Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

@sorrow - toy block (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Verse 1:
stuck inside, might fade away.
I’ve been taking this day to day.
I’ve been making up white lies.
In the summertime, can’t run astray.

feel like my minds on pandemic.
all the things I can’t stomach.
therapy, i ran through it.
bad vibes til my heart plummets.

My arms weak.
And my chest hurts.
Staying cold inside sweatshirts.
I got three scars on my torso.
Cuz it cut deep when I met her.

But that’s old news.
Sitting up in this cold room.
Laying down when I need to.
All the clothes that I bleed through. Yea.

Verse 2:
I don’t wanna talk anymore.
Closed off behind open doors.
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me.
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned.

Lotta things that they never will see.
Midday, but I’m falling asleep.
These people never honest with me.
Because I won’t get better, no promise to keep.

Maybe I’ll try to relax.
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts.
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end.
I’ve been trying to cope, but I’m moping instead.

Slow it down.
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down.
bloods moving, it goes around.
until it stops, it’s over now.

@sorrow x @nuxe x @zaini - they couldn't save me

i don't think love is real

@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

close to you  - sorrow x juli (prod Sarcastic Sounds)

produced by jonah bru

-lyrics-

tell me what u thinking babygirl i wanna know what’s up
take time to get to know u, never get enough 
last night in the city oh it had me high
nighttime on the highway doing 95
maybe one day i could change ur name
but for now it’s just us in the pouring rain
baby lock the door i’m tryna tryna play ur game
i’m tryna slide over baby give me a taste 
ayy

alright alright, i’m gonna waste ur time 
sunrise moonlight, we watch the world go by
it’s honestly so obvious 
u steal my heart, i steal a kiss like
alright alright, im gonna waste ur time

what we waiting for
babe u look so beautiful ur designer on my floor
u slippin in my tshirt, u gonna leave me wanting more
slide up on my story, “baby what u doin” i’m just sitting here being bored
i need ur company 
don’t u run from me
i wanna do this right
u are my ecstasy 
i wanna settle down 
change the scenery
swear u are the one
yeah the one for me
let’s go 

alright alright, i’m gonna waste ur time 
sunrise moonlight, we watch the world go by
it’s honestly so obvious 
u steal my heart, i steal a kiss like
alright alright, im gonna waste ur time

waste your time (jonah bru)

@rxseboy - END OF THE YEAR V8 (prod. sundwn)

tired eyes w/ @thebootlegboy & @juli

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Yeah you took my heart and broke it
And left me here all alone
Yeah I’m just repeating the sample
Cause I’m tired and so cold
In a damp room, flooded, no light
In a cramp space that I don’t like
Got a knife in my side from the battle so close
The quarters were touching not even a ghost
Could fit through the particles ending they life
A journey, a path, a hidden delight
Over and over when we go again
Constantly spinning, I want it to end
Journey so beautiful found you and I
Like Izzie and Tasha we up in the sky
A castle in clouds, a porch at the end
Watching the universe caving in
Hold onto me darling I swear we alright
The one with the knife wasn’t you it was I
Over and over I’m telling these lies
So why you believe me when I start to cry
Fuck

Darling take me, darling break me
I’m, so sorry
Wasn’t true love, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry
Darling take me, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry

I've been faith, I've been faithful
I had you in my heart
But you broke it, I'm left here alone
Oh-Oh
Darling true love
Oh, oh
Darling take me, darling break me
I’m, so sorry
Wasn’t true love, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry
Darling take me, wasn’t you love
I’m, so sorry

TRUE LOVE (prod. autrioly)

Lyrics... 

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me
I've been a fool, I've been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Dysphoric)
I wanted peace 
You wanted war
I wanted reality 
You wanted more
I don’t rely on a drink 
To do all my thinking
While you sleep on the floor
I never listened 
Guess that’s the case
Now all of your friends
Said just to leave
Told them the negative
From your perspective
That I wouldn’t get it
The thing is that you never told me
Communication 
Is nowhere found
Our relationship 
Let’s burn it down
Cause you brought
To much inside out
We could have talked
But it’s too late now
It’s 2am
And I'm making sounds
Trying anything
Just to drown it out
And cops were called
To the neighbors house 
They’ll never know it
Saved me from myself 

What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me (what the fuck)
Ive been a fool, Ive been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Soku)
I’ve been a fool for the way that you speak
But darling I know you was lying to me
So let’s change the perspective
And change up the mood
And burn what we have
Then we’ll scatter the ashes
Could never imagine
I swear that I hate it
You said, no you blamed it
On your inclination
My time you was wasting
I go and get out
I swear that I’m burning this shit to the ground
Yeah I wanted it all
Yeah but you wanna fall
Out of the depths of your head
You was sinking in
Started a war without giving me reasoning
I don’t know why
I even try
Music and static inside of my mind
I was ecstatic till you told your lies
Feeling, I’m feeling like I wanna die

(Dysphoric)
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

Burn It Down w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

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close to you - sorrow x juli (prod Sarcastic Sounds)

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