don't overthink it

lonely

poison myself - Julia Alexa

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

i hate how i love u - Julia Alexa

LYRICS:
I try my best but it’s never enough
I parallel peers and stare in disgust
And over these years I hate who I was
I look in the mirror who have I become
I tailor my image to someone I lust
I burry my pride in someone I trust
Just look in these eyes and tell me I'm loved
Cause I can feel I never hear it enough
Tear myself down every moment I'm given
Would anyone notice if I turned up missing?
I fell off the face of the earth, would legacy burn?
Would anybody care to listen?
I need a mission, I need a purpose
I need the drive to tell me I'm worth it
I need a person to stand in my corner to work with
I don't need to be perfect

I’ll just stay in my loneliness
In my bed you see only lonely things

I never want to be famous
And I hate the pictures I painted
I drew in the lines and I made it
Strip all of my numbers I'm naked
I bottle my image in wine till I bleed through the page that I'm dying inside
If I pen all my problems in nursery rhymes I can leave you a legacy after I die
Did I try, or never enough?
I wear a disguise and call it a bluff
At the end of my life will I lay in a tub
With a pool full of blood and a half-empty cup
And were you surprised or wishing me luck?
I bleed for reach it's out of touch
I spent all this time and never arrived
If I were to die would you give a-

never enough [The Bootleg boy X po9t]

TATTOO (INTERLUXE DEMO 2)

[Intro] 

(Low frequency rumble building up)

(Massive Brass Swell and Reese Bass drop)

(Drums: Boom... Echo... Boom)

[Verse 1]

 I am standing on the edge of the light

Watching the stars get swallowed by the night

Gravity is fingers wrapping round my throat

Dragging down the anchor of this little boat

(Metallic anvil hit)

The math says I should run away

But the physics make me want to stay

[Pre-Chorus] 

There is no turning back from here.

The atmosphere will disappear.

[Chorus] 

We are crossing the Event Horizon (Pulling me in)

No signal, no sun, no rising (Under the skin)

Crushed by the weight of the love and the sin

This is where the end begins

Event Horizon.

[Verse 2] 

Time is bending in a circle round your face

I’m frozen in the static of this empty space

Spaghettification of the soul

I’m stretching out to fill the hole

Every atom is letting go

It’s the only truth we know

[Pre-Chorus] 

There is no turning back from here.

The atmosphere will disappear.

[Chorus] 

We are crossing the Event Horizon (Pulling me in)

No signal, no sun, no rising (Under the skin)

Crushed by the weight of the love and the sin

This is where the end begins

Event Horizon.

[Bridge] 

Light cannot escape!

Let it break!

Matter loses shape!

Let it break!

We are collapsing into the dark!

(Massive Implosion)

[Final Chorus] 

We are crossing the Event Horizon (Pulling me in)

No signal, no sun, no rising (Under the skin)

Oh, let it crush me!

This is where the end begins

Event Horizon.

[Outro] 

Down. Down. Down.

Let it crush you.

(Abrupt Cut to Silence)

Event Horizon

RUNNIN STRONG

not good enough

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I can’t keep this up
Sometimes words aren't enough
And I’m struggling to be here
Let my head wander off
‘Cause I’d rather be lost
Than to face all I’ve run from this year

(Pre-Chorus)
And I’m grasping 
On to anything
Disregarding the truth that I

(Chorus)
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves me too
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves like I do

(Verse 2)
I wish you the best
And it’s hard to admit
But I know that I’ll figure it out
While I’m banging my head 
Hanging on by a thread
‘Cause I’m scared that I may have missed out

(Pre-Chorus)
And I’m grasping 
On to anything
Disregarding the truth that I

(Chorus) 
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves me too
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves like I do

X2

(Outro)
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves me too
I deserve more
I deserve someone who loves like I do

INTRN x w00ds - I Deserve More

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