Kimmy Nancy: The Troubled Soul Who Channels Her Madness Into Music

Kimmy Nancy is an R&B artist known for her raw, unfiltered approach to music, an approach that reflects the chaos and complexity of her troubled soul. From a young age, Kimmy's musical talents were undeniable—her voice was powerful, haunting, and captivating, able to stir emotions with just one note. But with such raw talent came equally raw emotions, and her mental state often mirrored the intensity of her music. Her vulnerability and emotional depth, once seen as the essence of her art, soon became misunderstood by her family, who labeled her "crazy" and pushed her further into the shadows.

Kimmy’s troubled mind and eccentric ways became the very fuel for her creativity. She poured her soul into every song, weaving her emotional highs and lows into haunting melodies and lyrics that spoke to the pain of mental struggles, heartbreak, and existential questioning. Her music was a window into her world—wild, unpredictable, and beautifully chaotic. For Kimmy, music became her therapy, an outlet for the madness she couldn't escape, a way to express what was left unsaid.

However, her increasing instability led to a breaking point. Her family, unable to comprehend the depth of her struggles, deemed her too much of a burden and sent her to an insane asylum in a desperate attempt to "fix" her. The stigma around her mental health and artistry grew, but that never silenced her creativity. Even within the confines of the institution, Kimmy continued to write and create, turning her pain into powerful songs that would eventually echo far beyond the walls that tried to contain her.

Though Kimmy’s journey was fraught with hardship, she became a symbol of artistic authenticity and rebellion. Her songs resonated with those who felt misunderstood or broken—her music was a call to those who, like her, lived on the edge of society’s expectations.

Her younger sister, Nancy, was inspired by Kimmy’s raw talent and the way she transformed her pain into art. Nancy, despite the tragic shadow of Kimmy’s journey, dreamed of following in her sister’s footsteps and using music to make her own mark. But with Kimmy’s fall from grace still fresh in their family’s mind, Nancy’s parents would not allow her to pursue music—too afraid that their family’s legacy of madness would repeat itself.

Yet, Kimmy Nancy's influence lingers in Nancy’s heart. Though Kimmy may have been the black sheep, the misunderstood genius, she left behind a legacy of bravery in the face of chaos. Kimmy may not have found peace in her lifetime, but her music speaks volumes—proof that even in the most troubled souls, creativity can still flourish, and madness can be the source of genius.

Kimmy Nancy YouTube

Kimmy Nancy

Good Morning Gorgeous

Boy I'm your boogeyman hiding close
In the closet whispers makes you froze
Underneath your bed with midnight lows
Shadows creeping where the starlight goes

I’ll be the fear inside your head
Haunting every word you said
In every corner where you tread
I’m there when you’re alone in bed

When the moonlight fades and silence cries
You’ll see me lurking in the skies
Every shadow filled with my disguise
I'm the monster in your sleepless eyes

I’ll be the fear inside your head
Haunting every word you said
In every corner where you tread
I’m there when you’re alone in bed

You won't escape my catacombs
Heartbeats echo like metronomes
In your dreams
Screams find their home
I’m the whispers in the night you comb

I’ll be the fear inside your head
Haunting every word you said
In every corner where you tread
I’m there when you’re alone in bed

boogeyman dream

I remember the day when I first met you
In a very small party 
I was dancing and vibing
I didn't wanna stay but you held me down 
You walked up to me
Say you like my moves 
And you made me a better dancer 
Oh baby
Oh baby 
Since the day that I found you
You make me move like I used to do

So today is the day
I'm taking you from your dad to dance with you 
Forever
Oh my baby

I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
I do 
I do
Oh baby 
I do (I do, I do)
Oh sugar 
I do (I do, I do)
My woman 
I do (I do, I do) 
My baby
I do (I do, I do)

Oh girl
I wrote my vows just like I promised you 
But when I saw your face
I thought I'd kneel and 
Tell you all I want is you
All I need is you 
I don't want nobody else
Oh 
Like the stars in the sky
And your favorite Nigerian food 
Mammy water
'dede ni wi si wu 
I go dey your matter
Lifelong honeymoon

So today is the day 
I'm taking you from your dad to come dance with you 
Into forever
Oh my sweetest lover

I do (I do)
I do 
I do (I do, I do)
I do 
Do you want some more
Baby? 
I do (I do)
I do (I do) 
I do (I do)
I do 
Oh baby
Oh baby 
I do (I do, I do)
My sugar 
I do (I do, I do)
Nobody else but me and you 
I do
I do 
I do
My woman 
I do (I do, I do)
Oh darling 
I do (I do, I do)
My everything 
I do (I do, I do)
My baby 
I do (I do, I do)

I Do I Do

We ain't had too many idle days
Swimmin' in each other's space
Now we finally got the chance to breathe
No expectations

So slip into some cotton sleepin' clothes
Baby let your hair down
We could let our minds and bodies go
Find out who we are now

Hoo-woo
(If you wanna smoke a blunt we can do that, do that)
Woo
We could open up a bottle of half-price wine
Just for kicks
And reminisce about all the people we used to be
Before all of this
If you wanna smoke a blunt
We can do that
Talk about the meaning of life
And this and that
Tell me about yours and I'll tell you mine
I got all night

Baby let's just smoke a blunt and
Enjoy each other's company
Baby let's

Enjoy each other
Enjoy

Baby let's just smoke a blunt and
Enjoy each other's company
Baby let's
Baby let's
Baby let's
Baby let's just enjoy each other's company
Baby let's

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Company

Chillin' by the fire
Moonlight in the sky
Thought it's just a party
Folks in disguise
Suddenly I see through their hollow eyes
It's no joke
Here come the real surprise

Ghastly figures rising
Hear their ghostly moan
Shadows creeping closer
Chills me to the bone
Something's not quite right
I hear the warning tone
No way out
I'm stuck here all alone

It's the night of the undead
They're coming for me
Thought it was a game but now I can see
Dancing with the devil
It ain't no fantasy
Everybody run
It's all we can plea

Skeletons are rattling
Zombies break the ground
Ghosts whisper secrets
Echoing the sound
Banshees singing sorrow
I'm tightly wound
No escape
It's terror all around

Pumpkin grins are wicked
Bats circle the air
Stalking through the graveyard
No time to spare
Heart is beating fast
Caught in their snare
Running for my life
Please say a prayer

It's the night of the undead
They're coming for me
Thought it was a game but now I can see
Dancing with the devil
It ain't no fantasy
Everybody run
It's all we can plea

Night of the Undead

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https://www.youtube.com/@KimmyNancy

Lyrics:

I've been watching you night and day
Can't escape me no matter what you say
Your shadow knows I'm here to stay
In your mind forever I will play

Got your picture hidden in my room
Every smile you make I consume
Your perfume lingers just like doom
Wait for the night when I resume

You don't know but I'm always near
You can't hide from my whispered fear
Feel my eyes burning through the tears
I'll love you till your heart's sincere

Darkness falls and I'm on my way
Every step you take I'll relay
No one else can make me sway
Till the dawn breaks I'll survey

Heartbeat pounding in perfect sync
Every thought you have I drink
See my face every time you blink
From my love you can never shrink

You don't know but I'm always near
You can't hide from my whispered fear
Feel my eyes burning through the tears
I'll love you till your heart's sincere

Watching You

Pour me a shot of whatever kills the pain
She said, “You only call when you feel ashamed”
Yeah, I know I’m a sinner, not a saint
But tonight, I just need someone to blame

I lit a cigarette with my regrets
Told her don’t love me, just undress
She smiled like she knew I was a mess
And whispered, “You like me better when you’re depressed”

She got lipstick lies and a mirror soul
And I got demons that I can’t control
But I told her, “Tonight, let’s play pretend
Touch me like I’m never gonna hurt again”

Take me higher than I’ve ever been
Then drop me from the clouds again
We both know this love ain’t right
But I live for the temporary high
Tell me lies while I pull you close
Make me feel what I need the most
You don’t care and I don’t mind
We live for the temporary high

I don’t feel a thing, I just fake the thrill
Every kiss is a ghost I’m tryin’ to kill
She said, “Boy, you’re colder than a dollar bill”
I said, “Baby, love don’t pay these pills”

She got scars she don’t try to hide
And I got wounds I dress in pride
We both bleed in designer sheets
Screamin’ out love that we don’t believe

Yeah, we’re both dead hearts in rented skin
But the night feels real when the pain kicks in
So I told her, “Lie like you mean it now
Hurt me like you don’t know how”

Take me higher than I’ve ever been
Then drop me from the clouds again
We both know this love ain’t right
But I live for the temporary high
Tell me lies while I pull you close
Make me feel what I need the most
You don’t care and I don’t mind
We live for the temporary high

Call me names, break me down
Put your hands on me, drown me out
I don’t need love, I need release
I don’t want truth, just make-believe

Take me higher than I’ve ever been
Then drop me from the clouds again
We both know this love ain’t right
But I live for the temporary high
Tell me lies while I pull you close
Make me feel what I need the most
You don’t care and I don’t mind
We live for the temporary high

Temporary High - Version 2

Mommy said I wasn’t right
Took my dolls away one night
Daddy cried behind the door
Then they dragged me to the floor

White coats, silent stairs
They cut my nails and shaved my hair
Said I talk to things not there
But they don't know they live in there

Hush now, they say I'm insane
But I just play the whisper game
Don’t you hear the lullabies
Singing from the vent at night?

I'm not alone, they’re in the walls
They creep, they crawl, they giggle and call
They said I’m broken, lost my mind
But I found friends they’ll never find
Oh, I’m not scared, I love the screams
This padded room feels like a dream
They locked me up, threw out the key
But now the monsters live in me

Nurse comes in with plastic eyes
Smiles too wide, full of lies
She feeds me pills I do not chew
I spit 'em out and draw in blue

I draw the faces on the floor
The ones I saw behind the door
The man with teeth too long to fit
He tells me stories when I sit

Clocks don't work in here, you see
Time just melts and bleeds for me
Every night’s a symphony
Of crying lights and twisted glee

I'm not alone, they’re in the walls
They creep, they crawl, they giggle and call
They said I’m broken, lost my mind
But I found friends they’ll never find
Oh, I’m not scared, I love the screams
This padded room feels like a dream
They locked me up, threw out the key
But now the monsters live in me

"She’s not like the other ones"
"They said I snapped, but I was chosen"
"They locked the door to keep me in…"
"But it’s them who’ll never leave again."

I’m not alone, they’re in the walls
They sing my name when darkness falls
You thought you broke me not this time
I’m queen of shadows in my mind
Let them scream and let them flee
It’s warm and lovely here with me
They stitched me up, but can’t you see?
They only made… a better me

i'm not alone

I lit a candle just to watch it burn
Kinda like my soul, I guess I’ll never learn
They say “just breathe,” but I forget how
And all my yesterdays feel darker now

Mirror cracked, I don't look the same
Eyes like rain, voice full of blame
Silence loud, walls closing in
I sleep in clothes I might die in

Every call I dodge, every smile I fake
Another piece of me that I just break
Used to pray for peace, now I pray for sleep
’Cause dreams the only place I don’t weep

And I wrote a note in my head last night
But the ink ran dry before I said goodbye
I ain’t lookin’ for attention, don’t need no stage
Just tired of carryin’ all this pain

If I fade to blue, would you notice me?
If I let go slow, would you finally see?
I’ve been dyin’ in silence, drownin’ in view
And nobody knows what I’m really goin’ through
If I don’t wake up, don’t dress in black
Just play this song and don’t look back
If I fade to blue… would you miss me too?
Or was I just background in your room?

I scream in my mind, but it echo alone
Like I'm callin’ God from a dead cell phone
No “it gets better,” no “just hang tight”
Just pills in a drawer and a note I might write

You scroll past my pain like it’s part of the feed
But I’m bleedin’ inside where nobody can read
And I smile like I’m fine, but it’s all pretend
This ain’t heartbreak this is the end

“If I disappear, would the world stay the same?
Would my shadow even leave a stain?”

If I fade to blue, would you say my name?
Or just blame yourself, caught in the blame game?
I gave my all, but it wasn’t enough
Now I’m curled in the dark, givin’ up on love
So if I don’t rise when the morning comes
Know I tried, but I came undone
If I fade to blue… let me go true
Don’t fake your tears like the rest of you do

Just let me fade… fade… fade to blue

fade to blue

Nancy lived on the edge of the town
Where the moonlight dared not come down
Her shadow stretched like a ghost in the night
Her whispers carried a bone-chilling fright

Her windows glowed with a dim
Green hue
The tales they told
Oh
They had to be true
She'd smile with a grin that could curdle your soul
Nancy's home was a dark
Gaping hole

Nancy lured them
Her voice like a song
But every note felt so terribly wrong
Step through her door
You're caught in her snare
No one escapes from Nancy's lair

She baked sweet pies with a curious taste
Every crumb seemed to vanish in haste
But the secret she held in her twisted delight
Left you colder than a frostbitten night

She'd hum a tune that echoed the air
Pulling you closer to her deadly lair
The creak of the floor
The slam of the door
And Nancy would own you forevermore

Nancy lured them
Her voice like a song
But every note felt so terribly wrong
Step through her door
You're caught in her snare
No one escapes from Nancy's lair

Nancy's Lair (feat. Kimmy Nancy)

I’m chillin’ on the couch, scrollin’ on my phone,
Ring-ring, roomies call, won’t leave me alone.
They say, “Yo, that pic don’t fit the plan,
You look like a pimp with a cigar in your hand.”

But it’s just me, livin’ my life,
No harm, no shame, no sin in sight.
Why you pressed over what I choose to post?
If you don’t like the vibe, then just keep scrollin’, ghost.

Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
It’s my profile, let the whole world know.
I’m grown, I’m free, I ain’t needin’ no permission,
Don’t confuse my photo with your religion.
Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
A cigar and a smile, that’s all I show.
Don’t call me a pimp, don’t preach my feed,
If you don’t like my vibe, then just let me be.

Said it “ain’t Christian,” like I broke a rule,
But last I checked, this ain’t Sunday school.
I respect your faith, but my pic’s my lane,
Don’t twist my smoke into somethin’ profane.

I ain’t ask for your sermon, don’t need your bless,
It’s just a snapshot, not my whole address.
Funny how the little things make you tight,
But my life’s my own, I’ma live it right.

Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
It’s my profile, let the whole world know.
I’m grown, I’m free, I ain’t needin’ no permission,
Don’t confuse my photo with your religion.
Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
A cigar and a smile, that’s all I show.
Don’t call me a pimp, don’t preach my feed,
If you don’t like my vibe, then just let me be.

“Man, change your picture, it don’t look right…”
What? Since when you run my online life?
You want a halo, well, that’s your call
But I’mma puff this smoke and stand tall.

Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
It’s my profile, let the whole world know.
I’m grown, I’m free, I ain’t needin’ no permission,
Don’t confuse my photo with your religion.
Why you worried ‘bout my picture, bro?
I ain’t tryna fit into your show.
It’s my life, my feed, my energy,
If you don’t like my style, then just let me be.

Change my picture? Nah…
Change your mind.

My Picture

Yeah…
(Emma, Emma, mean girl vibe, mean girl body…)
She don’t smile, she just stare cold heart, thick waist.

Emma so bad, she a mean girl freak,
Curves sittin’ heavy, attitude on sleek.
Only want a dark skin, grills in they teeth,
Drug boy love, that’s the life she seek.

White girl wild, got that ass like a weapon,
Cold to the nice guys, only thugs she be checkin’.
Fade fresh cut, tats all on his hand,
That’s her type, yeah, she want a street man.

Gold chains, gun talk, fast whip, no lease,
She ride or die crazy, she attracted to the beast.
Turn a good dude down, “you too soft for me,”
But let a trap king call, she on top for free.

Emma so bad, she a mean girl freak,
Curves sittin’ heavy, attitude on sleek.
Only want a dark skin, grills in they teeth,
Drug boy love, that’s the life she seek.

Don’t bring flowers, better bring that smoke,
She moan when he curse, turn her on when he choke.
Chocolate lover, yeah she fiend for the taste,
Got a hood fetish won’t date out her race.

Call her dangerous, she don’t care what they say,
She only want the thrill, that adrenaline play.
Love when he reckless, pockets full of that cash,
Emma throw it back, make it clap for that stash.

She love the drama, the fights, the scars,
Loves her man fresh out, behind them bars.
Mean girl walkin’, curvy, no shame,
She don’t want your heart, just your last name in flame.

Emma so bad, she a mean girl freak,
Curves sittin’ heavy, attitude on sleek.
Only want a dark skin, grills in they teeth,
Drug boy love, that’s the life she seek.

Emma, Emma, mean girl sinner,
Bad boy taste, no saints for dinner.
White girl thick, yeah she play that role,
But her type’s dark trouble with a ruthless soul.

Emma

(Yeah… uh…)
Vanessa… she two different people, yo…
Sunshine in the morning… demon after dark.

Daytime, she polite, quiet lil’ queen,
Pearls on her neck, keep her image real clean.
Corporate smile, pretty skirt, high heels,
Say her grace, bow her head over Sunday meals.

But when the sun fall, that’s another story,
She the type to turn pain into midnight glory.
Hit me with a text: “Bring the cuffs, don’t stall,”
Now she naked in the bed, screamin’ fuck it all.

Vanessa got two sides, angel and a freak,
Sunshine in the daytime, demon in the sheets.
Chains and the whips, yeah she love that pain,
But in the daylight, she don’t say a thing.

She the quiet type at brunch with her girls,
But I seen the other side, she’ll rock your world.
Got paddles on the dresser, latex on the floor,
She a saint in the streets, but a slut behind doors.

She whisper soft in the morning, “Have a blessed day,”
But at night she bite my neck, leave marks where I lay.
She a freak with no limits, mask on her face,
Bent over beggin’ me to put her back in her place.

Vanessa got two sides, angel and a freak,
Sunshine in the daytime, demon in the sheets.
Chains and the whips, yeah she love that pain,
But in the daylight, she don’t say a thing.

Halo in the morning, devil horns at night,
She a contradiction, but it feel so right.
Lace and leather, handcuffs tight,
Say she want the whole pipe till the morning light.

Vanessa, Vanessa, baby play that role,
Daytime classy, nighttime lose control.
She my good girl cover, freak show inside,
Sunshine in the day, but a demon at night.
but a demon at night.

Vanessa (feat. Gloria Juice)

Yeah, lights low, bass hittin’ heavy,
Everybody in the spot look ready,
DJ spin that, let it go steady,
We outside  whole night sweaty.

Step in the club, feel the heat from the floor,
Girls lined up, energy I can’t ignore,
Short dress, tight jeans, all of ‘em glowin’,
Different shapes movin’, every one showin’.
Bubble moves, slim sway, curves in rotation,
Bodies like art, whole room in vibration,
Drink in my hand, I just stand there amazed,
Lights flashin’ off their skin while the beat plays.

All kinds on the floor tonight,
Every rhythm, every size look right,
Round ones, peach ones, move in time,
Feelin’ that bass, that body, that vibe.
Hands up, let the night unfold,
They don’t need no filter, no pose,
Every type got me hypnotized
Yeah, all kinds, all kinds.

DJ turn it up, crowd gettin’ louder,
Sweat drippin’ down, perfume and powder,
She caught my eyes, said “come take a chance,”
I just followed that rhythm, lost in the dance.
From uptown queens to the girls next door,
Every groove different but I need more,
No hate, just praise in the strobe light beam,
It’s a celebration, everybody’s dream.

No shame, no rules, just motion,
Every frame like waves in the ocean,
We all here just to feel that fire,
No judgment only desire.

All kinds on the floor tonight,
Every rhythm, every size look right,
Round ones, peach ones, move in time,
Feelin’ that bass, that body, that vibe.
Hands up, let the night unfold,
They don’t need no filter, no pose,
Every type got me hypnotized
Yeah, all kinds, all kinds.

All Kinds

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