omg I just came across your music on YT and looked at your pfp and saw you like Twilight! Can we be friends loll!

I recomend the song “I wanna live forever when I die”

toy weren't the one butyetbyoy were the one who changed my life you were the one who made me feel like I was worth more then the lies I tell myself at night how ere you not the wine when somehowbyou were the one..

looks like it’s gonna be another lonely summer
the weather getting warmer but my friends are getting colder to me
i ain’t seen a soul in weeks
i hide myself beneath the sheets
my mental is the opposite of 23 no clouds to see
the pinks and greens of spring lose contrast
everything looks grey to me
i live inside of make believe
a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me
(a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me)
another lonely party smoking drinking by myself
acting like i’m fine but recently my life has been a hell
as far as i can tell i made an effort and i failed
and if anyone would bother to ask “i’m doing well”
simple enjoyments that never last gone in an instant
the reality i’m living in is slowly growing distant
from the time i started writing my head has been going missing
i stare into the ceiling replacing blinking with wishing

i don’t talk to anyone i’m isolated lately
used to have friends but everything is changing
i don’t really like it but i gotta face it
fall apart easy my happiness makeshift 
x2

i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home
emotions never helping so i numb them
somebody tell me they got my back i do not trust them
knowing the way that it feels to be loved is uncommon
i lay inside of my bed as if it were a coffin
i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home

another lonely summer (prod. eric godlow)

Get What You Ask For (Rxseboy & Drex Carter)

if i'm being honest - Julia Alexa

i want to live forever when i die

poison myself

Wenn ich falle, hebst Du mich,

IDENTITY CRISIS

INSOMNIA

@iampaycheck - INSOMNIA

Laying up late and it’s midnight 
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights 
When I’m home alone 
No where else to go 
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let em know 
Depression finnaly hitting i can’t do it on my own  
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show 

All people really fake 
lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say 


Call me up now ask some questions 
Help me out I need  lessons 
all these games why I’m stressing 
Too much work  life’s depressing 

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics 
Say you okay but I’m not okay 
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it 
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

Hard times 
Wish I could go make time 
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up 
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems 
Say you caring hope you mean that 

Maybe I’m too sad maybe I’m not 
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not 
Maybe I’m just honest should I stop
Start telling lies like I’m not 

Sad and lonely no cure 
All these sins a monster 
Fix me up still not pure 
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

friends? [prod. kado]

Lund - Reflection

Produced by ENRA

LYRICS:

Dont fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Don't fall asleep yet
Promise me you’ll stay here
Are my pictures on you wall still like last year

Don't fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Its been a long time
Miss u around me
When I dream about u r u dreaming bout me


Verse

Dont fall asleep
Im wide awake
I hope that we
Have brighter days
U still have my heart
So don’t let it break
I want u all mine forever
I’ll put my heart on a projector
I wish we settled all the struggles we got into
The best part of my life was with you

Rap

Think about u too much
Trynna fall asleep 
But my eyes won’t shut
Said u need a break
And thats ok
But when u feel alone
Always got my place
Life throws curves
Sorry for your loss
Praying for your peace
When the night feels long
Writing songs for you with my guitar
Leave if u want but please don’t go far

SPOTIFY

don't fall asleep yet

Bad Luck Ft. TybVlone (Prod. Con)

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

spotify

love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

hi, i write & sing <3
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