all of their released songs as of sep 3 2024

NEWGROUNDS DEATH RUGBY

nouns - i still want to make you proud

Pictures of Your Pets

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Tell Me The Time On The Day That I Die (out on Spotify)

cocain1-(new intro 2)-01office1-01newbeat1-16click stew-office6DRUM-Mixdown7click12 intro outechoe3

cycle of demise.

beagles - microwave light (demo)

Radiator Hospital / Martha

Night Out

Uncomfortable Bed

lyrics:

trying is just a slippery slope to sadness
which is a slippery slope to madness
which is a hollywood word for how i exist and work i guess

and love is  just another word for obnoxious
which is  to say i am loveless
maybe thats why i am scared of you and what you do

when you like me enough to make me feel like im good
when you love me i think maybe i could love too
i always thought i might be bad now i know that its true
cus i think you’re so good and im nothing like you

and you took me apart like a ball jointed doll
put a heart where i used to be just ribs with a skull
now i hurt when you leave is that better than before
now i just want you to love me more and more and more


kill me  use me for what is my purpose
choke me until i turn purple
instead of your mild and self sacrificing humanising

my love is  closer to something thats toxic
than love that is just something lovely
which is why i dont kiss cus i can taste myself on them

can you love me again if im a horrible friend?
if i push you away to make more room for myself?
if im broken and hurting and stuck in a loop?
always saying the same things embarrassing you?

can you break me until i am broken enough
to pathetically think that i understand love
its all a mental decoy    im a broken toy
mistaking attention for joy

bleeding is maybe something to do with competing
just a proof that our bodies are fleeting
living life to the fullest has always been the weirdest thing

and love has always caused nothing but problems
if u see my exes please tell them
that pain is a virtue  yet still nothing really quite compares  to how you sometimes dye my hair and love me even when im   sick     i know i dont deserve it

trying is just a slippery slope to surviving
and thats why im writing and writing
never quite finishing any songs so i write more and more and more and more and more

Trying

Newgrounds Death Rugby - Carabiner

Newgrounds Death Rugby - Hideaway

Newgrounds Death Rugby - Snarl Barx

Newgrounds Death Rugby - Ultra Violent Light Cannon

Newgrounds Death Rugby - Keys

nouns - still bummed

lmk if i need to take any of my tracks down! thanks :)

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