ITYAWYTYAR (I THINK YOU ARE WRONG YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT)

Be appreciative of the people in your life.

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It’s your smile and your eyes
I think they’re green, you say they’re blue
Your laughter and your sparkle
The everything of you

I Put It All On You

🔻 Song Insight
“Why Do I Do This to Myself?” is a soft-spoken confession wrapped in retro colors and emotional vulnerability. It tells the story of forbidden longing—those moments when friendship blurs with desire, and you're left staring at someone you can't have, heart full, hands still. The lyrics unfold like pages from a teenage diary, capturing a fleeting night where silence says everything, and dreams feel more real than daylight.

The song lives in the quiet between words: a brush of a foot, a shared laugh, a whispered maybe. It’s not just about heartbreak—it’s about almost love. The kind that hurts not because it ended, but because it never truly began.

Framed in lo-fi folk textures and subtle storytelling, “Why Do I Do This to Myself?” resonates with anyone who’s ever wanted more than someone could give... and held onto the hope that maybe, just maybe, they felt it too.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Laying across from me... just friends
Seeing you move in your sleep
Your foot brushed my leg
Caught in your stare
Blushed... looked away
I know, I know you're not gay
Stop barking up the tree in '93

[Verse 1]
You smirked and smiled
Rolled over
Closed your eyes
Why do I do this to myself
Fall in love
With the one I can't love

[Verse 2]
Looking at you asleep
So perfect
So kind
So sweet
Your eyes
Your ears
Your perfect nose
Even your feet...
Those socks

[Bridge]
I got caught again
You leaned in close
Put your face near mine
And said the best thing I ever heard you say
"I'm not what I used to be
I don't bite
Unless you want me to"
You tilted your head
Pressed your lips to mine
I thought I had died
This sweet perfection... was mine

[Verse 3]
We stayed up talking
Till our eyes gave in
Falling asleep on my chest
Feeling you breathe with me
The best dream I had

[Verse 4]
I sang you a song
One I had written
Long ago
The first time I saw you
The moment I fell
In love

[Chorus]
Oh boy, it's a boy
Got trapped inside
Don’t wanna hide
Come say hi
He's a keeper
A friend for life
He’ll never know
It’s true... it’s love
I feel
Through and through

[Verse 5]
I wished he could see
This love that's in me
It's all I have to be
This light
So bright
Keeps me up all night

[Outro]
I awoke
Thought you were gone
Then realized
It was all a dream
A dream
That can never be

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one hit harder than most.
It’s not about a breakup or a fight. It’s about what never got the chance to exist.
“Why Do I Do This to Myself?” came from a real night—back in high school, back when everything felt so massive and quiet at the same time. I remember laying there, next to him, every nerve aware, every breath like a question mark.

The striped socks were real. So was the tension. So was the moment when he said something—playful maybe, maybe more—and for a second I thought, this might actually happen.
It didn’t. But I remember every detail like it did.

This song is for anyone who’s ever read too deeply into a smile… who dared to hope even when they knew better. It's for the quiet crushes, the never-said-anythings, the dreams that leave a mark even if they don’t leave a trace.

Writing it was like opening a sealed letter from myself… and realizing the ink never faded.



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Why do I do this to myself?

*** KeNaVo THaNKS FoR LiSTeNiNG ***
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🎵 We work in several distinct sound worlds soundcloud.com/papyloop/albums :
- MooNHeaRT * aCouSTiC : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/moonheart-in-love-forever
- SouLMeNoW : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/soulmenow-happy-groove-to-soul
- JaH yaHya * ReGGae : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/yahyaspirit-roots-reggae-jamaican-blues
- FiReWaTeR * TRiP-HoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/firewater-spirit-of-trip-hop
- LaDeeLooP CaSaBLaNCa : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/feat-ladeloop-casablanca
- CoeuRDeBReiZH FReNCH : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/coeurdebreizh-french-pop
- LeS CHaNSoNNieRS : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/les-chansonniers
- CoRSaiRe MaLouiN : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/corsaire-malouin-les
- HpR * RaP HiP-HoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/where-the-street-have-hpr-name
- NoNaM(e) * FReNCH uRBaN PoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/nonam-e-french-urban-pop
- BaCKGRooVe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/backgroove
- WiWiMaN * HouSe FuNKy : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/wiwiman-electro-breizh-house
- SWeGGae SPiRiT : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/sweggae-spirit
- BLiNKBRoTHeRS : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/blinkbrothers-alternative 
- oRieNTaLHeaVeN : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/persian-soul-heaven-oriental
- iN My MiND (iNSTRuMeNTaL): soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/world-in-my-mind-instrumental
- DRuiD WoRLD : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/druids-mystic-forest
- MeRLiN WoRLD : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/merlin-mystic-world
- TyBaLBoo * BRaSS BaND : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/tybalboo-brass-band-profusion
- BRaSS2TeK : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/brass2tek
- dp-PRoJeCT * TeCHNo : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/dp-project

🇲🇦 And if you like the charm of oriental Berber music, you can discover my little sister's sound universe: @ladeeloop Casablanca

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- Amazon Music : www.amazon.fr/music/player/artists/B0CHPKY4XD/papyloop
- LastFM : www.last.fm/music/Papyloop

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MooNHeaRT - i'M CRaZy aBouT you !

“I’m Tired” was born from a moment of raw honesty—written late at night last September, during one of those soul-deep seasons when life just feels like too much.

It’s not the tiredness that sleep fixes. It’s the exhaustion that comes from years of fighting, surviving, and hoping against the odds—a tiredness that lives in the spirit, in the quiet spaces behind closed doors.

As Mental Health Awareness Month ends, and as another birthday passes, I wanted to give voice to what so many feel but rarely say out loud: the loneliness of carrying pain in silence, the invisible battle behind the brave face, and the ache of wondering if we’re “too broken” to be loved or healed.

It’s about naming the struggle, without shame or apology, and letting the truth just be—because sometimes, survival is the victory.

This song is a confession, a sigh, a prayer to anyone who’s ever felt spent but still managed to show up for one more day.

It’s a reminder that you’re not alone, and that every breath—no matter how weary—is enough.

And for me, it’s a way of honoring my own journey, one circle ’round the sun at a time.

If you hear yourself in these words, this song is for you.

I'm Tired

Me acostaba temprano, muy cansada,
me cansaba de sentir que las cosas
iban lentas y marchaban mal,
escribirte era la solución para mi mal.

Me sumergí en un ritmo infernal,
en el jazz, para a las voces callar,
todas me decían por las mañanas
que fuera al cementerio a descansar.

Por las noches te visito en tus sueños,
espero que por las mañanas
me puedas con nitidez recordar,
te digo que te siento desde la eternidad.

Te he buscado entre mis pensamientos,
y he naufragado entre mis sentimientos.
La rabia era agobio contenido,
es lo que tiene escuchar a los muertos.

Las flores calmaban esta ansia,
y arrancaban las amargas semillas,
y a mi personaje podía mirar:
veía cómo lloraba y se moría.

Por las noches te visito en tus sueños,
espero que por las mañanas
me puedas con nitidez recordar,
decirte que te siento desde la eternidad.

Por secretos pasajes caminé escuchando jazz,
con un poco de folk, y estas me traían paz.
Caminé como en secreto, en la oscuridad,
sólo te quería encontrar.

A mi personaje lo dejé medio en silencio,
para ver si por las noches te encuentro.
Tus energías son un radar,
voy a seguirlas hasta poderte encontrar.

Por las noches te visito en tus sueños,
espero que por las mañanas
me puedas con nitidez recordar,
te digo que te siento desde la eternidad.

Te digo que te siento desde la eternidad

Wronged

Memories of Harry's New York Bar in Paris back in my school days.

Video: C'était moi
https://youtu.be/CYf4qrlhyKw

C'était moi

all of ROADS GOES EVER EVER ON song in one place.

ITYAWYTYAR (I THINK YOU ARE WRONG YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT)

JT Dailey

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