Pretty Cool (ft. Clari)

The classic internal monologue of 'what if's, second guessing behaviour, and self doubt

COGNITIVE

EITHER WAY

Woke up in a crisis
I can't swallow my pain
Given in to my vices over and over and over again
I'm running in circles
Trying to pull myself out
Of this hole I cling on to

Been needing handfuls of serotonin
To try and shake this ache
Cause I don't feel the same
But I know I'll wake up tomorrow morning
And still be in pain
Saying your name
Cause you were my medicine

You think this is funny
Tripping over my brain
Getting lost in a fantasy
So stop asking me questions
There can be no doubt
You're the one that I need now

To give me handfuls of serotonin
To try and shake this ache
Cause I don't feel the same
Please don't make me wake up tomorrow morning
When nothing has changed
Cause you were my medicine

Been needing handfuls of serotonin
Handfuls and still feel nothing
Been needing handfuls of serotonin
To try and shake this ache
Handfuls and still feel nothing
Cause nothing has changed
Cause you were my medicine

MEDICINE

What's it like for you to deny all the proof you left behind?
Ripped my heart in two we ended up all bruised and blind

Now my walls up, walls up around me
I gave up, all that you left me
I'm tired now, that's my personality

Why's it so hard for you to see right through my happy
Why would you wait for all of this to crumble down
I would have thought that through it all you would be happy
For me, for you, but it don't matter now

No it don't matter
No it don't matter
Don't matter now

How'd I get so love drunk on your lies
And how was I the only one surprised?

Now my walls are up, walls up around me
I gave up, all that you left
I'm F*** tired, its gonna be the death of me

Why's it so hard for you to see right through my happy
Why would you wait for all of this to crumble down
I would have thought that through it all you would be happy
For me, for you, but it don't matter now

No it don't matter
No it don't matter
Don't matter now

DONT MATTER

Los proyectos de Maldita Vaina @malditavaina son exégesis de sus identidades y experiencias como persona negrx (dominicanx sudanés) trans no-binaria. En su trabajo, la música  es un dispositivo de transmisión de contra-narrativas y al mismo tiempo tecnología para activar-conectar corporalidades. Su investigación explora conceptos como la memoria, el archivo, Black Futures. Vive en Itabo, República Dominicana.

Sobre su Especial Mix para desculonización: “Esta mezcla es un escape sonoro y un gesto donde experimentó con un especie de encantamiento sonoro para invocar y despertar lo que necesita brotar dentro de cada unx de nosotres. Lo que resulta son unos paisajes sonoros de un club fantástico caribeño—saturado, misterioso, colorido y fugaz.”

tracklist:
From The River To The Sea - Loris x Wildkatz
TWITCH (COCO BRYCE Remix - BAMBII	
La Cura De Rosa - Raulin Rodriguez	
Collard Greens (Ft. Kendrick Lamar) - SchoolBoy Q	
VEM PRA ZONA LESTE (DJ Marfox 3 de la mañana remix) - BADSISTA
gamo aqui sin - DJ SOSA RD     
Kuumbia Del Raro Gaitero Kumbiaaa Pa El Gaby Ja - DJ Chino Sonido Landero
CONFRITAMENTO - LYM.	
La Muerte de Martín Enerolisa Nuñez y Grupo Salve Mata Los Indios
Sagatte Ft. Haoussa - Tatyana Jane 
Mon Ex - DJ Kawest, T Dedonia, Christofer
DANGERE / MEN MO MACAYA MEN MO - Racine Mapou de Azor
DADADA - Brunoso	     
La Máxima en Gagá - John J Poly	
Palo Santo (Ft. Enerolisa Nuñez y Grupo Salve Mata Los Indios & Dos Flakos) - Saso
Dammi Falastini - BAE BAE
BIYI - Kontronatura
Donde Tu Ta (Ft. Mestizo Is Back, Kreizy K,  La Melma Music ) - Papaa Tyga
Medley de Bandido (Ballads Jersey Club Edit) - DJ Jeeh FDC
The Cat ft. Lua Preta - Tony Quattro & Siete Catorce
Bata Dois - Pearls Negras	
Shake Sumn HA - Amarji King     
Bate o Pé (Bate o Sebele) - Própria Lixa 
The Bassdrum (Ft. Timberlee) (Original Mix) - Schlachthofbronx
Land Back - Madre Guía	
Land (Black) First Ft. Sisian & Kasiva - Coco Em	
DeepCavity.Bmore - (Aqua) Marine

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