'NIGHTMARE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one in my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Anxiety Dreams

Nightmare

Nightmare 😈

'WILL I EVER SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN?'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
(Eh, eh)

Uh oh, uh oh
think I'm in trouble with you,
you're spinning around my head,
I haven't even slept in bed since Sunday,
What was this all for again?
You're spinning around my head,
Impossible for me to the right thing.
(Yeh)
Uh oh, uh oh,
think I'm in trouble with you.
(Trouble with you.)

CHORUS
Wanna talk this out but,
you want your space,
and damn for the last time,
you can see that I'm sorry, yeh.
(Yeh, yeh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh)
let me try first,
but I know my place,
I crossed the line,
will I ever see your face again?
(Yeh, yeh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh)
Will I ever see your face again?

Uh oh, uh oh
I can see you're happier now,
you've been going all over town,
I've seen you out every night since Monday,
What was this is all for again?
you've been going all over town,
what's this all about again?
what's this all about again?
Uh oh, uh oh
I can see you're happier now.

CHORUS

(Eh, eh)

Will I Ever See Your Face Again?

Will I ever see your face again? 🫣

'NIGHTMARE (JOHNNY MINE REMIX)'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Giovanni Pirrera, Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Johnny Mine
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one in my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Nightmare - Single

Nightmare (Johnny Mine Remix)

Nightmare 😈 (Johnny Mine Remix)

'NIGHTMARE (EXTENDED MIX)'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific & Julian Deans (Extended Mix)
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS

You gotta stop with your bright eyes,
you gotta stop hitting those beats right,
hypnotising under spotlights every night,
every night, don't ya baby.

You're the one from my dreams,
or at least so it seemed at first,
and now you're walking over,
to another man.
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
You're teasing me with those eyes,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

He better stop with that fake smile,
you both know that I could do you better,
I'll slam on the brake lights.

You're the one from my head yeh,
Heading straight to his bed,
and now you're fucking me over with another man.
I'll fight the fucker,
(Da da da, da da da da da.)
I'll fight the fucker.

CHORUS
You're turning this to a nightmare,
keep hurting me and it ain't fair,
I'll burn it up,
if you don't give it to me right,
I'll burn it up,
Oh won't you give it to me.
This is all that I wanted for all this time,
(Da da da, da da da da da da.)
This is all that I wanted.
Not leaving with you tonight,
(Uh oh, uh oh)
You're turning this to a nightmare.

Nightmare (Extended Mix)

Nightmare 😈 (Extended Mix)

'NUMB'
Written by Julian Deans and Wolfgang Pander
Produced by Wolfgang Pander
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
Why should I get used to this, now?
And why you always say,
I need to broaden my horizons?
Why aren't you enough?
Let's speak a second about my trust level.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb,
(And it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Am I used to it now? nah,
sure I'll figure this out yeh,
I need to open up my mind I gotta find something,
somewhere,
at least acknowledge that you have everything.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
(Don't love no no.)
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh, ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb.
(I feel numb and it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Numb

Numb 🥶

'REIGN OF TERROR'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
(Oh yeh)
Yuh.

PRECHORUS
There's still darkness is the water,
but karma's gonna getcha soon yeh,
it's gonna be you that falls.
Fall down now.

CHORUS
Your reign of terror is over on me,
(Yeh)
thanks to you,
now every night is just a fight to keep me sober,
scarred from your reign of terror.
(Fall down now.)

Wonder what it's like to be you,
stuck in that head,
is there no remorse?
Is it so important,
to control every situation?

PRECHORUS
CHORUS x2

BRIDGE
You reign on, reign on,
but with no power over me,
(No, no)
ya reign on, reign on,
there's only a matter of time 'til ya,
fall down now.

CHORUS x2

OUTRO
Ya reign on, reign on,
reign of terror,
there's only a matter of time 'til ya,
ya reign on, reign on,
scarred from your reign of terror,
(na, na, na, na, na, na)
reign of terror.
Yuh.

Reign Of Terror

Reign of terror 👹

'DARK'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Mantra
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I'm running out of energy.
(Dark.)

These thoughts are exhausting,
I don't know when this happened.

PRECHORUS
But every night it's the same damn thing
and it petrifies me,
I'm running out of energy,
every night it's the same damn thing.
and we're not immortal,
there's only so much time we can get it right.

CHORUS
It's been a long night, ahhh,
I see the sun is up now,
but it's still dark, 
(ah, ah)
It's been a long night, ahhh,
I've been waiting for the light, 
but it never arrives no,
it never turns up,
time to face a full day of fucking it up,
again.

And it's a vicious circle,
we're living in a small world,
and we don't know when,
this will end.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

In the dark again,
they told me it would be better in the morning,
(In the dark)
but this morning's already begun.
It's been a long night,
in the dark.

And we're not immortal,
there's only so much time we can get it right,
and I (In the dark, dark.)

CHORUS

In the dark.

Dark

Dark 🌑

'B$#!+'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries
Produced by Pacific
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
(What should I write about?
Something about love?
Sounds stupid.)

What is this love, true love?
Don't you promise me anything else,
can you taste this:
Bullshit?

CHORUS
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,
motherfucker?
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?
I'll chew you up and spit you out.
(Oh oh oh)
I'll chew you up and spit you out.
(Oh oh oh)
Oops.
(Oh oh oh)
La la la la, la la la la,
(Oh oh oh, oh oh.)
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,
motherfucker?
Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?

(Okay so not that,
I don't know then,
heartbreak? I've done that before.)

Don't break my heart,
I adore you still,
and I cannot image my life without you,
without you,
without you,
bullshit.

CHORUS

La la la la, la la la la,
la la la la, bullshit.

(Okay I guess that'll have to do.)

Bullshit.

B$#!+

B$#!+ 🤬

'GIVING YOU UP'
Written by Julian Deans & Giovanni Pirrera
Produced by Giovanni Pirrera
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
It's time
It's time

CHORUS
I ain't got the patience to keep dealing wid ya
Never admit when you're wrong
I should be giving you up (yeh)
But I never get enough,
Yet you never earned my trust,
I'm giving you up yeh.

I'm alive,
In the night,
All you want,
Is to fight me,
See your eyes,
Not the time,
Know your lies,
Know your lies.

I'm alive,
In the night,
I'm alive,
In the night.

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS
(I should, I should)
Never admit when you're wrong
(I should, I should)
I should be giving you up yeh
But I never get enough
Yet you never earned my trust
I'm giving you up yeh
(I should.)

In my mind,
All the time,
Don't know why,
I don't fight it,
Now you're out,
Of my life,
Gonna find out where the lights will take me.

I'm alive,
In the night,
I'm alive,
In the night, night, night, night
In the night, night, night, night
(In the night).

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS
In the night, night, night, night
(It's time)
In the night, night, night, night
(It's time)
In the night, night, night, night.

Giving You Up - Single

Giving You Up

Giving you up 🤦‍♂️ (w/ Johnny Mine)

'OUT OF THE BLUE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Pacific & Polar
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
You said it,
you're not happy,
regret it,
accuse me of the same thing,
don't you know it still hurts,
do you want it to burn?

CHORUS
(You)
Think it's necessary,
to wear your heart on your sleeve,
But I don't try to fix you,
Slip up then you say we're through,
watch me lay back then I'll watch you twist your words around your head,
Please go easy on me,
with your words out of the blue.

Darlin',
where is this all coming from now?
Darlin',
I heard you the first time no need to shout,
at me,
Just blame yourself,
darlin' tell me,
do you want it to burn?
(Do you want it,
do ya, do ya, do ya?)

CHORUS

Things haven't changed,
atleast that's the way I see it,
When did we get unchained?
Loved each other yesterday,
trying to escape?
Do you want it to burn?
(Do you want it?
Do ya, do ya, do ya?)

CHORUS

Your words out of the blue,
out of the blue.

Out of the Blue

Out of the blue 😲

'WHAT A SHAME.'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Pacific & Polar Beats
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

Lyrics: 
It bloody sucks that you're beautiful,
Goddamn.
You got a brain and you're physically,
hot damn.
Tried my luck with an introduction,
I wanna be your man,
Until this fella comes along,
and he takes you by your hand.

PRECHORUS
I'm just a loser from down the street but,
It was amazing getting to know ya,
Made you smile,
It made it worth while.

CHORUS
What a shame,
Couldn't be lamer,
I learnt your name,
Turns out we're neighbours,
I see your face like every day and,
he's got you up on his shoulders,
What a shame,
Single last summer,
I'll turn away,
I don't want no drama,
Steal your embrace,
He's got you wrapped around his fingers,
what a shame, wah ah ah.

Taken by a bombshell it's typical,
Goddamn.
He's got no brain but he's physically,
hot damn.
Watch me having fun with this introduction,
I wanna understand,
How I take him down,
Did I take it to far?
I got no other plan.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

What a shame.

What a shame. 😮‍💨

'WINDOW SHOPPING'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

Lyrics:
(Yeh, uh, Window Shopping)

Love how it feels wiya,
Unreal until,
I started catching feelings,
Oh no, oh no, oh no?!
I just don't have the time to do that,
I only got the time to do ya (right),
and I know that we're healing still.

PRECHORUS
We can window shop,
'Cause it isn't love,
and I don't want what's inside,
window shop,
come inside, I'll...

CHORUS
Go get it from the back,
'cause that's where I keep my freak at,
(freaky, freaky, yeh, yeh)
What you want more?
Gonna see what's in store for you baby, yeh
I can show you in the front,
window shopping for my body.
If you like it you can take it, take it, take it,
But I won't be catching feelings for you any time,
(Soon).

Don't I look good on ya,
Give you great deals,
that I won't hold you down now,
Oh no, oh no, oh no,
So don't expect commitment darling,
I only give you time to do this (right),
Please don't think we're exclusive,
(Nah nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah nah).

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

BRIDGE
Time the store is closing up,
Expecting nothing much,
You know I don't sell love,
Only wanna fuck.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Window Shopping

Window Shopping 👀

'BUSINESS'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
CHORUS
You know all of this time I've been fighting for ya,
While you've been sneaking 'round town tryna find your new thrill,
and I've been wasting all day tryna think this over,
but it's none of your bus-bus-bus-business,
like it's none of my bus-bus-bus-business, no.
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
You know one of these days I'll be gone for real,
You'll see me happy with him, we're the real deal,
Yeh you've been planning all week how to fuck us over,
but it's none of your bus-bus-bus-business,
like it's not my bus-bus-bus-business, no.

Mmmmm,
You had your chance,
we had our plans,
Came to an end,
'cause your heart's stuck in your pants,
and I hope that you're happy,
hope we can be friends.

CHORUS

Mmmmm,
Don't care who's on your phone,
you're in this alone now,
I'm leaving our home,
can't help wonder where you will go,
oh, oh, oh, oh.

OUTRO
Will you stay here?
Will you love him?
Will you return?
Will you regret?
Will we be friends?
Will you love me, again?

Nahh, it's none of our business.

Business

Business 💼

'CRIMINAL'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(You're nothin' but a...)
(You're nothin' but a...)
(You're nothin' but a...)

CHORUS
You've been sneakin' round like a criminal,
and I can't keep up 'cause you held me down,
then pick up the phone, it's vibrating now,
So what you hide the screen and then you throw me out,
you've been creepin' round like a criminal,
and all I know, you've been acting cold,
I can't touch your phone, it's been ringing now,
So what you shout at me and then I throw you out.
(Out).

What the fuck man,
you mugged me off man,
thought I was tough but,
you came and ruined it,
you left me wounded,
and now I know I'll never trust again,
you played with my heart,
played with my heart,
and now I know I'll never trust again,
(You're nothin' but a...)
You're nothing but a criminal.
(You're nothin' but a...)

CHORUS

Bet you're laughing,
have the last laugh then,
they're only bruises,
they keep on healing,
it makes me stronger,
Now I don't care if I find love again,
get laid in my bed,
got you out of my head,
now I don't care if I find love again,
(You're nothing but a...)
You're nothing but a criminal,
you turned me to a criminal.

You know I'll throw you out.

(ALT) CHORUS
I'll be sneakin' round like a criminal,
and I can't keep up 'cause you held me down,
then pick up the phone, it's vibrating now,
So what you hide the screen and then you throw me out,
I'll be creepin' round like a criminal,
and all I know, you've been acting cold,
I can't touch your phone, it's been ringing now,
So what you shout at me and then I throw you out.
(Out).

Criminal 🚨

'LAID DOWN THE RULES'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Laid down the rules)
Why bother saying anything
when you don't know where your hearts at?
why bother opening your mouth,
If you know you're gonna cheat then?

I don't have time for this,
I already know I'm honest,
Ya figure this will end in bliss,
Ya know you'll only take the piss.

You can kiss who you want to,
just don't go catching feelings.
(You...)

CHORUS
Laid down the rules for you and I,
and I don't recall anything 'bout lying,
So you wanna go and do that behind my back?
You laid down the rules then don't follow them.

(Laid down the rules)

I bothered trying anything,
Knew exactly where my heart was,
who knows why I even try,
'Cause you do whatever you want.

I don't have time for that,
I already know where you're at,
Ya thought I'd never check your chats,
Ya get a thrill from sneaking round behind my back

You can go wherever you want,
If you let me know where you're heading.
(You...)

CHORUS x2

Laid Down The Rules

Laid Down The Rules 📜

'SHORT-CHANGE'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2022

LYRICS:
CHORUS
Think you better go with someone else 'cause,
You wanna do this on your own now,
saying this 'cause of your addiction,
keep hurting us stuck in your ways,
success getting right under my skin,
you tried to convince me that you've changed,
but you ain't babe,
I know what you crave, (Uh uh uh)
And it ain't me.
Think you better go with someone else 'cause,
I wanna do this on my own now,
saying this 'cause of my confliction,
Honesty is the best policy,
failure trapping me in your lies,
now watch me walk away hope you cry,
but you don't babe,
just hand me short-change, 
(Uh uh uh, uh uh).

POSTCHORUS
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change-
Ya hand me short-change nah I couldn't change ya.

This just ain't my style,
Can't look in my eyes now,
Made up my mind,
It's time for goodbye,
I-i.

CHORUS
POSTCHORUS

I know what your vice is,
Please heed my advice then,
Have a good life,
I deserve better than you since ya,

POSTCHORUS x2

Short-change

Short-change 🪙

'DAMAGED'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Pacific & Fastlane
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Eh oh, eh oh)

CHORUS
I'm damaged from head to toe so you're winning,
I'm damaged more than you know, I don't show it,
I fell off the shelf and I smashed into pieces,
(Eh oh, eh oh)
My lights they go out then I reach for the whiskey,
I figured you out, so why don't you see any sense?
Chances are gone and you're watching us fading.
(Eh oh, eh oh) 

God I know that I'm strong,
keep testing my mental health though,
and I know that you're wrong,
it's just so much to throw away.

PRECHORUS
Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?
Can these feelings break?
Living through cloudy days,
Thinking 'bout ending pain,
Thoughts driving me insane,
Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?
(Eh oh, eh oh)
(Eh oh, eh oh)

CHORUS

Hope hurting me has fixed ya,
Please don't do it to the next one,
I really hope that you learn,
'cause that's what I deserve.

PRECHORUS

Why can't you change?
What it's gonna take?

CHORUS

Damaged

Damaged ❤️‍🩹

'S.E.XXX.Y.'
Written by Julian Deans & Michelle Escoffery
Produced & Co-written by Josto
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
Mmmmm
Sexy, everything about you's so,
Ohh yeh yeh,
Mmmmm

I know you wanna try,
A slice of the pie,
You ask me what's the price,
I'll give you a sample baby,
Mmmmm,
You like it on the inside,
Love it on the outside.

PRECHORUS
And I-i-i and I-i-i,
Know you can't get enough,
of my store,
And I-i-i and I-i-i,
I think you want more,
think you want more,
I think you want more,
think you want more,

CHORUS
Uh uh uh uh,
Sexy,
Everything about you's so,
Yeh yeh,
Seductive,
Engaging,
XXX-Rated,
Yeh,
(Uh uh uh uh)
Yeh yeh,
So sensual,
Erotic,
XXX-citing,
Yeh,
Now permission to touch me,
Uh uh uh uh,
Sexy,
Everything about you's so,
(Yeh) Yeh yeh,
Seductive,
Engaging,
XXX-Rated,
Yeh,
(Uh uh uh uh)
Yeh yeh,
So sensual,
Erotic,
XXX-citing,
Yeh, so sexy,
Come inside don't you be scared.

I know just what you like,
I'll give ya some of mine,
I'm done with playing nice,
I'll show you my demons baby,
Mmmmm,
I like it on the inside,
Love it on the outside.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

So sexy,
Sexy, oh yeh yeh.

S.E.XXX.Y.

S.E.XXX.Y. 🫦

'STRUGGLING TO LET GO'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(In life)
(In life)

I could self implode,
Nah nah nah,
No one explains what you go through,
Nah nah nah,
When I lost you last night I knew,
It's gonna be a long road,
It's time for me to let go,
Nah nah nah.

You know I thought we almost made it,
made it, made it, made it.
Put me to the test but I couldn't take this,
take this, take this, take this.

CHORUS
Life won't stay still,
Time keeps changing,
I want you here now,
Lost track of my feelings,
Our love was timeless,
I'm struggling to let go.

(made it can't take this)

Got no self control,
nah nah nah,
No one touches me like you do,
Nah nah nah,
When you had me last night I knew,
This time I stooped down too low,
and it's time for me to let go.
Nah nah nah.

Never saw any of your other faces,
faces, faces, faces
You know exactly how to put me through my paces,
paces, paces, paces.

CHORUS
(Faces, paces)

BRIDGE
I guess at least now you know,
I'm struggling to let go,
Not ready to go solo,
But I know I can be strong alone,
alone in life.

CHORUS x2

Struggling To Let Go

(Struggling To) Let Go 🫳

'NO RETURNS'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
La la la la la la la la(uh)

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer?
'Cause you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS
This store don't do returns though,
No returns y'all witnessed all the damage though,
No returns ho,
This boy don't do returns oh,
No returns oh,
Don't even care about your phoney receipts so....

Do you think I haven't heard?
Should approach with fear,
Try to break down these walls,
Fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator?
But you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS

La la la la la la la la(uh)
La la la la la la la la
(Yeh you)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
(No, --urn- no, no returns)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

CHORUS

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer,
fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator.

You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.

Yehhh, no returns.

No Returns

No Returns ❌

'FURTHER APART'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
I weren't expecting much,
so please don't call it love,
I'm just fine on my own.
On my own.
Sometimes I just give up,
I can't keep up with us,
when do I say enough is enough then?
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
Got not time for it,
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
So let's call each other friends,
let's not say it's the end.

PRECHORUS
(So)
Where do we go?
I want you to know,
think we're better alone,
even though we've been gold.

CHORUS
Feeling further apart than we ever were,
Yeh it was great from the start,
it's the final straw,
I bothered learning your heart,
broke down to the core,
Yet now we're further apart,
not the one,
we're in different worlds.

POSTCHORUS
Further apart yeh,
Further apart yeh,
Further apart,
not the one,
we're in different worlds,
(oh oh oh)
Further apart yeh,
Further apart yeh,
Further apart,
Oh oh oh.

Should I be feeling broken?
When you weren't in it,
Why bring you home?
Go back home,
sometimes I make it up,
I never felt your love,
when do I admit you pulled me in?
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
Now you're out my head,
(Whooo-hooo-ooo)
except that we're still friends,
so it's not really the end.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS
POSTCHORUS

Why did I give you my heart?
You took my soul,
you tore it apart,
look back where we started,
but where?...

PRECHORUS
CHORUS (With adlibs)
POSTCHORUS

Feeling further apart.

Further Apart ↔️

'MISTAKES (OOPS UH OH)'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
(Oh)

CHORUS
It's times like this that I hate my judgement like I hate your faces,
It's times like this that I hate the time that you had me wasting wasted,
Oops uh oh, oops uh oh, oops uh oh,
Let you drive me crazy,
Now the feeling's faded,
Learnt from my mistakes.
(Oops uh oh uh oh, oops uh oh)
Learnt from my mistakes.
(Oops uh oh uh oh, oops uh oh)

Oops uh oh,
I fell for ya thinking you'd been good all along,
Oops uh oh,
Got no control when it comes to chosing bad ones,
Oops uh oh,
Oops uh oh, oh why? Oh why?
Oops uh oh,
I fell for ya thinking you'd been good all along,
Imagine if I begged for you back, you back,
Imagine if I begged for you back.
CHORUS

Oops uh oh,
You fell for it, thinking I've been blind all along,
Oops uh oh,
Ya got no control when it choosing vices,
Oops uh oh,
Oops uh oh, oh why? Oh why?
Oops uh oh,
You fell for it, thinking I've been blind all along,
Imagine if I begged for you back, you back,
Imagine if I begged for you back, back back.
CHORUS

Mistakes (Oops Uh Oh)

Mistakes (Oops Uh Oh) 🫢

'STILL GOT TIME (ON MY SIDE)'
Written by Julian Deans & Mantra
Produced by Mantra & Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Hah-ah!

Why you gotta be so slow?
(Why you gotta do that?)
to come back,
Why you gotta be so cruel,
(Stoop low)
in come backs. (Yeh!).
Don't lie to me, yuhhh

PRECHORUS
There's still chemistry yeh.
I got burnt initially,
let's renew our history tonight.

CHORUS
and I want it tonight,
can we deal with it sooner?
gonna get you back on my side,
I'll fight until the morning light,
(Uh-uh!)
and let me apologise,
I'm sorry bout the times I lied, yeh
and all the time we wasted fighting
(uh-uh!)
gonna get back on my side,
I'm hoping that I still got time.

oh, I hope you know,
that if you wanna go slow,
then I'll be okay,
just drag out the pain,
let's stop playing games again.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Ha!

R E C O ⚡⚡ E C T

Still Got Time (On My Side)

Still Got Time (On My Side) 🕒

'BETTER ON MY OWN'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Produced by RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I've been waiting all night for you to apologise yeh, yeh,
but then I ain't the one who's been breaking our promise yeh.
And I should face it!

CHORUS
now I know
I'll be alone,
I'll be much better on my own,
better on my, better on my,
(baby, better on my)
And I don't need to see your face,
again, again.

Night after night,
lie after lie,
don't even try it,
you cry and you cry,
but I know that you're lying again,
(again)
this is what you wanted.

I guess that it's true that our love has been fading,
(Oh oh oh)
why should I stick around 'cause I'm tired of waiting,
(why?)
and you should face it!

CHORUS

Anything at all just to escape your ego,
back to the warm,
'cause my heart has grown cold,
let it be told that I know,
that i'll be better yeh I'll be better.

CHORUS x2

Better On My Own

Better On My Own 🚶‍♂️

A Trap-pop song from my album 'R E C O  ⚡ ⚡ E C T', written by me and produced by one of my favourite producers 'RDY'.

LYRICS:
(Thirsty)

CHORUS
How am I s'pose to hold it together,
when you're right here and I'm thirsty for ya,
I'll get dirty for ya,
do it over and over.
Thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya,
(Thirsty)
Expect that I still remember,
what you like 'cause how I'm thirsty for ya,
Let's do it better,
Thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya,
(Thirsty)
Thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya, thirsty for ya,
(Thirsty).

Quench my thirst uh uh oh,
the next time we're all alone,
there's so much I have learnt,
you're beautiful don't you know.

CHORUS

Drink you up,
I can't get enough,
Ooh nah nah,
fill me up,
what I've been dreaming of.
(x2)

CHORUS (x2)

R E C O ⚡ ⚡ E C T

Thirsty

Thirsty 🥵

'WHERE R U?'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I'm coming for ya,
(yeh.)

CHORUS
Where are you?
Have you been hiding all this time away from me? Yeh,
Uh uh uh uh,
Where are you?
Cause you've been tied up in my mind in front of me yeh,
Uh uh uh uh,
Asking; Was it really that bad, was I really that bad, bad, bad?
Uh uh uh.

(But this time I'm gonna be.)

We were just speaking last night and it all went wrong, (yeh)
Uh uh uh uh, (yeh)
we were just speaking last night,
we were just,
and it ended with bruises.
CHORUS

Never gonna let you go,
no I'm never gonna let you,
uh uh uh,
Never gonna let you go,
no I'm never gonna letcha.

(I'm coming for ya.)

CHORUS

(Where are you?)

Where r u?

Where r u? 👀

'THE NIGHT IT RAINED'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by JS Sounds
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS
(Yeh yeh
yeh yeh)

You know I want your love,
but I don't feel good enough for ya,
I knew it was meant to be,
'cause when I went to leave the heavens opened,
then you said.

CHORUS
You can come in from the rain my darling,
You should stay the night,
night, night.
You can come in from the rain my darling,
you know we'll get this right, yeh yeh,
I'm so glad I did it.

I know you tried love once,
like I know I should be gentle with ya,
I knew it was meant to be,
'cause everytime you speak it sounds like heaven open,
like when you said.

CHORUS x2

(You can come in from the rain)

Do you remember that it all started the night it rained,
the night it rained?
Was it really 8 years ago?
Do you remember that it all started the night it rained,
the night it rained?
The night it got physical.
the night it rained.
(Eh eh eh eh eh...)
the night it rained.
the night it rained.

CHORUS x2

The Night It Rained

The Night It Rained 🌧️

'THOUGHT THAT I KNEW YA' 
Written by Julian Deans & Matthias Niedermayr
Produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
Hmmm nahah,
nanadadada.

Ya get me get me get me get me get me like that,
So ya do me do me do me do me do me like that,
huh uh uh.

So tell me,
what you missing?
There's something,
are ya angry?
'Cause you now give me give me give me that face you make,

PRECHORUS
Can't explain this behaviour,
this is not in your nature,
can't work out what will save us,
Pass me the calculator,
or I'll go I'll see ya later.
Later.

CHORUS
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
I thought that I knew ya,
Cannot work it out now,
can you work it out?
Or I'm out.

Tell me what will your choice be,
'cause I'm not waiting,
and you can't keep doing this to us.
thought you got me got me got me,
yet you're dragging me through the mud.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

They say people don't change,
do they?
Well it sure seems that way,
well I don't recognize these expressions on your face,
and I...

CHORUS x2

I thought that I knew ya baby.

R E C O ⚡⚡ E C T / / I N C O M P A T I B L E

Thought That I Knew Ya

Thought That I Knew Ya 🤷‍♂️

LYRICIST/SONGWRITER from Suffolk, UK
Dabble in production
Party too much
Feel too much
Have lots of fun
POP, R&B, SYNTHPOP, ELECTORNIC POP, INDIE & DANCE MUSIC

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