If I die... then kill that f.... Cancer me .....

limbo - belfa & julia alexa

nothing's real - julia alexa & belfa

if i die - Snøw x Josiah MacCartney x Criggoh (feat. Julia Alexa)

the end (interlude)

too used to being sad...

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Written by: Thomas Reid
Produced by: boyfifty

Lyrics:
i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
when i’m afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

i’ll make my home my castle,
my bed my prison
now my neck’s bent over,
my soul needs living

cause i’m locked inside
not inside my room
but inside my head
i hope i’ll break out soon

now i’m starving to death
i need dopamine
someone to pull to me out
someone to make me see

look outside myself
look outside a screen
or outside my room
it wasn’t meant to be

i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
i’m too afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

im not good at being happy (prod. boyfifty)

Falling Down

i never apologized | Ft. Two:22 (Prod. Misery)

Shoutout to Powfu for making this track possible <3
Also the bootleg boy for releasing this track exclusively.
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Chorus
Ever since the day u left
My days feel cold
Ice is stuck inside my chest
Never warm inside my home

Ever since the day u left
My days feel cold
Looks like winter with my breath
u melt away the snow

Verse
Remembering summer times
Showing up at your house
Remembering summer nights
When me and u would sneak out

Remembering fast food dates
Share our food and one straw
Thinking bout what you would say
I can’t believe your gone

Rap
Sipping on some ice tea
Spill it on my white t
Hoping this won’t be a bad day 
But it might be

Walking home from school
Feel the rain falling faintly
When I turn around I see the 
Storm clouds chase me

Great
Just another usual day
I can never figure out
Why my life’s so strange

Bought a bottle of black
To wash away my pain
But the mark that u left
Is already a stain

S P O T I F Y

Teqkoi x Powfu - You Melt Away The Snow

World of Hurt

julia alexa & belfa - everything i couldn't be

lyrics :)

If all you’ve got is not enough 
See it through 
If someone else seems to excel 
Know it’s you 

Who will someday take their place 
And bless me with their grace 
While I go under 

It’s emotions known before 
That wash up on the shore 
The day I find you (you) 

Cus you know I know 
something might just win you over 
I’m down, if your down 
I’m not waiting till I’m older 
To find out if I’m still afraid 
Of the day 
The day I find you 

I gotta know if I’m not enough
I need to know if you’re moving on to someone else
The day I find you I’m sure I’ll find myself 
Let a lot broken promises I never felt 
Hurt me, hurt me 
They didn’t deserve me
Sifting through my days, like the waves in cold sea
Hoping that’ll save me 
Hoping you won’t hate me 
And I hoping I might find you waiting for me
 
Across the restaurant 
Where we went when we were younger
I think I’m falling 
 
In many words you speak to me
Eventually you’ll evade my dreams 
The day I find you

Cus you know I know 
something might just win you over 
I’m down if your down 
I’m not waiting till I’m older 
To find out if I’m still afraid 
Of the day 

The day I find you 
The day I find you
(You)

The day I find you 
The day I find you
(You)

the day i find u (feat. Laeland)

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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if i die - Snøw x Josiah MacCartney x Criggoh (feat. Julia Alexa)

☆Julia Alexa☆

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