)
malam itu
(that night)
ku melihat dia sedang asik bersamamu
(i saw him spending time with you)
satu sisi aku sedih saat aku tahu
(i was sad when i saw that moment)
kamu tak tertarik denganku
(and the fact that youre not into me)
tapi kau tahu? ku bahagia saat melihat senyumanmu
(but u know what? im happy when i see you smile)

ku tak peduli walau aku harus
(i dont care even if i have to sacrifice myself)
berkorban demi dirimu, sayangku
(just for you)
namun ingatlah saja bahwa aku,
(but please dont forget that i)
mau kamu :)
(still want you)

(philip)
here we go again, 
i thought we were more than friends,
guess it's time for me to let you go, 
go away with him,

i find it hard to believe you don't,
want to make amends,
you think that you're not so good for me,
but you're good for him,

i said,
baby, i be losing my mind,
going mental,
you're taking, everything i once thought,
was essential,
breaking, everything we had,
was incidental,
you're making, my heart fall apart,
from the middle,

(xora)
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
君の事、大好きだよ
Really loved you
これかも幸せでいてね
Hope u have a great life

今までの時間ありがとう
Thank you for the time that u gave me
君の事が忘れないよ
Cant forget about u
ほんの少しだけ,君に愛されたかったよ
I wanted to be loved by u just a little

cheers2u w/ noya phxlxp & xora

w/ https://soundcloud.com/miraie

art : https://www.instagram.com/diana.ptrca/

aa aaaaa
and imma do whatever the fuck i want
aaa aaa
doing goofy goofy shit with my magic wand
aaa aaaaa
i dont stand no fakes
your bitch yea she kno my name
posted up with all my friends
ye youre dead restart your game

yea it's me mario in japan with the bros
yea we dont really talk to no hoes
fuckin your bitch in my bed like *squeaksqueak*
it's just the two of us
yo yoshi youre fucking sus
stop touching me please ohh god
na im just joking why would yoshi touch me bro

aa aaaaa
and imma do whatever the fuck i want
aaa aaa
doing goofy goofy shit with my magic wand
aaa aaaaa
i dont stand no fakes
your bitch yea she kno my name
posted up with all my friends
ye youre dead restart your game

aa aaaaa
i wake up and I see an anime chick right in front of me
aaa aaaaa
i thought I'm drunk but this is a normal day in japan
aaa aa
picked up a 100 yen so I went straight into arcade
two girls sit right next to me cosplaying as a maid

aa aaaaa
and imma do whatever the fuck i want
aaa aaa
doing goofy goofy shit with my magic wand
aaa aaaaa
i dont stand no fakes
your bitch yea she kno my name
posted up with all my friends
ye youre dead restart your game 2x

goofy goofy w/ miraie & miku

https://soundcloud.com/sumther
https://soundcloud.com/xora09
https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
(me)
all this yelling is making my head hurt
idk how but i wanna do better
this vicious cycle, i wanna getout
stop hurting me and stop hurting you
and i kno that,that i dont deserve u
and all the things i do is to hurt u
and i just want u to be tru to u
and just leave me cuz ik im not good4u

let it all blow in the wind
let it all fall behind
doesnt matter how, nothin will work out for us
seperate, find anothr route
oh i dont want this to be tru
but this is how it goes
no matter what u do
some things just cant go the way u want it to
so just move on from me
forget me forget that i exist

(sumther)
"wont do it again" ik thats a lie
want this to end but i cant decide
for myself im going through hell
im sorry i cant make it right
all i wanted was u to trust me
was that too much
now be honest do u love me?
was i enough?
uve been stuck in my head, iv been crying on my bed

vicious cycle w/ sumther (xora & mino)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

we back
w/ https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape & https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

ive been walking round town with my dog lately
the only one I care about cause I got no one to talk to
and then I saw you pass me by
first day of summer in july, the first time you look into my eyes

so let me take you out out out
you won't regret it
im the one you needed
and I won't let you down down down
girl I'll admit it
you got me thinking
(i-i think)

we can go to Como Park
eating and drinking snackies together while laying down
and you don't gotta have to worry bout a broken heart
cause I'll be right here by your side and I will hold you tight
just let me treat you right ohh ohh

got some questions inside my head I wanna ask you now
your favourite food, your favourite drink, let's build a lego house
i'll always be there for you baby
you ain't gotta worry
yeah you can doubt me all you want but can never forget me cause i'm-

and I don't say that just to make u feel
fe- fe- feel good about yourself oh naa na naahh
girl just come here with me and let's be real
i can't do this on my own

i think that I just need some contact
isolation got me thinking of a throwback
i thought she was the one but now I don’t think that she’s all that
cuz I think I’ve found something better than that when you walked by
at the right place and the right time

i’ll be the one, you can’t live without, we can make it out of here yeah
we can lay around, or just fuck around, it don’t really matter to me yeah
maybe let me be the one you always think about at night?
i’m just so tired of being alone

ive been walking round town with my dog lately
the only one I care about cause I got no one to talk to
and then I saw you pass me by
first day of summer in july, the first time you look into my eyes

so let me take you out out out
you won't regret it
im the one you needed
and I won't let you down down down
girl I'll admit it
you got me thinking
(i-i think)

we can go to Como Park
eating and drinking snackies together while laying down
and you don't gotta have to worry bout a broken heart
cause I'll be right here by your side and I will hold you tight
just let me treat you right ohh ohh

dog park w/ suisei & wyrscape

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape
https://soundcloud.com/riensu

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[suisei]
too many times i ended up with a bad night
ignored the signs cuz i gave in to your gaslight
let you mess round with my head
so i take parts of the blame
whenever you said you love me 
i trusted right away

[josua]
now i feel so dumb
i wasted my time with ya
tought we could talk things out, apparently we cant
fuck this shit's so hard
i lost track of time
lost track of who i am
just wanna give up
give in to the fucked up thoughts thats in my head
like fuck..
i might just end this shit
throw away this ring

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[riensu]
i still think about you
i do pretend it was fine
then i play it cool
and i still think about you
and how you play me like im a fool
tell me whats wrong with that 
youre the one that stabbed me in the back
tell me whats wrong with that
youre the one that left it in the past
tell me whats up with that 
you took my heart and you wont give it back
you hurt me bad
i guess it was the wrong time

[suisei]
turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

poison ivy w/ suisei wyrscape riensu

oh i got red eyes
i see lies 
see him die
thru my 
divine eyez
i see a prize
dont lie
just be wise
next time
i'll come 
and ill be like a sunrise

i saw a dude with a gun in his hand
tears in his eyes i think he cant withstand
first tried getting od with the cocaine
failed once now he's stuck with a migraine

i know its hard but we dont want you to go
there will another time so just go with the flow

tried to save him but i failed now its haunting me
used to be by my side now it's a memory
still remember when you used to sing my melody
u never opened your heart never knew it was empty

redeyes w/ anangga (qiio & arisu)

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

[josua]
i tell you what you want
and never what you need
cuz i don’t wanna talk
to someone who gonna leave me
you say that you won't
fuck that i'll never believe it
it’s my little secret

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[josua]
oh my god
it is all a facade
i swear i really don’t wanna be here w u anymore
even my body hurts
think i’m gonna fall on the floor
i wanna stop bein like i’ll just walk away thru the door

[suisei]
don’t wanna let you go but i’m scared at the same time
i don’t wanna let you know so i act like it’s all fine
but the man you want me
to be
isn’t me
now you got me asking myself..

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[suisei]
goddamn
how did i become so 
obsessed?
don’t know why i hate me so much
the fault is no ones
but myself
all cause
i wanted you for myself

[josua & suisei]
waking up at 2am
from a nightmare
theres a stranger in my bed
not that i care
putting all these empty dream
into a cup
feel like i’m in a drought

[josua]
you say that i’m the issue oh my god
kinda believe it more everytime you say it
and honestly i just wanna break me 
so stop looking for me
i really wanna run free

[suisei]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[josua]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

omg! w/ suisei & wyrscape

produced by me
w/ https://soundcloud.com/rvb666

look up the sky
then move into your eyes
then i think bout my new life
lost in you i think im frozen
and everytime you talk
i feel like the time has stopped
oh i think my jaw just dropped
im sorry cause im crazy for you

i dont care
oh i know this life aint fair
and these stares is everywhere
but dont worry cause im always here for you
anxiety wont kill us two
trust me it's true
just like i said back then
this is for you, to you oh

just like i said back then
this is for you, to you oh

dont you worry about us
cause im one call away
im not forcing you to fall in love
being pretty not your fault
even when thousand miles away
im right here waiting out for you
as long as the world doesnt end tommorow
ill be right here

girl dont dont wory
cause ill be right here
put your trust in me
the sky will turn sunny 2x

i dont care
oh i know this life aint fair
and these stares is everywhere
but dont worry cause im always here for you
anxiety wont kill us two
trust me it's true
just like i said back then
this is for you, to you

madu w/ slush

prod by https://soundcloud.com/txqiio & me

i feel so numb
and i feel so dumb
look straight in me
tell me what you see in these eyes
if you see a prize let's cut ties
you know what they say
it's not wise to tell a lie
all my loves turning hollow

oh whyd you lie to me?
like im a nobody
lost my mind couldnt sleep
wished youd tell me what's on your mind
but it's okay, i think..?
i just would like to leave
threw away like it's nothing
i know shit's never works out in the end

well i lied
thought this was working just fine
i dont get how you can leave me
so easy like im nothing to you
so i tried to be like you
act like you meant nothing too
yeah it's so hard and i keep overthinking you saying
"fuck you, i dont like you, i hate you"
"found me another guy, a better you"
and i thought im nothing to you
just a fool
i lost my cool
act like a fool

i feel so numb
and i feel so dumb
look straight in me
tell me what you see in these eyes
if you see a prize let's cut ties
you know what they say
it's not wise to tell a lie
all my loves turning hollow

oh whyd you lie to me?
like im a nobody
lost my mind couldnt sleep
wished youd tell me what's on your mind
but it's okay, i think..?
i just would like to leave
threw away like it's nothing
i know shit's never works out in-

oh whyd you lie to me?
like im a nobody
lost my mind couldnt sleep
wished youd tell me what's on your mind
but it's okay, i think..?
i just would like to leave
threw away like it's nothing
i know shit's never works out in the end

nthn2u (qiio & me)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/txqiio & me

https://soundcloud.com/megat-niii

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