Falseawakening

produced by blossom!

walking around the city, shit'll change ur life
i got the tool man you know it's by my side
you say he better, but i don't believe the hype 
VVS my neck got flashing lights i'm going blind 
i smoke my dope, i make one call i get some ice
yeah i don't love you, i just love you for the night 
and it's a lot of things that been up on my mind 
but i don't care i got the knife up on my side 

ah damn, fell off again 
'fuck bout a foe, give a fuck bout a friend 
i'm tryna find love but i'll never know when
don't give a fuck imma ride till the end 
ah damn, winter we Fall out
nigga talk shit fuck around and get knocked out
CD my feet yeah i feel like i'm on now
don't give a fuck yeah i'm still in my thoughts now
i'm nervous everytime i come around 
i did two yeah, now i'm coming down 
i'm going fast i don't wanna slow me down
i'm lonely now but you cannot hold me now

i'm smoking dope, yeah i get it in a sack 
you call my phone, but i'm never calling back
i catch a flight, yeah i'm at LAX 
i been up for like seven days, i get no rest 
i get down bad, i see the stars, then i get blessed
i go out, if you see my face..a nervous wreck
but that's okay, i just spent 60 on a vest 
i'm running through life, yeah it feels like Mirror Edge

mirror's edge (blossom)

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

i'll get you anything, i'll tend right to your needs
for you i spread my wings, i fly and leave the scene
i get down my knees, get you a diamond ring
can you come back to me? i need your energy..

and for you baby swear to god i would do anything 
make you my everything so you can be a friend to me 
oh you're my missing piece, yeah when i'm missing peace 
that's nothing new to me, this shit is glued to me (x2)

bae are you down? tell me right, tell me right now (x2)

i know i'm worthless, oh i-
but you're so perfect oh i, 
turned to a burden won't lie, 
it's hurts everytime that i try
lay out at night i can't rest 
i hope i leave you impressed
i just need you on my neck 
for you i'll run up a check

for you imma fiend imma do anything 
i got cuts on my arm when i bleed 
gotta stay outta sight yeah i swear i gotta hide
these niggas be bothering me
bae are you down down down?
tell me right now now now
i'm smoking loud loud loud 
can't hear a sound 

i smoke that loud till it hurts 
you could scorch me till it burns 
you know i try, but this shit never works 
i thought i changed, but i got so much worse

(KaedeFall: "and like i try..i try and i try but..i can never get it right..")

My Everything (chained2)

whatever.. idgaf 
w/ @braxtonknight
prod/ @mkne

lyrics:
/wt
hwoarang tekken sample
what? yea yea..
hahaha yeaaa
whatever idgaf

I can’t just fill your head up with lies
I know I gotta do this shit right
take control of my life and stop time 
hit up saks with some cash and shop right

the truth is I don’t know what you need
I don’t know if you want my company 
what did you want me to change?
I know it could never be the same
look at my jeans look at my tees look at my front
let’s make some memories yeah let’s make this look fun

I can’t just fill your head up with lies
I know I gotta do this shit right
take control of my life and stop time 
hit up saks with some cash and shop right
x2

braxton/
no more lies
can we just read it tonight
one more try
i’m diving through all the fire
in her eyes
I see my light slowly die
don’t deny
you want me to leave your life

where will I go
lost in the snow
banned from the pack
now i’m all on my own

erase my name
yeah nobody will know
all of this pain
got my heart stuck on froze

please give me a chance
I’m done with all the lies
please give me a chance 
I’m done with all the ties
please give me a chance 
or I will not survive
please give me a chance 
I want to see her eyes

wt/
I can’t just fill your head up with lies
I know I gotta do this shit right
take control of my life and stop time 
hit up saks with some cash and shop right
x2

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Juli7