Reptillian prod. Patchymate

i moved to LA in 2022. i was the only girl who was walking an hour from Culver City to West Hollywood to get coffee with my idol Carol Ades. We went to Dialog Cafe. She drank a tea and her eyes shined like malachite. Perhaps I burned her with a story about a boy I met on tinder who was moving to San Francisco but I thought I was in love with from one awkward date. We saw Elvis in a creepy theatre and then got recruited into a Scientology building. This song is about that date and stuff! I ate an açaí bowl in front of her and on my walk home realized it was all in my teeth.

Pain In My Side (demo)

i’m 16 years old, driving an hour and back every weekend, in my moms 2008 honda mini van, to see my girlfriend. ctrl, blonde and trip nonstop. that with a little bit of a complicated religious upbringing and a severely repressed feeling of dysphoria gag. that’s what led to this song, i love u sza! ty for everything always 🧋🧁

Let me be 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 ꕥ✿❀

Sleeping Beauty

GAY MAN

CASPER (demo)

Wife Pleaser

If theres a world outside I guess ill give it one more chance 
How can you look me in the eye and force me not to stand  

Its an certain life
With an fearful face 
Love and hate may be one in the same 
So I contemplate 
And it resonates 
Evil may be but pain un-proclaimed 

Say it aloud  
If u want him to change 
If you want her to take 
The earth out of its case
No matter the mount 
Your’e a matter away 
From the bite of a bitch
And a kiss of her grace   

Say it aloud  
With the might of a fist
With the fight of a kid 
And the hit of a miss
Like it or not 
You’re a matter away
From the bite of a bitch
And the light of her lips  

You can clip the wings off of a bird
But cant stop the wind that lands on her
You can clip the wings off of a dove
But you there will aways be the wind above

say it aloud ღ꧁ღ╭⊱ꕥꕥ⊱╮ღ꧂ღ

I would like to be the next stage girl because I believe pop music can save lives. Ariana Rihanna Katy and more saved mine! Also here are the lyrics:

I know I’ll never be your wife I know I’m not your man You wanted tradition, right I guess I understand 
Kick me out the house alright then so much for the band Love can be so typical I’ll never understand 
Somewhere in there you know you still want me Somewhere out there we’re starting a family I’m the last to think of me so highly but I’ll confess to you 
Marianne It keeps me up when you’re with another man Marianne My God, Jesus, won’t you give me on more chance 
She looks like a Russian doll with ribbons her hair Treats me like a puppy dog I wish I didn’t care Thought I knew myself by now but she knows what I need Said we shouldn’t play with love but it’s too late for me 
Remember when I was your one and only Run that back and say it with your chest I know I should just lie like the old me Say we’re just friends 
Marianne IT keeps me up when you’re with another man Marianne My God, Jesus, won’t you give me on more chance

Marianne

boys like that can’t even read between the lines… i’m naked!

2013

BREAKING NEWS: clocky is the new pass 

(Do you know what it feels like for a girl?)

Chime in 
Everybody wants give their two sense to me 
Try it
I am not afraid fucking lose it honestly 

Im under the weather 
Tethered to a gender 
Don’t which or whether 
Make up on the dresser
Used to make me feel better 
Now its not enough 

Do you know what it feels like for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like for a girl? 

Im under the pressure 
Who is the possessor 
May I pull the lever 
Jewelry on the dresser 
Metaphorical pleasure 

Do you know what it feels like for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like for a girl?

For A Girl

Metamorphosis

The Confessionals of a Doll and the prologue to Marianne

I believe in everything I read on the internet

Season of Freaks

Summer 19 new york city
I left the yards and driving far just to feel pretty 
My life became you thought u owned the city 
I tried my best to be the one but u weren’t with me

Im looking for answers
In spite of the signs
like Im only a child
But Im feeling old enough to die 
And wonder if you hate me
And I hope that youre alright 
You know I gotta leave
And youre not coming ‘long this time

The worst 4 years of my life 
And the best lips I ever kissed :(
When I wanna marry you one day
Becomes a how have you been
I can’t see you like that
And I cant see you with him
But if you really need to talk you know where ive been 

u can find me on the dance floor 
We can make up by the bathroom mirror 
You can find me on the way home on L line underneath the tunnel through the East River
!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its over now, its in the past, ill be alright, in a different state !!!!!!
I took a shot, i threw it back, oh what a time, oh what a different place 🐯🫶🎾
bridges burn, table turns, i’ll play that song we used to hate 
Now I only love u through the DJ
☺️☺️☺️☺️🎼🎼🎼🎼😭💿💿💿💿💿

Eli

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