The more i try , the less i can forgive .

Confession

I can't fight this

NÜ - i can't fight this (ft. Ivri)

Prod. IOF

Feel my sins on my skin
Wishing you were never here
You dropped my heart
And broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

Cry every evening
Just let out my pain
Drowning myself in the liquor and pain
Tears are still falling
You still clipped my wing
And I cant feel myself

So write me a eulogy 
Tell me to go
I wish that I would feel better alone
Look me in my eyes and tell me to go
You treat me like I am 7 years old

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

Broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

goodbye.

Julia Alexa & Swablu - in my head

Rnla X clide - where have i gone

special song for me 

RIP

lyrics:

years ago
you could talk and breath
now you're seeking peace
Inside

I will see you
on the other side
since you know that god
is real

But I won't break tonight
Cause you will be alright
Cause everything that burns
has to die

yeah you can call it life
these feelings I won't hide
I didn't make this song to
make you cry




And I've been feeling down
Cause you won't be around
it is getting hard
To breath




So I won't break tonight
Cause you will be alright
Cause everything that burns
has to die

yeah you can call it life
these feelings I won't hide
I didn't make this song to
make you cry

To make you fly

spotify

make you fly

We're back 
Here's our first track in over a year  
Hope you guy's enjoy
LMG

Support artist
https://soundcloud.com/ouilele
https://soundcloud.com/juliaalexaa
https://soundcloud.com/recueilmusic
https://soundcloud.com/teqkoi

Lonely Music - I'm done feeling this way (w/ Oui Lele x Julia Alexa x Recueil x Teqkoi) [LM005]

I feel so numb
Nothing i do is ever enough
When you're not around
There's nothing i can care about

I feel so numb
I can't remember how you felt
Nothing is fun
Not the way it used to be

I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
I just wanna 
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again

I feel so numb
I know you hurt me but i don't care
Maybe it's bad
But i can't miss what i never had

Is it all my fault?
Did i decide to turn it off?
Wish i could take it back
It's not as easy as that

I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
I just wanna 
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
Anything is better than feeling numb
I'd let you break my heart
I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel 
Feel again

Rnla, Julia Alexa - feel again

i'll take care of u - juli

ASYLUM - Julia Alexa

“Stay Awake – Kitka | 432 Hz”

“Stay Awake” is an intimate emo-pop piano ballad by Kitka, tuned to 432 Hz for a warmer, more natural resonance.

This song captures the restless nights, overthinking and late-night scrolling that so many of us know too well. Kitka’s clean emotional vocals float over a viral-style piano hook, deep 808 bass, airy pads and soft trap drums – creating a moody yet uplifting soundscape.

🌌 Why 432 Hz?
Many listeners describe music tuned to 432 Hz as softer, deeper and more harmonious with the natural frequencies of the body. It’s often said to help with relaxation, focus and emotional balance – perfect for a late-night listen with headphones.

🎹 Produced with a soaring piano-led melody that stays in your head long after the track ends.
🎤 Written & performed by Kitka – a voice that blends vulnerability with strength.

Close your eyes, turn up the volume, and let the chords keep you “Stay Awake” a little longer tonight.

© Copyright Information

© 2025 KITKA – All Rights Reserved.
Unauthorized copying, reproduction or distribution of this recording is prohibited.

Stay Awake – 432 Hz Version

Whiskey and Grace

You're the only one that I can trust
You're the one who found me when I was lost..

Beautiful vocals and guitar by Vict Molina: https://soundcloud.com/victmolina

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)

Original Song: 27 - Vict Molina

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

you're the only one (ft. Vict Molina)

is anyone out there? 
i promised if i made it out, i’d find love again
i won’t forget the life we’ve lived

we’ll never get back the time spent
i won’t pretend i’ll find love again
i faked a smile and found the end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

i want to know what i did to ruin this
i’d love to find the reason i exist
just tell me if the lies will end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

prod/mix/master by me

‎▶ video

a lost promise

stream/download

self destructive

crazier things - lokel, resident & vict molina

used to - Julia Alexa & Belfa

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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Nothings forever

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People change

https://i.redd.it/941pr4pisy751.jpg

Love is Rare

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Life is Strange

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Julia Alexa & Swablu - in my head

☆Julia Alexa☆

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