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Lyrics:

we're already dying
i'm sick of trying
i'll just cut my losses
leave it all behind me
90 on the highway
you think i'm lying
soon you'll realize you're dead
dead to me

think i'll believe you
after you drag me through the mud
say you're sorry
i know it doesn't mean much
talk a lot, yeah
you talk a lot but can't back it
i won't forget

don't look down
there's still a long way to go
quiet now
be silent, don't say a word
hopefully it's better
where we end up
i think we're better in the ground

we're already dying
i'm sick of trying
i'll just cut my losses
leave it all behind me
90 on the highway
you think i'm lying
soon you'll realize you're dead
dead to me

everything i never wanted
you're everything i avoid
didn't listen
listen to my own voice
now i'm out here
with you but i'm still alone, yeah
on my own, yeah

don't look down
there's still a long way to go
quiet now
be silent, don't say a word
hopefully it's better
where we end up
i think we're better in the ground

we're already dying
i'm sick of trying
i'll just cut my losses
leave it all behind me
90 on the highway
you think i'm lying
soon you'll realize you're dead
dead to me

we're already dying
we're already dying

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nothing left to lose

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

if i'm being honest - Julia Alexa

i want to live forever when i die - Julia Alexa

cigarettes - Julia Alexa

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Lyrics: 
i don't care what happens to me
told you i'd put that on my life
look up and you're barely listening
acting like i already died

are you leaving?
can you hear me?
or not?
(say something, say something)
if you need me
i'll be waiting
till i rot
(till i rot, till i rot)
are you leaving?
can you hear me?
or not?
(say something, say something)
if you need me
i'll be waiting
till i rot
(till i rot, till i...)

i can't keep up with this facade
it's making me hate who i've become
afraid that i'll mess everything up
instead i lose everything i love

are you leaving?
can you hear me?
or not?
if you need me
i'll be waiting
till i rot
are you leaving?
can you hear me?
or not?
(are you leaving? can you hear me? or not?)
if you need me
i'll be waiting
till i rot
(if you need me, i'll be waiting)
till i

are you leaving?
can you hear me?
or not?
if you need me
i'll be waiting
till i rot

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TILL I ROT

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Title: THIS IS THE END – mhatanGRAUZAHN | Synthpop · Downtempo · Ambient

Description:
“This Is The End” by mhatanGRAUZAHN is a raw, stream-of-consciousness journey through sound and words. Built on hypnotic synthpop grooves, downtempo rhythms, and hints of ambient and folk textures, this track captures the chaotic beauty of unfiltered thought.

The lyrics wander through beginnings, endings, survival, redemption, and strange humor — like a musical journal entry set to a dreamy, experimental backdrop. Perfect for fans of abstract songwriting, reflective electronic music, and genre-blending soundscapes.

Whether you hear it as a meditation on change, a playful look at human resilience, or just a cool late-night vibe, this song is meant to be felt more than explained.

🎧 Listen now and drift into the middle of the end of the beginning.

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Genres & Tags:
synthpop · downtempo · ambient · experimental · stream of consciousness · spoken word · poetic lyrics · indie electronic · folk-inspired · r&b influence · abstract storytelling · alternative · chill vibes

THISisTHEend

self destructive

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