li.sten.to/stillalive
feat. @lyrahhs @kuriositylol
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

before you ask, yes it is a spongebob reference in the chorus
(self produced)

lyrics:
Waterfall
From my heart
My heart

Listen up, I do not give no fucks
I'm at the brink of myself, this life it feels like it's hell
And I can't love myself, I hope my dreams will tell
I know that I'll make it big, if you just stay with me through the pain

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

And I can't seem to tell the truth, It hurts inside to say to you
You're perfect in your heart, and I am not but can you stay with me
This ain't love, I know it's not, I wish we'd knew right from the start
So I didn't need to tell you that I was stupid so consistently

And I (and I)
And I (and I)
Hope you can catch a break (catch a break)
I know (I know)
I know
It's all my fault, all my mistake

I don't know what road to take
I'm so sick of the games you play
But I still want you and I hate it
I hate it, god I hate it

And I'm so done with your bullshit you're a nuisance
I'm so stupid always losing
Like oh my god I'm annoying my own poison
Your a serpent, I'm a burden, woah

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

still alive

waterfall (feat. kuriosity & lyrah)

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waterfall (feat. kuriosity & lyrah) [heyrick]

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

gnawing on your face...

XR 2022

music videooo

ADDY & NIC

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Oh, just give me a kiss before you go
Uh oh, I just need me a second to hold
You tighter till the days are brighter
Mental illness eats me alive, while I'm trapped and I'm stuck inside

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

Red moonlight, staring at the stars
Now I'll fall apart in your arms
Cause I knew that something was so wrong
Who would think the
Doctors wrong, or everyone's wrong
Who would think that you were all alone
But you aren't alone
Every time that I think I feel fake

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

love letters

love letters (prod. rafiki)

mixed and mastered by: @seeyunextwxntrr & @ulovely
prod by: Sheepy & Staywoozy
release date: 9/16/22
Lyrics:

Intro: [44wxtnrr]
Told me we would last but it was a lie
yeah it was a lie
now I'm just sitting here wishing I was dying
wish that I was dying 
oh wait I'm slowly dying

Hook #1 [44wxntrr]
Why did you say we would last forever
when it was a lie
yeah I'm in cold weather
I just wish I would die
I don't wanna be alone
I just wanna feel at home
yeah I'm taking all these pills
writing all these songs to cope
why you fucking with my mental health
fucking with my dome
I just wanna feel myself I don't wanna feel alone

Verse #1 [Ulovely]
(yeah yeah yeah)
My life's been way too hard
and I've been high off the drugs
and taking x*ny bars
just bought my momma a house
daddy a foreign car
but all these drugs and money
will not get rid of my scars
I-I know that I've never been perfect
I-I know that my loves not worth it
pop a p*rc just to stop all the hurtin'
goodbye hope you commit sui*ide
nice try faking your own sui*ide
almost cried when I thought you weren't alive
fuck you hope that you die
go and kill yourself in the middle of the night time

Bridge:[44wxntrr]
In the middle of the night time
In the middle of the night time
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Hook #2 [44wxntrr]
Why did you say we would last forever
when it was a lie
yeah I'm in cold weather
I just wish I would die
I don't wanna be alone
I just wanna feel at home
yeah I'm taking all these pills
writing all these songs to cope
why you fucking with my mental health
fucking with my dome
I just wanna feel myself I don't wanna feel alone

Forever Pt1 (feat. ulovely) (prod. sheepy x staywoozy)

prod. eeryskies


verse
im falling in love and im drowning
out
tell me about it
now
whoever you feel when my hands touch your thighs
and the feeling you get when i look in your eyes
baby im not the one you wanna fall in love with
i'm not amazing or incredible in the way
you thought of me
and i wanna hold on to you
without turning your skin blue

chorus
im drowning
with you
im drowning
with you

verse
see, you're running around and round inside of my brain
i don't wanna suffocate you with the fact that i bottle so much of my hate
and emotion, it fills me up to the brim
so many thoughts of just letting this blade to my wrists
could you handle finding me unresponsive?
i'm not afraid to love
im just afraid of
the fact that my demons are speaking in tongues
i promised you i wouldn't drag you down with me
i'll be gone when you hear this, i pray you don't miss me

chorus
baby im not the one you wanna fall in love with
i'm not amazing or incredible in the way
you thought of me
im drowning
with you
im drowning
with you

Moribund

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

cover of trippie redd's 'leray'

'cause even if my worlds on fire
you could be the one to put it out
i told you that i barely cry

that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that i need ya now
that i need ya now, oh whoa

you asked to call me
i pick up and you tell me 'bout the party
and how you felt when you kissed me
you know that i'll miss it
that moment when you leaned close
you closed your eyes while we were on the floor
or that moment when we laid on grass outside your flat
you could tell i wanted more

'cause even if the worlds on fire
you could be the one to put it out
i told you that i barely cry

that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that i need ya now
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa (that I need ya)
that i need ya now (now, now, now)
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that I need ya now

collegeboy

judah (@judah.wav)

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