Cool…very expressive vocals..!! 🌍 ☮︎ 👍

i’m either numb or i feel way too much
i’ve come to terms who i am and how it’s just my luck
i always hated change i hate it worse involving breaking up
when i can feel i gotta front
i’m always acting tough
i’m missing all the days with not a worry in the world
cause now i’m in a daze just tryna make some sense of it
as soon as i climb out i fall into a deeper pit of darkness 
leaving me to wonder if i never found my way out
would i be missed

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

why do i feel like this
anxiety has got a hold on me it’s got a tight grip
my fist striking the concrete while on night shift
so many people but i still don’t know where i fit
i don’t wanna work a normal job 
i got dreams i could reach if i carry on
i have days when i feel like i could be on top
but then most of the other days i hate every single song

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

why do good people have to go through bad things
why do people like you more when you have a little fame
why do people have advice for you when they are not the same
why can i not explain the reason that i have this pain
i don’t know if it’s cause and effect
i don’t know if it’s something that i’m bound with to my death
all i know is that half the time i feel like i am dead
and the other half anticipate for when it comes again

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

i'm either numb or i feel way too much (prod. cloud cadet)

Leaving

Leaving (feat. the bootleg boy & Heroe)

stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

us against the world - juli

poison myself - Julia Alexa

i don't wanna be saved - Julia Alexa

cycles (w slmnMORE x Static)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0B3uouY3r7w7uJLIcORpIX?si=FAkilIcCQk-6G7xfvLjdaw

Into the Blue

Time To Go

Much love to the boys @sadboyprolific and @nuxemusic for creating this song with me <3

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

SadBoyProlific
(Yuh)
Sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs
Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys
And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine while my mind leaps to different forms of fuckin' suicide
Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key
To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat
I've got some family whose faces I could never see and even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me

Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

Feel Something

Thomas Reid x SadBoyProlific x Nuxe - Feel Something

stream/download

self destructive

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