'FIND US'
Written by Julian Deans & Matthias Niedermayr
Produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

PRECHORUS
Long and bendy road,
(Yehh)
It all took one turn.

Then you were gone atleast to me.
(You can, you can...)

CHORUS
You can help me find us again,
(again, again)
You should know that I'll try it to death,
yeh I said to death,
said you can help me find us.
Find us (uh yeh)
Find us (uh yeh)
I've been fighting through these grapevines,
all the whispers and the white lies,
know I'll only give you 3 strikes,
you're fucking up trying to find my love,
out of the game I'll never let you find us,
find us.

Doesn't matter how the time is ticking,
(uh uh)
It'll take some time to learn,
that trust we crashed and burned,
but we musn't rush 'cause it could end in disaster,
again yeh.

PRECHORUS

We crashed and burned.
(uh oh yeh.)

CHORUS

Doesn't matter how the time is ticking,
ticking, ticking,
time is ticking.

CHORUS

R E C O ⚡⚡ E C T

Find Us

Find Us 🔍

'NIGHTMARE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one in my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Anxiety Dreams

Nightmare

Nightmare 😈

'WILL I EVER SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN?'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
(Eh, eh)

Uh oh, uh oh
think I'm in trouble with you,
you're spinning around my head,
I haven't even slept in bed since Sunday,
What was this all for again?
You're spinning around my head,
Impossible for me to the right thing.
(Yeh)
Uh oh, uh oh,
think I'm in trouble with you.
(Trouble with you.)

CHORUS
Wanna talk this out but,
you want your space,
and damn for the last time,
you can see that I'm sorry, yeh.
(Yeh, yeh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh)
let me try first,
but I know my place,
I crossed the line,
will I ever see your face again?
(Yeh, yeh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh)
Will I ever see your face again?

Uh oh, uh oh
I can see you're happier now,
you've been going all over town,
I've seen you out every night since Monday,
What was this is all for again?
you've been going all over town,
what's this all about again?
what's this all about again?
Uh oh, uh oh
I can see you're happier now.

CHORUS

(Eh, eh)

Will I Ever See Your Face Again?

Will I ever see your face again? 🫣

'NIGHTMARE (JOHNNY MINE REMIX)'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Giovanni Pirrera, Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Johnny Mine
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one in my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Nightmare - Single

Nightmare (Johnny Mine Remix)

Nightmare 😈 (Johnny Mine Remix)

'NIGHTMARE (EXTENDED MIX)'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific & Julian Deans (Extended Mix)
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one from my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Nightmare (Extended Mix)

Nightmare 😈 (Extended Mix)

'NUMB'
Written by Julian Deans and Wolfgang Pander
Produced by Wolfgang Pander
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
Why should I get used to this, now?
And why you always say,
I need to broaden my horizons?
Why aren't you enough?
Let's speak a second about my trust level.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb,
(And it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Am I used to it now? nah,
sure I'll figure this out yeh,
I need to open up my mind I gotta find something,
somewhere,
at least acknowledge that you have everything.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
(Don't love no no.)
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh, ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb.
(I feel numb and it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Numb

Numb 🥶

'REIGN OF TERROR'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
(Oh yeh)
Yuh.

PRECHORUS
There's still darkness in the water,
but karma's gonna getcha soon yeh,
it's gonna be you that falls.
Fall down now.

CHORUS
Your reign of terror is over on me,
(Yeh)
thanks to you,
now every night is just a fight to keep me sober,
scarred from your reign of terror.
(Fall down now.)

Wonder what it's like to be you,
stuck in that head,
is there no remorse?
Is it so important,
to control every situation?

PRECHORUS
CHORUS x2

BRIDGE
Ya reign on, reign on,
but with no power over me,
(No, no)
ya reign on, reign on,
there's only a matter of time 'til ya,
(fall) fall down now.

CHORUS x2

OUTRO
Ya reign on, reign on,
reign of terror,
there's only a matter of time 'til ya,
ya reign on, reign on,
scarred from your reign of terror,
(na, na, na, na, na, na)
reign of terror.
Yuh.

Reign Of Terror

Reign of terror 👹

'DARK'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Mantra
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I'm running out of energy.
(Dark.)

These thoughts are exhausting,
I don't know when this happened.

PRECHORUS
But every night it's the same damn thing
and it petrifies me,
I'm running out of energy,
every night it's the same damn thing.
and we're not immortal,
there's only so much time we can get it right.

CHORUS
It's been a long night, ahhh,
I see the sun is up now,
but it's still dark, 
(ah, ah)
It's been a long night, ahhh,
I've been waiting for the light, 
but it never arrives no,
it never turns up,
time to face a full day of fucking it up,
again.

And it's a vicious circle,
we're living in a small world,
and we don't know when,
this will end.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

In the dark again,
they told me it would be better in the morning,
(In the dark)
but this morning's already begun.
It's been a long night,
in the dark.

And we're not immortal,
there's only so much time we can get it right,
and I (In the dark, dark.)

CHORUS

In the dark.

Dark

Dark 🌑

'B$#!+'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
(What should I write about?
Something about love?
Sounds stupid.)

What is this love, true love?
Don't you promise me anything else,
can you taste this:
Bullshit?

CHORUS
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,
motherfucker?
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?
I'll chew you up and spit you out.
(Oh oh oh)
I'll chew you up and spit you out.
(Oh oh oh)
Oops.
(Oh oh oh)
La la la la, la la la la,
(Oh oh oh, oh oh.)
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,
motherfucker?
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?

(Okay so not that,
I don't know then,
heartbreak? I've done that before.)

Don't break my heart,
I adore you still,
and I cannot image my life without you,
without you,
without you,
bullshit.

CHORUS

La la la la, la la la la,
la la la la, bullshit.

(Okay I guess that'll have to do.)

Bullshit.

B$#!+

B$#!+ 🤬

'THE END OF THE ROAD'
Written & co-produced by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I've been holding on tighter,
But we grew through the feeling,
Got my head feeling lighter,
See my face on the ceiling.
You're making my heart ache now,
Don't think we're gonna see this one out,
(oh oh, oh oh)
(oh oh, oh oh)
There's no doubt...

CHORUS
It's the end of road for you and I,
Both know it's hard but we fuckin' tried, 
Don't know about you but I ain't got time,
in my life for crying. 
(Oh oh, oh oh.)

VERSE 2
Every morning I care less,
Give me my space for some healing,
God my room's a fucking mess,
Laid here drenched in my feelings,
It's been making my head hurt now,
Don't think we're gonna see this one out.
(Oh oh, oh oh)
(Oh oh, oh oh)
There's no doubt...

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE
If you ever want me back I don't care now,
I'm crossing the bridge to the other side,
It's the end of the road and the end is in sight.

(CHORUS)
 
(Oh oh, oh oh)

The End of the Road

The end of the road 🚧

'IN PIECES'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS
What am I supposed to do now?
Just hide away, somehow?

CHORUS
It's like I've landed in pieces,
is it true you're addicted to the tears on my face,
and I should be disgraced at the way I admit that,
I can't hold myself together and I've landed in pieces.
Oh oh oh.

How am I supposed to feel now,
Just fake this face for one more day,
hmmmmm

CHORUS
In pieces.

Tell me if you think if it's fair,
Tell me if you think if it's fair,
That you seem to be happy without a care in the world,
and I'm here...

CHORUS
In pieces.
In pieces.

In Pieces

In pieces 💔

'CREEPING IN MY HEAD'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
(Creeping in my head)

Gimme a break,
You're even in my dreams, (yeh)
My fatal mistake,
Was giving into my feelings. (yeh)

PRECHORUS
And I don't have time,
for you to race around my brain yeh,
I'm closing my mind,
'cause it's driving me insane,
gimme a break.

CHORUS
You got no business,
creeping in my head,
(Oh oh, oh oh)
I can't get no sleep,
When I'm laying in my bed,
(Oh oh, oh oh)
Tell me what you're feeling now,
You got me addicted somehow.
You got no business,
creeping in my head.
(Oh oh, oh oh)

You
(Creeping in my head)
You
(Creeping in my head)
You
(Creeping in my head)
You....

(Wait wait wait...)
What's with the wait?
Give my body a break now, (yeh)
you're all I can take,
I'm on the verge of a meltdown.
(Down, down, down)

PRECHORUS
(Down, down, down, down)

CHORUS

(Gimme a break)
(Creeping in my head)
(Gimme a break)
Oh oh, oh oh
You
(Creeping in my head)

Creeping in my head

Creeping in my head 🧠

'GIVING YOU UP'
Written by Julian Deans & Giovanni Pirrera
Produced by Giovanni Pirrera
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
It's time
It's time

CHORUS
I ain't got the patience to keep dealing wid ya
Never admit when you're wrong
I should be giving you up (yeh)
But I never get enough,
Yet you never earned my trust,
I'm giving you up yeh.

I'm alive,
In the night,
All you want,
Is to fight me,
See your eyes,
Not the time,
Know your lies,
Know your lies.

I'm alive,
In the night,
I'm alive,
In the night.

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS
(I should, I should)
Never admit when you're wrong
(I should, I should)
I should be giving you up yeh
But I never get enough
Yet you never earned my trust
I'm giving you up yeh
(I should.)

In my mind,
All the time,
Don't know why,
I don't fight it,
Now you're out,
Of my life,
Gonna find out where the lights will take me.

I'm alive,
In the night,
I'm alive,
In the night, night, night, night
In the night, night, night, night
(In the night).

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS
In the night, night, night, night
(It's time)
In the night, night, night, night
(It's time)
In the night, night, night, night.

Giving You Up - Single

Giving You Up

Giving you up 🤦‍♂️

'NOT EVEN IN MY DREAMS'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I've fallen for worse things than kisses,
It's the thing that I'm missing,
Just a little common sense,
I've been sound asleep in bed since eleven,
Feel sorry when I jump awake outta of the heavens.

How does it even make sense,
How much you wind me up,
Here, In my dreams,
Watch me believe it.

CHORUS
You pulled me closer than you said,
You ain't dreaming honey,
So how come I'm still in my bed,
but my heart feels funny,
Ay oh, ay oh,
Ay oh, ay oh,
You pull me closer,
And I know, and I know, and I know
(Ay oh) Not even in my dreams.

Not even in my dreams.

I thought it was a sign,
gave in to the pressure,
Message I don't remember,
'Cause I downed the tequila again.
Oh shit. in my dreams,
Watch me believe it.

CHORUS

Not even in my dreams.

I can't love,
I won't touch,
It won't work,
'Cause I'm not enough,
and you know,
yeh you know,
yeh you know oh oh.

Not even in my dreams...
CHORUS

Not even in my dreams

Not even in my dreams 💭

'OUT OF THE BLUE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Pacific & Polar
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
You said it,
you're not happy,
regret it,
accuse me of the same thing,
don't you know it still hurts,
do you want it to burn?

CHORUS
(You)
Think it's necessary,
to wear your heart on your sleeve,
But I don't try to fix you,
Slip up then you say we're through,
watch me lay back then I'll watch you twist your words around your head,
Please go easy on me,
with your words out of the blue.

Darlin',
where is this all coming from now?
Darlin',
I heard you the first time no need to shout,
at me,
Just blame yourself,
darlin' tell me,
do you want it to burn?
(Do you want it,
do ya, do ya, do ya?)

CHORUS

Things haven't changed,
atleast that's the way I see it,
When did we get unchained?
Loved each other yesterday,
trying to escape?
Do you want it to burn?
(Do you want it?
Do ya, do ya, do ya?)

CHORUS

Your words out of the blue,
out of the blue.

Out of the Blue

Out of the blue 😲

'WINDOW SHOPPING'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

Lyrics:
(Yeh, uh, Window Shopping)

Love how it feels wiya,
Unreal until,
I started catching feelings,
Oh no, oh no, oh no?!
I just don't have the time to do that,
I only got the time to do ya (right),
and I know that we're healing still.

PRECHORUS
We can window shop,
'Cause it isn't love,
and I don't want what's inside,
window shop,
come inside, I'll...

CHORUS
Go get it from the back,
'cause that's where I keep my freak at,
(freaky, freaky, yeh, yeh)
What you want more?
Gonna see what's in store for you baby, yeh
I can show you in the front,
window shopping for my body.
If you like it you can take it, take it, take it,
But I won't be catching feelings for you any time,
(Soon).

Don't I look good on ya,
Give you great deals,
that I won't hold you down now,
Oh no, oh no, oh no,
So don't expect commitment darling,
I only give you time to do this (right),
Please don't think we're exclusive,
(Nah nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah nah).

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

BRIDGE
Time the store is closing up,
Expecting nothing much,
You know I don't sell love,
Only wanna fuck.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Window Shopping

Window Shopping 👀

'BUSINESS'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
CHORUS
You know all of this time I've been fighting for ya,
While you've been sneaking 'round town tryna find your new thrill,
and I've been wasting all day tryna think this over,
but it's none of your bus-bus-bus-business,
like it's not my bus-bus-bus-business, no.
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
You know one of these days I'll be gone for real,
You'll see me happy with him, we're the real deal,
Yeh you've been planning all week how to fuck us over,
but it's none of your bus-bus-bus-business,
like it's not my bus-bus-bus-business, no.

Mmmmm,
You had your chance,
we had our plans,
Came to an end,
'cause your heart's stuck in your pants,
and I hope that you're happy,
hope we can be friends.

CHORUS

Mmmmm,
Don't care who's on your phone,
you're in this alone now,
I'm leaving our home,
can't help wonder where you will go,
oh, oh, oh, oh.

OUTRO
Will you stay here?
Will you love him?
Will you return?
Will you regret?
Will we be friends?
Will you love me, again?

Nahh, it's none of our business.

Business

Business 💼

'CRIMINAL'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(You're nothin' but a...)
(You're nothin' but a...)
(You're nothin' but a...)

CHORUS
You've been sneakin' round like a criminal,
and I can't keep up 'cause you held me down,
then pick up the phone, it's vibrating now,
So what you hide the screen and then you throw me out,
you've been creepin' round like a criminal,
and all I know, you've been acting cold,
I can't touch your phone, it's been ringing now,
So what you shout at me and then I throw you out.
(Out).

What the fuck man,
you mugged me off man,
thought I was tough but,
you came and ruined it,
you left me wounded,
and now I know I'll never trust again,
you played with my heart,
played with my heart,
and now I know I'll never trust again,
(You're nothin' but a...)
You're nothing but a criminal.
(You're nothin' but a...)

CHORUS

Bet you're laughing,
have the last laugh then,
they're only bruises,
they keep on healing,
it makes me stronger,
Now I don't care if I find love again,
get laid in my bed,
got you out of my head,
now I don't care if I find love again,
(You're nothing but a...)
You're nothing but a criminal,
you turned me to a criminal.

You know I'll throw you out.

(ALT) CHORUS
I'll be sneakin' round like a criminal,
and I can't keep up 'cause you held me down,
then pick up the phone, it's vibrating now,
So what you hide the screen and then you throw me out,
I'll be creepin' round like a criminal,
and all I know, you've been acting cold,
I can't touch your phone, it's been ringing now,
So what you shout at me and then I throw you out.
(Out).

Criminal 🚨

'LAID DOWN THE RULES'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Laid down the rules)
Why bother saying anything
when you don't know where your hearts at?
why bother opening your mouth,
If you know you're gonna cheat then?

I don't have time for this,
I already know I'm honest,
Ya figure this will end in bliss,
Ya know you'll only take the piss.

You can kiss who you want to,
just don't go catching feelings.
(You...)

CHORUS
Laid down the rules for you and I,
and I don't recall anything 'bout lying,
So you wanna go and do that behind my back?
You laid down the rules then don't follow them.

(Laid down the rules)

I bothered trying anything,
Knew exactly where my heart was,
who knows why I even try,
'Cause you do whatever you want.

I don't have time for that,
I already know where you're at,
Ya thought I'd never check your chats,
Ya get a thrill from sneaking round behind my back

You can go wherever you want,
If you let me know where you're heading.
(You...)

CHORUS x2

Laid Down The Rules

Laid Down The Rules 📜

'SHORTCHANGE'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
CHORUS
Think you better go with someone else 'cause,
You wanna do this on your own now,
saying this 'cause of your addiction,
keep hurting us stuck in your ways,
success getting right under my skin,
you tried to convince me that you've changed,
but you ain't babe,
I know what you crave, (Uh uh uh)
And it ain't me.
Think you better go with someone else 'cause,
I wanna do this on my own now,
saying this 'cause of my confliction,
Honesty is the best policy,
failure trapping me in your lies,
now watch me walk away hope you cry,
but you don't babe,
just hand me short-change, 
(Uh uh uh, uh uh).

POSTCHORUS
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change ya.

This just ain't my style,
Can't look in my eyes now,
Made up my mind,
It's time for goodbye,
I-i.

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS

I know what your vice is,
Please heed my advice then,
Have a good life,
I deserve better than you since ya,

POSTCHORUS x2

Shortchange

Shortchange 🪙

'DAMAGED'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Pacific & Fastlane
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Eh oh, eh oh)

CHORUS
I'm damaged from head to toe so you're winning,
I'm damaged more than you know, I don't show it,
I fell off the shelf and I smashed into pieces,
(Eh oh, eh oh)
My lights they go out then I reach for the whiskey,
I figured you out, so why don't you see any sense?
Chances are gone and you're watching us fading.
(Eh oh, eh oh) 

God I know that I'm strong,
keep testing my mental health though,
and I know that you're wrong,
it's just so much to throw away.

PRECHORUS
Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?
Can these feelings break?
Living through cloudy days,
Thinking 'bout ending pain,
Thoughts driving me insane,
Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?
(Eh oh, eh oh)
(Eh oh, eh oh)

CHORUS

Hope hurting me has fixed ya,
Please don't do it to the next one,
I really hope that you learn,
'cause that's what I deserve.

PRECHORUS

Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?

CHORUS

Damaged

Damaged ❤️‍🩹

'S.E.XXX.Y.'
Written by Julian Deans & Michelle Escoffery
Produced & Co-written by Josto
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
Mmmmm
Sexy, everything about you's so,
Ohh yeh yeh,
Mmmmm

I know you wanna try,
A slice of the pie,
You ask me what's the price,
I'll give you a sample baby,
Mmmmm,
You like it on the inside,
Love it on the outside.

PRECHORUS
And I-i-i and I-i-i,
Know you can't get enough,
of my store,
And I-i-i and I-i-i,
I think you want more,
think you want more,
I think you want more,
think you want more,

CHORUS
Uh uh uh uh,
Sexy,
Everything about you's so,
Yeh yeh,
Seductive,
Engaging,
XXX-Rated,
Yeh,
(Uh uh uh uh)
Yeh yeh,
So sensual,
Erotic,
XXX-citing,
Yeh,
Now permission to touch me,
Uh uh uh uh,
Sexy,
Everything about you's so,
(Yeh) Yeh yeh,
Seductive,
Engaging,
XXX-Rated,
Yeh,
(Uh uh uh uh)
Yeh yeh,
So sensual,
Erotic,
XXX-citing,
Yeh, so sexy,
Come inside don't you be scared.

I know just what you like,
I'll give ya some of mine,
I'm done with playing nice,
I'll show you my demons baby,
Mmmmm,
I like it on the inside,
Love it on the outside.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

So sexy,
Sexy, oh yeh yeh.

S.E.XXX.Y.

S.E.XXX.Y. 🫦

'NO RETURNS'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
La la la la la la la la(uh)

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer?
'Cause you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS
This store don't do returns though,
No returns y'all witnessed all the damage though,
No returns ho,
This boy don't do returns oh,
No returns oh,
Don't even care about your phoney receipts so....

Do you think I haven't heard?
Should approach with fear,
Try to break down these walls,
Fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator?
But you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS

La la la la la la la la(uh)
La la la la la la la la
(Yeh you)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
(No, --urn- no, no returns)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

CHORUS

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer,
fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator.

You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.

Yehhh, no returns.

No Returns

No Returns ❌

'FURTHER APART'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
I weren't expecting much,
so please don't call it love,
I'm just fine on my own.
On my own.
Sometimes I just give up,
I can't keep up with us,
when do I say enough is enough then?
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
Got not time for it,
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
So let's call each other friends,
let's not say it's the end.

PRECHORUS
(So)
Where do we go?
I want you to know,
think we're better alone,
even though we've been gold.

CHORUS
Feeling further apart than we ever were,
Yeh it was great from the start,
it's the final straw,
I bothered learning your heart,
broke down to the core,
Yet now we're further apart,
not the one,
we're in different worlds.

POSTCHORUS
Further apart yeh,
Further apart yeh,
Further apart,
not the one,
we're in different worlds,
(oh oh oh)
Further apart yeh,
Further apart yeh,
Further apart,
Oh oh oh.

Should I be feeling broken?
When you weren't in it,
Why bring you home?
Go back home,
sometimes I make it up,
I never felt your love,
when do I admit you pulled me in?
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
Now you're out my head,
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
except that we're still friends,
so it's not really the end.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS
POSTCHORUS

Why did I give you my heart?
You took my soul,
you tore it apart,
look back where we started,
but where?...

PRECHORUS
CHORUS (With adlibs)
POSTCHORUS

Feeling further apart.

Further Apart ↔️

'MISTAKES (OOPS, UH OH)'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Oh)

CHORUS
It's times like this that I hate my judgement like I hate your faces,
It's times like this that I hate the time that you had me wasting wasted,
Oops, uh oh, oops, uh oh, oops, uh oh,
Let you drive me crazy,
Now the feeling's faded,
Learnt from my mistakes.
(Oops, uh oh uh oh, oops, uh oh)
Learnt from my mistakes.
(Oops, uh oh uh oh, oops, uh oh)

Oops, uh oh,
I fell for ya thinking you'd been good all along,
Oops, uh oh,
Got no control when it comes to chosing bad ones,
Oops, uh oh,
Oops uh oh, oh why? Oh why?
Oops, uh oh,
I fell for ya thinking you'd been good all along,
Imagine if I begged for you back, you back,
Imagine if I begged for you back.
CHORUS

Oops, uh oh,
You fell for it, thinking I've been blind all along,
Oops, uh oh,
Ya got no control when it choosing vices,
Oops, uh oh,
Oops, uh oh, oh why? Oh why?
Oops, uh oh,
You fell for it, thinking I've been blind all along,
Imagine if I begged for you back, you back,
Imagine if I begged for you back, back back.
CHORUS

Mistakes (Oops Uh Oh)

Mistakes 🫢

'WE'LL RIDE'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
We got time to burn,
(Oh yeh)
Let's take it to the road.
We got things to learn 'bout one another,
we got nights to fight until the summer's gone,
won't be the lonely ones.

PRECHORUS
We'll ride,
we'll ride,
we'll ride,
we'll ride.

CHORUS
We'll ride until the fuel goes,
get high until the nights cold,
lay low until the sun comes,
get drunk then we can make love.
(Woah-oh-oh.)
We can explore.
(Woah-oh-oh)
We'll ride,
in the morning when the darks gone,
do it again until we grow old.

We got life to live,
(Oh yeh yeh yeh)
Let's take it for a spin,
We got roads ahead in every weather,
we got gas to use until the feelings gone,
or we can call it love.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Pull over to refuel with me,
Know I'll make you feel,
You make my life complete baby,
let's have fun in the backseat,
then we'll call a taxi home.

CHORUS

Highway One

We'll Ride

LYRICS:
Can you hear the rain outside?
Doesn't beat the tears that have fallen from my eyes,
No, no
Can you hear the thunder,
it doesn't match the anger,
that's been embedded in my mind.
No, no.

CHORUS
Yeh I should have seen the sign, sign, signs.
Yeh I should have seen them
Nah I couldn't make you mine, mine, all mine,
nah I couldn't get to you. 
It's been hard,
Didn't catch that part,
that you'd just walk away,
I had so much time,
I had so much love and it's wasted,
wasted on you.

The sun keeps going down,
but it's already covered by the clouds,
it's been dark here all day,
feels like the way you've been acting lately.

CHORUS

passion is dead

wasted on you

wasted on you 🥴

'BETTER ON MY OWN'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Produced by RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I've been waiting all night for you to apologise yeh, yeh,
but then I ain't the one who's been breaking our promise yeh.
And I should face it!

CHORUS
now I know
I'll be alone,
I'll be much better on my own,
better on my, better on my,
(baby, better on my)
And I don't need to see your face,
again, again.

Night after night,
lie after lie,
don't even try it,
you cry and you cry,
but I know that you're lying again,
(again)
this is what you wanted.

I guess that it's true that our love has been fading,
(Oh oh oh)
why should I stick around 'cause I'm tired of waiting,
(why?)
and you should face it!

CHORUS

Anything at all just to escape your ego,
back to the warm,
'cause my heart has grown cold,
let it be told that I know,
that i'll be better yeh I'll be better.

CHORUS x2

Better On My Own

Better On My Own 🚶‍♂️

'UHNEEDJU (ON ME)'
Written by Julian Deans & Tatao
Produced by Tatao
Co-Produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:

PRECHORUS
Regretting what I said now,
Wishing I could take it back some how.

CHORUS
'Cause I need to feel your body,
(I need you on me)
Didn't mean to stop this party so soon,
(I need you)
need to hear that you'll come back here,
promise you it won't go badly.
(I need you, I need you.)
I need you.

Ain't it funny how you're the one lying
and I'm the one here on my knees,
ain't it funny how you're the one laughing,
we flipped round 180 degrees eh.
and I'm still here...
(and I)

PRECHORUS 

(and I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

CHORUS

Stop pretending that I'm the one begging,
I see I'm right there in your head,
stop pretending you feel no emotion,
Was it me that said our "passion is dead" huh?

It's clear to me, that you're feeling something for me,
you're feeling something for me,
that you're feeling something for me.
(I need ya)

(I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

'Cause I need to!
CHORUS

(I need you here.)

Uhneedju

Uhneedju (On Me) 🔥

'FIGHT!'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Uh uh.

Nah I didn't come to ruin this party,
Ain't going nowhere 'cause it just started,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh
Feeling funny bout this situation,
Not ready for no altercation,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh.

CHORUS
So do you wanna fight with me or
you can spend all night with me uh uh,
you're getting quite rough with me uh uh,
but it's turning me on,
I love it when we fight,
love it when we fight, fight,
but don't get me wrong,
I love it when it's right,
love it when it's right, right,
I know you're the one.
(Uh uh)

POSTCHORUS
La la la la la la la,
(All night we've been fighting.)
La la la la la la la.
Nahh nahh ahh..

I'm about to take your filthy ass out,
don't even care just shut your fucking mouth now,
'cause you're losing it and I'm over this now.
The taste of blood has never left my tounge,
so come and get it we can do this all wrong,
'cause I'm losing it and I'm over this now.
Like we did before.

CHORUS

I'm over this fighting,
Come rock with my body,
is it 'cause you really want me?
Yeh.

CHORUS

FIGHT!

FIGHT! 🥊

LYRICIST/SONGWRITER from Suffolk, UK
Dabble in production
Party too much
Feel too much
Have lots of fun
POP, R&B, SYNTHPOP, ELECTORNIC POP, INDIE & DANCE MUSIC

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