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Out of Bounds

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Lyrics:

for some time i’ve been feelin so somber, oh
by myself, all alone in the corner

i’m in the blue
i’m thinking of

you, you, you
you’re nothing like any other
-er, -er
you’re taking me higher it’s
you, you, you
you’re nothing like other
-er, -er

you’re nothing like any other

for some time you’ve been all that i see, ohh
you fell out of love and now all of the memories are haunting me

oh, oh
were did all the good times seem to go
oh, oh
looking back it never was this cold, back when i was with

you, you, you
you’re nothing like any other
-er, -er
you’re taking me higher it’s
you, you, you
you’re nothing like other
-er, -er

you’re nothing like any other

nothing like any other

Rewind, Addict., fawlin - nothing like any other

please hold me

lyrics:

i been feeling low for so long
that my head ain’t right
yeah i feel like something’s wrong
i barely sleep at night
i obsess over these songs
i obsess over my actions 
don’t know how to right my wrongs
i ain’t
need a reason i’m beefing with my nutrition i
feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
i don’t
need convincing to get there’s no point in living
i hate to pass the time and i look forward to kickin it

for now i spit these verses
believe em like it’s a sermon
could you show me how to love because
girl i am learning with you
i’m not perfect i often don’t think i’m worth
another second on this earth
i’m really hoping i can earn one with you
the sky’s never been so blue i gotta blame it on you

if i get another second on this earth
man i hope i get to spend it with you

do what you came to do
i’ll be your target
you can unload until i’m afraid of you
my head is foggy and this breaking down is nothing new
i obsess over my sadness
even more so over you
my ocd don’t let me think about anything else
open up your fire now i’m covered in the welts
why would anyone choose me when they could choose somebody else
what i felt
i don’t wanna feel again
i don’t wanna feel again
that’s something i say to my friends
something i say to myself
then find a wall to hit my head
i’m
learning to control it but it’s better that than dead
i
spiral uncontrollably off one thing that you said
and
time after time again i’m losing friends
and
i can’t take being alone again
i told myself that i’d try i’m depressed again
it’s hard to give advice when i’m also so stuck in my head
they tell me take a break but i’ll just stress myself out instead

i been feeling low for so long
that my head ain’t right
yeah i feel like something’s wrong
i barely sleep at night
i obsess over these songs
i obsess over my actions 
don’t know how to right my wrongs
i ain’t
need a reason i’m beefing with my nutrition i
feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
i don’t
need convincing to get there’s no point in living
i hate to pass the time and i look forward to kickin it



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

mercury w/ eric godlow

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bathroom floor

I Am Not Sad (A Spoken Word Poem)

i want to live forever when i die

side effects

open heart surgery

bandaids

half alive

prod. numb

i wouldn't change my mind if i was you
cause girl you're only turning 22
we've got so much time ahead of us i hope its true
that life don't for granted, i can see you over the moon
your lies they become truth
there's nothing left to lose
i wouldn't cut my wrists if it was up to you immune
to the agony you made for me its hard to pick and choose
the people in your life cause you don't feel well, in ruin

take your time
don't leave me hear tonight
its hard to cry 
when you hold me every night

over the moon
there's more to life than lust don't re-abuse me
use me
for love
for life undone
cause baby you would choose to die tonight
and lose all that we had again, you're running my life
 
its gettin hot
42 degrees im feelin lost
wish me luck
wish me everything you wanted im in love
the more i try to lust
remove me from the picture, cant you see that i am done
take you
why cant i erase you
mess me up
ruin me for once
i tried
to realign
and fix all that i broken
its takes a lot of time
you see it in my eyes

over the moon

Perfect for the darkest corners of the dance floor, "The Eleventh Chord" is a visceral exploration of the sound of true musical and existential dread. Turn the subwoofers up and prepare to face the music the universe tried to keep secret.

i want to live forever when i die

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