SAD BOY PROLIFIC

some sad shit that i been feelin. sorry for being hella late on my 400 song ._.

Go check out @themostwackest <3 they made this dope ass beat that
i completely ruined <3

art by: http://kada-bura.tumblr.com/post/134281975562/feelin-an-awful-lot-like-empty-space

lyrics
(verse 1)
as i get older
i start to look
father keeps sayin
to play by the books
i'm feelin so scared of the world
how do i know if i'm gonna be fine
might be too anxious
afraid that i'll die
insisting to me
it'll all be alright and i
don't really know if i'll make it
telling myself that
it's just like a game
my biggest fear is that
i'll only bring shame
like the one that did before me
ignorance just made her lonely
i don't think i'll reach that path
but i feel like i'm still in last
time is just going to fast for me
i start to feel the defeat
even resorted to get on my knees 
and pray out to god
asking him please
make me feel normal
i'm tired of the 
sleepless nights
depression locks me
in real tight
and i've been asking all 
these questions
i don't know the right direction
still i stand before the people
that i call my friends
and i crumble


(hook)
more or less
i'm feelin so distressed
and i've been
counting all the days
i lay my head to rest
and i'm scared
i might miss
the moments
of such bliss
pass the spliff
i'll just fade away


(verse 2)
been feeling to sad
thinking of quiting
but then i'll feel bad
how could i cut every tie
that made?
just cause i'm feeling 
depressed in my brain
i should keep going
show all the niggas
who doubted that
i can keep growing
i keep flowing
trying to figure out
how i should deal
letting em know all
the shit that i feel 
gotten this far
but i still wont reveal
the face behind the mask
afraid to try and grasp
every single feeling
that is bad
but i
will still try
and keep going

fear/try (prod. by elias)(thanks for 400!)

I don't own this art

Yo.  Go follow my boy @sweet_guri he made this dope ass beat. Show him some love! 

(Lyrics)

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

(verse)
i've had too many sleepless
nights 
thinking of the things he
said
even if he's by my side
horrid thoughts inside my 
head
say the things i wanna hear
for a smile 
maybe he will stick around
for awhile
start to comtemplate myself
inside my mind
try to be the things he wants
but it's never right
we can speed on down highway
tonight
maybe things with go my way
tonight

(chorus)
and i just want to be
the best you've ever had
be a pretty boy for you
is that so bad 
you're so mean
but i'm fine
my mental
is alright

(verse 2)
suffocation in my dreams
pull my heart out the 
seams
honestly you never change
i don't either and its sad
hard to trust the words you
say
only keep me for escape
you don't understand my pain
and i think i'm fine with 
that
you don't care
and i don't mind
i just wanna share my time
only trying to survive
wont you hold me through
the night
whisper words into my ear
make me feel like
i mean something to you

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

Kuzu x Guri - Little Boy

You'll be okay... probably

Check out @imyourlovergirl <3

The sample the girl next door  used: https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho/imtiredoffeelingthisway

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(verse 1)
Back when we were too young
I thought that I was grown up
Treated you like a little kid
And I think that you hated it
You said I wasn't the one
I felt my heart jump out my throat
I wish I could be your boy
I wish I could tell you good-

(verse 2)
I can change again
Take you on those dates again
Give you roses
Do the poses
Show me to your friends again
Post me on your instagram
Love me
Teach me
Everything you know
Darlin we can take it slow

Girl I wanna give you everything
Chick-fil-A and diamond rings
Always get excited when you text so 
I can hear the ding
Tell me do you feel the same?
I love you

(outro)
You don't love me back 
And it's alright

it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum
it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum

bum bum bum

bum bum

again.. (prod. by the girl next door)

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

spotify!

Dead And Cold ft.Ollie MN (prod. mental)

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

Lately Ive been feeling really depressed and unmotivated...heres a song i wrote to cope with it, i hope you enjoy it! <3



Produced by: @planteee
Mixed by: @iamhrtbrk

Lost & Confused (prod. planteee)

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Ride or die.

Go check out Kofi, they have some other good beats yo.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRasSgtg1f19OUApitcJdRQ

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 1)
Her friends are fake
And they only wanna roll
I got my sense 
And I'll never let her go
She playin hard and I'm
The only one who knows
I'll say it now that 
I might just go for broke

You and I 
Spent to many times
Being high
I don't really mind
We decide
Leave it all behind
We're alone
Stuck inside a lie

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 2)
You don't mind staying inside
Then you cry while saying you're fine
I can see the pain in your eyes
You don't like when I'm in disguise

And I 
Just want to see your face
But you keep
Playing all these games
I miss
When we were all okay
But time has caused us
Both to change

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

💖Here For You💖 (Prod. by Kofi bæ)

Powfu: @powfu
 Prod: @jeff-kaale
Instagram : www.instagram.com/jeffkaale/

twitter : https://twitter.com/jeff_kaale

SNAPCHAT : https://www.snapchat.com/add/jeffpsydevil

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/Jeffkaale/

Look In Your Eyes ft. Powfu (prod. Jef)

mental: @mental
kam michael: @kammichaelmusic

Pain ft. Kam Michael (prod. mental)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

shoutout @teqkoi for the mix and master

[lyrics]
looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs

life is like a movie turn the earth into a stage
but nowadays the stage is lookin a little grey
heroes mergin with the villiaims the worlds full of guns to spray
and people thatll judge you if youre black or gay
i dont get it
they kill children only for resitin
when in the 1st place had no reason for resistance
theres menace in they vision
its clear to see hates persistin
they just wanna see the people locked up inna prison
uh so i think i gotta  ask
as a nation how long we gon let this last
how longs it gonna take until we finally look past
judgin others on apperance instead of how they act
its sad im white and cant even be proud
cause of all the times my race put another race down
everytime i see republicans i flash a fake smile
while on the inside knowin that they turnin vile

looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs


the kids a modern controversy cant nopbody pen em down
they keep asking where ive been boy ive been around
i got kicked outta my house and even moved towns
now my brains rottin away while im smokin down an ounce
mental healths a problem my country dont wanna solve
they care more bout oil and mass producing their bombs
they dont give a shit about the kids without a mom
or a dad that can go into the back and toss a ball
or kids that wanna blow their fuckin brains onto the wall
we got a million fuckin issues when the hells this gonna stop
ive been poppin acid to make all the pain dissolve 
but i think a better option would be grippin onna glock

Blind (prod. ART AKNID)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

[Verse]
Demons so close I could taste them
Tryna cut em down like Jason
They used to say my flow was basic
Had to come through elevate it
I'm just the kid in the back of the class
Only ok when I'm off of the gas
Smokin' till my vision turnin' black
That's the only time that I relax
Homie I know I got problems
But at least I'm honest
With my homie's sippin' tonic
Yeah I've been off that chronic
Lately my stats been poppin'
'Boutta blast off like a rocket
I feel way to awkward
Never been one for talkin'
Society ain't met for me
This can't be my destiny
Most days I wanna rest in peace
Think God fucked up my recipe
Baby imma psycho I know I'm insane
Just talked to my doctor and he said he can't explain
All the fuckin' problems that he found inside my brain
Yeah you're the reason I wanna die everyday, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

SadBoyProlific  - Time To Go (Remix)

welcome to my head.

art credit: Alice Conisbee

Chaos ft. marc indigo (prod. M.E.)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

I don't blame those who have hurt me, just know you did and it changed me..

Please go check out Jalen Tyree he's so awesome @jalentyree

Art by Jalen Tree

Lyrics
Drowing up in my emotions
I don't really understand the notions
That I get
Differnt parts are throwing fits
Differnt voices talking shit
But that don't ever seem to matter
Try to change but it's not enough
Why should I even give a fuck
Not everybody is as stong as you
It's harder for me to get out the blues
But thats not all of it
Anxiety, low confidence
Depression and the constant switch
Between the different me's
The ones nobody sees
And I keep losing faith
Because I try to trust in god
But still I run place
I keep the spirit in my heart
Don't want to run away
But then I try to play my part
And it really aint all that great

I feel myself going under
I feel myself dropping fast
Tell my momma I love her
Tell my dad that I crashed
If I pray a little longer
Maybe I can feel alright
I don't wanna waste another second
Worrin bout life

You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way

And I'm not giving you the blame
Just know I'm not fine
I wish that you'd realize
That I'm tryin

You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way

Made Me This Way (Feat. JalenTyree) (Prod. by  DillyGotItBumpin)

I write music about my feels, I'll post my music someday, 💔🖤
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DRIP LOADING🦋💦...... 💔

SAD BOY PROLIFIC

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