AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

A stoic impression 
An expression of taste
You could trace my indifference 
By the lines on my face

And I tick and I twitch 
Like the clock on the wall
That stopped spinning yesterday

And I know I will desert you
And I know that you'll stay here
And I know these days will matter
In the end it will be clear.

So back and forth we go on
Like a game of catch with dad
And I tell you all my secrets
With fingers crossed behind my back

And I know you will believe me
And I know that you'll stay true
And I know you’ll try to fix me
You don’t know what  else to do

She said I was lost
But I'm found, It's amazing,
Grace can be yours too
But only if you take it.

But I never buy anything
Too expensive to sell
And I'll never go back
No I’ll never admit I lost myself

And I know there is a problem
And I know I'm out the door
And I know you deserve better
But we all want something more.

So I'm walking this line
Like I was hit by a pitch
And I'll hold my head high
While my stomach is sick

And I know I am the problem
And I know that you’ll stay true
I know you’ll try to fix this mess 
Really What else can you do?

And Now I'm spinning caps off bottles
I'm spinning ‘til I'm sick
Getting dizzy from my thinking
And my drinking 
And I’m thinking

That I don't know how I got here
And I don't know why I left
But I'm noticing a theme in
My life there is a meaning
I'm sure.

There’s a meaning I’m sure.

Original Lyrics Written in 2011 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

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Self Aware

A Meaning

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

You,
You got a hold on me
Got your hand on my neck
Like you're upset
That I'm running away

And you, 
you got this hold on me
Pull the skin from my bones
As if you know
Just what I need
And you 
Can feel the air is warm
My skin is flushed
I'm feeling rushed
Out of the door

[CHORUS]
I'll absorb the sun
Pretend I'm having fun
When all I want is shade beneath the trees
I'm AWOL with the day,
I'm free.
I’m free.
And you.
You don’t know what I need!

You don’t know what I need
So I'll run away 
like children play
They don't know any better 
than what they read
And what I read; 
are story books and dirty looks
I know exactly what they mean
To me
To me, yeah!

[CHORUS]

And I 
Can feel the air is cold
My skin is chilled, 
my lungs are filled
Like onset of of pneumonia
I'll dance 
till I'm soaking wet
Then I'll lay down in a puddle
I'll show the world I welcome death 
I’m free.
I’m free. 
And you.
You don’t know what I need

[CHORUS]

Original Lyrics Written in 2011 - Adapted 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Identity Theft

AWOL

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

A paradox of complicated questions 
Arise within my soul
I’m looking for something 
In this world to make me whole
I breathe deeply the flavor of belonging 
When I think of you
Then I exhale the idea of happiness otherwise
Silhouettes and innuendos 
Make up the horizon in which I walk
I can’t tell what is real anymore
But one thing in this dividing line remains a constant:
You are the same as you were before

[CHORUS]
Why am I here? Where am I going?
Are we to live life without ever really knowing?
I’m waiting for the answers
Do you have them? Any clue?
They say we have a purpose, 
Maybe mine’s to be with you?

The drawbridge is lifted and I am lost without a way
In this world of pain and suffering I find the inexplicable right
That this is how my life was meant to be
I turn and disappear into the night
And as I turn and I look behind
These questions arise within in my mind

[CHORUS]
 
Why am I here? (Why am I here?)
What is my purpose? (What is my purpose?)
Where am I going?
Where am I going?
Where am I going??? 
FUCK!!!
 
Where am I going? 
I just don’t understand, 
will I be with you until the end? 
Cuz I am just a man 
Am I here because you care 
and now my purpose is to share 
the feelings that you hold inside.  
I know I cannot hide. 

Tell me how much does-your love cost?

[CHORUS]
 
Am I here because your there 
and now my purpose is to care 
for you and all the things you do 
I thought I knew but it’s not true 
I have a few unanswered questions 
to ask of you because I am so damn lost.
FUCK!!!

[CHORUS]

Original Lyrics Written in 2006 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Fatal System Error

Questions

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

If a Rose were to die alone
Would no one cry?
The tears I’ve shed
Are merely an alibi

Find it hard to care
When I see the light
People ask me where
My secret locked up tight

She lay there alone
A Rose among the trees
Beyond the great unknown
The place the Thorn knows but never sees
For the Thorn relies on faith
And the Thorn is on his knees

Someone cares the Rose is dead
They care that she was born
Could it be the man who said
That every Rose has it’s Thorn

Good for him
Good for her
Good for all

Beyond the wall
There’s peace for some
But not for the Rose
She’s on her own

Death she has, she’s died alone
If a Rose were to die alone

Would no one cry?
Would no one cry?

She’s on her own
Death she has, she’s died alone

She’s died alone.

Original Lyrics Written in 2011 - Adapted in 2024

AI-Generated using Suno.com

A Rose

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Singing in the shower
Singing on the drive home from your place 
Just singing
To no one in particular 
Just me
And the echoes of a person I once knew.
I’m rediscovering 
An old familiar person
Who’s always strangely present 
In pictures and mirrored images

I am not good enough
As good as I used to be
But somehow lately I’ve 
Been feeling like the stranger 
I once knew
And lost along the way
I’m back to good

Laughing for no reason
And smiling more than I recall I did
Just laughing
No reason in particular
Just happy
I’m wide awake and ready for this change
In the demeanor of the mirror
Ive reflected, found the truth is in my face

And I am not good enough
As good as I used to be
But somehow lately I’ve 
Been feeling like the stranger 
I once knew
And lost along the way
I’m back to good

I’m back to good.

Original Lyrics Written in 2023 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Alternative Intelligencw

Back to Good

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Met a girl the other day
That’s a simple line
Sat with her and drank a cup
I made her mine.
Sang a song danced a dance
As if nothing really mattered
In my own private wonderland

She’s the new girl
I’m the hatter
But believe it or not
The story is true
As the face I see staring
Through the looking glass is my own

And it breaks…

[CHORUS]
And that’s me
Yeah that’s me
The prince charming I never meant to be
She’s a beauty
I’m a beast
She’s the fairy tale
I’m the moral, I’m a lesson you teach
To your daughters
I wasn’t always this way
I wasn’t always this way

How sad I was lost
As the boy who lost his shadow
But she found me
On purpose
She’s a mother, she’s a lover
Maybe fate but that’s a lie

Push to shove like no other
But take my hand and we’ll fly
To a place we’ll be happy
Straight on till morning
And you’ll never never leave me
You’ll never leave anything behind.
Time stands still
And the life that you drink
Never leaves a tummy ache

[CHORUS]

So she exits stage right
And all I can do is chase her
After all that we’ve been through
How can a face her
Lost a shoe
Is it a clue?

Prick her finger then fall asleep
Dreaming while her body leaks
Buried in a glass grave
For her beauty you cannot hide
And that’s when I’ll find her
I’ll kiss her as she walks toward the light.

[CHORUS]

Met a girl the other day
Not so simple after all
Love isn’t what they say
So think of that before you fall

And that’s me
Yeah that’s me
The prince charming I never meant to be
She’s a beauty
I’m a beast
She’s the fairy tale
I’m the moral, I’m a lesson you teach
To your daughters
Look out for the man
Who will break your heart and leave you
Lie to you deceive you
I wasn’t always this way
I wasn’t always this way

Original Lyrics written in 2011 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Alternative Intelligence

Fairy Tale

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Have I done enough to make you hate me yet?
Been trying all week to get under your skin
See what makes you think, what makes you sweat
You think it’s bad now well I’ve yet to begin

(Strap yourself in!)

I’ve felt this way for way too long
That its way too good to be true
I know that’s something’s gonna give
(And) There’s nothing you or I can do

I need to push you away, 
before we get too close 
Before love’s judgement day
What will come of it when it goes to shit
And then there’s nothing left to say
Ill pull the plug and push you away
Before we reach love’s judgment day.
 
So the truths come out of my mouth
and i’m sorry that it hurts
But until we fill this cavity
The pain will just get worse
The only way to stop this love 
is to pull it before it from the root
Some Novocain to numb the pain 
A crown or cap won’t due

(Lay back and open wide!)

I need to push you away, 
before we get too close 
Before love’s judgement day
What will come of it when it goes to shit
And then there’s nothing left to say
Ill pull the plug and push you away
Before we reach love’s judgment day.

I’ve felt this way for way too long
That there’s no way it can last
Come to think of it it’s all gone to shit
So stop living in the past!

Original Lyrics Written in 2008 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Judgment Day

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Let me take the time
To paint a portrait of the skies
And just to make it rhyme
I’ll paint them in your eyes

Is this not enough?
What more do you want me to say
It’s just another love song
To make you stay
Cuz it’s you
Yeah,It’s you

Leaving me
With nothing else to do.
Happy now?
How you’ve changed the way I think
About life about love. you think
You’ve changed me but not for long

This is just another stupid love song

Take in this sweet melody
I wrote you a song
Hoping that you will see
That this is all wrong

Is that not what you want to hear?
Cuz I’ll change the words around
It’s just another love song
To keep the girl I found

You’ve left me no choice 
But to lower myself to this
I’m writing another love song 
For the girl I miss

And it’s you
Yeah, It’s you

Leaving me
With nothing else to do.
Happy now?
How you’ve changed the way I think
About life about love. You think
You’ve changed me but not for long
This is just another stupid love song

A Stupid Love song

One last love song 
For you.

Original Lyrics Written in 2006 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Stupid Love Song

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Drip drop
Melting like a cone
I hate the flavor
But I’ll suck it up
Off the pavement if I must
I won’t let a single taste
Go to waste

Bridge the gap
A lesser evil
Give in to it
Can’t stop the minutes
Plip plop
A grain of sand
Tick tock moves the hand

[CHORUS]
And I know
You know
Time can move so slow
When I’m with you
It stops
It stops.

Dance a waltz
Bring up the tempo
Dip and slide across the floor
Scrape your knees
Learn your lesson
You can’t rush these things
And the peroxide stings
Slow it down
Take a number
You cannot cut in line
Wait your turn
Take the time
Smell the flowers
Don’t get lost in the hours

[CHORUS]

Pick it up
Stick it up
Higher than you’ve reached ever
Together forever through each endeavor
Ha! that’s clever
Whether
you choose to believe
That I am a magician
Got a trick up my sleeve
‘Bout what you’ve been missing.
No more wishing
You just listen
Romantic bliss and
We’ll be kissing.

[CHORUS]

Original Lyrics Written in 2010 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Time Stops

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

One word at a time 
To paraphrase in other ways
The shifting paradigm
Expression through un-checked malaise

One sentence a day
Becomes the novel life narrates
The way these things stay and play 
With words, the speech life orates

[CHORUS]
And this phase is
Short phrases
Fake smiles, 
Blank gazes
The complicated
Feelings
And abbreviated 
Dealings 
(Yeah)
Articulated diction 
Weaves stories into lies
Biographical fiction
To humanize and empathize
Short phrases and phases of life.

One paragraph, one stanza
Reciprocating silly grins
Artificial laughs to answer
Fraudulent prayers cashed for sins

[CHORUS]

The abstract concept:
Of “self” and “others”
The “why me” intercept
Of Sisters, brothers, fathers, mothers

Open cans teeming with worms
When contemplating this
Time confirms; accepting terms
Regret comes to those who miss:

[CHORUS]

One chapter a year or a decade
Just drops in a pail that leaks
A mess, like the plans best-laid
And knowledge from the fool that speaks:

Short phrases and phases of life.

Written in 2024 ©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

Short Phrases

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

If I could absorb the pain you’re leaking
Provide the love that you are seeking
I’d become the greatest sponge 
But porous holes won’t tend to those
Who hold their breath and plunge…

To depths unknown, the plots unraveled
We’re lost and gone on paths less traveled
Blind leading the blind and yet
No sense being upset.

[CHORUS]
Red flags and warning lights
Turned and left,  it’s not alright
So close your eyes and run
(If) I’m the trigger you’re the gun
A shot inside
For something I
Cannot provide
But still I try
I can't confront 
For what you vie
You can't deny..

The thrill of the hunt.

If I could push back the tears you’re streaming
Redeem the dream your scheming 
I’’d become the greatest mop
But handled yarn won’t end the start
The go we cannot stop…

On highways, freeways, with no off-ramps
Return to senders, expired stamps
Lost leading the lost, insane
No sense changing our lane.

[CHORUS]

A knock at the door
Opportunity 
The world to see
The benefit
To pause and sit
Catch your breath
You're cheating death
And so upset
But can’t forget
Where we’re commuting - no re-routing
No U-turns - keep exploring
No stops - so stop ignoring... 

[CHORUS]

When silenced calls
Unanswered texts
Become the daily norm
Red flags and warnings lights
Are all that keep me warm.

(Yeah) they're all that keep me warm...
So close your eyes and run!

[CHORUS]

Written in 2024 ©️JR3rd

AI-Generated using Suno.com

The Hunt

Bringing two decades of my self-written poetry and song lyrics to life through the magic of AI!

Each EP is a different flavor. Be sure to check back for new music and genres.

-JR3rd

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