@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

cursed

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: 4lexf
mix and mastered by: @futoh
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don’t know what you’re holding on to.
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lyrics:

girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why,
i dont got redeeming qualities,
i barely go outside,
cant remember when you weren't here,
now i wish you weren't,
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent,
cause i seem to lose my grip again,
i cant take it,
when you go and disappear again,
dont think ill make it,
cause im feeling sick again,
caught up in whats not pretend,
wish youd go away,
but i hate when you with him again,
come back to my place,
we can talk about the little things,
at the right pace,
but i accelerate my heartbeat,
but you slowing down,
looking back i lost ground,
looking back i lost count,
of the times you said you over me,
yet you come back,
and im honestly so sick of it,
bout time that i consider it,
maybe we not meant to be,
we different like the land and sea,
living side by side,
but we always tend to disagree,
i never thought wed make,
both of us are jaded,
thats the only thing we hated,
we didnt wanna face it,
that we couldnt fix our faces,
cause we look into each other's eyes,
but the colors faded,
no soul left to heal,
just a wall made of steel,
protecting what is real,
from the fantasies of romance,
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance,
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance,

tried to move on, but the time just stops,
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks,
i always wanna walk away,
but i never do it though,
yea looks like i lost my flow,
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing,
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em,
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself,
by the day,
by the minute,
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots,
i got no game plan,
im just my own man,
praying every day, but i dont think i can,

holding on to nothing (prod. 4lexf)

lonely

the pain of things being too good

i want to live forever when i die - Julia Alexa

it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

i don't wanna be saved - Julia Alexa

cigarettes - Julia Alexa

far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

Dj.DamianR - Corazón Agradecido (inspired by the poem of Roma Lemańska)

hi, i write & sing <3
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my spam: @ilyjuli
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cigarettes - Julia Alexa

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